Wednesday, January 28th, 2009
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4:45 pm - what the hell is that!?
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Long time no write, everyone is going off to myspace and facebook and I refuse to get one. they have just too much information out there too the public that's why I will still write here in livejournal whenever I get a chance.
Ok first thing first. I ended up hurting myself, it was an accident. I woke up hit my elbow and this is how it turned out.  So it go infected and I have to get it drained often and I'm on a crapload of meds.. It'll be better in another month of so my doctor says mean while i just have to deal with the swelling and pain.
Also I'll be heading to animeboston as shinigami sama from souleater expect me to do weird things to people on lines... and people all around.
Latest art work. I have so much for animeboston and I know a few people like this art. http://dragonrage-.deviantart.com/art/My-Future-111030609 Some Avatar the Last Airbender for you all.
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Sunday, September 28th, 2008
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11:36 am - Surgery! No no I want my kidneys
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Yes yes as of lastly unfortunately I have been throwing up blood having massive amounts of stomach pains and problems. So coming up on Oct 4th I am under going exploitative surgery. Blood tests, Xrays, Cat scans, all all come up with nothing so now they are going to scope my stomach and do a stomach wall scraping. I just want to be able to eat real food again like MEAT! I haven't had steak or chicken or fish in two months because i have been on a strict grain and fiber diet because of all of this.. Enough that now its time for updates!
I will be going to animeboston this year again! and I will be doing work for the artshow I surprisingly had an awesome year at the artshow so this year I'm working up on art way ahead of time. here is a preview of one of my avatar artworks http://dragonrage-.deviantart.com/art/Avatar-skecth-99221754 now I am also working on Midna from twilight princess, a hentai yoko/kamina picture ,some kitsunes, code geass and others I still haven't figured out yet but is anyone has ideas for me please drop me a line on what i should draw!
current mood:  confused
current music: within temptation - running up that hill
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Tuesday, August 12th, 2008
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8:19 pm - holy crap
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wow look how long its been since I posted. yeah I have to write more or I'll go insane from bottling everything up. Well lets get on with this show. First off i was supposed to go to portugal this summer but that got scrapped. Instead I was able to bum around and even work on a costume for otakon which here it is. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F6nPNAcK2Bc that's me dancing around. I did shinigami sama from souleater. It was awesome, I got many a people to smile. More Video to come once its all set up on the computer. But yeah i went around giving people High fives, I messed around with some people.. I scared jack sparrow into running away and me chasing him across otakon. I even had a large group of people follow all my movement. I'm defiantly going to do it again for the next few cons. life could be better i still have this feeling like something is lacking. i have been working on a self change and "alway look on the bright side of life" feeling. which i try not to let things get to me and just keep on smiling unless i'm sick.
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Monday, October 29th, 2007
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10:46 pm - Hey all
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yes I am back again poking my head in reading people's journals and wishing I wasn't so busy. I have so much to do with work. My second year of being a full time teacher is so hectic. Having to take trips out of state for conferances and what not. Cool travel but dang its not good when sick and you have to travel. Blah my stomach feels like dookie hardcore lava pit of pain but anyway. i'm still working on drawings as always and trying to do costumes. My biggest challenge is doing Nall from eternal blue. Oh yes I need to take pictures of my new car. I'm such a dork and you will know why when you see the pictures.
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Friday, September 14th, 2007
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10:38 pm - Some times...
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Sometimes I wish the sky would cry for me
letting me hide away so I can be left be
Sometimes I wish the sky would cry for me
leaving my hearthache for none to see
I wish just wish
For a brief bliss
Please please sky cry for me
so one sees my tears that be
Yes I'm very sad. My grandfather is very very sick, waking up in the middle of the night with a bloody nose and coughing up blood. He can barely move now and its even more so painful to see him like this. I didn't get the full details from my mother when he went to the doctor but I can only assume its not good by the way she hasn't really said anything to me. Its been hard trying to function while this is going on. And even harder still trying to keep going on with daily life. It has hit me so hard that my hand almost seems to refuse to draw. Not even allowing me to create to forget about my worries. I dunno what to do....
