Kaleidoscopic Thoughts.

Kaleidoscopic emotions.

2012-02-23T17:21:04Z

A bad thing about documenting your life (through blogs, thought-pads, diaries, etc.) is that when you read back, you start to remember how you felt when you made your past entries. That's what's happening to me right now. The happy posts make me want to go back to those days and the sad posts made me realize how crappy life is.

Tangina, I almost forgot how miserable I was then. What I've been going through lately does not even compare to what I survived back then.

I don't even know what I've forgotten first. The events? How I felt? What they did to me?

Funny how they've completely forgotten about it, too. They're just going about, prancing... you wouldn't even have a slightest clue that I used to loathe these people.

I understand now.

The meanest people I know believe that they're the nicest creatures on Earth. I exaggerate, of course... but who's to say I'm not close to the truth?

INVAYSHUN.

2010-09-05T14:21:59Z

Infinite's first mini-album will be released here in the Philippines! YAY!
so, here are the details:

What: Inifinite's The First Invasion Album Release
When: September 25, 2010
Where: SM North Edsa and SM Megamall

PLEASE HELP INFINITE PH PROMOTE THIS EVENT.
here are some banners you can use:
(kudos to Infinite PH's Design Team for an awesome job!)

and here are some signatures you can use to help promote in forums:

Thank you, Yenny

2009-09-28T03:52:49Z

Two hours ago, Wonder Girl's Ye Eun tweeted her sympathy for us Filipinoes.

Simple things like this make me feel better. I, myself, am not one of the victims of the typhoon Ondoy (Ketsana) but my countrymen are suffering right now. Right now, while I am updating my LJ here at the office, it is raining like hell outside. I hope it wouldn't harm more people. Please pray for us, please pray with us. Thank you.

it reminds me of...

2009-07-29T01:01:26Z

this is for you, strongpanda .

if you haven't seen my @reply to you over at Twitter, then you should read this...

it's just that a picture CL posted on her me2day reminds me of something.

and suspense makes me happy so go clickie the cut! XD

so, what do you think? CL=Key? y/y?
♥

(cr1: me2day.net/21cl cr2: wenidokane.multiply.com)

yeah, ILY like that ♥

FRESHMAKER CC/CHIKI.

2009-07-24T10:58:50Z

...to the person (temptationwire ) who left this:

I LOVE YOU SO EFFIN' MUCH!!!!

*flail*

tell me my dreams

2009-07-21T03:48:10Z

explain to me why I've been having Tiffany(SNSD) dreams for the past 2 nights. O_O
I watched part of the SNSD-2PM Idol Army last Sunday and since then, I've been having Tiffany dreams O_O
aaaand I really, really, really admire her beauty ♥
no, I am not in love. but explain to me, please... why I'm having these dreams O_o

and with this post, yet another set of SNSD pics (why is it always them? O_O) this is for you, TWINSSHI♥ (strongpanda) since you often leave gifts for me back at your journal. XD *hugs*

credits: sookyeong

so much to do, so little time.

2009-07-21T02:31:28Z

Just for a reminder... things I need to do for this week.

1. Ringtone requests
2. graphics for failonewaday
3. pimping failonewadayand pinoykpopmacros
4. 140++ essays to finish proofreading (~~110;~~ ~~96;~~ 79; 56; 49 left as of 23 July 2009, 11:14AM)
5. new livejournal layout?
6. enroll for UP Law Aptitude Exams review. (Dad did this for me. Yey!)
~~7. PNU event -->get Genie, Sugar, Sorry Sorry ver C. ♥ (2,350PhP) and then~~ strongpanda~~'s copy of Romeo, Genie, and Sugar. then give a 50% (1,200PhP) downpayment for the SHINee photobook ♥~~ (moved to Wednesday, 29 July 2009)
~~8. Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince movie date with college friends ^O^~~
~~9. SNSD graphics~~ (at least Sunny's)
10. Record Sunny's part for our Genie collab -->do this today!!!
~~11. Continue watching Idol Army season 3~~
12. 2PM graphics
13. Photoshop tutorials: study, study, study!
14. Pay for cable subscription (1,000PhP)
~~15. Download western music, just because I miss it.~~
16. What-have-mes that I can't remember so will update this from time to time.

can I say busy busy me? O_O and with me not being a student (yet)

OMG I knew it! xDDDD

2009-06-29T01:05:13Z



		I will marry Lee Sungmin.
		After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in Seoul in our fabulous Shack.
		We will have 6 kid(s) together.
		Our family will zoom around in a Pink Lamborghini Murcielago.
		I will spend my days as a Ambassador, and live happily ever after.

