The words ... the brain ... flickering away like mad

I second that emotion.

2005-06-16T17:00:46Z

QUITTING LJ && HEADING BACK TO XANGA.
... that's where [most] of the cool people reside.

It's a right I defend over and over again

2005-06-14T00:10:03Z

Last week already eh?

I just wanna give a shoutout hurr to everybody at our fucking kickass school. I ♥ YALL. And summer is going to be so fucking crazy even though I'm gonna cry my fucking eyes out on Thursday. But hey, I've done that every year, so I can't really break tradition anyway. I guess I have a soft heart.
Maybe a lil too soft. At the chorus concert I almost fainted from lack of oxygen/water in my body,
So this should be interesting.

"One TSP. TSP?!?" "TEASPOON!"

2005-06-13T01:17:28Z

My Kick Ass Weekend.

Last night at about 9 o'clock, I decided to go to Sofie's. I cried like 38593839958 times from laughing & it was grand, even though TEENS was at her friend's and NEC was block-partying it up, so we all couldn't have a sleepover.
Anyway, Sofie & her mom & me watched "Odd Girl Out" on Lifetime. It was rather ... exaggerated? But interesting.
THEN we watched some of "Sleeping Beauty" and cracked up at cracked eggs, Maleficent's cane, Mrs. West, and MARYweather ...
But then we saw some Billie Whitelaw, which pretty much made me pee in my pants. Okay I take that back - it DID make me pee in my pants. [I AM LAUGHING OUT LOUD RIGHT NOW.]

There's this one scene where the camera focuses in on Billie herself [ohboy] and you see Billie slowly opening her eyes ... and then her jaw moves and you're thinking, This incredibly intelligent woman is going to say something wonderful; let me listen. But of course, all that she has to say is "MOH!" After she says this word, she closes her eyes again and the camera pans out. Something this simple was probably one of the funniest moments of my life.

... Does anybody else notice a humongous similarity here?

So I got home at 12ish.

I woke up early this morning & decided HECK I'LL GO TO THE VOLLEYBALL PICNIC. Considering I thought I could start a bloodbath. (Justplayinggg, that's simply my new word.) But I did go swimming in the dirty creek, before learned what "Hi Me 5cents" means. I apparently have failed the speed bump test.

On the way home I texted Haley & we decided to get together. So I went over her house and we played up some Mario Party while listening to the Spice Girls, watched Made, and watched America's Next Top Model. Oh yeah, and I burned my feet on the black road.

Gopher

EVIL HANDS.

Our girl Adrianne (who coincidentally wins!)

MARIO PARTY YO.

Abstinence!

"The Lump." No, she really is not fat at all. Pahah

Good times.

♥ Oh yall! And today's the anniversary of Gregory Peck's death. Just thought I'd let you all know in case you wanted to send me flowers.

INCREDIBLE!

2005-06-11T23:12:12Z

Let's start with the ADVANCED basics
Name: Megan
Nicknames: Ellen, C.C., Billie, Dorothy, VIVI
Age: Fourteen
Nationality: In my blood I have German and Welsh and a tad Irish. In life, I have lovely America.
Birthday: January 12th
Birthplace: Arlington, Virginia
Current Residence: Ellicott City, Maryland ♥
Zodiac: Capricorn
Chinese Zodiac: The fucking goat. Hah
Parents: Charlie/Penny
Siblings: --
Pets: Dog (Lexi) && I've had about five hamsters that have all died on me
School: Dunloggin
School Mascot: Dragon

Favorite
Book: The Shining or Who He?
Movie: The Exorcist/The Omen/Halloween/Sleeping Beauty/The Shining
TV Show: Golden Girls && The Apprentice. OHYES AND THE NANNY. Are you happy now, Alison? Heh
Cartoon: Pokemon?
Anime: See above
Manga: --
Superhero: Batman
Family Member: My mum
Animal: Penguin
Subject: Algebra or English
Color: Turquoise - which apparently "BRINGS OUT MY EYES" =X
Clothes Brand: I don't really care, as long as it's cute/fairly comfortable
Store: Nordstrom
Food: Pizza [TRATTORIAS PLEEASE.]
Villian: Maleficent from Sleeping Beauty
Shoe Brand: Converse [doiiii]
Band: Abba or The Killers.
Song: "Change Your Mind" by The Killers
CD Title: Beauty And The Beat
Hero: Prince Phillip
Mystical Creature: Emoks? HAHAHA
Candy: Gobstoppers. [Now I have a major craving]
Quote: "What a lovely surprise to discover how un-lonely being alone can be." - Ellen Burstyn
Teacher: Petrovich
Website: E-FRIKKIN-BAY
Instant Message Program: AIM
Car: YELLOW PICKUP, YO. aka I don't know much about cars.

