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Today...... [Mar. 23rd, 2004|02:59 pm]
[mood |lonelyAND UNENERGETIC]
[music |BLACKEYEDPEAS- SHUT UP, SUGA SUGA]

today i feel like a zoombie and have no energy what so ever. I m just so sick of school. I just wanna leave right now, which i could but it is too tempting and im just throughing my dreams and future away. This week has been good but i have been so busy i dont have the energy to do what i really want. I hate that. I saved a kitten this week and gave it to one of my most treasured friends. She was happy with it, and i hope it reminds her of me when she does what she does with it and that it brings her happieness and love. Which im sure it will! I had such a busy weekend which hasent helped me this week. but i feel a little enlightened that i have some money in da bank which i will save and have bought a CD that im loving. Well life has its strange moments in how you expect something to happen and then it changes on you or how something random happens either good or bad that you didient expect happens, i think about that alot of the time. I am always finding my mind on it and hate that, because what i really want to happen.... doesent. I love that saying expect the unexpected! its good. I FEEL LIKE I HAVE NO SIBLINGS AND I WISH I DIDI. i HATE BEING HOME BUY MYSELF ALL THE TIME. IM so tierd and want something to change in my life something wonderful as most people would say. Well have to go do some real work. Which is propably going to be playing on qizilla ohhh tia im addicted to it!!!Have a gud week if got time ill write again!
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hello [Mar. 17th, 2004|01:26 pm]
Well today is a quick one. We just came back from a Geography Trip and im wet and just wanna go home. We had KFC for lunch which was nice! Now i have horrible Bio and horirible Geo AGAIN! It was a great trip, and tommorow im not going to school!
YAY bell gone!
Poppet
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fuckin imature! [Mar. 15th, 2004|09:57 pm]
ok i want to start by saying that miss paranoid rosie needs to calm down and ASK QUESTIONS BEFORE MAKING STATEMENTS!!!! i wasent fuckin talkin about you miss syco! I was talking about me tia and amie got that AMIE!!!! not you hey note to yourself rosie dont draw attention to yourself it always has to be evolved around you!. And let me state another thing how can you call me a friend when you dont even talk to me hang out with me or do anything e.g go to the movies etc... to me thats not a friend. A friend to me is one that cares about me being alive and talking to me and not using me when she needs me when she gets into a fight. So your saying that you cant trust me, well i cant trust you because maybe you were a friend that i tried to be friends with and worry about but in my eyes i to you am just a object that you hide behind or grab when it suits you! And all that bullshit you were talking about when no one noticed you when you were having a bad day, but im sorry have i lost my mind or memory - i came up to you and asked you what was wrong? Iam i invisible to you rosie?
or just someone that is not important and that you can just disrespect when you feel like it, and ignore when they are the only "friend" as you fakely call me that comes up and worries about you but to scared to talk to you because you just push away when you want - and please remind me that on sports day poor qua went up to you and steph when she was worried about you and you told her to "go away". Maybe you should think before you speak to people - if you would qua and someone did that to you would you go back up to them later and ask the same question again? ask yourself and think about it REALLY hard.
YOur problem is that you push people away, you do it not them!
Tia has 3 times gone up to you to apoligise and you dont want to know about it anymore, or makeup! Now who is the one moaning about her, and not having her as a friend! YOU YOU YOU!
Your to immature we do this NOT TALKING THING in fuckin 4th and 3rd form we are adults now rosie, we deal with it. NOt moan about it.
Stop being a victum and take control!!!!
And start respecting the friends you have, other wise you get out to the big world and no one will put up with immature behaviour!!!! NO ONE, they wont wanna know you! And no matter what tia or you have said to each other, theres no more excuse for your behaviour, and what you say now. Because she was the strong one to come up to you and sort this out she was the mature one. To end this fuckin imature behaviour!
If you keep this up you will have NO friends
poppet
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me well in the quiz's view [Mar. 15th, 2004|09:10 pm]
[mood |depressedand a little spiritual]
[music |Bic Runga!]

fa
You are an angel of the forest. You love to have a
good time and to get in trouble. For you, it's
all fun and games. You like to have friends,
preferably not human, and can converse with all
animals. You love to party, and like to be
alone. You are a deep person, but most people
miss it. Thinking that you are just childish
and young. Which you are not. You are old, and
wise, even if nobody can see it. You know what
the real world is like, better that your peers.
You have a naturally beatiful singing voice,
and are a natural with most instruments.
You can often loose your self. But will always find
yourself again. For that is just who you are.