[GIFs] SHINee at Music Core 090606

2009-06-07T09:23:40Z

OHYIS. I'm really in love with my dongsaengs right now. Words cannot completely explain how I'm feeling right now. Therefore, I bring you GIFs!lol. Feel free to take 'em but leave a comment first, please.
m(_ _)m

This post will be for public viewing for a week. After that it will be f-locked.

These are some done using an LQ vid as base so forgive the low qual of the GIFs m(_ _)m

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~as I always say, leave a comment if taking any
~sharing is loving
~I bring you peace V(^o^)V

OMFG.

2009-06-05T13:55:21Z

SHINee
got number one on MuBank!!!

I'm so proud :'>

Onew made my heart skip a million (or more) beats again. Jongjong crying when it was announced that Juliette got first place is so contagious. I was almost crying myself d(T^T)b Taemin's powerdance makes noonas everywhere melt as always. I just caught a glimpse of Minho but it was enought to make me melt in my seat. Key's blond hair is so cool on him.

great job dongsaengs!!! Noona is so proud of you ♥ ♥ ♥

and for that, I bring you (LQ) GIFs of the perf!

Okay, the video I got was super low qual hence the LQ GIFs... I have just downloaded a better quality vid so I'm sure to post better (and more) GIFs tomorrow so keep yourselves posted XD

will be back soon!

2009-05-09T04:25:45Z

hi! I thought of updating my journal every weekend but since I'll be going to Hong Kong tomorrow I guess I'll start with next week. If you have any requests, just leave a comment and a link (if possible) to the audio/video source.

I'll be back next weekend so see you soon!

[ringtones]Super Junior special batch

2009-05-03T11:31:17Z

Annyeong Yeorobun! xDDD
Ok, I've mentioned in my previous post that I'm dedicating a whole post for Super Junior ringtones, right?
It took me a long time but here they are, finally! ^^
For those who have been waiting, BIANHAE! m(_ _)m
I've been juggling work(I've just started) and fangirling. Woe is me. >_<
Anyway, thanks for waiting and these are all for you! ^^

~member laughs~
Donghae
Eeteuk
Eunhyuk
Kangin
Shindong
Siwon
Sungmin
Yesung

~"saranghae"~
Eeteuk
Hankyung (bianhae+saranghae)
Hankyung
Heechul
Kangin
Sungmin
Wookie
Eeteuk+Hankyung+Kangin+Kyuhyun+Sungmin+Wookie

~others
Eeteuk's "surprise!"
Heechul as Heesica: Entrance
Heechul Cheer ("Milky Skinned Kim Heechul! We love you Kim Heechul" feat. Teukie, Kyung, Kangin, Kyu, Ming, Wookie)
Heesica's "pabo!"
Sungmin singing Just When I Needed You Most

~Saranghae for the comments! xD
~so please comment if taking
~link back to this post if sharing
~don't you just LOVE Heesica? xD

[ringtones]BigBang(GD), DBSK, KT, NewS

2009-02-26T09:30:01Z

yey! I'm having so much fun making ringtones so I made some more!
thanks much for those who made requests ^^

these are all for you~

for those who requested for Super Junior rtones,
wait for my next update because I'm dedicating a separate post for them~
(pardon my bias) V(^w^)V

whee~

Big Bang
(all GD since it was requested)
~Everything GD Rap: here
~Make Love GD Rap: here
~Remember GD Rap: here
~Strong Baby intro by GD: here
~GD saying "saranghae yo": here
~GD's "wassup hyung?!" version 1: here
~GD's "wassup hyung?!" version 2: here

DBSK
~Jaejoong's "Watashi ga suki desu ka?": here
~Junsu's "arigatou!": here
~Yoochun's "saranghae": here
~"Konbanwa. Tohoshinki no Changmin desu.": here
~"Konbanwa. Tohoshinki no Jaejoong desu.": here
~"Konbanwa. Tohoshinki no Junsu desu.": here
~"Konbanwa. Tohoshinki no Yoochun desu.": here
~"Konbanwa. Tohoshinki no Yunho desu.": here

KAT-TUN
~Jin's "wo ai ni": here
~Kame's "wo ai ni": here

NewS
~Tegoshi's "believe": here
~Tegoshi's "hah!": here
~Tegoshi's "I miss you": here
~Tegoshi's "Umai!": here
~YamaPi's "ni ai wo ma?": here
~YamaPi's "Oichii~!": here
~YamaPi's "wo ai ni!": here

~feel free to take but please do leave a comment.
~sharing is loving but please link back to this post.
~please help me promote this site m(_ _)m
~requests are love <3

