urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_ellenxox _ellenxox ellencbailey@hotmail.com _ellenxox 2006-07-20T08:05:27Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_ellenxox:12314 2006-07-20T08:05:27Z 2006-07-20T08:05:27Z <a name="cutid1"></a><div class="ljcut" text="I DID IT!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M A FUCKING GENIUS!!!!!!!!!">So. i will be out of a job as of sunday afternoon. <br />I bitch a buttload about Wendy's, but really, it's all a bit sad. I'll miss it, and the money. And being refered to as Wendy by weirdos. <br />This sucks balls. <br />You should all hire me. Now. ....now... <br />Kaf and Steph, if you read this tonight- i reallly really don't want to go to school tomorrow. Kaf please don't kill me if i don't turn up. But i'll message you and let you know what's going down. <br />Extremely bored. I was doing school work, but then i was like what am i doing, im ellen, this is weird for me to be doing work!! and so i stopped. now im boring you all. actaully probably not, as you probably will have stopped reading. <br />hmmmmmmm OH! i am so going to make this a lj cut, just so i can be in the lj cut club and be cool. and pop my lj cut cherry.&nbsp;<br /><br />watch me be badass. <br /><br />xo</div> &nbsp;that was tricky (for my non-existant brain) but i got there urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_ellenxox:12241 2006-06-28T12:10:37Z 2006-06-28T12:22:32Z You aren't taking care of me.<br />I wish i could just get things together.<br />I want someone to be there for me. I want to run away. I want school to end but it not to be holidays. I want to have a better outlet than lj so i don't write shit emo posts. I want to see people.<br />I want to go on more swing dates. And get in cars with strange boys <br /><b>I want it not to be so fucking cold. <br /></b> I need to piss urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_ellenxox:11955 2006-06-21T13:50:47Z 2006-06-21T13:50:47Z I wish i was able to vocalise my thoughts and things. I wish i could do this fucking assignment. I wish i would just leave school. <br />it's been a long time since i've been this upset and lost and pathetic. i have no idea what i want because i will always want what i can't have, because i cant have it and won't ever actually be mature enough to know what good for me, let alone do it. i sound like a petulant, spoiled brat. i'm looking forward to drama, so i can yell a bit. <br /><br />Do we have assembly or scripture tomorrow?