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Wednesday, July 25th, 2007
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8:53 pm - Fanboy geekiness
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Yeah I have Fanboyed over the edge a bit. Just a tiny bit.. I mean a wee little bit. Let me say this first off last minute I was able to go to otakon and I'm very happy that I was able too and I got to room with some really cool people from Cosplay.com. Otakon was pretty fun, like every con I got to see silenceglaive briefly but we never really have time to talk, he's a busy man on the con inner workings, and I always have to go "here or there" by my keepers at the time. Why do I always have keepers? Well as they put it, if my imagination ran away it would never come back, or if I lost my mind it would never ben found. Its just a running joke because if there was someone that sparked me I would go into a Drawing fit and just draw until the urge subsided. Its not a bad thing so to say just that some of the things make then scratch there heads or ask "why" but anyway I stray a bit so I got to see animechicky a bit and it made me very happy I did get to see chibidragoon and silentclaw which was awesome I haven't seen them since 2003 at my last anthrocon before I left the furry art scene. Some very cool people in my opinnion. otakon's artist alley was very impressive and quite a few artists were very eager to talk to me about their art techquines and I was able to put some notes together to relay to my students.
Wow this a rambling but it all comes to my fanboyness. while transversing the dealers room the vynal stick guys where there this year and what did they have? Autobots and decipticons sticks. My car is a black sporty car with red pinstripes and when I saw that large and I mean large autobots sticks my mind started running with "oh my god I can put this on my hood" and so I bought it and now I am going to put that stick on my car and make it look like an autobot.. yeah that is my fanboyness. Looking back and reading this it makes me seem really dorky but oh well. I'll take pictures of my "autobot" and put them up.
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Thursday, June 28th, 2007
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8:55 pm - Summer duldrums
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Otakon is a no go for me... One person had to back out and because that one person left another person had to leave on going so, there is no way 2 people can really afford the room that is reserved so there is no otakon for me this year after so many times going now is when it stopped :( well I hope i can still go to anime USA and anime boston this year coming up.. I will be at anime next though just for saturday and sunday but oh well on otakon :( I just don't know what to do this summer other than watch transformers.
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Tuesday, June 26th, 2007
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6:02 pm - coming to an end
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--- Its coming to the end of the year at work and finally I'll be able to rest and relax. I have been working here and there on some new procjects and I have been playing with some art work, if you look on deviant art you'll see me playing with fractual art. Now that I have started to play with that I am working on messing that with my computer graphics. All I can say is WOW!!! I impressed myself that I actually had to say" dude you are good" (which I never do I alway put my art work down). Still I have been trying to find myself, trying to find the person I want to be and the place I want to be at. I haven't thought much on the subject because well... I'm comfortable where I'm at not totally happy, and not totally bummed just eh maybe. I do know I love teaching and people tell me its a sucky career but I love it. The fact that I am help the minds of young artists and young adults trying to learn subjects.
--- Well I must say congrats to my buddy Ovran for his future coming ahead of him. Congrats on getting engaged and hopefully it'll be a crazy fun celebration :P
In con news still going to be a 4squad member at otakon. I need to redo Celestin Keiichi because the armor broke and it needs to be reworked. Never fear one of my dream costumes is in the works, I know its a very old Idea but I still think he's badass, Lostboy/dangerkids Nall from Lunar eternal blue complete story. Its going to be a long hard process but I do hope to make it for the 08 con lineup.
current mood:  chipper
current music: Nightwish - dark chest of wonders
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Friday, May 4th, 2007
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8:00 pm - Yeah i'm back again
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Wow its been a long while and I do mean long. I really don't know where to begin but I have to say this year has been crazy i mean super crazy. Being a full time teacher, being assulted by students not once, not twice but three times. More so the biggest part is being an award winning teacher, and having students winning awards. Its been rough with trying to find a car, having relationship problems and looking to find myself again.
I think now as I get a little older too I am trying to look back and see the good I have done. This whole time I have felt, that I needed to atone for the negative things I have done in the past. I have pushed myself harder driven myself to go where I never thought I could go. This maybe has kept me sane for the most part but something feels not right still. I feel like there is some huge part missing and something more I'm looking for.
In con news I once again got to see a cool animechicky and kruthy. I hate that my time is always short and that "my keepers" always need to pull me away, maybe I need to just wander out on my own and have fun. really that might be the lacking part of my con experiance lately when everyone i go with "needs" to have me about and "needs" me to choose things. Well otakon is coming up and hopefully I get to see at lest one person outside my of group of trainers.
current mood:  calm
current music: uverworld- just a melody
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Thursday, January 25th, 2007
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7:33 pm - Another day as the snow slowly passes.
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It has been sad and bumpy again as of late. My grandfather had fallen and seriously hurt himself so he had to get surgay on his foot. Well the doctor tell him to stay off his foot and does he? Nope not at all so his foot is swollen infect and looking black. Further more his sister my great aunt died two days ago. She was such a nice women and I loved her cookie.. she apparently had fallen and hit her head killing her instantly.. I was not told all the facts until I got home from work yesterday and found they my family all went to the wake and left me out because they knew how emotional I would get.