...and oh! I'm deleting shared media posts in my multiply so this would be the primary (and only) site for my media-sharing. be sure to check my lj from time to time for updates! ^^

[ringtones]Joe Jonas

2009-02-23T02:57:15Z

so... media in this post were actually requested by a friend.
a friend who's celebrating her birthday today.
today, meaning she just turned a year older.
HAH! you're older than me! :P

and because she has been oh-so-wonderfully nice to me,
I've decided to be nice to her and give her a present...
even if it's just a virtual present.
(yow, remind me to buy you that Xmas present I promised to buy... once I have money, of course ;D)

and because I know that Joe is your favorite Jonas Brother (because Nick's mine! all mine! wahahahaha!),
and we all know that he's the most quotable among the three... these are a special Joe Jonas batch! xD

enjoy!

"I'm bookface!": here
"I know the muffin man~": here
"ohmyGodNickyou'resohot!!!": here
"sweet!": here

and a bonus Joe Jonas the chipmunk, just because it's your birthday :D

"I know the muffin mun" chipmunk!!!!!: here

yey!

~take as you will, but please leave a comment
~sharing is loving but link back to this post
~HAPPY BIRTHDAY, CARMELOT! :DDDDD

[ringtones]Masuda Takahisa, Nishikido Ryo, Yamada Ryosuke, YamaPi

2009-02-21T10:21:31Z

yo~!
had fun making message tones again...
and before I knew it, I've made too many of 'em.
so here I am again, sharing V(^o^)V

Masuda Takahisa
"Okaeri Darling~" (from AiQ skits with Yamashita Shoon): here

Nishikido Ryo
"itta~i!" (back when he was a chibi with Kanjani8): here

Yamada Ryosuke
"Ore?!" (from his oh-so-smooth 'proposal'): here
"Saranghae yo~" (yes, he said 'I love you' in Korean! d=(^w^)=b): here
"Otanjoobi Omedetoo~" (for all you celebrating your birthdays out there... or not xD): here

Yamashita Tomohisa
"Akira SHOCK!" (back when Akira was still drunk from soymilk. lol.): here
"Hallelujah chance!" (because we all want to go back in time, ne? :D): here
"Hazukashi~~!!" (don't you feel embarassed, too? kawaii~!): here
"Nobuta powaa chunyuu~!" (now, who doesn't find this cute?! o(>w<)o): here
"Nobuta!!!" (if only my name was Nobuta...): here
Yamapi's monologue!!! : here
"Yamashita pink! Yamashita pink! pink da yo~!" (from his monologue): here
"SUKI DA~!" (anata mou suki~!): here
"Yamapi... Yamapi deshou?" (from his monologue xD): here
"Yamapi no 'Pi' tte nandayo??" (I was also wondering before...): here

~feel free to take but give proper credits to _ellebasi_ and/or ell3basi.multiply.com
~sharing is loving but please link back to this post!
~promote my site, onegai? m(_ _)m
~please leave a comment xD
~requests are very much welcome! xD

[ringtones]Romantic Lee Sungmin

2009-02-14T16:24:33Z

hey there!
first time sharing Super Junior files ^^
and please forgive my bias >.<;

I'm so in love with Lee Sungmin right now so I decided to make rtones ^^
I'll most probably post more Super Junior stuff from now on... xD

anyway, here they are! :D

MF: i'll prove to you that i love you more
saranghae~

~feel free to take but please leave a comment
~sharing is loving but please link back to this post ^^
~requests are accepted ^^
~saranghae~!

[ringtones]Chibi Arashi saying "Aishiteru yo"

2009-01-20T16:46:10Z

I ripped these from the Arashi chibi profiles.
Just thought it would be awesome to hear them telling you "Aishiteru yo" everytime someone sends you a text message or calls you up. :D

anyway, these are all in mp3 format and are uploaded to my MF.
if anyone's willing to provide them in different file formats and/or download mirrors, dozo~

MF: click me!
DivShare: (thanks to mtraversim )
Ohno
Sho
Aiba
Nino
Jun

~comment if taking
~don't reupload elsewhere, unless you're providing mirrors
~aishiteru yo~!

-and if you have requests for ringtones, leave a comment or send me a message yo!

[mp3]Music Box Versions of JPop Songs

2009-01-08T05:46:29Z

hi minna~

so this is my first to share some stuff to you :D
I found these thanks to </b></a>tinkchick555
and I know many of you have been looking for the music box versions of our beloved JE idols
so I decided to share 'em here...

dozou~

MF: click me!