Be happy. Never change. Because you are beautiful.


What Type Of Angel Have You Become?
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cool....

fa
You are an angel of the forest. You love to have a
good time and to get in trouble. For you, it's
all fun and games. You like to have friends,
preferably not human, and can converse with all
animals. You love to party, and like to be
alone. You are a deep person, but most people
miss it. Thinking that you are just childish
and young. Which you are not. You are old, and
wise, even if nobody can see it. You know what
the real world is like, better that your peers.
You have a naturally beatiful singing voice,
and are a natural with most instruments.
You can often loose your self. But will always find
yourself again. For that is just who you are.

Be happy. Never change. Because you are beautiful.


What Type Of Angel Have You Become?
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cool...


You belonge in the world of nature.
You belong in the world of leaves and trees, where
the wilderness can claim your soul. Somewhere
like a jungle or a thick wooded forest would be
your world. Intensely in tune with nature, you
feel the world belongs to the natural ways that
once ruled the planet. Be yourself, and
everything will work out. Don't let the grind
of the city destroy your free-as-a-bird nature.


Where do you belong?(ANIME IMAGES)
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right... i look like a boy!

Tis an Earth Dragon be awakening...when a rose survives through winter...
You are an earth Dragon! You have a knack for
Nature or animals, and are peaceful, careful,
chariming, and optimistic. You can throw a
tantrum now or then, but who doesnt? You value
simple things in life, such as friends,
familly, and Nature.


What elemental dragon are you?
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earth again...


DesireLove
Love. You Truly Desire Love. You long for someone
to hold you and take the pain away. You haven't
been in much relationships or you need to work
on how to handle them. You always seem lost in
a daydream about the person you care about
most.

PLEASE RATE


What Do You Truly Desire? *PICS*
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thats interesting..

DragonWings
Your wings are DRAGON wings. Massive and
covered in scales, they shimmer with strength
and magic. They are the most obvious display of
your power - though it runs equally throughout
your heart and mind. You are uncompromising and
grave, with a profound sense of justice. You
have firm ideas about what is right and what is
wrong and set out to fix what problems you can.
You realize that you are more capable of
dealing with life and evil than most, and as
such you see it as your responsibility to
protect those who cannot defend themselves. You
have existed since antiquity and as such you
are wise far beyond your years in this
lifetime. While you strive for fairness and
peace, if someone should steal from your cave
of treasure (though not all that glitters is
gold) or compromise the happiness of you or one
who is close to you - they have signed their
death warrant. You have a mighty vengeance and
will unleash it upon such people immediately
and mercilessly. Arguing with you is
useless...you rarely back down and are known
for holding firm in your beliefs. Sometimes you
feel intensely burdened with the troubles of
others...acting as a Guardian can get so
wearisome. But you never give up...you see it
as your life's mission. Often very introverted,
you can be so smart...it's scary. Such a
combination of intelligence, creativity, power,
beauty, and magic is often intimidating to
those around you - who are also unlikely to
understand you. Arrogant, proud, overserious,
and sometimes a bit greedy or obsessed with
whatever treasure you choose to pursue...you
have enchanted people for centuries, and will
continue to do so.


*~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~*
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ok earth again..

goodbroken
Your wings are BROKEN and tattered. You are
an angelic spirit who has fallen from grace for
one reason or another - possibly, you made one
tragic mistake that cost you everything. Or
maybe you were blamed for a crime you didn't
commit. In any case, you are faithless and
joyless. You find no happiness, love, or
acceptance in your love or in yourself. Most
days are a burden and you wonder when the
hurting will end. Sweet, beautiful and
sorrowful, you paint a tragic and touching
picture. You are the one that few understand.
Those that do know you are likely to love you
deeply and wish that they could do something to
ease your pain. You are constantly living in
memories of better times and a better world.
You are hard on yourself and self-critical or
self-loathing. Feeling rejected and unloved,
you are sensitive, caring, deep, and despite
your tainted nature, your soul is
breathtakingly beautiful.