Preference?
Pepsi/Coke: Coke
Dog/Cat: Dog
Car/Truck: TRUCK.
Suicide/Murder: Murder
Guy/Gal: Guy
White/Black: Black
Dark/Light: Light (I totally just contradicted myself)
Pink/Blue: Blue
TV/Computer: TV
Chatting/Surfing: Surfing, if I knew how.
Ocean/Swimming Pool: Swimming pool.
Comedy/Horror: Horror by a long shot
Rock/Punk: Rock
Republican/Democrat: Democrat [JOHN KERRY I STILL LOVE YOU.]
War/Peace: Peace
Good/Evil: Evil is more interesting. But I guess Good will always win in the end.
Sunny/Cloudy: Cloudy
Winter/Summer: Summer
Spring/Fall: Fall
Birthday/Christmas: XMAS, also by a long shot
Halloween/Easter: Halloween
Jesus/Satan: I don't know if I believe in either. I guess I believe in the idea of Good Vs. Evil more than anything.
Jeans/Khaki: Jeans
Movies/TV Shows: MOVIES. I live for them.
Books/Comics: Books.
Hot Topic/Hollister: Don't go in either very much.
Hugs/Kisses: I'm somewhat of a gigantic hugger.

Wonderful Friends
Weirdest: I've been told that that part of the friendship is me.
Drug Addict: No comment
Most Hyper: All Ya-Ya's. Unless we have been staying up late the night before watching The Omen && such things.
Funny: I hang out with 100% funny people. No humor = you suck.
Smartest: All those Geometry kids that like to shove it in our faces (=
The Nerd: GRIMER. WE ARE NERDS TOGETHAAA.

Stranded on an Island ...
5 things you'd bring with you: My computer, the Harry Potter series, foundation, Who He?, and The Exorcist
Shelter: A shack.
Food: Bananas & coconuts
The leader would be: A science person such as Asif or Dan, just not Chen or me. Sofie would be good too, with her high IQ youknow.
Why them: They're smart?
Who would get you killed: Probably Sasha or LK, by mistake
Try to escape: Ariel. HAHAHAHA
Cuddle up to when it's cold: PRM && we'd make babies. I'd even have them without any medicine or anything.
Get mad at the quickest: Tom, because Haley and I are just like that

Have you ever
Written a poem: Yeah
Written a song: Let's just say I'm not that gifted
Written a book: A short one
Sang in a play: Probably back in elementary school
Sang a solo: HAHAHAHAHA NO.
Sang just for the hell of it: Many many times
Done drugs: Nope
Drank alcohol: Eh ...
Been tricked into drinking: Nope
Smoked a cigarette: Not yet but I have a feeling that I will inherit the cigarette genes. Considering pretty much my entire mom's side has smoked at one point in their life.
Played addictinggames.com: Yessir
Played an Xbox: Yeah
Played a Playstation 1 or 2: I own 2, as a matter o' fact.
Played Dreamcast: Nope
Played Gamecube: Own it
Played Sega Genesis: Never even heard of it.
Played a GBA: WHAT-THE-FRICK.
Played an old NES system: see above please.
Played a computer game: The Sims = HAAAWT
Watched a Star Wars movie: Hell yes, those old ones are the shiit
Watched Star Trek: Not an entire episode
Watched Stargate: Nope
Watched Pokemon: Those were the days.
Watched DragonBallZ: No
Watched Yu-Gi-Oh!: Sure thang, with my old neighbors.
Collected Pokemon cards: GODDD I MISS THAT SO MUCH!!!
Collected DBZ cards: Nah but I watched people do it. I was too Pokemoned out.
Collected Yu-Gi-Oh! cards: see above once again.
Created your own anime characters: I was never that addicted thankyou.
Been to an anime convention: HAHAHA sadly not!
Bought a car: As I am fourteen && have zero money, that would be difficult
Gotten a car for your birthday: ANOTHER question where the fourteen factor comes in.
Been to gaiaonline.com: I just went, it wasn't very exciting.

