today i feel like a zoombie and have no energy what so ever. I m just so sick of school. I just wanna leave right now, which i could but it is too tempting and im just throughing my dreams and future away. This week has been good but i have been so busy i dont have the energy to do what i really want. I hate that. I saved a kitten this week and gave it to one of my most treasured friends. She was happy with it, and i hope it reminds her of me when she does what she does with it and that it brings her happieness and love. Which im sure it will! I had such a busy weekend which hasent helped me this week. but i feel a little enlightened that i have some money in da bank which i will save and have bought a CD that im loving. Well life has its strange moments in how you expect something to happen and then it changes on you or how something random happens either good or bad that you didient expect happens, i think about that alot of the time. I am always finding my mind on it and hate that, because what i really want to happen.... doesent. I love that saying expect the unexpected! its good. I FEEL LIKE I HAVE NO SIBLINGS AND I WISH I DIDI. i HATE BEING HOME BUY MYSELF ALL THE TIME. IM so tierd and want something to change in my life something wonderful as most people would say. Well have to go do some real work. Which is propably going to be playing on qizilla ohhh tia im addicted to it!!!Have a gud week if got time ill write again!