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11 June 2013 @ 08:42 pm
18 April 2013 @ 08:43 pm
I'm tired. Getting really warn out. Life has given me a real beating. And i'm tired of getting up. Just going to lay down for a little while longer.

Don't expect anyone to care. Just keeping this lj place "alive".
Follow me on tumblr if you have it/care etc.
feeling: contemplativecontemplative
05 October 2012 @ 10:55 am
So in the avengers, Captain America sent out a text message "Assemble" to everyone.
I want to know why this wasn't in the movie. I THINK WE NEED TO SEE STEVE TRYING TO TEXT
feeling: indescribablemeh
05 October 2012 @ 12:06 am
ahh, so this is why i never liked jennifer hudson. and got sick to fucking death of songs about her weight loss
she blab's about jessica simpson

27 September 2012 @ 02:03 pm
Holy Jumping Jehovah Witnesses
why the fuck won't my ex STOP CALLING ME

btw i deleted everyone from my friends list ages ago
nobody posts/replies so im just la la la talking to myself
feeling: annoyedannoyed
13 September 2012 @ 04:35 pm
21 August 2012 @ 10:03 pm
dont wanna be saved
25 May 2012 @ 02:10 pm
Sometimes reading old journal entries is embarrassing or depressing. I've had this journal for 7 years now, wow. I started back in 2005, 2 years out of (gastric bypass) surgery and having a horrible time trying to survive with my mother who is hell bent on making herself miserable and everyone else. I used to be ultra perky (not necessarily happy) and now I wonder why. I was trying to make the best of a bad situation, but i wasn't really at terms with what was going on.

I posted one day about the hardwood floors getting done. What I didn't mention is that it was summer (100 degrees) and had to sleep outside for like 3 days and had to sneak into the side bathroom window to take a shower. Talk about frustrating, talk about being miserable.

Life is all about balance though. I'd say I've done a good job going from one extreme to another. Time to adjust my hot and cold settings. Sorry I'm a douche and so weird. Understatement of the year is that I don't deal with life well.

I got up at a decent hour this morning, watched an episode of "the conversation" (great show) and checked chris evans twitter WAY too many times, lol. And watched an amazing video of tom Hiddleston talking about his view on compassion. its all kinds of awesome. http://t.co/ddq4x4xN

Now to the gym. :(  :)
14 May 2012 @ 11:05 pm
a gif challenge, for shits and giggles
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