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Job :) [06 Sep 2006|03:46pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

I got a job working 40 hours a week at Center Parcs as a Nursery Nurse :) Gotta go there tommorow to get another police check done - this is my third in 2 years :\ I have 2 days company induction on the 19th and 20th of September then I start in the Time Out Club on the Thursday. Things are coming together quite nicely.

Might make a new LJ and commit to writing in it as much as I can.. Actually, gonna go do that now ;p

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[05 Jul 2006|08:20pm]
[ mood | happy ]

Things are going good.

I qualified a few weeks ago with a B grade average I think. I'll find out for sure in August when I get my results. Finishing college was a little rocky, got really pissed off with one of my mates and she just totally got on my tit ends. But I miss them all regardless really.

I started relief work whilst I was at work placement and now its been expanded and I'm working about 20 hours a week there, so yay, money :P Bloody well need it. I've applied for a fulltime job which i'm waiting to hear back from. If I don't get it, I'll have to rethink.

Anyhow, random update over.

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[23 Mar 2006|10:06pm]
[ mood | good ]

Wow, haven't updated in yonks. Bleh, had other things going on.

General summary? Well, split up with Will in December, things were going downhill and it just wasn't the same. Because we weren't friends when we first met, makes it harder for us to stay friends. Its awkward, and I haven't seen him since the break-up. Ah well, life continues on.

I'll be a qualified Childcare Practitioner in June :) all my hard works paying off and I'm so excited. Although it'll be weird being qualified. I'm debating a uni course in the future to expand my training, but I'd be happiest just getting a job.

New hurr! http://i31.photobucket.com/albums/c364/Shinjara/beckinew.png

Anyway, life is grand. But I'm procrastinating another assignment, so yeah, hope all is well :)

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[23 Jun 2005|10:03am]
Today I'm going back to hospital to have an ECHO heart scan :S I've heard it's like an ultrasound so I'm going to have jelly rubbed all over my chest? XD I dunno what to expect, I'm going to hassle them for some form of drug to prevent this heart thing from happening again.

Btw, I'm terrifyed of hospitals, especially the one I'm going to today :\

I've been super busy lately, I finished college, then I've been at work placement alot to make up some days, working too. So I haven't really felt the urge to update, til now anyway <3
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[11 Jun 2005|08:32pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Last weekend was the most.. interesting? one I've had in ages :P

Again, bullet points, for I am lazy. Will try to update more, but stuff keeps happening and taking my mind off LJ, but I do read your journals;

- My heart racing thing came back last week at work.
- I went to hospital at 10pm, and fuckkkk, my heart was racing at 200-220 bpm. HAd to be transferred to Carlisle hospital by ambulance. Very.Dramatic.Indeed XD
- Given a drug called Adesosine which slowed it down to about 110bpm.
- Admitted to an emergency admissions ward to stay overnight. Barely got any sleep due to hooked up to a heart monitoring thing.
-Talked to a doctor in the morning, got told I have a heart condition, he called it "Supraventricular Tachycardia" I have a short circuit in my heart which keeps shooting off fast heart rates every now and then. It can be corrected though, by an operation, or prevented by drugs. Got sent home at 10am.

Now people are treading on eggshells around me, like I'm dying :\ Its sort of silly cause I'm fine. End of college this week :O This first year has gone so fast, can't wait for the second one though. Will passed his driving test, which is great in many ways. How's everyone?

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[22 May 2005|09:05pm]
I haven't fallen off the edge of the world.. Honest XD

Guess I just haven't been bothered to update, I've been pretty busy with:

; College in general, assignments and all that shite. Finishing on the 17th June!
; Being exhausted, not sleeping properly :\ Meaning I come home from college/work placement/etc and sleep.
; Trying to sort out seeing Will, just got back today from his today after a 3 week wait. <3 him.
; Work - turns out two of the women I work with are bitching about each other ;O Its crazy.

Also, my parents & sister are going to Corfu on the 4th July - 11th July. And I'm staying here, so yeah, weeklong fuckfest with Will xD Of course, we'll be doing other things, planning a girly night out as well around that time for my birthday.