*~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~*
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sad...thats nice for my second try

Chinese Element of Wood
You are the chinese element of Wood. People who
are under the element of wood are practical,
focused and like to learn. Wood, you are a
natural leader, but you also like to control a
lot, you're never still and especially hate to
lose. The color of wood is blue/green and your
symbol is the dragon. Spring is the season in
which wood shines, and it's months are
January/February. Your weather condition is
rain. Wood is the direction east, and your day
is Thursday, while your planet is Jupiter.
Animals under your element are usually scaled.
People under you are the Mongols. Your sense is
sight, your taste is sour, your sound is
calling and your virtue is benevolence. Your
organ is the liver. You were created by Water
and you control Earth.


Which of the 5 Chinese Elements Are You?
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wow how original!

Morpheus
Morpheus


?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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it sounds like that guy off the matrix!

earth
You're Element is Earth. You like plants and
flowers and have a very natural looking beauty.
You are a very innocent and maybe naive person
but it's only the erks in this world that take
advantage of you because you are a jewel in
this world of rocks. You have many friends and
they all enjoy you as much as you do them. You
are skilled with your hands and would be able
to last in a more remote home.


What's Your Element(girls)? (PICTURES)
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great! try again

wind
You're Elemant is Wind. You're light-hearted,
care-free, kind, sensative, and mysterious. You
have friends and most absolutely love you. You
can be calm and soothing one minute and ragging
in anger the next so no one wants to get on
your bad side. You're beauty is inspiring and
magical.


What's Your Element(girls)? (PICTURES)
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wow thats a new development!

Your: Happy eyes! Your cheerfull, bright and always want to try something new. Your inquisitive and quite lovable. You have many friends and will succseed in life.
Your: Happy eyes! Your cheerfull, bright and always
want to try something new. Your inquisitive and
quite lovable. You have many friends and will
succseed in life.


What type of eyes do you have?
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ok well i dont feeel like that!

pure
Congrats! Your a Pure Angel! Angels, as far as most
of them go, are all compatabile creatures, but
Pure ones simply are symbols of God. Pure
Angels always appear when a child is born, when
a rainbow is seen, or when someone shares their
first kiss. They never grow old, an can appear
in the shape of a naked woman with white, bold
wings. Pure angels are the carriers of god, and
show their love to everyone in the world.


What Kind of ANGEL are you? (For Girls only) This Quiz has amazingly Beautiful Pictures!
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nice!

you suck, and that's sad
you are the "you suck, and that's sad"
happy bunny. your truthful, but can be a bit
brutal.


which happy bunny are you?
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nice real nice! thats not good..


You are going to Marry Josh Hartnett. He is really
shy, but don't let that fool you. He is really
outgoing and sweet with those he loves and will
be loyal to them for the rest of his life.
Congrats!!


Which male celebrity are you going to marry? (now 12 (i just added more, and still more to come!)results that have pics!)
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thanks, i cant believe that!

CWINDOWSDesktopLotR.JPG
Lord of the Rings!


What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!)
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can you believe this! ahhahahahhaah wierd!

Well i have one more and then il write a real diary promise k!