Funny Business ;p
What is the current time: 7pm.
What is the current weather: Cloudy skies.
Where are you: My room.
When did you last cuss: Besides on this survey ... probably five minutes before I started it.
Who is with you: Nobody (=
What shampoo do you use: Herbal Essences
Do you believe in ghosts: Yeah && my dad claims that he saw one once.
How many kids do you want: 1-3.
What would be their names: Penelope/Wendy/Billie/Billy/Daniel

For or Against
Suicide: Against just for the person's sake, but it's not like I believe they'll go to hell.
Gay marriage: FOR, BABYYY
War: Against
Bush: Against
America: A mix of both - I have no country spirit
Stereotyping: Against

&& HERES A FEW QUIZILLA QUIZZES FOR YUR ENJOYMENT.

You are Laurie, from "Halloween." You are
intelligent and strong.

You're living the movie Scary Movie!

?? Which Horror Movie Are You Living ??
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You are Malifacent from Sleeping Beauty. The
ultimate goth and party crasher.

What Disney Villain are You?
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You Survived! You are a regular Nancy Thompson (A
Nightmare on Elm Street). Although you mostly
ran. But cowardlyness helped you survive. But
of course that killer will be stalking you the
rest of your life. Oh well!

Can You Survive A Horror Movie?
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You are Dorothy Zbornak! Yes, that name
is the legacy of the man that screwed you over,
but no matter! Your smarts and quick wit can
not only get you through, but get you to the
top of any situation!

Which Golden Girl Are You?
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Mel B - Scary Spice

Which Spice Girl Are You?
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With Which Harry Potter Male Are You Most Sexually Compatible?
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(This made me laugh out loud: "Bring me the riding crop so I can beat you slave...and did I say you could walk? CRAWL WORM")

On that ridiculously good note, I'm out.

Time she stopped ... time she stopped ... time she stopped

2005-06-09T23:21:29Z

I am renting Sleeping Beauty tonight♥

The Samuel Beckett plays came tonight - featuring Miss BILLIE WHITELAW. They're absolutely amazing. But of course, they're odd.

MORE LATER KAYY ABOUT THE CONCERT & TODAYS EVENTS.

Edit, with the Killers concert (6/8) at Merriweather. ♥♥♥ awesome awesome awesome.
Keane & Louis XIV opened. Plus this other band that I really liked and can't find the name of because I can't remember, and Regina Spektor or something (ew).

Keane opening. Aw I love that guy; he's so cute!

This one didn't fully load. But you get the idea - they were setting up.

Just great. Thats pretty much all I have to say about it.

The past few days have been great too, full of brownie stealing and people asking me "BY THE WAY, WHAT IS THAT ON YOUR HEAD?" and laughing of Ellen the monster while getting my chair pulled out from under me. & NES. & Lunchtime making fun of the best horror films. [I love you guys!!]

A TRIBUTE.

2005-06-06T20:57:27Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY B.WHITELAWWW!!!! WOOHOO♥
Well I just had to let that out.
Words probably cannot even express how much I love this woman. (Who acts. C'mon people.)

Yeah I don't know. She looks pretty stupid there I'll admit

^ I love his shirt. Love it love it love it love it love it. As a would-be couple, they'd be so cute. So sexy.

HAHA

This is most likely my favorite picture.
"Conducting" Sam.

Thats all, folks. I don't expect many of you to understand this, really.
Good day today eh? [=

out ... into this world ... this world ... tiny little thing

2005-06-04T22:22:38Z

Went shopping today with Mickster. Bought three shirts, real cute, and we saw Madagascar. Considering we've wanted to see it since December, it was exciting & soo good! Next Friday we're seeing it again probably. The only thing bad about it was the song "What A Wonderful World" which made me tear up because I am just soft like that.

Besides that good ol' time, I got something so amazing --->

Filmed only a year before Samuel Beckett’s death in 1989, these special studio recordings of Eh Joe, Footfalls, and Rockaby—brief, concentrated, and pared down to the absolute essentials, even to the exclusion of color—are the definitive productions, made in collaboration with the Nobel Laureate himself and featuring his favorite and most-trusted actress, Billie Whitelaw. Together these plays explore the themes of consciousness and self-image, in Beckett’s inimitable style. (80 minutes, b&w)

Eek! Can't wait til that comes.
Hope my mom never figures out how much it cost =X

I'll just wait around till you fade away like the rest. Like the best of the best

2005-06-03T10:26:55Z

I feel so much better today .. I'm going to school & I won't miss FUNDAY.