So thats it, hope everyones okay <3
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[08 May 2005|06:13pm]
Man, I havent updated in a while, so yeah its about time for one ;P

My computer got sent off last week and the thing was filled with virus & spyware, it was fucked to say the least.. So it got wiped and I lost ALL my work :\ I was pissed off at the time but I'm okay now I suppose. I just hope I don't lose any assignments between now and the end of my second year. I'm happy though, my computer is running like it's brand new.

Things have been really good lately, its only about a month til I finish college and I have alot planned, need to sort out my 18th too, thats not that far away. Trying to plan me & Wills holiday as well. Our relationship is going great too, we went down to Mayday last Monday and had a lot of fun, met up with my mates and it was great.

I'll try & update more often, also I should really comment more. I'll try. Hope everyones okay x
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[18 Apr 2005|09:06pm]
Okay, people on my friends list who go to a "fat club" of some kind;

I'm starting a diet, I've gained a fucking buckletload of weight from Depo & have gone over 12 stone.I'm going to do something about it rather than mope on cause that does fuck all. Does the weight loss plan you follow work well? I'm looking to drop a fair large amount of weight.. Probably around about 1 and a half stones.. Any other suggestions?

Sorry about the swear words ;\

Will ended up coming over last minute on Saturday which was nice, nothing much else to say apart from I started college again today which was alright, but we went on a very boring trip to a development center where I almost dozed off ;P

Hope everyones okay.
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[15 Apr 2005|06:45pm]
[ mood | content ]

Yay, my rooms finished, we went to Dunhelm today & bought me a lamp shade, rug, bin & sexy bedsheets. Its the end of my Easter hols now, was back at placement yesterday and everythings fine there. I managed to get my observation done the other day, fuck I never usually procrastinate that bad.

I also went today to get my boobs measured and get a few bras that are the right size! I came out as a 34G & I've been wearing a 34 F bra for months.I got two gorgeous bras though, but they cost a fucking lot. Bought a pink breast cancer wristband today too.

Wow, I really don't have much to say at all.

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[07 Apr 2005|07:13pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Right, so for the majority of this week I've been decorating my bedroom & its now half done, we just need to paper two walls and paint them. My room looks great so far, its a great change from the shitty orange wallpaper. Although when I glossed the wood in my room, it fucking stunk and i had to sleep in there with the windows wide open :| I got my furry throw out of the cupboard so I was alright. Last night I went to bed without my curtains up so I was awake as soon as the sun rose. I need a serious lie-in, but my body clock likes to wake me up at 9am now.

Other than that, I haven't been doing much at all. I need to get my arse in gear and get my assignment done for the first day back at college, I think I'll wait til next week though cause I'm fucking off to Wills again this Saturday most likely so I won't be able to concentrate :P

Wow, my lifes exciting as per usual, haha. Well I'll try to comment a fair bit more when I can.

Some of my friends-list are feeling angry and all that, hope they feel better soon. Hope everyone is okay, in general.

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[31 Mar 2005|07:18pm]
[ mood | restless ]

Will left today, meh.. :\ I miss him alot already. He left a tshirt by accident which will act as a comforter I suppose.

He has a Nintendo DS, and I found myself playing on it alot.. Especially WarioWare:Touched. Fucking class game. I myself am wanting an XBox at the moment so I can play some XBox exclusive games for once.

I am decorating my room! Still deciding on the colour but its going to be done soon, I'm excited.

Didn't get my belly button pierced due to illness :\ The place I get piercings done don't like to poke holes in you unless you're feeling well & I wasn't feeling well.

I need to make my Depo appointment for May so I can definetely get an appointment.

I bought one of those laced camisoles on Tuesday, its gorgeous..

