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[Apr. 7th, 2007|01:33 am] |
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| | Hank Williams - There's a tear in my beer. | ] |
20 People.
1. List some things you want to say to 20 different people but you know you never will.
2. Don't say who they are.
3. Feel free to comment, but don't confirm or answer anything.
4. Never discuss it again
1. You feel so distant. I wish you didn't and I wish that you'd come back.
2. I wish that you would stay where you are.
3. You wouldn't belive how much I wanted us to work out. Buut that's kinda hard when it was always you calling the shots. I'm sorry for what I did, but not I don't regret it.
4. I'm kinda, no, I am disapointed you came back into my life.
5.I love you more than you probably will ever know.
6. You are the cutest girl on the planet. Why don't we ever hang out?
7. I miss you a lot and I'm pretty sure I will make much more of an effort to hang out with you as much as possible?
8. You are full of yourself. But god damnit. I love you.
9. I've kinda had A crush on you since I met you.
10. You just piss me off with the way you don't return my calls.
enough of that shit because it just makes me mad. Because if you look at the fucking list. Most of it isn't very positive and that's how I feel latly. I feel more alone at this point in my life then I think I ever have. Somthing needs to change. I am so tired of sunsets.
So help me. Anyone that wants to start or work on our bond as friends should let me know, on here, on myspace, on facebook or HEY! even calling me! Let's hang out? okay? OKAY! |
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[Feb. 20th, 2007|10:05 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  discontent | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Clark Gabel - The Postal Service | ] |
Today is odd. Mixed. Happy and sickness.
Not the kinda sick where you feel like throwing up. The kind where your tummy is in knots and nothing feels safe.
My dog Toby had a seziure last night and were waiting for the test results to come back in. I'm so worried that he'll have somthing really wrong with him and we will have to put him down. I don't even know what I would do here without him. For four years he has been my best friend, my closest friend. There has been more than one night I've come home feeling worse than I can remember and having him there.
I guess I shouldn't assume the worst. He's home with me now, and that's what matters.
On that note, I'm trying to live in the now as much as I can. This last weekend was a blast. It was luke's 18th birthday on friday so we went to the strip club. Then I went to the U after the club and drank with some buddies. Then Nick and myself had subway for breakfest and I took the bus home. Then I slept at luke's and we Left for the casino on sunday morning. We saw a Buddy Holly show and I won a little money. Then we got drunk and high at the hotel and it was good. Then we left for home.
I worked today. It was okay.
I can't help but come once again in my thoughts to the fact that I have been single for four years now, with almost nothing happening in those years. I can't help but wonder if it is somthing about me? I don't think im super hot, but I don't feel I'm bad looking? Hell, Someday's I KNOW I look better than 80% of the other men I see with mismatched, odd fitting crap they just throw on. I Know I'm funny and a nice guy. I try to be. I know that I'm fun to be around because most people don't fake smile that good. SO what the fuck? Maybe I'm just not trying hard enough.
No school this week. That's nice.
Don't wake me, I plan on sleeping in. |
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[Feb. 10th, 2007|09:42 pm] |
huh.... this is kinda shitty.
Did I fuck up?
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I don't think I've stayed home on a saturday night in a year. Dang.... |
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[Jan. 31st, 2007|10:17 pm] |
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"None of us get out alive. Now you can huddle in a group and face it one day at a time, or you could be grateful that when your body rubs against someone else's, it explodes with enough pleasure that you can forget, even for a minute, that you're only a walking pile of ashes." |
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| Hmmm, maybe I'll use this more...? |
[Jan. 1st, 2007|07:01 pm] |
1) Where did you begin 2006?
Kareem's parents house.
2) what was ur status by valentines day?
Single.
3) Did you attend school this year?
Oh yea.
4) How did you earn your money?
Taco John's and then BoB's Produce.
5) Did you have to go to the hospital?
Not for me, but visits yes.
6) Did you have any encounters with the police?
Haha. Always.
7) Where did you go on vacation?
Wisconsin, Indiana, Tennesee.
8) What did you purchase that was over $500?
Nothing.
9) Know anyone that got married?
Haha, My Ex girlfriend.
10) Did you know anybody who passed away?
Yes, Rest in peace.
11) Have you run into anybody you left high school with?
Yea, Fridley kids.
12) Did you move anywhere?
Nope.
13) What sporting events did you go to?
Hokey Games.
14) What concerts/shows did you go to?
Too many too name. I'll Give you a top 5?
1. Bob Dylan
2. B.B. King
3. Bob Seger
4. Guns N' Roses
5. AFI
16) Who did you want to win Big Brother?
Because I waste my time like that.
17) Where do you live now?
F to the R to the IDLEY.
18) Describe your birthday.
Warped tour in Indianapolis. Then sun burn Drunk.
19) What's the one thing you thought you would never ever do but did anyway?
Run from the cops and then go back.
20) What has been your favorite moment?
Sun Studios. Hands down.
21) What's something you learned about yourself?
I am awesome
22) Any new additions to your family?
not this year.
23) What was your best month?
October or July.
24) What music will you remember 2006 by?
Roots rock and country.
25) Who has been your best buddy the whole year?
Lukey and Sarah. We are almost roomies.
26) Made new friends?
Kinda, Made better friends
27) Best new friends?
No names.
28) Favorite Night out?
Because I remember that one.
29) Any regrets?
not one, but many mistakes. |
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| because I havn't updated in well over a month... |
[Dec. 31st, 2006|04:59 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  mischievous | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | The Doors | ] |
New years resolutions!
1. Become a better guitar player.
2. Finish High school.
3. Go to Bar tending school.
4. Move out.
5. Spend money more wisely.
6. Take Piano lessons.
7. Start going on nightly runs.
8. Start College?
9. Find a girl.
10. Party.
Every once in awhile I am so funny it makes me wonder how I do it.
Welcome to the new year.
ABRAKADABRA HOLMES! |
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[Nov. 11th, 2006|11:13 am] |
i need some friends to play with tonight......
any takers?? |
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[Oct. 30th, 2006|12:10 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  hopeful | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Blue Skies - Willie Nelson | ] |
thinking, oh! Is it love?
I feel change in the wind. I need change.
Big change.
regardless, lots of hope.
In a world thats tied down by strings, Im trying to break the very chains that hold me down.
Here I go, watch me run with it. |
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[Oct. 29th, 2006|02:19 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  drained | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | The Killer | ] |
I really wish I could've stayed in memphis, I had kinda forgotten how it felt to be happy for days on end.
I'm super sick of feeling like this when I'm HOME. The one place I should be happiest....
ugh.... |
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[Oct. 29th, 2006|01:21 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  giddy | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Johnny Cash - Green, Green Grass of Home | ] |
Memphis was amazing.
I had so much fun.
I really loved every moment.
Best vacation ever??
I think maybe so..! |
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