SHADOW ONE
anime chick
You are a human shadow. If a loved one needs you,
you are always right at his or her heels! Your
deep social connection with human beings
produces your qualities of genuine caring and
charisma. However, at times you are naive to
the true nature of your loved ones. Remember
that humans' gift of free will does not always
lead them in wise directions. But your essence
of love and friendship represent the other
precious gifts of humanity. Overall you are a
strikingly valuable and innocent being who has
a lot to give.(please rate my quiz cuz it took
me for freaking ever to create)


What Kind of Shadow Are You? (with gorgeous pics)
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mm careful that might be you!

trying again

This sounds way more like me!
tree shadow
You are a forest shadow. Your essence is that of
the tree or beast that casts you upon the
earth. You feel a purpose to be in balance
with the cycles of life and are wise and
beautiful in your submission to the justice of
Mother Nature. You are peaceful in nature and,
though you feel small, your spirit is precious,
strong, and mighty as the (green)forces with
which it is affiliated. (please rate my quiz
cuz it took me for freaking ever to create)


What Kind of Shadow Are You? (with gorgeous pics)
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k thanks for reading
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Pictures [Mar. 15th, 2004|01:56 pm]
[mood |amusedamused]
[music |write later]

Purple Vibes
Your Energy is Purple. You are a visionary with
unmatched intuition and spiritual
consciousness. The mystical world and
unexplainable forces fascinate you. There
resides in you a true dignity and nobility, and
others see you as a worthy leader, and loyal
friend. You are often very mature, with a deep
understanding of human nature, and you will
instinctively encourage and guide others toward
their full potential.

You find it natural to express yourself
aesthetically and artistically, you may be
involved in the artistic professions, a
religious organization, or in activities that
have a degree of ceremony and ritual. You would
make a good therapist, healer, psychic, or
entrepreneur.


What color is your energy?
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hello, im testing pictures today, i am the godess of the earth and water YAY, i also am the earth dragon and my colour is a happy GAY colour YAY very good and i am going to be a healer or so they say..........
write l8tr!
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My dearest Tia [Mar. 12th, 2004|03:05 pm]
[mood |lovedand sick]
[music |horse whisperer]

DEAR TIA
YAY, im actually glad that you had read that letter, and you sound like its a negative thing and its not, i mean why would i write a negative thing especailly if i knew you would read it. Its how i feel about my friendship with you and its good, because i fell safe and protected and know you will always be there for me, also i fell safe and calm when i know that power of me is in your hands because i know i dont have to worry about anything because you (my Power) will help me, or patch it up for me, you know the other day when you were saying you feel like you are a mother, well to me you are and thats why i always ask you for advice and stuff like that. The power i give you of mine is a honor for me to give because you are the loyal friend and that is simply showen through out of my 2 dearest friends you and amie, within my heart you were the one who showed and still does show how much you care for me, because look at the situation now between us three, she left for someone else who, and ditched us both! e.g the lord of the rings, is simply great exsample coz she dident just push me away she pushed you away to, and it dosent matter because you and i are very speaial to one another for being the REAL friends, so that is what i was talking about, and i am on your leash and proud to be because i trust and love you way more than amie that simply gave my power back and dident want that responsiblity, as you have taken up, and i feel way more safer,trust worthy with you than amie. SO i hope you dident get any bad ideas as you make out that it is because i was expressing the good of you to everyone (even though you might not think it sounded good, they inderstood) and i said that you dont want me reading that book because you and i both know that i am safe, with you my muse my power keeper, that i dont need to read a book like that. I listen to your opinoins and advice with so much respect that in good i give you my power.
and always will more than out of you and amie. She left us remember and she has lost our friendship and close love in which the cards that qua read to us last year that we will become the closet out of the three of us friends which it has. So dont take it the wrong way.
im still here, talk to me
p.s did you read my note about rosie?
lv you always through good times and bad
charlie
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The Horse Whisperer [Mar. 9th, 2004|07:32 pm]
[mood |energeticgotten over something HUGE!]
[music |The horse whisperer - the persaron stallion!]

