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ellencbailey@hotmail.com — Thu, 20 Jul 2006 08:05:27 GMT

So. i will be out of a job as of sunday afternoon.
I bitch a buttload about Wendy's, but really, it's all a bit sad. I'll miss it, and the money. And being refered to as Wendy by weirdos.
This sucks balls.
You should all hire me. Now. ....now...
Kaf and Steph, if you read this tonight- i reallly really don't want to go to school tomorrow. Kaf please don't kill me if i don't turn up. But i'll message you and let you know what's going down.
Extremely bored. I was doing school work, but then i was like what am i doing, im ellen, this is weird for me to be doing work!! and so i stopped. now im boring you all. actaully probably not, as you probably will have stopped reading.
hmmmmmmm OH! i am so going to make this a lj cut, just so i can be in the lj cut club and be cool. and pop my lj cut cherry.

watch me be badass.

xo

that was tricky (for my non-existant brain) but i got there

ellencbailey@hotmail.com — Wed, 28 Jun 2006 12:10:37 GMT

You aren't taking care of me.
I wish i could just get things together.
I want someone to be there for me. I want to run away. I want school to end but it not to be holidays. I want to have a better outlet than lj so i don't write shit emo posts. I want to see people.
I want to go on more swing dates. And get in cars with strange boys
I want it not to be so fucking cold.
I need to piss

ellencbailey@hotmail.com — Wed, 21 Jun 2006 13:50:47 GMT

I wish i was able to vocalise my thoughts and things. I wish i could do this fucking assignment. I wish i would just leave school.
it's been a long time since i've been this upset and lost and pathetic. i have no idea what i want because i will always want what i can't have, because i cant have it and won't ever actually be mature enough to know what good for me, let alone do it. i sound like a petulant, spoiled brat. i'm looking forward to drama, so i can yell a bit.

Do we have assembly or scripture tomorrow?