Also i have been very sick lately my stomach has been feeling like i was kicked in it and someone cut it open and cramped scorpians and rats into it. Not a pleasent feeling at all. But hey that's how things go.
Oh yes con news. Myself and two others dressed up like the fourth squad from bleach. we weren't any one character just the fourth squad because their bags are awesome and without them everyone would be dead. So for animeboston i want to try and get a fourth squad group together and randomly "heal" people. I will say this at the end of animeusa I was crawling on me knees with towel paper wrapped around my head, and holding a Kon doll up high yelling "Konnn! Koooon! Kon!"
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Monday, November 13th, 2006
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5:41 pm - Sorry everyone
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Sorry everyone I've been away so long, its been hecktic.
First off being a full time regular teacher is stressful but I love doing it, I love trying to build minds and trying to give children the tools to move foward in life. I unfortunately haven't been able to draw or do art so in that process I have been burning out because my stress reliver and joy has been very limited. Its a bit sad but I will try and force myself to make so times some where to draw. I have been working on some idea for AMVs and yet i lost preimer... while shuffling through my stuff and moving things it got lost and now I can't install it and I can't make any AMVs ;.;
An odd note too i haven't been able to sleep well it seems every night at 3am i hear voices or something seems to wake me up i dunno what it is but I have yet to sleep well and I am looking forward to anime usa to finally get some of my art work out there again and to meet some of my old art buddies as well as cosplay and show off my bleach squad 4 costume. I was hoping other people at another con mayber would like to join our squad 4 group because we are going to run around "healing" bloody hurt people.
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Tuesday, October 3rd, 2006
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6:31 pm - Wow long time
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its been a long time since I posted wow. I have been so busy with my fulltime teaching job. Its hard but i lasted a month I how i get better at it but still I'll try my best. I have been working too on different art forms like some gundam diaromas , don't laugh I have been trying to work on my artistic styles in other medias. I really think that the zoids diaromas will be cool i have a few in the works. Also if you are going to animeusa hit me up. I wnat to get in touch and talk about so stuff. I'm going to be doing a bleach cosplay group, we are all cosplaying squad 4.
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Tuesday, August 1st, 2006
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12:04 am
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I might be a bleach character for otakon? o.0 Could be. I am definately bringing my K1 jacket and stuff. I really relaly need to get to work on my dream costume. Nall from lunar eternal blue, I have all the fabric I'm going to buy a wig. I just need to get sewing. Also carrie, animechicky, anyone give me a call. you might not get a hold of me thrusday because my group is going to hit the aqurium... yeah fishies!!!
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Friday, July 21st, 2006
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12:10 am - OMG zombie me!
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All i have to say is two jobs is killing me and its still tough making ends meet. well this week was the first time I got assulted at my teaching job and it wasn't a very pleasent experiance. From time to time lately I have been stopping and asking myself "why? why do I get up in the morning and go?" I so wanted to try and do my lunar Nall costume for otakon but that won't be done for a while.... so its just keiichi again for otakon. Also I was going to work on a bleach costume.. i was told by many people I should be Aizen...
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Friday, June 2nd, 2006
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11:20 am - Animeboston
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Boston was some good fun, I Got to do a photoshoot with lisa and my celestin K1 costume (which is retiring a bit, its too dang heavy) But Animechicky told me she wasn't going and she was there, that made me a bit sad that I couldn't at lest say hi. Some wierd things happened as well, I was sorta scolded by a certain person we all know who takes photos. My belldandy's costume got caught in the escaltor and I actually had to rip it apart before she got dragged down. (I couldn't hit the stop bottom on the escaltor I tried and all it did was make a noise). Then the weirdness with the windows I would just be looking out at the huge skyline and then across people would be waving at me. So I waved back, then they danced so I danced, and badly did I dance. I also never did get to give Greg the drink I owed him from Animeusa he was always hitting dance DJing before I even got to hit so down time and that was a little disppointing in myself if I say something I try 100% to finish. Well now animenext os coming and possibly the bakeneko beatdowns are coming.