good Evening.
HOw was your day at school?
anything exciting happen you want to tell me, other than the guy sabastian? IM sitting here snuggled up in a woollen warm blanket with horses on it. And with a box of tissues listening to the beautiful instruments off the sountrack of the horse whisperer, have you seen that movie? The music is beautiful its like nature, country sort of music. That movie is my favourite in the world, i have everything to do with it, you name it i have it from the horse whisperer movie. Its so full of emotion and significance this film and i really understand it because i have been through a situation like that and i know what the girl and horse and horse whisperer are doing feeling and know what they are doing. If you havent seen it i guarantee you will like it, its 3hrs long and the beginning is a little horrible with seeing the horse accident and the worst when pilgrim (the main horse) rears up at the truck adn you see the truck slide into him, but i assure you it is vital for you to have to make yourelf watch it otherwise you wont understand what is happeneing with the horse, grace etc.. near the middle and end. I have meet the real monty roberts the real horse whisperer and he has joined up and whispered to my horse and helped me through my past accidents, and to know what to do through the future. I feel right into to spirit things today, i have spent all day looking up on unicorns adn dragons, i love these pictures and stuff. When i was little my favourite movie was the last unicorn - it always made me cry! I also decided to have a new website on hotmail, you can still email me on carliesangell@hotmail but if you want to change send to spirit_within_the_horses_@hotmail.com - cool name aye and also i got a new phone today its called a PHANTOM and it has the coolest rings - well im coming to school tommorow. Sad aye!
I believe that it is important for ppl to understand that your mind is not in control. YOu are in control of your mind. ONe thought to me is like one drop of water. but this does not mean much. however as ppl repeat these thoughts over and over again, you first notice a stain on the carpet, then there is a little puddle and then a pond and as these thoughts continue they can become a lake and finally an ocean. So i ask myself and think when i hear, listen and watch ppl is what kind of ocean do they live in and creating? ONe that is toxic and polluted and unfit to swim in, or one that is crystal clear and blue and invites you to enjoy its refreshing waters. Sometimes i think i cant stop the negative thought. And the other side says well you have to make up your mind to stop thinking negatively. I sometimes tell myself that i am not going to buy into the negativivety anymore. I wont drown in my own sea of my own negativity when i can float on the ocean of life.

People like tia hate me reading books of life and philosophy because i think she likes the power she has over me and that she doesnet want to lose that. I dont give my power away to what i read or based on whati read. i remember that when i was about 12years old i read some articles in a well knowen magazine and i happened to know something about each subject described in the articles, IN my opinon the info was totoally erroneous.
I lastly believe that life is here for you, its no good fighting it and hating it. I believe that ppl hsould really ask. And tell life what they want out of i, and then allow it to happen.
Well im going to go for a nice sunset evening walk and talk about something with my mum
see ya tommorow.
lv ya
poppet
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Sweet bazaa [Mar. 4th, 2004|10:00 pm]
[mood |excitedand buggered]
[music |EMINIEM, TOXIC]

Thankyou so much for just...being there. Today mitchell came home with me till 6pm and Anita showed me her baby pig,,,its SO gorgeous! i thought she should call it Cadbury you know the chocolate brand! She loved that she thats what we called it and me and abbey are all prepared for going to the party as "boyz!"
So excited, bout that, so is abbey she cant wait to know what there faces will be like when we walk in!
Got my new rugs today for my new horse!
late night 2moro, so i will go and have a nice long sleep and save energy for that nite.
write to ya later
poppet
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HelLo oUt thEre! [Mar. 4th, 2004|01:09 pm]
[mood |tiredtired]
[music |Delta Goodrum]

hi
hows ur day going?
Well its my number one day at this and im so excited but just cant seem to find it inside me with all the tierdness taking over me. I feel like leaving school with abbey and going to sleep for a thousand days to regain energy and then go on a big road trip (me driving ofcourse) with my favourite friends of QUA, cameron,mitchell, tia,amie,me, and others that have signed a CONTRACT saying they arent going to say anything negative and start fighting, after that i feel like going around the world with them. Also after that we can win lotto and then surprise my parents in letting tehm go around the world for etenity while my friends (names mentioned) and live together at my house forever! and do what we want whenever with out worrying about the following!
money,energy,friends,being fat, or skinny, time, how to get there, what there parents will say, and anything you would personally like to add!
anyway will write back soon. tonight within being soon after i go to my worst classes of p.e and ohh wait more p.e FUN FUN FUN not!
have a great day, and keep smiling even though your life is shit!
From ElLo PopPEt!
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