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March 7th, 2009
03:56 pm - life.
I havnt written in here in forever. the only times i find myself coming back is when it seems like everything else in life seems to be going wrong and now would be one of those times.
these are some things that id like to say to people.
1. You have been so mean lately
2. things dont seem the same anymore
3. maybe you were never really much of a friend.
4. You only call me when you need something.
5. I lost trust in you
6. I wish we didnt feel like strangers
7. You dont understand sometimes.
8. I never wanted to fucking take on this responsibility in the first place.
Current Music: poker face. lady gaga
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December 13th, 2007
03:00 am
so I havnt been on livejournal for a long time but im just bored and figured what the heck. this past year has been long and tough. But my babys finally getting out of the army and im so happy for that hes coming home in 7 days but that just seems so far away, the past week i have been very moody, emotional and having really bad headaches, i keep thinking i might be pregnant but i doubt it, i want to go get a pregnancy test but im afraid it would be too early to check anyways, dany just left two weeks ago.. i guess it could be the right time, ill probaby go get one in the morning, i have to work the next three days,but hopefully it goes by pretty fast. Sometimes i feel like if my friends had something else to do they wouldnt hang out with me. or even bother to involve me. but thats just how i feel. lol writing how i feel in live journal makes me feel like im in tenth grade again.
Only one more week!
and then not much longer after that dany will be home for good
and we can finally begin to enjoy our marriage.!! and remember how it feels to see eachother everyday. =)
Current Location: My Room
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/moonsis/stars/yellow/cold_sy.gif) cold
Current Music: jordyn sparks- tattoo
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February 18th, 2007
01:23 am - I miss Dany soo much!!
The past few days have been stressful. It sucks. Danys still in the hospital, hes in pain. they still dont know what exactly is going on with him. his mri came out ok though. I want him to come home more than anything. I miss him so much!!. I dont think I can do this anymore. It gets harder everytime hes gone. I cant get this out of my head. And i cant call him until the morning cause his cell phone died and the hospital doesnt allow calls after 9:30 and he cant make calls either. I need to be with my baby... :'(
I dont think they are going to let him come home, they better not make him go back to A.I.T. he should come home and get better. I just really need to be with him right now.
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February 15th, 2007
03:16 pm - Soo..
Becky is right Myspace IS getting pretty boring lately.
And I kinda figured id just apdate in here because its been a long ass time.. I added more pictures!
Lately hasn't been all that great, Only because Dany is in Fort Lee for A.I.T. and hes sick and on top of that i miss him like crazyy. His classes havn't even started yet so right now i cant even set a date on when im going to see him again. I'm getting used to it though, it just takes time the first few weeks are going to be hard. I've done this twice before i can do it again. Only longer this time. I try to stay strong because atleast hes safe and I can talk to him everyday. Other than being in iraq or something. Honestly If i had a choice He would be home with me right now. I'm willing to get a job and go to college and work my ass off just so we can be "together". Theres so much shit going on in iraq right now its just not a good time to be in the army, I worry everyday. And I pray that things over there will eventually just stop by the time dany gets out of training.
Well thats all I really have to say right now.
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/moonsis/stars/yellow/indifferent_sy.gif) blah
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January 4th, 2006
12:43 pm
Today i found out that im getting fired...
and im in the best mood, I f'ing hated that place ... yeah so i have two weeks to find another job...lol
any suggestions
Current Music: Social Code- Miss You
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January 2nd, 2006
12:31 am
All's i really have to say right now is that i am so much in love with Dany McMullen, and i couldnt have had a better christmas break.
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/moonsis/stars/yellow/loved_sy.gif) loved
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July 5th, 2005
04:53 pm
1.) Copy and paste this into your journal:
<*font color="yourusername"> <*b>yourusername<*/b> <*/font>
2.) Eliminate the asterisks.
2 1/2.) Replace "yourusername" with your user name.
3.) See what color you are
_fadedstarz
Current Music: everybody's changing- keane
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December 27th, 2004
July 9th, 2004
09:43 pm
+comment
+add me
whatever
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