.( If your heart was broken, You'd be dead ).

SO. AGGRIVATING

2005-09-22T00:44:31Z

THIS IS SO AGRIVATINGG. wow people who are supposed to be ur friends REALLY ARENT. its so cool like omg. me and 1 person get into an argument and id ont hang out with ANYONE anymore. and no one cares if im even there or not . GREAT FRIENDS I FUCKING HAVE. i never did SHIT to anyone n it fucking bothers me so much tat no one even cares about even how i am i leave people voicemails to talk to them and messages on their a/m BUT I GET NO FUCKING ANSWER and its retarded fuck this im so fucking pissed off and people LOVEE to run their mouth and say all this shit about me and wow im just so aggrivated i want to fucking take a bat to someones face. THANKS GUYS FOR MAKING ME FEEL LIKE SHIT AND U FUCKING KNOW WHO U ARE. thanks for walking all over me. fuck you

so yeah.

2005-08-04T16:39:27Z

so yeah this is vita being grounded.
mad fuccin stoopid. oh well. ummmmm
saterday im hanging out with mike :)
havent seen him in a while. bllllllah
i dont wanna sit home all day and all
night all alone doing nothing. supposdly
im grounded for the rest of the summer
aha fuckin my parents can suck my ass
therse no way im staying in this house
more than 2 days more. than i think ill
chop their heads off. yeah. idk IM BORED.
BYE

nyigggahhh

2005-07-31T03:28:43Z

sooo yeah. today i went to jens :) and went to wake up dominayyyyck but he was already in the shower when we arrived so we talked to donald for a bit. i got the scoop on some interesting things i would have never guessed. oh well i dont care. anyways. we walked up to king kullen and jen bought me and dom lunchables and we all sat against the kb toys walls and ate like bums. haha. then dom left and went to thrift n me and jen went back to jens house and brendan cox came over. we had alot of fun. watched goosebumps. and me and brendan farted ALOT. ahahahaha. ohkay that was my day. byebye

what kills me is

2005-07-29T02:59:22Z

well today was fun. but very confusing and idk depressing in a way?
first off i hurt someone and i didnt mean to and everything is done with and i hope everything between those 2 people are fine.
second off. for the first time i think ever. getting attention from another guy didnt make me forget about u. it kind of made me think about you more. its weird because usually i forget about someone when i meet someone new. even tho there is nothing going on between this other guy , the attention tonight was nice but not who i wanted it to be? after like leaving everyone i just got into this really depressing mood like .. its not gonna be the same. just everything is so fucked up and its ridiculous. ugh i want to move on so bad but i cant. something inside isnt letting me and i feel like id regret it if i let u go completely. i dont fucking know anymore.

_eatshxtbitchez @ 2005-07-25T23:30:00

2005-07-26T03:32:17Z

hi my name is vita and im cold and ahhh idk this is kinda weird. u talkin to me and all. i miss them olden days. umm yeah sooo katelin is my bodyguard and i beat up frank mancusso THE END

IM STUPID FOR EVEN THINKING.

_eatshxtbitchez @ 2005-07-10T12:08:00

2005-07-10T16:08:30Z

cock sparrer.

what!?

2005-07-10T15:07:47Z

rock candy
selden thrift
clockwork orange
black eyed peas
techno
ballerinas
shrek
rhinos
basements
shy
idk what else

shut me the fuck up.

_eatshxtbitchez @ 2005-07-10T10:08:00

2005-07-10T14:08:23Z

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i fucking miss you

2005-07-10T03:39:09Z

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long time no type

2005-07-09T02:36:41Z

yoooo sooo yeah its been a real long time since i wrote in this. i sat home all fucking day and did nothing im so fuckin bored holy crap its like 1030 but i still wanna do something but im not allwoed out :( ughh yeahh soo hmmm whats new with me? im single now. yes yes vita got dumped again lol umm i got central air! :OOOOO. im talking to john again i guess tahts a good thing kinda missed him in a weird.. way. lol ummm miss a boy lost a friend. yeahh idk jus goin with shit lately. summer school sucks. yupp u guessed. earth science :]. ughh idk what else to write i guess im okay. could beetterr. thats abot it. kbye

thanks eric<3

2005-06-08T03:03:34Z

xelmo must diex: if he has any common sense at all he'd realize that to lose you is going to be the biggest mistake he's made

that made me feel alot better buddy. so i posted it idk.

holy crap

2005-05-31T01:03:24Z

i really hope ur right i hope we do go far.
because right now ur close to everything for me.
jus lookin at u makes me smile and i hope that feeling never fades

amazing weekend in a while.

2005-05-17T00:24:28Z

yeahhh idk its mondayyyy school sucked. im fuckin sick with like a cold or something my throat hurts and my nose is all stuffy and i miss vinnny :( i spent the hole weekend with him :) . saterday i was at his house all day and met his mommy n shit and i love her and yeah i had fun watched some of clockwork orange for the first time yeahhhh than sundayyyy i went with vinny dom danny corey and dom's cousin to the show and jus hung arond with vinny most of the time :) cause hes my suga and yea i luv his guts. yeahh idkkk i jus miss him at the moment and im bored and i jus did like 50 pages of ss so i dont fail soo y eah im poooped. okay byee nucka's.