This calls for a celebration!

EDITTT! I'm SO happy I could cry =)
days like these are what make it

"... Ah, lordly is the life I lead" =>

2005-05-31T14:07:22Z

Back from Penn State. All in all, we did .. okay? I didn't really care at all. I actually managed to squeeze in some fun.
Apparently we're having practices through June and an optional tournament.
YEEAH RIGHT.

Anyway, I'm home sick.

But at least I know some other people are, too. & Plus, today woulda been that field trip.
Until I would fall in the river (!!)

- My mom is back in Texas. AGAAAIN.
+ Killers concert soon.
+ This weekend = hanging out with "GRIMER" who I haven't seen in forever & possibly showing off "The Omen" to those poor folk that haven't seen it!
+ No more volleyball coach named Angie. EVER. Because she's leaving the club.
- I broke my fucking iPod but am hoping to get (yet again) another one.
+ I WATCHED KILL BILLLLLLLLLLL. As you can probably tell by my layout. Best movie ever.
+ Went on a major shopping trip.
+ Ilovemyfriends .. turns out a lot of people were in Pennsylvania!

So now I'm off to Best Buy. Hah

edit// with a:
Survey. DO IT.

What is most like me...
a) surfing or sailing?
b) smoking or drinking?
c) demon or exorcist?
d) paris or hawaii?
e) book or movie?
f) milkshake or smoothie?
g) silk or leather?
h) gun or knife?
i) dog or cat?
j) tube top or halter top?
k) depression or mania?
l) murder or suicide?
m) strawberries and cream or chocolate cake?
n) cowboy or indian?
o) trick or treat?
p) kissing or holding hands?
q) freak dancing or slow dancing?
r) pessimist or optimist?
s) shower or bath?
t) low self esteem or high?
u) rock or rap?
v) water or gateorade?
w) MTV or VH1?
x) hillary duff or brittany spears?
y) god or atheist?
z) fun or boring?

"Gimme a head with hair, long beautiful hair" -_- < GAZN ariel.

2005-05-24T19:55:57Z

my mom made me a hair appointment today.
i guess it's been three or four months since my last one.
so i'm asking for something different tonight, too. (same length though.)

pictures later.

You make me nervous.

2005-05-21T02:33:29Z

Today knocked yesterday's feelings out of the ballpark. (For lack of a better phrase.)

My thingys came in the mail, so I redid one of my walls. It has the following posters / pictures: Billie Whitelaw (I made a pretty damn good collage), "Halloween," "Divine Secrets of the Ya-Ya Sisterhood," "The Sound of Music" X=, "The Shining," "The Omen," and a few drawings. I really like it.

Otherwise, yeeah definitely good day. Got an 84% on my math test, which is pretty much the first time I haven't failed one of her tests.

&&

-Laughed at the prospect of coming to school at 4:45 in the morning

-Laughed at Mr Petrovich in the hallway who went up to this girl & was all like "I AM GOING TO TAKE THAT BELT AND ..." (I couldn't look at him. I really couldn't.)

-Kicked Brent's chair.

-Sewed pants.

-Fell on my knees in gym and had ANOTHER chuckle. Along with pretty much everybody that saw. Which was a lot of people. Brigham was like "WELL SHE PLAYS VOLLEYBALL YALL" and I was just like ... well, what does that have to do with anything?

-Watched "Halloween" & The Daytime Emmys. Stockard Channing won something for Jack. That was all that was worth watching it for.

-Talked to Ari on the phone.

-Packed for thePARKKKKK

YES THAT IS ME FRONT SEAT.
Or it will be.
Then I'm going to play in the Lost Child Caboose.

Now I'm waiting for my mom to get home from Texas.
I missed her.

megan = biggest softie of the grade. thankyou.

2005-05-20T10:48:13Z

It makes perfect sense that it's raining today.

I really cannot explain last night's concert. I have never really cried that much in my life. My mascara was seriously all over my face. Everybody else was smart enough to get waterproof.

Mr. Lavin knew I was gonna do that, too, considering that he stated in front of everybody that he didn't know what to do with me at the school concert earlier.

So I don't know what to say. My tears were loving tears. I've really come into my own here with everybody ...

But I guess I'm supposed to be like this. I'm not supposed to be happy all the time, even though I'm lucky that I am 97% of the time. I just really hate being sad. I hate crying. I hate it hate it hate it.

