[11 Oct 2008|09:22pm] xims0fashionx I am so depressed right now. I am so lonely right now. I just want to knock myself into an unconsious state and toss myself into a river. post comment

If I had a billion dollars.. [11 Oct 2008|01:54am] gagfactor If I had a billion dollars I'd start off by seeing the world. I'd travel to the most remote locations and try to learn as much about other people's cultures as possible. Learning is essential. I'd learn how to bellydance in Egypt, tango in Buenos Aires, practice Tai Chi in the morning (to the song of the birds) in Beijing, meditate on the steps in Machu Picchu, and add my prayers to the Wailing Wall הכותל המערב And then I would give. When I travel to those remote locations I'd meet the most wonderful and amazing people, many who are struggling to get by. I want to help these people, people all over the world who live in extreme poverty. I want to help them build schools, libraries, hospitals..I want to help them fix their roads and plumbing, I want to give them clean water, I want to help them get food. I want to heal. I know I don't need a billion dollars to do it..but if I had a billion I would have my fun then give it away..because some things are just more important.. I hereby commit to myself to working on the Empower Project starting Thanksgiving break when I have free time. I will write promotions, code the website, begin a donations page and start to rally people and ask people to involve their friends. I want to raise $15,000 to build a school in Tibet. If I ask for $5, I'm sure I can find 3,000 kind-hearted people to donate. If 100,000 people join the the facebook group "Darth Vader for President", I believe that 3% of that will join my group and help an actual cause. A billion dollars would help..but people are so stuck on conventionality that we've lost the ability to dream, to innovate..I WILL travel, I don't need an obscene amount of money to do it..and I WILL help people. I already have. Just need to keep believing in myself..I have so much love to give. I want to share it. post comment

[10 Oct 2008|03:51pm] xims0fashionx I have lost faith in almost everything about this country and this life. Our economy, our politicians, our people; we are all scathed by constant downfalls. I cannot turn the television on any longer without seeing something completely discouraging. Every businessman is stealing from his employees and company, going bankrupt, and then demanding a bailout by the united states goverment. What about our money? our security? we all sit by and remain so complacent when in all actuality, this is ruining us. This will cause our downfall as a nation. I have no faith in this country's success anymore. In due time, we will all be living for ourselves. self interest is an addictive drug and quite hard to satisfy with only a single fix. when the economy crashes, you will all be pilfering the shops downtown and stealing from your friends and neighbors. following that, we will run out of food since all companies will be dissolved because of the economy being in complete ruination. inate human disposition will not allow us to bond together communally, something that would assist us in survival. No, we will fend for ourselves. We will begin to resort to canabalism once food is no longer around. Every vegeterian will starve. Every emotion will no longer exist. Everything will be replaced by avarice, yet we will all justify it by saying "it's our will to survive." fuck that. I will put a bullet in my head the second the country in which I live in goes under. Fuck all of you politicians, CEOs, lobbyist, etc. Fuck the president, too. This is all your fault. I am financially responsible so why will I have to suffer? because I will, and so will everyone else. Question everything. uncertainty is the new red, white, and blue. in the united states of ambiguity, I am signing off. Work time, sucka. post comment

Because I can. [09 Oct 2008|10:47pm] gagfactor Stripping is fun. I've been prancing around my apartment for an hour and my GOD does it feel good to be pants-less. Having your own apartment is awesome. And it's so easy to let go because I'm imagining Rob watching me.. One day I will have my own stripper pole. And one day I'll be prancing around naked. ..And one day I'll get a co-op in Seattle and show up at his place and give him a surprise show..("what are you doing here! ..ooh.") :) 4 comments|post comment

[17 Oct 2008|08:29am] jodinia Happy Birthday, Laura!! 4 comments|post comment

things [06 Oct 2008|02:12am] ____callherboom [ music | bright eyes ; take it easy, love nothing. ] are not any good lately. 1. fucked up situation with some people I wouldn't expect it from. but I guess that's just me being naive. 2. gained a mass amount of weight. 3. somewhere along the line lost any sense of optimism. 4. I refuse to let any person get close to me. I have a shell that I won't let anyone into for fear of getting hurt. 5. I really really really need to be put on meds again for my anxiety. I freak out & feel awful all day. 6. I dropped out of school because I couldn't get myself to go anymore & I don't care. 7. my apartment got taken over by a fucking retarded dudebro who trashed it, leading to me moving out. 8. my boss fucking hates me. 9. guys fucking hate me...and any guy that doesn't I treat like shit & won't let him get close to me. 10. I feel like I have no one to talk to anymore. the only thing I have in my life that makes me feel good about myself are my cats. I can't wait to grow up to be even more of a crazy cat lady. at least they love me. 1 comment|post comment

[02 Oct 2008|11:12am] covermeinkisses [ mood | exhausted ] [ music | ESPN ] aww look how cute I am :) Mid-terms are in two weeks. I'm doing better than I could have ever expected to do in school. Nothing is really new besides,I got a new piercing and I went to have a lot of money all the time to having $6.16 in my account all the time! Being poor blows. It is weird that college is only four years long and its going to fly by, I know it. I feel real bad for all the veterinarian students because all they do is study all day long, not even exaggerating. I dont really like anyone in my hall besides two people (one of them being sarah) so thats a little weird. I dont get any sleep and I have so much free time I dont know what to do with myself. My step dad got his tummy stapled, so thats really exciting and the red sox won there first playoff game, thats really exciting as well. I travel to Boston every weekend and I love it alot. I'm a really happy girl. <3 post comment

[01 Oct 2008|12:57pm] xims0fashionx I should not be allowed to walk outside with my ipod on. I seriously have walked into the street, listlessly, and almost gotten hit by cars like a good 5 times this week. absentminded alex doesn't fear death because he doesn't know there's a car coming ! post comment

[28 Sep 2008|09:58pm] nikki_ta_tas "The oppressed are allowed once every few years to decide which particular representatives of the oppressing class are to represent and repress them. " Karl Marx post comment

[28 Sep 2008|01:02am] xims0fashionx My names Alex and I can't handle the new douchebag kid at work who makes us do all the running. I can't stand his attitude, or how much of a fucking loser he is. I can't stand how because of him, we made no money tonight. I can't stand how he replaced a friend of mine in this position who now I don't thnk has a job. I also can't stand ex boyfriends, so I usually mail them anthrax. I'm not a happy camper right now. Like, my tent has a hole in it and I just got mauled by a family of bears not happy. post comment

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