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I GOT A TATTOO TODAY!!!

i guess i should post what is going on...really not too much. I'm back on the LSAG as the VP of events. Yay me. Just trying to get everything done for school and make it through work on the weekends. Anything Sean and i had is completely over and i'm totally depressed because i was practically in love with the boy. Oh well, if he can't see what a great person I am than i guess he isn't worth it, but it still hurts, he said he cared about me...but i've heard that before haven't i.

I dunno guys...it's difficult, everything.

I don't need a guy to be happy, I'm a good person. Doesn't mean I don't like having a good friend that i can be initmate with and have a relationship with.

Well, it's valentines day, lovely!

I really hate 8am classes, i have absolutely no desire to be up at the ungodly hour, i don't even get up this early when i have to go to work, it's rubbish! The only thing about them that is good is the parking, the college lots are usually empty at 7:30am, and seeing that as yesterday i had to make my own parking spot. I was not impressed. I got there much later than usual, my fault, i had to go bra shopping, and i didn't feel like walking from four buildings away just to get to my classroom.

Chrissy just came into my room and gave me a valentines presents! Aww so cute!!

There was something else i wanted to say but i don't remember now

...i don't want to talk about it

You are dead inside and don't experience sadness
that often


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DAY SEVEN IS HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


After today I get ONE day off! And trust me, i need it. After three days in pit nine and the rest out on the floor i'm tied, horny, and not a great person to be around.

Yesterday wasn't too bad, aside from the fact that my dad was watching me all damn day and trying to find things i wasn't doing right or doing enough of. My supervisor rocked, we talked about sex when i was at a dead table, he asked if he should try to sell all his old viberators in a garage sale, my advice = Bad Idea.

Anyway, tomorrow i think i'm gonna drag my ass outta bed at a fairly decent time and go see "BEWITCHED" it looks like a kick ass movie and plus it's about witches so you all know i've gotta see it. I think it starts at four at one of the places in barrie, ANYONE WANNA JOIN ME?!

So yeah, my parents were out of town tuesday and wednesday night, so it was just my sister, me, and the dog. I got drunk for the first time in my life, body tingling, world spinning, moving was a bad idea, face down on my bed trying not to throw up. Friend came over, laughed at me for being like that and ended up staying the night.

Yesterday was day one of seven at work for me, they shut my table down and i got to chip for awhile, YAY for chipping, plus i got to talk with a cute guy!

After work a friend from work and i spent a good hour in his car (talking and doing ummm...other things) which i really hope no one saw seeing as we were still pretty close to B-Lot while doing this.

Yeah so that is the life of me at the moment, ofcourse there are many things going on but those are really the highlights, aside from the whole seven days in a row of working thing, that blows chunks.

Alrighty, so last week I took two Early outs, one to go shopping because Joe was coming over, and the second one because that was the day Joe was coming over. It was a blast, movies and tv shows, non-stop laughter till 1am which was reallly late for me considering I'd been up since six and had dealt black jack for awhile that day.

That was the most fun i've had in ages, everything is just work and family shit lately, visits to the hospital and doctors, calling home on my breaks to people crying and bitching. My emotional state is more than fragile. I have few good days that are just alright and when the bad days come, they are REALLY bad.

This week I've scored Saturday, Sunday, Monday off which will be sooooo nice. However, I think I've invited two people over on Sunday night, which is not a good thing...one is from work and school and the other i don't really know but he's from work and he's hot...yeah so we'll see...

Anywho, I'm off to shower and get ready for another day at work. I'll probably add to this later.

"Of All the things I've ever lost, I miss my mind the most."

I'm not doing very well at the moment...

Why is it that the majority of my dreams end up with something or someone trying to kill me? I mean isn't it enough that I can't get any rest during the day, things just have to haunt my dreams too...