SHE'S NOT MARRIED!!! PAPAAAAHAAHHAHA

2005-05-16T22:03:40Z

oh, the marvelousness of it all.

i laughed so hard today. at everything. i screamed at Brent (lovingly), forced people to draw me pictures, and took on many different voices. talked to Nichelle this morning AND I CLEANED UP YOUR REPUTATION HALEY. she no longer thinks that you are a druggie. =) jaykay ♥

the rest of the day? well, the fire alarm was pulled at the end. me, cameron, and david (barnett! thank you) sat on the grass together and discussed The Giver. it was rather hippie-ish. lunch was hilarious though. sofie, emily, sasha, ariel and i seemed to be the only ones understanding how comical everything was, while seth probably thinks i was absolutely wacked. i was jumping around like i was possessed (SOFIEFRIEDMAN). oh and i signed a card for a girl i didn't know & so now everybody has to explain who i am.

FINALLY - I HIT "YAY GIN" IN THE HEAD WITH A CRUMPLED-UP NOTE. IT WAS FREAKING HILARIOUS. I DIED.LAUGHING.

a few positives.

2005-05-15T20:13:08Z

+ i am no longer failing math. thank god.
+ i officially love and appreciate Maryland more than anyone will ever know. e to the w to Virginia.
+ gregory peck is incredibly gorgeous and may become my next man obsession
+ i found the most unflattering picture of my volleyball coach
+ my Exorcist & Halloween shirts came. they are the shiit.
+ I BOUGHT "HAIR" THE MUSICAL ON DVD.
+ hershey is next weekend. helllooo great bear and goodbye flip-flops. <3
+ haley and i still have a picnic appointment for this month. swear to gawd
+ my posters and books (except for one) have not come in the mail yet so i have some things to look forward to.

new icon also. it's billie whitelaw, my new favorite actress.
ME = PLASTIC SURGERY TO LOOK LIKE THAT IN TEN YEARS. MAYBE♥

STREETSMARTTTTTT

2005-05-12T10:40:28Z

this is a boring post, but.

i must say.

i am ready for the Apprentice finale tonight =X but if Tana doesn't win, i am going to cry. no kidding.

edit // it wasn't the finale. paha. but according to my mom, Tana is toast. this makes me very upset. and i'm going to Virginia for the weekend ... so text or call me. i'll be available for conversation any time. except when i'm reading one of the ten books i'm bringing (Billie Whitelaw's autobiography) or watching classic movies (The Stepford Wives - original version - & Mrs. Doubtfire).

I'm home.

2005-05-07T12:34:18Z

this movie is all that's on my mind currently...
even though i watched it Thursday night.
(in the english language. unlike the poster.)
Sofie & I like Jack's voice & eyebrows. (=
AAAND Wendy was the funniest crackhead I've ever seen.

AHHH!! Looks like you shouldn't be watching to
Overlook hotel over the winter. Or if you are
you should be locked in a padded room and kept
away from sharp objects. You're likely to
murder your family! REDRUM!!

The Shining-If you were in Jack's place, would you crack?!
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and then we've got this slight problem here, i'm probably going to kill you all

"Wendy, I'm not going to hurt you.
I'm just going to bash your fucking brains in."

so watch this movie if you haven't seen it! it's addicting¡!¡!

decision made.

2005-05-04T10:39:44Z

i miss The Nanny.

so for all of you i yelled at when calling me CC instead of... Ellen, forget that one.
i have gone back to my roots, either name will do just fine.

THANKYouuuu.

PHAHA.

2005-04-27T21:16:51Z

now i feel like the biggest turd.

arthur in home ec today told me about the whole drug bust. and i thought he said drug bus. so i'm going around today and asking what it looked like. maybe that's why i got a few confused replies.

after having a few people laugh their asses off at me online, i think i'll go downstairs & absorb myself in all my extreme whiteness. goodbye.

basketball.

2005-04-22T19:57:21Z

i took my camera to school today. && here are my pictures </font>

feet on FLIP FLOP day.

ariel the cute asian.

an odd picture of our lovely gym. with deannah in the way back

sarah's classic "wtf" face.

arthur (idk why he sits with us still)

"ALIEN!"

brentieee!

seth right after i jumped up across the table and tried to get my camera back. that hurt my dear pelvis =X

close-up on david.

both caught at bad moments eh?

ariel's back and jonny

emily seth (MAKING OBSCENE GESTURES!!) and sofie

pahahahahah i almost died

abigail..

i was getting a closeup of yonder's teeth

blast game tonight- should be fun,

haley give me a call when ya can [on the cell or at home]. if i don't pick up it's cuz i'm singin'.

