I am tired. I have lived and walked the same goddamn life as many of you (as in humans) It has been hard. Torturous even. (**deleted** five hours of me telling you all about my hard life and about life in general)

AND I SMILE ALL THE FUCKING TIME.
WHY? BECAUSE I AM HAPPY. GOD DAMN IT HAPPY.
I LOVE MY LIFE. I LOVE MY LOVERS. I LOVE MY 6 BAD ASS GIRLS.

So YOU BITCH...
YOU FUCKING FAT ASS REFRIED BLACK BEAN THIGHED GORILLA TOOTHED HEAD WAGGING CAN'T EVEN GET BOYS TO USE YOU AS A BOOTY CALLIN CUM SOCK kick boxer nosed psychic vampire wannabeho with nostrils like two dirt devils BIOTCH can stop wrecking my day with your acerbic power tripping psychotic retarded bullshit any fucking time now.

Just because you woke up to piss in your cheerios does not give you the right to be mean and cruel just long enough to suck my life affirming energy from me and give me your green ass death cloud for the rest of the day. Using one rape and depression as an excuse for your disgusting behavior everyday of your life does not make it better. You're jealous. You're ugly. You're mean. AND YOU SUCK. YOU REALLY REALLY SUCK! (and you would a whole lot more if anyone would let you) and yes...that's why I called you a wanna be ho cuz you aren't even good at being a slut...STRONG BLACK WOMAN MY ASS

To everyone else in my face with their negativity...YOU FUCKING SUCK TOO. Please stop growling, breaking things, scowling, yelling or whatever the hell else it is you people do in my space or expect a slap. If I didn't piss in your cheerios don't piss in mine.

i hate you. you suck. you are all alone for a reason.
I am alone because I spew vomit everywhere.
there is a difference.

and now back to zen.

Tags: hate
Current Location: H(OM)E
state of psychosis: annoyed