Dave

_examinationof @ 2006-07-09T23:04:00

2006-07-10T03:13:37Z

i feel like writing.
the last year of my life has just been one big summer vacation, so now that its summer for everyone else, things feel no different for me.
none of my friends ever had a curfew or anything or cared about getting home to sleep for school the next day, so its not like i really see them anymore than i did during the school year.
i thought i would have a lot more time with danielle now that summers here, but truth is thats not so much the case. i work everyday during the times she'd be in school anyway. and then she's busy with her play and working. only difference is now she has an 11:30 curfew everynight. its our 10 month anniversary next tuesday.
i'm finally going back to school, i'll be attending Rutgers University in the fall, Cook College campus, for marine biology. i had a nice year off, but it's about time i face the real world.
i've been working monday-friday at gabriels. i make ice cream mon-thu. then fridays i work upstairs. i have to start saving for school.
i leave for cape may on the 22nd, its the only place in this world i feel truely at peace and feel like nothing matters, it will be nice to have an escape from reality for a week, although i know i'm going to go thro danielle withdrawl, ive never gone that long without her before.
my friends will all be gone before i know it, ken's leaving soon for florida to attend Full Sail for Recording Arts. Luis is probably going with him, and Vinnie... i'm not too sure what he's doing for school, I might still have him left. Those three are the only three friends outside of Danielle I can call real friends anymore. It kind of sucks. I miss having a big group of people to hang out with, always having something to do, like last summer, bonfires in Kaitlyns backyard. Lately it seems that everyones priorities have just changed to drinking and smoking tho, and those are two things I just cant be around.
I guess for now I'll enjoy my last few weeks of freedom, before the next four years of my life turn to hell. Starting in September between school and work I won't find myself with a moment to breathe, so much as relax.
This times going to fly by.

_examinationof @ 2006-05-14T15:29:00

2006-05-14T19:30:06Z

so i got snakebites on friday.

and this thursday is my 8month with my princess.

_examinationof @ 2006-04-18T21:55:00

2006-04-19T01:55:29Z

SEVEN MONTHS.

HEY LIVEJOURNAL, MY GIRLFRIENDS BETTER THAN YOURS.

_examinationof @ 2006-03-17T17:33:00

2006-03-17T22:33:27Z

im moving midway through may.

the end.
p.s. tomorrows my 6 month with the most amazing girl ever<3

_examinationof @ 2006-03-05T22:08:00

2006-03-06T03:09:21Z

i'm moving. i dont know where to yet. but i have til the end of march to be completely moved out. so hopefully we find a place real soon.

_examinationof @ 2006-02-08T18:41:00

2006-02-08T23:43:02Z

tonight was the first night I ever had to step it up and be the one to call the ambulance for my dad. the first time i ever didn't lock myself in my bedroom or run outside to a friends house. it was scary shit. they had so many questions and it was kind of reality check knowing i didn't know the answers to any of them. i hope this never happens again.

_examinationof @ 2006-02-07T20:37:00

2006-02-08T01:37:18Z

i'm actually a super hero.

_examinationof @ 2006-02-01T21:13:00

2006-02-02T02:13:38Z

i made myself a new background. is it pretty?

_examinationof @ 2006-01-27T11:57:00

2006-01-27T17:01:04Z

i've never believed in any of that dream dictionary crap. i dont think theres any hidden meaning in my dreams. but twice in the last week i've had these dreams with these crazy roach like insects that grow on my fear. they actually kind of look like lobsters without claws. but the more scared i get of them the bigger they grow.

i looked up roaches and got this
Roaches

To see roaches in your dream, represents an undesirable aspect of yourself in which you need to confront. Alternatively, it may be a pun for smoking marijuana. On a positive note, roaches may also be symbolic of tenacity and longevity.

well, XXX, so its definitely not the marijuana part.

alternatively, i looked up bugs, and got this.
Bug

To see a bug in your dream, suggests that you are worried about something. It is symbolic of your anxieties and/or fears. What is literally bugging you? Consider also the popular phrase "bitten by the bug" to imply your strong emotional ties or involvement to some activity/interest/hobby. Alternatively, the bug may be representative of your sexual thoughts.

frankly, i think thats all bullshit. the part i dont like is how they grew from my fear. i'm never scared of anything. maybe that's what its supposed to mean? is that i found something i'm scared of? i don't know!

_examinationof @ 2006-01-23T21:37:00

2006-01-24T02:35:47Z

i have no friends on here....word.

_examinationof @ 2006-01-22T17:12:00

2006-01-22T22:10:44Z

is this layout sexy?

_examinationof @ 2006-01-18T01:46:00

2006-01-18T06:47:15Z

four months.
amazing.

_examinationof @ 2006-01-16T03:26:00

2006-01-16T08:26:31Z

new entry.

_examinationof @ 2006-01-14T00:43:00

2006-01-14T05:43:49Z

just saying hello to my two whole livejournal friends. im popular.

_examinationof @ 2006-01-11T02:54:00

2006-01-11T07:54:29Z

bahahaha, she added me, i win.

_examinationof @ 2006-01-08T21:51:00

2006-01-09T02:52:38Z

i only made this cus my girlfriend told me to so she could add me. now she wont. so everyone go yell at her.