Today was a good and depressing day. Well first was of course graduation. I was beginning to cry in homeroom again. but i didn't! because i was too nervous about giving my speech. and then i forgot who i went after and i was freaking out. But then i found a program and i was like oh i go after bojan!! and yea. my speech went horrible, hayek said i was too close to the mic. :X o well. i got it over with. and then gabe's speech.i love his speech. and more speeches and then diplomas were handed out and i was yelling for everyone and yea. then it was over and i had to go to the van to get my backpack with clothes in it and i got it. but i didn't really see anyone after it. but then i saw justin and suki and neysa and then luis and then i found nicole and then courtney came and we went to the lawn and found more people. and we yelled at evan to come over but he didn't lol so yea..then they left and i went to portola singers. i changed in the backroom lmfao. then we got bored so we went into lab and they were playing stuff and we went to go get the drums off the lawn and i took the snare and i was all 'this is leah's favorite drum' lol so i took a picture of it.

and then we played with the tambourines. and so we went back and then they were playing that song lol i think it was 'what' and yea me and priscilla were dancing to it, it was cool. and yea it was fun.

aw. i'll never be with my friends while they're getting their instruments from there.....aww...

aw....music room...

mr. piano man!!!!!!

yea so and then it was fifth period so we went to magnet english lol  and i met a guy that i named mr. candy man cause he had a lot of candy. and then olsen kicked me and marc out.so we went to haddad's and haddad kicked marc out lol so i stayed there and i signed his yearbook and talked with him. and yea. then we went to p.e with next year's drill team. i finally met the famous juliet!!! and she's really cool!! just like everyone says!! and we were listening to ev's cd and i was like..'aw...ev...and angela aren't here..' and yea. tried flags. didn't work lol zalman was pretty good though. and yea. then nutrition, we went to the spot where justin and jesse and kris and angela hang out

and we left and there was this blue smoke bomb on the stairway

it looks cool..

and then we went to the lawn and all the chairs were stacked up

looks weird..

and then we were there at the spot were me and ev and hillary and carolyn and andrea and roxana and lindsay would be. and we were there and zalman took out his guitar and paolo (dunno how to spell it) came over and was playing smells like teen spirit. i forgot that whole song. i was trying to remember it and yea. maybe it's cause zalman's guitar was too small and not tuned right lol and then evan and his friend and jordan and alicia came and they were there and evan's friend was playing and he's really good. and now evan thinks i'm his stalker lol so yea then we went to science with mrs shah and she was cool and let me stay. and then people switched videos and we began to start watching a porn video lmfao and we saw this girl who was naked but we only saw like her head and chest. not boobs, but like right above and then they took it off. and she was like 'what was that?' and so we saw rat race, hilarious movie. i met this guy named murry there. he's cool. and then zalman stopped talking to me cause 'i was being mean for leaving'

and yea then we went to p.e and he started talking to me again. and we saw people and they were flicking him off and yea. i went to go see ou r p.e. spot lol

then me and prisclla did our heel stretches together and it was cool. and then we went to go hang with the magnet people. they're really cool and nice and funny.

and it said ev on the wall!!!

lol raymond and olivers lasers' in the lens.

olivers cool shirt lol eat. sleep. exercise.

lol zalman picking up raymond

and then we left to math. the last period. and they had a party and zalman took a root beer keg and i met this guy named david. who is really funny. and he's going to taft after he graduates so i'll see him. and yea we (me priscilla zalman and david)were there and talking lol and zalman said that he used to be a kid model and david goes 'watch we see a magazine called gap baby model rejects and zalmans on the cover' lol it was hilarious, you guys should've been there. and i signed murry's yearbook and ate humnus or however you spell it! lol and then it all ended with the ringing of the bell and we said our good byes *tears* and then i heard from zach that they caught ______ and they know that he brought the porn video and i was like nooo he's cool and he's being charged with like sexual harassment and yea it sucks. and now i'm here and it's like 'wow..i graduated..' and yea..aftershock... and yea... weird day...

hard to think we won't be walking those halls anytime soon..