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CHASE
The pursuer or attacker who is chasing you in your dream may also represent a part of yourself. Your own feelings of anger, jealousy, fear, and possibly love, can assume the appearance of threatening figure. You may be projecting these feelings onto the unknown chaser. Next time you have a chase dream, turn around and confront your pursuer. Ask them why they are chasing you.�
One may be consumed by their own anger, jealousy, love, or self-destructive behavior. For example, you may be drinking too much or exhibiting open hostility toward others around you. You may subconsciously be threatened by these actions which have been jeopardizing your relationships and/or career. Your dreams are a way of calling attention to these self-destructive actions.
A more direct analysis of chase dreams is the fear of being attacked. Such dreams are more common among women than men, who may feel physically vulnerable in the urban environment. These dreams are inspired by fears of violence and sexual assault in which we are so over-exposed from the media.
CRASH
To dream that you are in a car crash, indicates that your beliefs, lifestyle, or goals are clashing with another's. It may also represent a shocking situation or painful experience. Alternatively, car crashes may forewarn of your dangerous or careless driving habits.
CRY
To dream that you are crying, signifies a release of negative emotions that is more likely caused by some waking situation rather than the events of the dream itself. Your dream is a way to regain some emotional balance and a way to safely let out your fears and frustrations. In our daily lives, we tend to ignore, deny, or repress our feelings. But in our dream state, our defense mechanisms are no longer on guard and thus allow for the release of such emotions.
To wake up crying, represents some suppressed hurt or previous trauma that is coming up to the surface. You can no longer suppress these emotions. They need to be dealt with head on.
CUT
To dream that you have a cut, suggests that you are being let down or being undermined. Alternatively, it refers to feminine sexuality and feminine attitudes toward sex. In particular, if the cuts are on your legs, then it symbolizes an imbalance. You are unable to stand up for yourself.
To dream that you are cutting yourself, indicates that you are experiencing some overwhelming turmoil or problems in your waking life. You are trying to disconnect yourself from the unbearable pain you are experiencing.
CHEATING
To dream that your mate, spouse, or significant other is cheating on you, indicates your fears of being abandoned. You may feel a lack of attention in the relationship. Alternatively, you may feel that you are not measuring up to the expectations of others. This notion may stem from issues of trust or self-esteem.
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[26 May 2007|03:04am] |
I'm drunk right now, nad I want nothing more than to go home. home home home. Kelly June home. The only way Ic an ever let anything out is by t alking instead of keeping everything bottled up. And the only person I can talk to is kelly because she i s the only person who doesn't think thatI;m crazy and a drunk piece of shit.
Don't be surprised if I drive yo Detroit tonight.
I am the biggest piece of shit and I don't want anyone.
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[07 May 2007|12:17pm] |
I'm moving back to Detroit.
I can't wait.
I'm out of here asap. I need school. and things to do. and a real job. and my family.
PEACE.
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[14 Oct 2006|04:48pm] |
and i got my smiley pierced.
and life is treating me pretty okay right now<3.
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I'm moving this weekend.
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[22 Apr 2006|04:16pm] |
I'm having an amazing time living.
♥
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Every part of life is good
Except home life.
My Mom is literally crazy. Like no joke.
I've beeen missing a ton of school and am in big time jeporady of not graduating. cool.
It's not that I haven't wanted to go. I do. I fuckign want to graduate and get the fuck out of this house.
But all the 3000.00 my dad gave my mom until the end of my school year. SPENT.
My mom fucking spent it all on her own selfishness
That money was for food in the fridge, gas money for rides to school, gas money for her to make sure i get where i need to go, money for my school lunch account, senior pictures. ALL of those things. and it's all gone.
So guess what that means? I have NONE of those things. My older sister had to bring me a bag of food today.
I'm poor. We're poor because my mom is a fucking psycho idiot.
I seriously hope she dies. She needs to. And that isn't a lie. She should have never had kids. EVER.
Thanks for nothing Mom
So I haven't been going to school for those reasons.
Finding rides last minute isn't easy.
And if you don't have gas money to give them, why the fuck would they care about you?
I don't blame them.
fuck everyoen dude. ha
Life.
I need a place to live. now. now now now now now.
I can't be here any longer.
I am going to end up a kid on the street one day
because I'm going to explode. and blow up. and not want to be here.
and I'm going to spend the whole night walking.
It scares me.
I walked to Kelly's house wednesday night at 1am like 4 miles away.
I was scared since the incident in Detroit that happened.
I clenched on to a metal bracelet the whole way and ran half the way.
I wanted to cry but at the same time just get where I ahd to be , to see Kelly
She made me feel alot better
We sat up until 5am and she put extensions in my hair and we ate food and drank juice boxes.
More people need to be like her.
For the next two months anything that anyone could do with a place for me to crash, or take me with them to shows, and just hang out would be alot of help to me.
I'm already breaking down slowly being here.
Someone help me.
I know you brothers and sisters care alot more than my mom does.
shes crazy.
Babe is in a nursing home too.
I guess my dad didn't want to tell me because he didn't want to hurt my feelings on top of all the stress going on right now in my life.
My sister told me. I'm glad she did. But it really does add up.
They don't think she will make it more than 2 weeks.
And if it happens when I'm in Boston. I don't think I will be able to forgive myself.
Boston with Lisa, Matt and some other peopel will be good.
A good get away. surrounded by frineds.
what i need.
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[23 Feb 2006|12:44am] |
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I'm moving
FARFARFARFARFAR away.
This is the one thing that I will do for MYSELF in my life.
why?
because of you you you YOU you you and you. oh yeah, you.
you all are idiots and you're driving me absolutly insane.
I will move away. and delete my stupid myspace, or just all of my friends on it. and start clean, fresh slate. for ME.
and as for all of you? Sit here in your own filth, and your own grief, and your own ignorance and bliss and stupidity.
Gahh.
I'm not even angry. Just tired. of everything
drained. emotionally. mentally, whatever.
You are all sickening to me.
Fix it. or something. Either way though. these next two years.
Will be saved, to leave.
<3
the end.
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( and take the time to read it. )
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[29 Nov 2005|11:45pm] |
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FRIENDS ONLY SUCKA
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and if you don't add me first, I'm not adding you back.
eat shit.
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