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It is 22 December (Monday) at 8:58 PM, 2008.
I have sixty-seven New Year's Resolutions I will meet by 31 December (whichever day it will be) 11:59 PM, 2009. I have decided to begin meeting them tonight because I'm eager to change myself for the better. I'll meet many of the small ones quickly and celebrate them. I'll meet the large ones a little more slowly but I will celebrate them as well. They will be met in no particular order, and in my journal I will write, "Resolution number S met. Onto resolution E." and continue about my entry. I will continue writing about my life as normal while meeting these resolutions. Hopefully you already know about my core values and the person I am, so nothing in this journal will shock you. New friends are always welcome! When you click the 'add _emewd_' button, you will be thrust immediately into my world. I don't slow down or explain things, so you'll make your own interpretations of my life. Have fun! I'd also be thrilled if you'd comment occasionally!

Love always,
me

Jenny's Ribbon
There was a girl named Jenny and a boy named Jack. They were childhood friends. Jenny always wore a green ribbon around her neck, and every day, ever since the day he knew her, Jack always asked Jenny, "Jenny, why do you wear that ribbon around your neck?" She would always smile and shake her head. But every single day, he asked her, "Jenny, why do you wear that ribbon around your neck?" She never took it off, even to sleep or take a shower. She always wore it. Jack's and Jenny's friendship deepened over the years, and they married early. They had few fights, for they knew each other that well. But there was one thing Jack still didn't know about Jenny, and he asked her every day. "Jenny, why do you always wear that ribbon around your neck?" She would always smile and shake her head. Years passed. Soon, Jack and Jenny grew old. Their health began to fail. Jenny was soon in the hospital. As she lay on her deathbed, Jack asked her again, one final time, "Jenny, why do you wear that ribbon around your neck?" She smiled, but this time didn't shake her head. "Jack, you can untie it now." He untied the ribbon from her neck and her head fell off.

For future reference:
Tekken 5: Dark Resurrection
DarkStalkers Chronicle: The Chaos Tower
Night Warriors
High-heeled stiletto platform shoes
her perfect spouse
Born Rich HBO documentary

Half of what I say is lines from a movie I've seen or show (play) I've been in, and when I am reminded of a song lyric or movie line, I'll sing it or say it. When I write it out, I'll use parenthesis and hyphens. (-example-)

TROY:
[Slow, methodical.]
Woman...I do the best I can do. I come in here every Friday. I carry a sack of potatoes and a bucket of lard. You all line up at the door with your hands out. I give you lint from my pockets. I give you my sweat and blood. I ain't got no tears. I done spent them. We go upstairs in that room at night...and I fall down on you and try to blast a hole into forever. I get up Monday morning...find my lunch on the table. I go out. Make my way. Find my strength to carry me through to the next Friday. [Pause.] That's all I got, Rose. That's all I got to give. I can't give nothing else.
--Excerpted from August Wilson's drama Fences, page 40. Troy speaks to his wife Rose.

"Where is the Love" Black Eyed Peas
What's wrong with the world mama?
People living like aint got no mamas
I think the whole worlds addicted to the drama
Only attracted to the things that bring you trauma
Overseas yeah we tryin to stop terrorism
But we still got terrorists here livin
In the USA the big CIA the Bloodz and the Crips and the KKK
But if you only have love for your own race
Then you only leave space to discriminate
And to discriminate only generates hate
And if you hatin you're bound to get irate
Yeah madness is what you demonstrate
And that's exactly how anger works and operates
You gotta have love just to set it straight
Take control of your mind and meditate
Let your soul gravitate to the love y'all

People killing people dying
Children hurtin you hear them crying
Can you practice what you preach
Would you turn the other cheek?
Father Father Father help us
Send some guidance from above
Cause people got me got me questioning
Where is the love?(where is the lovex3)(the love2x)

It just ain't the same all ways have changed
New days are strange is the world the insane?
If love and peace so strong
Why are there pieces of love that don't belong
Nations dropping bombs
Chemical gases filling lungs of little ones
With ongoing suffering
As the youth die young
So ask yourself is the loving really strong?
So I can ask myself really what is going wrong
With this world that we living in
People keep on giving in
Makin wrong decisions
Only visions of them livin and
Not respecting each other
Deny thy brother
The wars' going on but the reasons' undercover
The truth is kept secret
Swept under the rug
If you never know truth
Then you never know love
Where's the love y'all?(I don't know)
Where's the truth y'all?(I don't know)
Where's the love y'all?

People killing people dying
Children hurtin you hear them crying
Can practice what you preach
Would you turn the other cheek?
Father father father help us
Send some guidance from above
Cause people got me got me questioning
Where is the love?(where is the lovex3)(the lovex2)

I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder
As I'm getting older y'all people get colder
Most of us only care about money makin
Selfishness got us followin the wrong direction
Wrong information always shown by the media
Negative images is the main criteria
Infecting their young minds faster than bacteria
Kids wanna act like what the see in the cinema
Whatever happened to the values of humanity
Whatever happened to the fairness and equality
Instead of spreading love, we're spreading anomosity
Lack of understanding, leading us away from unity
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feeling under
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feeling down
It's no wonder why sometimes I'm feeling under
I gotta keep my faith alive, until love is found

People killing people dying
Children hurtin you hear them crying
Can you practice what you preach
Would you turn the other cheek?
Father Father Father help us
Send some guidance from above
Cause people got me got me questioning
Where is the love?(fade)



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