Dave

i feel like writing.
the last year of my life has just been one big summer vacation, so now that its summer for everyone else, things feel no different for me.
none of my friends ever had a curfew or anything or cared about getting home to sleep for school the next day, so its not like i really see them anymore than i did during the school year.
i thought i would have a lot more time with danielle now that summers here, but truth is thats not so much the case. i work everyday during the times she'd be in school anyway. and then she's busy with her play and working. only difference is now she has an 11:30 curfew everynight. its our 10 month anniversary next tuesday.
i'm finally going back to school, i'll be attending Rutgers University in the fall, Cook College campus, for marine biology. i had a nice year off, but it's about time i face the real world.
i've been working monday-friday at gabriels. i make ice cream mon-thu. then fridays i work upstairs. i have to start saving for school.
i leave for cape may on the 22nd, its the only place in this world i feel truely at peace and feel like nothing matters, it will be nice to have an escape from reality for a week, although i know i'm going to go thro danielle withdrawl, ive never gone that long without her before.
my friends will all be gone before i know it, ken's leaving soon for florida to attend Full Sail for Recording Arts. Luis is probably going with him, and Vinnie... i'm not too sure what he's doing for school, I might still have him left. Those three are the only three friends outside of Danielle I can call real friends anymore. It kind of sucks. I miss having a big group of people to hang out with, always having something to do, like last summer, bonfires in Kaitlyns backyard. Lately it seems that everyones priorities have just changed to drinking and smoking tho, and those are two things I just cant be around.
I guess for now I'll enjoy my last few weeks of freedom, before the next four years of my life turn to hell. Starting in September between school and work I won't find myself with a moment to breathe, so much as relax.
This times going to fly by.