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I have alot to say, but I can't be bothered to express myself so I'll leave it for another day. It's just love related stuff, things are just getting better in my relationship.. Thats all I want to say <3

Hope everyones okay :)

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[22 Mar 2005|06:02pm]
[ mood | content ]

So, I bought a mp3 player off eBay at college today, Sarah inspired me to get one. We cooked biscuits this afternoon and we made a grand attempt at burning the bastards black haha. I'm not back in college until the 18th April now.. I'm gonna miss my friends.

I'm having my belly button pierced next week when I go to Carlisle with Will. I'm excited, I haven't had a piercing in months, all I've been doing is getting tattoos :B I think a belly button piercing would go quite nicely with my star tattoo.

Health-wise, my blood tests came back normal so yeah. No fucking clue whats going on but at least I don't have anything wrong with me. I think I've kind of overreacted about the whole situation to be honest. My personal tutor must think I'm dying, rofl.

I'm heading off to Wills house for a few days on Thursday night after work placement then we're both coming back to Penrith for another few days. I'm so excited, things are looking positive.

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[15 Mar 2005|07:03pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]

So I went to the doctors this morning. Turns out the casualty department didn't send the ECGs from Thursday night when my heart was racing, which didn't help much. He checked my heart rate and stuff & declared me healthy and said they really can't do much to assess me when I'm healthy. So, he sent me to have some blood taken, cause there COULD be two things making my heart race which is Anaemia or an Overactive thyroid. So I had blood taken to test for those & it hurt like a fucker. The needle was wobbling in my arm and now it's totally bruised. Urgh.

I'm happy & reassured to know I'm healthy for now.

College was just fucking funny today, we did shite all. I passed two more assignments, one at an E grade & another at a C grade. I'm happy.

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[13 Mar 2005|08:11pm]
[ mood | devious ]

Sorry for not replying to comments in the previous entry. The thing that went on with my heart is called Tachy Cardia It's when the heart beats way too fast, but it's still in rhythm. Thanks to those who wished me well & I'm feeling better :D I'm seeing my GP on Tuesday morning so I'll see whats gonna happen.

I went to see Will this weekend, I was so relieved to see him. And me being there cheered him up, cause yeah, it's been a shitty week. My period hasn't come either, I find that kind of weird considering I've only just started Depo. I'm not complaining though, we had great anniversary sex ;D Happy 1 year to me & Will.

I have a day off work on a week on Saturday cause they owe me 1 saturday off before the new holiday year begins (April). I'm looking forward to that, haven't had a day off since October.

Anyhow, I think thats everything.

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[11 Mar 2005|12:07pm]
[ mood | sick ]

Sooo.. I was in hospital last night, because my heart was racing really fast and it hadn't stopped for 2 hours.. It was causing me chest pain and i found it hard to deal with. So I went to casualty with my mum and had all sorts of machines attached to me to find otu my pulse rate. i had a heart trace done which involved me stripping off topless which I wasn't too happy about. I had to pee in a cup and had a doctor look in my throat and take my temperature. I can't remember the proper name for my heart racing, but it's a condition and I want to sort it out.

I've had this heart racing before, and I thought nothing of it. But I'm seeing my GP on Tuesday morning to talk to him about it, I may need a heart scan and I may need 72-hour monitoring.

The doctor last night reckons its to do with virus in my chest, cause it is soo painful to breath at the moment. I woke up this morning in agony, theres got to be some kind of muscular strain somewhere in my chest :\ I have a cold too which doesn't help things.

Scary shit, I'm worried..

Will takes his 3rd driving test today, this week has been really shit. I hope he's okay. Seeing him tommorow for our 1 year! Too bad all this bad shit, but things can only get better yeah? I just feel so fudging ill right now.. Bleh.

Anyhow, that was quite a morbid update, but everything else is going fine. Apparently getting more "responsibilities" at work.. Hmm.

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[06 Mar 2005|03:26pm]
[ mood | exanimate ]

I just finished another assignment, which means I have no assignments for a while.. Thank fuck. I've had enough, who knew childcare was this much work.. Urgh.