CUE EVIL OMEN MUSIC. RIGHTNOWWWW

2005-04-20T21:52:34Z

i am mrs. baylock. end of freakingstory. i enjoy the arts of devilish deeds and possession.

tomorrow is the chorus field trip thingbobber && i do believe i will be picture-taking. after all, the smith theater is like my second home. i learned how to ski there. ha ha. oh jesus those were the days.

"i will protect thee."

2005-04-15T21:51:06Z

my ol' entry went & got itself deleted.

on the bright side, i am in a good mood. i just finished watching "the omen" and thoroughly enjoyed it. its about time i watched a movie where the devil wins. (for those of you that don't know the plot, it's about a boy named damien who kills people && is the son of satan.)

pure evil. and no, that is not damien, that is just about the coolest woman ever - damien's protector from hell! aka. i just had a mind blank about what her name is.

♥surveysss

100 movies. Bold the ones that you've seen.

1 Godfather, The (1972)
2 Shawshank Redemption, The (1994)
3 Godfather: Part II, The (1974)
4 Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring, The (2001)
5 Schindler's List (1993)
6 Citizen Kane (1941)
7 Casablanca (1942)
8 Seven Samurai (1954)
9 Star Wars (1977)
10 Dr. Strangelove or: How I Learned to Stop Worrying and Love the Bomb (1964)
11 Memento (2000)
12 One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest (1975)
13 Rear Window (1954)
14 Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers, The (2002)
15 Star Wars: Episode V - The Empire Strikes Back (1980)
16 Raiders of the Lost Ark (1981)
17 Usual Suspects, The (1995)
18 Amélie (2001)
19 Pulp Fiction (1994)
20 North by Northwest (1959)
21 Psycho (1960)
22 Silence of the Lambs, The (1991)
23 12 Angry Men (1957)
24 Lawrence of Arabia (1962)
25 It's a Wonderful Life (1946)
26 The Good, the Bad and the Ugly (1966)
27 Goodfellas (1990)
28 American Beauty (1999)
29 Vertigo (1958)
30 Pianist, The (2002)
31 Sunset Blvd. (1950)
32 Apocalypse Now (1979)
33 Some Like It Hot (1959)
34 Matrix, The (1999)
35 To Kill a Mockingbird (1962)
36 Taxi Driver (1976)
37 Third Man, The (1949)
38 Paths of Glory (1957)
39 Fight Club (1999)
40 Boot, Das (1981)
41 L.A. Confidential (1997)
42 Double Indemnity (1944)
43 Chinatown (1974)
44 Requiem for a Dream (2000)
45 Maltese Falcon, The (1941)
46 Singin' in the Rain (1952)
47 Bridge on the River Kwai, The (1957)
48 Sen to Chihiro no kamikakushi (2001)
49 Saving Private Ryan (1998)
50 All About Eve (1950)
51 M (1931)
52 Monty Python and the Holy Grail (1975)
53 Raging Bull (1980)
54 Once Upon a Time in the West (1968)
55 Se7en (1995)
56 Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon (2000)
57 Wizard of Oz, The (1939)
58 2001: A Space Odyssey (1968)
59 Vita e bella, La (1997)
60 American History X (1998)
61 Sting, The (1973)
62 Touch of Evil (1958)
63 Manchurian Candidate, The (1962)
64 Alien (1979)
65 Mr. Smith Goes to Washington (1939)
66 Rashemon (1950)
67 Leon (1994)
68 Annie Hall (1977)
69 Great Escape, The (1963)
70 Clockwork Orange, A (1971)
71 Treasure of the Sierra Madre, The (1948)
72 Reservoir Dogs (1992)
73 Sixth Sense, The (1999)
74 Jaws (1975)
75 Amadeus (1984)
76 On the Waterfront (1954)
77 Ran (1985)
78 Braveheart (1995)
79 High Noon (1952)
80 Fargo (1996)
81 Blade Runner (1982)
82 Apartment, The (1960)
83 Aliens (1986)
84 Toy Story 2 (1999)
85 Strangers on a Train (1951)
86 Modern Times (1936)
87 Shining, The (1980)
88 Donnie Darko (2001)
89 Duck Soup (1933)
90 Princess Bride, The (1987)
91 Lola rennt (1998)
92 City Lights (1931)
93 General, The (1927)
94 Metropolis (1927)
95 Searchers, The (1956)
96 Full Metal Jacket
97 Notorious (1946)
98 Manhattan (1979)
99 Butch Cassidy and the Sundance Kid (1969)
100 Graduate, The (1967)