:) / :(

2005-04-21T21:40:24Z

welp to start off this entry, things are going pretty well. i have fuckin court tho may 2nd for some bullshit about my attendance which they can fuckin kill themselves over because i do nothing than what im supposed to. but whatever anyways.. things have been goin better, like i jus said ha. yeahhh i like this boooy and yeah hes fuckin cute as all hell. if this one doesnt work out theres no hope for me ever again in life. lmao because it smells that they dont come better than him. but yeah anywayss. schools better i passed science :):):) hmm this asshole i used to talk to is now doing drugs. fuckin figures man but whatever idont care because i dont care about scumbags. yeahh on the otherrr handdd ive been like upsett kindaaa. i really miss talkin to cassi and stuff and i wish that i didnt do something i did that made things the way they are with me and her. ughh it fuckin sucks nothing sucks more than losing a friend that u really care about. i didnt mean to hurt her but i did anyways. hmmm ughhh IM WORKIN AT SNOW WHITE AGAIN :). ha i hope dom's still workin there n shitttt and i hope melissa and rachelle and jisha work there too ! :) ohhkay idk what else to write. peacepeace :)

uhhh

2005-04-19T22:29:34Z

u make me sick to my fuckin stomachhhhh ahhhhh

_eatshxtbitchez @ 2005-04-19T10:14:00

2005-04-19T02:15:13Z

he seems amazing
i hope this time it doesnt die out

_eatshxtbitchez @ 2005-04-14T10:37:00

2005-04-15T02:38:36Z

for some weird reason i didnt wanna leave him tonight.
hmmmmm

motherrr fuckkkker

2005-04-14T00:32:09Z

hmm wow im pretty like pissed off right now
i feel like shit. i feel like such an asshole
i knew i should of talked to her on my own
.. well atleast she fuckin imed me and asked me how i was.
that made me smile . but wow im still soo like irritated.
no one lied in this situation but someone forgot to mention a surtain thing
that would change my mind about everything. ugh whatever. im jus upset.
okay bye

_eatshxtbitchez @ 2005-04-07T17:42:00

2005-04-08T00:43:35Z

hmmm :]
today was kinda fun. went to school. went home with cheryl.
we were supposed to go to the gym but didnt bc i started dying from stomach pains. blaa the oc is on now i missed a half hour of it bc my memory sucks and i cant remember its fuckin thursday :( yeahh haha me and cheryl had alotta fun today we RAWKED OWWTTT to as i lay dying. lmao i seriously almost peed myself. idk we had fun. ahhhhhh im tryin this new thing its called not to give a fuck about anything anymore. hope it works. kbye

_eatshxtbitchez @ 2005-04-06T10:24:00

2005-04-07T02:26:21Z

oh yeah and FUCK EVERYONES WHOS TOLD ME THEY'VE CARED FOR ME IN THE PAST AND FUCK ANY GUY WHOS TOLD ME THEY LOVED ME. YEAH FUCK U ALL I HOPE U ALL FUCKIN DIE. IM SICK OF EVERYONES SHIT AND IM SICK OF PEOPLE STEPPING ON ME BECAUSE I FUCKIN AM A NICE PERSON AND I SIT AND TAKE EVERYONES FUCKIN SHIT AND MOST OF ALL I LET GUYS FUCKIN WALK ALLLL OVER ME AND LET THEM JUS FUCKIN BREAK MY HEART ALL THE FUCKIN TIMEE . AND IM SICK OF LOSING PEOPLE THAT MEAN MORE THAN THE WORLD TO ME. I FUCKIN HATE IT AND I HATE LOSING A BEST FRIEND SINCE 8TH GRADE THAT IS JUS TOO PUSSY TO FUCKIN BE A FUCKIN NORMAL PERSON. dkgjydfjgkhdjgkh holy shit

_eatshxtbitchez @ 2005-04-06T10:19:00

2005-04-07T02:21:43Z

im so fuckin pissed off right now i can beat someones fuckin face in. i had alot of fun tonight but theres so much shit on my fuckin mind that i seriously can jus fuckin like bust a hole in my wall omggggg. i hate LIARS. i hate fuckin FAKE PEOPLE i hate people that fuckin act all buddy buddy with u for a few days and then jus fuckin blow ass after those few days. yeah so FUCK U everyone can go FUCK THEMSELVES.