-39 files in total
-majority of the files, of course, are MB versions of Arashi songs :D
-and there are some from other JE groups (KAT-TUN, NEWS, Hey!Say!JUMP)
-and some from other JPop artists (Aiko, Nakashima Mika, Utada Hikaru)

~please do leave a comment if taking
~don't reupload elsewhere
~and send me virtual cookies! xD

A blog for the holiday season. :D

2008-12-14T17:48:32Z

I thinks it's time for a fairly *decent* blog since it's been a while since the last time I wrote one.

There are always three things I look forward to during the holidays:
1. Mama's stay here in the RP.
2. Lots of family reunions.
3. Yummy food xD

So far, numbers 1 and 3 have been granted :D.Of course, number 2 wouldn't be happening till the Xmas break starts. I really miss my relatives. Especially those from my mom's side of the family. I rarely get to see them and I do admit that I'm closer to them than my relatives from dad's side. I want to see how they're doing nowadays since my Tita has already gone abroad with Mama. I do hope they're doing better.

I'm really looking forward to more number 3 goodness! xD my mom promised me that we'll have a Japanese Cuisine filled menu for our Noche Buena. :D I'm so excited to make (and of course, eat) Japanese food! yay!

Now, what I'm going to miss for this year's holiday season:
1. Course Cards Day for the 2nd Term.
2. Going to Aiba's birthday bash. :(
3. Meeting up with any of my friends :((

Is number 1 really a shock? There's a simple explanation for that. 2nd Term Course Cards Day=Last day of agony before Xmas=Last day of school before the Xmas break=Making most of our last day=Bonding time! (Prov ek-ek xD)

And awwwwww. Number 2! I can't really get away from my family now (since I want to make the most of Mama's 42-day stay here) and with Mama home, I can't go to any gathering. I really want to see you guys! Especially Jenai, Frances, Ermc, Suna and Gent! *virtual hugs*

And the worst thing about this year's holiday season is that I won't get to see my friends from school :(( GUH. I REALLY MISS YOU GUYS SO MUCH. I miss hanging out at the Tambayan. :( I miss Olivia. :( I miss Carmel. :( I miss Kat. :( I miss AJ.:( I miss Mira. :( I miss Regz.:( I miss Neobie. :( I miss Ave. :( I miss Pris. :( I miss Nicki. :( I miss Jason. :( I miss Arven. :( I miss Darwin. :( I miss Tino. :( I miss Dan. :( I miss Poi. :( I miss Clar. :( I miss Phen. :( I miss Zan. :( I even miss Rodz :(

GUH. I really want to go to La Salle, but I can't T-T I want to attend the YFC year-end/Xmas party but my mom won't let me leave the house unless she's with me. Oh, the agony of being jobless and dependent on your parents.

But I still wish to enjoy this season, eventhough I know there's still be something lacking from it. :(

[A] stealing your meme! xD

2008-12-12T15:44:52Z

It`s harder than it looks! Use the first letter of your LAST name to answer each of the following. They have to be real places, names, things... nothing made up! Try to use different answers if the person in front of you had the same first initial. You CAN`T use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. Famous artist/band/musician: Arashi (wahahaha sakto! xD)

2. Five-letter word: Alarm

3. US state: Arizona

4. Boy name: Akira

5. Girl name: Aya

6. Occupation: Accountant

7. Something you wear: Apparel? wahahaha.

8. Celebrity: Aiba Masaki wahahaha. sana "N" na lang para si Nino... (ay mahirap pala sa ibang items yun.. xC)

9. Something found in a kitchen: Appliances? hahaha. ang general. :P

10. Reason for being late: Antonov. wahahaha.

11. Something you shout: Aray!

12. Body part: Arm~

picture survey!!!!! (got this from Kat. no, not Kat Gomez)

2008-11-21T15:09:16Z

1: The breed of your pet:

our dog's a mongrel but if I had a purely bred one, I'd like it to be...

2: A landmark in your state/province:

3. Male celebrities you find attractive:

4. Female celebrities you find attractive:

5. The last TV show you watched:

6. Last book you read:

7. What you had for dinner:

8. The brand of your shirt:

9. Your heritage:

10. Favorite board game:

11. Sports you play(ed):

12. Your town:

13. Your career goal:

14. First alcoholic beverage:

15. Place you'd like to visit:

[meme] My JE Christmas wishlist

2008-11-14T15:59:06Z

I was just ranting about Chinen Yuri in my previous post when I suddenly thought of a new meme! This is for all the JE fangirls (and fanboys) out there.

This is very simple. Just list as many JE boys that you want to receive (yeah we wish!) this coming Christmas. BUT be sure to tag as many people as those in your list after finishing... xD (leave a comment on the page of the person you're tagging so they'll know!)

ja, ikuzo!