Childhood
1. what did you want to be when you grew up? a writer.
2. who was your favorite person to do things with (excluding your parents)? my neighbors... Mark, Brian, and Nathan... (everybody secretly hated Nathan.)
3. did you love school or did you hate it? Why? Did that change as you got older? i didn't really think about it. i love it now, at least, as much as anybody can.
4. was your family close? What were your favorite family traditions? i used to be close with everybody, but now that we've gotten older i really don't like my cousins. && as for family traditions, i basically did everything with the Thompson side of me and none with the Riesz side. that hasn't changed.
5. did you think that being an adult would be cool? nope. i was peter pan.

Dreams
1. What was the last dream that you had about? The Exorcist.
2. Does it hold any significant meaning to you? yeah. i dreamt that i danced with the cast at a party. thats amazing.♥♥♥
3. Do you dream in color or black and white? black and white.
4. What is the most frightening dream you ever had? i used to have this reoccurring dream when i was about five years old, where jabba the hut would suck me down into the street gutter and try to rape me.
5. Is there one dream that stays clear in your mind despite the fact it was more than a few years ago? see above.

Beliefs
1. What is something that you used to believe, but are glad you don't believe anymore? uhm.. the tooth fairy? idk.
2. Is there something you wish you still believed? What? yes. the idea of god.
3. What experience or person taught you the most about life? probably my mom.
4. What area of life would you like to know or understand more about? how people get the belief of god && really can stand by it.
5. What is your most valuable lesson about life so far? not everything is going to turn out the way you want it to. and you are also going to meet some asses in your life; you can't control the way they act around others or towards you.

You wake up one morning, all groggy and tired. As you stumble your way into the bathroom, you look in the mirror and find out that...
1. You're the opposite sex. Besides the obvious playing with the new parts, what would you do? become the gayest homosexual ever! and shoot a round of golf with mr. petrovich.
2. You're someone famous. Who and why? ellen burstyn.. she's made a lot out of her career && is really gorgeous, in that really weird way.
3. You're the King (Queen) of the World (no, you're not James Cameron). What edict would you pass? The Exorcist will be re-released worldwide in 2023 for its 50th anniversary.
4. You're no longer in Kansas (or this world) anymore. Where are you? uranus.
5. You have a clone standing next to you and it's going to work/school for you while you get to play hooky. What are you going to do today? watch movies && read books.

Fortune Cookie
1. What is your opinion on karma? uhm.
2. If anything, do you think attitude makes any difference? yeah.
3. How has luck/chance/facts-of-life/God/karma/nature treated you so far? i'm grateful for what i've been given. therefore: its treated me good.
4. What is your opinion of the concept of destinies? i believe in it to an extent but you can't just sit around all your life and expect great things to happen.
5. Are both bad and good things needed in order to truly live life? yeah.

Magic
1) If you came upon a time machine, where would you go? Would you alter anything? Why? i would go to the 1950s and be able to live in the 1970s as a young woman. i swear that was my time. i WAS yoko ono!
2) If you managed to capture the Questing Beast, an odd combination of animal forms that is said to know the answers to all questions, what one question would you ask it? Would the answer change anything? Why? i wouldn't want to know anything too significant, so i'd ask what possessed michael jackson to compare himself with nelson mandela.
3) Someone presents you with a working voodoo doll. Do you use it? On who, why, and to what purpose? i would use it on angie, my volleyball coach, because she is a gross physcotic bitch.
3) Pick a superpower, any superpower. the ability to fly.

Pudding
1. What is the best dessert you've ever had? that reeses dessert at Uno's, with vanilla ice cream and chocolate sauce. mmm.
2. Is there a dessert that just plain grosses you out? nope. i'll eat anything.
3. Straight out of the container or with lots of toppings .... tell us how you like your ice cream. i like it straight, baby.
4. Cookie dough, brownie mix, cake batter or the finished products? cookie dough.