oh boy

2005-04-05T01:29:06Z

yeah well lifes going to suck for a while.
i just got home from josh's and i come home and my parents are like at war
once again. idk whats going to happen anymore im tryin to stay calm and happy
but idk anymore. idk like how to feel anymore. theres jus so much emotions for like
everything. so much like to say about my mom and my dad and just so many explinations
for so many things. idk it hurts when ur families been falling apart since u were born
i just heard my mom crying, my mom never cries unless shes really hurt.
idk what to do anymore i really dont :-\. i tried calming my dad down and like talkin to him
but he was jus like 'bla bla bla bla' and sayin all this stuff about devorce and he seriously
like almost started crying. my mom and dad are both torn up inside. along with me. none of us
get along anymore. i mean my dad has a problem aside from like the fighting problem.
this problem probably causes most of the fighting but whatever. he tries to like ..
be right about EVERYTHING. he cant be right about everything in life. hes wrong sometimes too
idk and my mom jus cant take his bullshit anymore i guess and hes turned her into such a bitter person.
but from all of this i have my eyes open extra wide. i know what the world is about, i know what people
are about. i know what to look out for. idk i guess you can say im not ur average 15 yr old daughter,
that goes sleeping around and doing drugs and shit and thinking thats what lifes all about. idk i like
to like think about shit and relize alot of shit and alot of my surroundings. relize like
what can i do now to like make myself better. im ALWAYS looking to make myself better.
i hate feeling like someones looking down on my and thinkin im a bad person. i know im a good person
and i know i care about other peoples feelings way too much. i cant help it. i care so much about my friends too
i try and do anything i possinly cant not to hurt them. they are like all i have really.
the only people i get along with and the only people i can talk to. why would i take that for granted?
idk some people seem to think im this like girl that is just a bitch. well sometimes i am a bitch
sorry if ive been dicked over way too many times to even count. idk and if i hurt one of my friends
i never meant it. i love them more than the world. so if your like one of my friends right now
reading this, idk jus relize that i love like all my friends even tho some piss me off, dont get me wrong
ha no ones perfect but whatever ya know. idkk and jus sittin here thinkin right now i jus lost 2 of my closest friends
really hurts. but one of them i really can care less about right now. he jus doesnt know what to do with himself i think
idk. but the other one was like my big sister. im not sure if i lost her as a friend yet but i think im pretty close
i love her to death i wish she relized that and relized im not just bullshitting. idk.
yeah another subject to rant about, idk schools going better for me. they are saying they wanna send me to court
they gotta be fuckin jokin me. idk im sick of so much bullshit. they wanna send me to court for 'cutting' im always in fuckin class.
which is shit im always in class. ughh whatever.
yeahh idkkk thers also this person that i can tell is going to become veryyy special to me. hahh. idk
they make me smile a whole lot i guess you can say. and idk. they're jus someone i can have alot of fun with
jus layin there doin like nothing. im hoping things will work out for me for once. i feel like its my turn
to find someone right for me. every other time i just get screwed over. like im not good enough.
but sorry for sounding all high about myself but sometimes im jus too good for them so fuck it.
thats the only way to move on now-a-dayyyss. ha (i sound so oldd "now-a-dayyss") but yeah its true
the way u do shit now and get over shit is by like sayin to urself 'well im too good for them'
and like beleiving in urself idk u get no where in life without beleiving in urself
and i hate people that go around tryin to put anyone down that they can
everyone should jus leave everyone alone and let everyone jus be proud who they are
im sick of all this fighting i wish everyone got along
yeah there are some days where im liek I HATEE EVERYONEEE
and im bein all pissy and ranting how i hate everything but i guess i jus have bad days
idk i think even if i had like the choice to move anywherei wanted to i dont know if i would. theres people here
i consider my family. even tho its not that many people but yeah so i guess i have a small family.
ha. idk i guess i try to be mrs. fix-it all the time . i guess i jus want everything in life to be good
idkkkk. but yeah enough ranting about shit. idk. ima go...byebye

yooo wattapppp

2005-03-24T23:15:09Z

hmm welllllllllllllll. i havent updated in a while. for the past 2 days like 4 of my classes have been cancled. its preyy kewwww. yeahh soo the oc is tonightt :) at 8 :):) yeah im lame like that. hm i miss like a million people x 10 because i havent been to the mall in 2 weeks so i havent seen anyone :( tomarrow im supposed to be hanging out with not-a-number-travis. at the mall that is. hmmm and vito is supposed to come tomarrow or something nancy said so its gonna be good seein that laday again :) <3 i think i love gunit? yeahhh. idkk. jeff and kris have been absent the past 2 days so lunch has been pretty boring. everyones sick!!! holy crap and i have no ride anywhere tonight bc my moms sick. and blah yeah its retarded but whatever. cheryl is still like diseased with a fever and yeah idk. alright im going to go. byebye

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_eatshxtbitchez @ 2005-03-14T19:48:00

2005-03-15T00:49:28Z

OH YEAH

FxOxS MIGHT BE COMMING BACK@??!
WHAT?!?! WHAT DID I SAY!?!
YEAHHH I DID IT MIGHT BE RE-UNITED.

-crosses fingers-

_eatshxtbitchez @ 2005-03-14T19:46:00

2005-03-15T00:46:58Z

HI
EVERYONE SHOULD STOP HITTING ON MY EX BF'S

girls piss me off.

BYEILOVEYOU.THEEND.