1. Ninomiya Kazunari (well, DUH!)
2. Chinen Yuri (I swear, if I didn't have Nino... :P)
3. Sakurai Sho (hontou gomen, Sho-kun! You've become my sanban in JE because of Chii~)
4. Ohno Satoshi
5. Aiba Masaki
6. Matsumoto Jun
7. Tegoshi Yuya
8. Nishikido Ryo
9. Yamashita Tomohisa
10. Akanishi Jin
11. Ikuta Toma
12. Yamada Ryosuke

...so there's 12 on my list... here's my tag list:
Suna-chan, aika-chan, anna, doanna, gemmy, gent-chan, PiMan, joana, jyll-chan, khim, redlitz, kling.

Why?

2008-11-14T15:43:34Z

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must Chinen Yuri be so adorable?! Seriously, 15-year-old Japanese boys who are as cute as him should be deemed illegal because they're so addictive! kyaaaaa~!

while I was bingeing on Arashi vids on YT, I came across a video entitled "Chinen loves Ohno." I watched it and instantly became sooooo fascinated with Chii's oh-so-pinchable cheeks. He's just so kawaii ne~

I just wish I could wrap him up and send him to myself as a Christmas gift. He's number 2 on my JE Christmas wishlist, by the way. Yeah, I'm on a Chii-fangirling spree now. xD Well, yes of course no one could ever beat Nino now. :P

hmmmm. great idea. JE wishlist. wahahaha. I'll make a meme after I end this, which would be about... a minute from now. :P wahahahahaha.

ja, matta na~

Dorama no Sarubeii

2008-11-10T09:41:36Z

got this from anna.

Pick your 6 favorite dramas and answer the questions (don't look at the questions before):

- Stand Up!

- Nobuta wo Produce

- Yamada Taro Monogatari

- Files of the Young Kindaichi 3

- Kurosagi

- Maou

01. Who is your favorite character from #6?

Naruse Ryou/Manaka Tomoo

02. Who is your least favorite character from #4?

errr... the first villain. ugh i hated that character!

03. What would a crossover between #1 and #5 include?

uhm... sexually-motivated teens, plus a swindler with a vengeance? lol YamaPi.

04. Who is your favorite ship from #1?

YamaMiya!!!!!!! kyaaaaa~ ahahahaha! Pi+Nino = love. anyway, i liked Nino and Suzuki Anne here.

05. If you were to set one person from #3 and one person from #6 on a blind date, who would they be?

Nino and Riida lolz OhMiya!

06. If you could meet one person from #4 and spend the day with them, who would it be, and what would you do?

of course, Jun! but I'd ask him to bring Nino with us xD

07. If you could change one thing about #2's plotline, what would you change?

i hope there was a closure to the Maki-Kame-Pi relations... xP

08. Explain a relationship between two people (not necessarily romantic) from #5, and why you like the relationship between them.
anou... Pi and Maki were in a love/hate relationship ne~

09.If the lead characters from #1 and #3 were both drowning, and you could only save one, who would it be?

ahahahaha! both would be Nino, of course... so I'd save... NINO! or if it'd be Nino and Sho, waaaaaaaaaah.... no let's just go with Nino and Nino! much easier... :P

10. If you were able to add a new character, any kind of character you wanted, to the storyline for #6, what would the character be like and what would their role be?
i hope the real Naruse was still alive and he was in on the game. hehehe.

11. What happens in your favorite episode of show #2?

hahahaha! YamaPi does the "Nobuta power... enter!" pose while Nobuko was on a date with another boy... and Pi being so sweet with Maki when the other guy was so digusted and all... xDDDDDD kyaaaaa~

13. If you got the chance to visit the set for either show #3 or show #5, which would you choose?

I'd choose 3! c'mon! 2 hot guys against one? plus, my ichiban of ichiban's in #3! xDDDD

14. So, I saved the best question for last. If you could date anyone from any of these shows, which show and which person?
do you really still have to ask?! isn't it obvious?! NINO, of course... and not just date... marry!!!! xPPPPP

I need your suggestions.

2008-11-04T08:37:13Z

so, my dad finally agreed to send me to a japanese language school. (and yay! i'm so happy ^___^) the only problem is, we're still on the hunt for a decent nihongo learning center. could you, kind reader, refer to me a place to enroll in? i've already tried jf, but i don't think they have an actual language school there (and my Dad prefers it if the said school wasn't in the Makati area).

hmmmm. could you please, please, please tell me all the details of the language center you would be referring? :D thank you sooooo much! xD