Summer
1. What is your favorite summer activity? beach volleyball && taking walks.
2. What was one great thing you did this summer? took lessons with an old college girlie and two other dorks.
3. When you were a child, what was your favorite summer activity? playing nintendo.
4. What has been your favorite summer vacation? the carribbean♥
5. Summer goes well into September, but when do you feel like it is over? the first day of school.

Alien
1. If you were an alien visiting Earth where would you come from? definitely uranus.
2. How would you get here and how long would it take? i would swim through endless and long nothingness.
3. What would you do or say when you got here? i would probably roll off niagra falls in a barrel.
4. What would be your best judgment about Earth and what would be your worst judgment about Earth? the sea would be the best && the cities would be the worst, all except new york.
5. What would you look like? pure white skin with extremely red lips, black hair, and webbed toes.

Music
1) who was your favorite band/musican when you were younger? the spice girls.
2) why? they had so much flower power.
3) are they still your favorite/one of your favorites? if i'm in that kind of mood, sure.
4) what is your favorite of their songs? spice up your life.
5) are there any specific lyrics you hold dear? "if you wanna be my lover / you gotta get with my friends." now isn't that ironic.

Pick one and explain why
1. Would you rather earn more money or have more time off? have time off && enjoy the best parts of malibu with my rich hubby.
2. Which is more important, the ends or the means? the means.
3. How are our personalities formed, by nature or through nurture? definitely through nurture.
4. Who do you feel closer to, your mother or your father? my mom. just because thats the way it usually always is.
5. Why do you answer these silly questions, out of boredom or out of love of introspection? both.

There's a movie being made about your life! Which celebrity will play...
1. you? Why? ellen burstyn, or "edna gihooley." she is the shit.
2. your love interest? Why? jason miller. he's sexy && has a complex, sunken demeanor. i love it.
3. your best friend? Why? bette midler. i just love her.
4. your enemy? Why? sarah jessica parker. idk why, but she bothers me. this way i could punch her lights out.♥
5. any family member? Why? linda blair would be my sister. that would just be interesting. and sigourney weaver would be my mother because she has really, really good teeth && cheekbones.

Angry mob.

2005-04-12T10:54:05Z

Yesterday was a really sweet day, until 10:44 P.M.

My dad and I fought like MAD outside of Imani's house. (She eventually called me and told me to listen to him, but I would not back down!!!) I'm not even going to tell you what we were fighting over, as it was just incredibly stupid. He threatened to ground me, & I didn't take that seriously. Of course, he ends up doing just that.

Now, let me explain why being grounded would not be good. On Friday, I am going to do one of the following things: go to a concert, go to the DMS dance, or hang out with the Golden Girls.

My mom got in the middle of it, and my dad started to scream at her. That really set her off ... I wouldn't be surprised if the neighbors heard us hollering over here. RESULTS: I'm not grounded anymore; my parents are not speaking.

♥

_discotoit @ 2005-04-08T15:41:00

2005-04-08T19:42:32Z

I have been exhausted lately. I have been taking naps after school & not really paying attention in my classes because I am writing notes & all that. Still, disappearing at lunch and being framed for making a mess in the cafeteria with your fellow Golden Girls is always fun. ♥

RANDOM RANTING THAT YOU DON'T HAVE TO PAY ATTENTION TO...

** My mom's coming home from Oregon today. She is constantly traveling. It's really obvious that it bothers every other fucking Thompson relative of mine, who call to check on me on weeks like these. They seem to be worried that my dad will pull a Riesz on me, and disappear to New Jersey.

** I am convinced that my grandma is either addicted to prescription pills / drinking / both.

** Even though I am probably the most... cheerful?... teenager in my entire family (both sides), I am apparently doomed to get cancer and depression. After all, THERE ARE SIGNS.

Hahahahahaha.

On a happier note, my mom is taking me shopping this weekend. I absolutely adore this weather. My dad is going to try & get Jimmy Buffett tickets. The better section of the chorus may be going to New York. I owe my mom about $75 for my cell phone bill (not so good). Irish bands are lovely. I might go to Georgetown soon. Teensy, Necie, Caro, and I are going to make a video about Dunloggin teachers - I will be playing the role of Mrs. Petrovich.

That's fun stuff.

Pictures:::

^ Me & a bit of Mickey's hair.

_discotoit @ 2005-04-06T17:41:00

2005-04-06T21:42:38Z

Yeah. <3.