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Wednesday, May 17th, 2006
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10:58 pm - I die a bit more
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Today another part of me dies, a wicked cycle seem to have come to pass. Today I had to say good bye to my brother and best friend Sega. He wasn't just a dog as some would say he was more than that, when a 12 year old boy looked upon the most cleaver of four legged escape artists he knew that this puppy the one that always found a way out would be perefect for him. And in a time were my life was changing so much, my so called father leaving, my mother finding a boyfriend (my stepfather now) and lashing out at the world, that little new life would soothe the soul from when he whined at 5months old wanting someone to be by him at night, I took him into my room and had him sleep on my pillow. as the years progressed he was so much more, when I was in my lonely despressed state he was there to lay his head in my lap when I needed comfort. In my phase fearing death he was there to let me wrap my arms around him and cry about the unknown. No matter how many years went by he still retained his 1 year old puppy like traits, fearing thunder and running for a room to hide in. But recently his body was failing him while he spirit still was going. His hip was in bad shape and he was starting to go blind, but within the passed few day things went bad, for a while he though his constant panting was just him getting old, but when he went to the grooms horror happened. He was coughing up blood, and from there to the vet to find out he was sick, but sick exactly my my grandmother was, he had lung cancer and cancer in his stomatch so the hardest choice of all came. Do we leave him as is or do we let him go of his pain. I personally if it was me in him pass I don't want to be in pain anymore, so today we had him put down, I was happy I got to say goodbye and before he went he ate a meatball and cheese oh how he loved cheese. So now my heart is very empty for I didn't loose my pet I lost my best friend and my brother.
In Memory
Sega
1994-2006
You are with grandma now and you both watch over us
current mood:  HeartBroken
current music: Spice Girls- Goodbye My friend
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Tuesday, May 9th, 2006
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7:31 am - New art
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Here is just a new bit of art I that will be at animeboston. I'm very happy with the way this turned out and I hope people see the heart I put into it. http://www.deviantart.com/view/32900115/ also for the summer I have a full time teaching job! I'm still so excited and yet so nervous I'm about to drop a pair of aces.
current mood: confused
current music: Nightwish- Nemo
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Wednesday, May 3rd, 2006
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2:16 am - Quicky
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Just a quicky, I got a full time teaching job for the summer! yeah! I still have the cons off cause I've got art to show and sell and I paid for them already. Also another teaser for you Ah My goddess fans, this http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/32625152/ might be at anime boston or next Ihaven't decided
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Friday, April 28th, 2006
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3:07 pm - Woot! Wait.. what!?
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So I'm back and I'm as confusing as ever. Well maybe I'm confused and looking through a cracked mirrior? Well anyway here is the run down, animeboston.. I'm going and I'm on the hunt for an enta figure.. Neoangel, and animechicky won't be there.. sad sigh, but silence glaive and kruthy will be there, but can I actually get a moment with the lord of the ceromony and can I actually get a moment to actually take pictures with bell-chan? I dunno but that sounded like the preview for another eps of digimon but anyway I hope to get to do that. I'm also looking forward to kauju! This AB is going to own all that came before it. Ok now Animenext will be interesting... I have something up my sleeve and due to the nature I will post pictures and summary after what happens. Now currently in my life. I have two jobs again, my teaching and a little Picture-On-Everything kisok so my funds for the cons are covered and I get to go buy some nice little things for myself. Now a question.. What first person shooter that is free to play online should I get? I have no idea but I want one that was like command and conquer renagade.
Game time!
Pick three people that are mutal friends with you. List 2 things you like about them and 2 things you don't like. Those people List 2 things they like about you and 2 thinsg they don't like about you, then they say why they like you and pick 2 other people. Like this for example.
Ovron
1. You make me laugh hard.
2. Your intellagance rivials that of a SUPER COMPUTER
1. You're in Florida
2. You don't call or e-mail me
You are one of my best friends and I still have a picture of us on my bulletin board.
Animechicky2040
1. You have a great smile!
2. Its always fun to hunter for others with you or just hanging out at con.
1. Don't get so much time to hang out at con.
2. we don't get to talk alot.
Your costumes own and you have an awesome personality of well lets make my our own fun!(last year's AB)
Greymistress
1. You bring the fun where ever you go.
2. You make me laugh to the point of almost peeing
1. we seemed to have lost touch over the years.
2. I haven't seen pictures of the family :( I want to see more pictures of the little vampire.
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Saturday, April 15th, 2006
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12:18 pm - I'm back!
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Sorry about the long time away guys. I was trying to find a new job. I also have been working on art work. But some great news my computer graphics students are award winners so i have been working on paper work and trying to get things ready. So much as happened and i don't have so much time to write it all down but I'll tell everyone about in my next posts. But i missed everyone and I hope everyone that's going to animeboston give me a hug, or a pat on the back or just say hi and chill with me a bit.
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