Was supposed to be at Will's this week but I couldn't get a lift back so couldn't go.. *sigh* I miss him alot, but its our 1 year anniversary next Sunday..so I'd better be there or I won't be happy :\

Bought ALOT of clothes online this week which included;

-Black bardot top with pink spots
-Pink vest
-Black vest, with another vest inside it.
-Dark blue jeans
-Short skirt
-White shirt

Sooo I'm gonna back off now, haha. I'm really tired today, although I just managed to do an assignment, my energys gone rock bottom. So I think I'll have a bath and wash my hair.

Works going okay, and work placement has suddenly got way better. So all in all. Life is good :)

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[01 Mar 2005|08:18pm]
[ mood | blah ]

I have a cramp in the back of my leg, I've had it since I got up this morning, ow. Hope it goes away before tommorow, I've got placement.

So, I talked to my personal tutor about my issues with placement. Shes apparently rung them and subtlely suggested having an induction session with me as I'm finding it hard to transition from the class of older and more able children to young children who need alot of support and careful supervision. Which is true, I'm struggling.

Not doing the copper thing on Friday.. gonna pop on some bunny ears and bunny tail and just be a bunny girl.. haha. To be honest, I looked like a fat tart in what I was gonna be wearing for the police officer costume.

I've been spending a bit too much on eBay & TSUK. I need to back off, seriously XD

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[25 Feb 2005|09:10pm]
[ mood | cranky ]

So, I dont know if I mentioned this but I'm doing fancy-dress backpacking at Morrisons in Penrith next Friday in aid of my college's nursery. Me & my friends are dressing as police officers. So I've had to buy some fishnets, a white skirt and a short black skirt to wear. Thank fuck for eBay! I'm gonna have to find some handcuffs & a hat of some kind in the next week & maybe some fabric pens too. Haha, this will be sooo funny.

My first day at placement was a bit bad. . . I felt like I was thrown into the deep end as soon as I got there. I think the reception class teacher maybe said a bit too many good things about me to the nursery teacher. I wasn't introduced to the the class of children as "Miss Hill" and was left to prepare snack on my own (which I've never done before). So, needless to say I was a bit upset on Wednesday night. The stress totally triggered my IBS and I felt like vomiting all the time. Things are just so different in the nursery as opposed to the reception class I was in.. I think mainly it was the shock of doing something so different that got me worked up. I spoke to the nursery teacher and she said she thinks im doing alright and if I have a few issues I can talk to her about them so that was reassuring. I have about 51 children's names to remember & I think that is going to be very difficult!

I have another issue but I really don't want to bore you all & i'm not keen on posting it as its being worked on as I type this.

Hope everyones okay, sorry for no commenting & the likes :(

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[22 Feb 2005|07:15pm]
[ mood | restless ]


I just had that tshirt delivered today, I heart it :P

I'm feeling pretty restless at the moment, I have no clue why. Cause I've had so many assignments I feel I should be doing SOMETHING but I haven't got much going on in the assignment department atm :\ I might make a hot chocolate & look for some clothes.. or something.

I dunno if I mentioned this but my money 'matured' cause I'm turning 18 which made a grand sum of £3100 available to me. I received £500 of this in my bank account and the rest has gone into another savings account I cannot touch. Oh well, I'm happy.. for once I have over £100 in my account.. My shite wages only give me about £50 a month to survive on :\

Theres been a lot of snow up here, it keeps blizzarding and it laid overnight. I hope it doesnt snow tonight cause I realllly want to start my placement with kids actually there :\ I'm really nervous to start this new placement so I just wanna get into the swing of things. The kids are gonna be 3 years old, and apparently there are a few kids with needs in there which will be good for my practice i suppose.. I've heard good things about the nursery so I'll be fine :)

On the lovelife front, things are going fine as usual. Times closing in on me & Will's 1 year anniversary and I'm excited. I want Easter to hurry up so he can come stay here & we can go and prat about in Carlisle and have random adventures.

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[18 Feb 2005|07:24pm]
[ mood | complacent ]

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My parents are away now til Sunday, and Wills coming over to house sit with us tommorow :D Nothing much else to say.

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