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Tonight has been horrible. I don't really feel that I need to explain it here, but it's coming back. I guess I really can't change. I've worked so hard the last year or two to make my life better, and to stop feeling how I used to. I'm scared because of what I just did. My left arm is numb, but it burns so much.. and it's never been this bad before.
All I can say is:
old habits die hard.
All I can say is:
old habits die hard.
- Mood:
gloomy - Music:explosions in the sky
I wish I had more days like yesterday.
I went to school as usual.. blah, blah, blah.
Then I just stayed around the house until 4:30.
Left for Liz's house.
Waited around while she got ready to leave.
Headed out to Fenton, MI for ( this lovely boy's ) show.
Verrrrry good.
Then we left, drove home and listened to The Cast Of's demo a ton.
Went to Meijer, and ALMOST took pictures with ham.
Liz doesn't like ham, so we didn't take pictures.
Went back to her house and watched RENT.
I fell asleep. Duh, don't I always?
Woke up, recorded Liz playing the piano.
Came home.
I went to school as usual.. blah, blah, blah.
Then I just stayed around the house until 4:30.
Left for Liz's house.
Waited around while she got ready to leave.
Headed out to Fenton, MI for ( this lovely boy's ) show.
Verrrrry good.
Then we left, drove home and listened to The Cast Of's demo a ton.
Went to Meijer, and ALMOST took pictures with ham.
Liz doesn't like ham, so we didn't take pictures.
Went back to her house and watched RENT.
I fell asleep. Duh, don't I always?
Woke up, recorded Liz playing the piano.
Came home.
i want you to post anything you want.
a story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love--anything.
make sure you post anonymously.
&@$!bekki
a story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love--anything.
make sure you post anonymously.
&@$!bekki
- Mood:
content - Music:ever so sweet - the early november
comment to be added; kept
&if you choose not to, you're gone.
