From the ever indecisive nonconcluding scattered brain(s)
left and right war conjoined equal but seperate and different
hemispheres here-d

I must now confess. lipless though and listless still my body deftones
the longer I stay the more it calls out/
from the crowd everywhere I go...

cautious. careful. nervous. waiting...
we all are. just one step away from an enemy. here.
and everyone knows it.

nervous careful quick scans
eye contact even faster

make peace. make peace...
easy fast be polite and say it right.

watch the comfort found in the abiltiy to relax
for just a moment go warriors.

go...warriors?!

(if you must...I mean if you are in REAL trouble
just look up and say...go warriors in the middle of a sentence.
the city council meeting is interupted at the quarter.
adjourned early.to watch the end of the game.)

Such A tree.

That strange feeling of walking the line is a constant here. Every man woman and child...
is bad. and beautiful. The Oak mighty and ancient its roots thrive and make leaf from bloodsoaked soil.
It creeps into you. It's bad It's Bad It's BAD...mMm MmM MmM

I keep finding this perfect tough love at every corner in every interaction.
go warriors.

This is their home.
this is my home.

Tags: h(om)e
state of psychosis: good

My things are coming together lately fantastic! I am bright about 2-007.

new place is dope. The ceilings make my stuff seem so short. I want to get vertically grandiose.
plenty of room. The perfect amount. great shower great tub. almost free neti(zen)ery. Sleeping well eating well. Crazy Ass roomate.

Business DONE. two days off.
just saw thee friends.

died on the way home.
pirates that can't fucking sail...
DAMN I TRIED.

ahh yeah...and btw IT'S FUCKING FREEZING OUTSIDE!
I MEAN RECORD STYLE...
*shakes fists*

love.

Tags: h(om)e
Current Location: H(OM)E
state of psychosis: high
audio hallucinations: weird ass techno

94704

The opportunities exsist to make strange small talk with strange small strangers.

only now...
they talk to me,
everywhere we stand in line.

everywhere I sing.
everywhere I smile.
everywhere I walk.

***
I don't walk anymore. I dance.

send money, it's useless.

Tags: h(om)e
state of psychosis: crazy