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Her Space Holiday are the most beautiful thing in my life right now...
'And you don't know me
But you owe me
A little time to find some piece of mind
And when you hold me
I'm not so lonely
It will be difficult to leave this life behind'
'I want to thank you for our talk
Holding hands while we walked
You made me feel all right
And I wonder how you feel
If it's really no big deal
Is it all right?
You said there's nothing for you to say
It would have happened either way
So it's all right
I think the worst part of it all
You don't know how beautiful you
And that isn't all right
Honey, I know you're hurt
Even if you don't put it into words
I want you to be all right
Now I'm scared of this world
And falling for another girl
But it's all right
This bed gets so damn cold
I hate sleeping here alone
But it's all right
This feeling is well deserved
I've been owed all this hurt
For a long time
If you give me a little time
To straighten out my mind
Things will be all right, all right'
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[14 Dec 2005|02:29am] |
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I can't sleep so i'm going to use my time and do a post of memorable LJ moments:
sexoverfire
2004-08-03 02:17 am UTC (link)
lauren i can eat more oranges than you hhaha i am the master
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_dielaurendie_
2004-08-03 03:55 am UTC (link)
Rematch, I ate more other food than you, those noodles were actually pretty good- mongowian
Oh, I have two painful little cuts on my left hand, I was laying on the car beside Amy's and Gemma tore up my skirt and ripped my fishnets, I freaked out and fell off sort've, well it was more of a slow roll, either way.
robb says:
hmm... i'd be willing to take my clothes off for $200 p/h
I hate him. Fucking faggot, I hope he od's on hxcpride, fag.
Sec O'if says:
everything we ever had was a fucking waste.
And I guess that's exactly right. (VERY liberating moment)
I was saving some starburst for a special occasion like tonight...I wanted to savour the starburst taste, all the different flavours- possibly mix them and create my own unique taste. But alas, my mum has ate them, i'm distraught at this outcome and the only way it can be made up is for me to have starburst right now.
Has anybody else noticed that my calls are totally unwitty and i'm lacking in comebacks lately?
All drunk on Passion Pop... We watched some movies and went to sleep, and somebody I like came and saw me, which was also good. (that person was Ben)
Merrin says I have a mullet
I just cut beck's bangs... She has a sexy new short fringe, My cliche side-fringe is gone, I now own a uh, below eye one? You know those 80's rockstar mullet wigs? It's that. Exactly that...
liddle_mewwin
2004-06-20 10:18 pm UTC (link) Select
hahaha i saw becs bangs. u cant cut straight. were u drunk wen u did it?
[08 Jun 2004|11:58pm]
My display picture (girl) and Beck's display picture (faceless boy) are in love, they are going to get married, have kids, divorce and eventually die... Eskimo Joe Friday!
My arse is on fire...
[31 May 2004|11:27pm]
To Beck and her new LJ, I wish you and it all the best love and stuff
i_am_retarded
[19 May 2004|12:41am]
[ mood | Toilet ]
_dielaurendie_
2004-05-03 08:54 pm UTC (link) Select
Sometimes I just stare into mirrors and think, 'my god you are so ridiculously good looking' ... It's my stick-thin physique and boyish charm.
The google search engine picture's pretty today.
Well... As of Monday I shall be a resident of a big purple house in Milton, i'm scared but the people seem really nice.
Oh well, It could be worse, I could be Samantha Wain with a g-string on, shudder. She's going to USC with Beck, sucked in to Beck.
There's blood on my shirt collar from last night... How punk rock am I? Someones period stained underpants probably brushed by my head that's why.
Lauren says:
and rape her then dispose of her bones in a bin somewhere down the street never to be found again?
INSERT SCENEXCORE LYRIC HERE! says:
nah
INSERT SCENEXCORE LYRIC HERE! says:
im shy as fuck too
INSERT SCENEXCORE LYRIC HERE! says:
so itll be so bad/boring
INSERT SCENEXCORE LYRIC HERE! says:
so.. what would u like to do..
"i dunno whatever u wanna do"
um i come here often, you decide..
"eh"
ok ill pull down ur pants and take u from the rear
.. and thats when she maces me
I'm not touching another cigarette. [23 Jan 2004|02:21am]
I'm too tired to post any more now...But there's some seriously quality stuff in it. It's amazing seeing the changes in myself.
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[12 Dec 2005|06:09pm] |
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Umm...Well I feel like the saddest lonliest girl in the world right now. I'm left with nothing but a little bit of hope and a big empty hole. Fuck fuck fuck. Christmas in less than two weeks. My b'day which I will be in court for. Yeah, I got arrested for something that I shouldn't have been on Saturday night. To top off everything. When it rains it fucking pours.
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[25 Nov 2005|10:02pm] |
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Well my msn won't work, I think it might be down, not just for me. It sucks, and Myspace is boring without msn messenger also running.
Umm, I never use LJ anymore, i'm just that cool, but all of you who might read this know that already.
I've been getting drunk a lot lately and having big adventures with my friends. But Lisa is gone now and I miss her terribly, so i'm taking it out on Beck haha.
I want to go out tomorrow night, maybe. Everybody should come out that means, whoever everybody is?
Oh, I also got that $49 call cap thing, so feel free to sms me motherfuckers because I will write back like 50sms' most likely. I sleep with my phone next to my face.
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[12 Oct 2005|03:11pm] |
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Hey... Well I saw Modest Mouse and they were really good, I get back on the 19th October at like 6:20am I think. I'm pretty ready to come home. And i've totally ran out of money pretty much. So I guess people will see me soon, suckers.
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[21 Aug 2005|03:03pm] |
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Hey to people that read this. Well i'm almost finished my Camp, which is awesome. Only like... 8 days left, really six though because i'm on intersession at the moment which means I get time off which i'm going to get drunk in, and also see Ben tomorrow, which is also really exciting, and he's working here for the last 6 days, which is children's session. Then i'll be home on the 2nd of October so everybody has to come out some time that week and get really drunk with me and we can all wear I love NY tshirts and pass out somewhere. I really miss everyone at home, but at the same time it's pretty cool over here, like... I guess it grows on you, even though it's a really shitty job. I had lots of fun at the YMCA Camp with ghetto children though. I'd totally go back there next year, not to a disabilities camp because it's fucked up. Anyhoo... That's about all, Oh! I went to Lake Placid and got a photo of a man with a serious mullet, no t-shirt on, a beer in one hand, fag in the other re-directing traffic after we got into a car accident haha, then we got photos with the 'rangers' that was cool. Anyhoo, cheerio. Beck likes anal, a lot.
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[25 Jun 2005|10:32pm] |
Somebody get me out of here, i'm dying
But seriously, I hate The YMCA.
I had to Hike an hour through the forest to even get on here.
One month until I get back to my comfort zone, which is Camp Anne I guess.
I miss everybody so much, when you don't have your friends it really makes you realise how much 99% of people are absolute shit.
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[10 Jun 2005|10:21pm] |
Umm... Well I guess I might 'update' my trip so far...
We got into LA and went to the hotel and stuff... I didn't see The Pixies, but we took photos of this random Nudie Bar like you see in the movies, with the big neon sign and stuff, and somebody had tried to burn the sign down, it was awesome. I was really gassy from the airplane food so I was farting so much. Matt apparently took the biggest dump 'ever' on the plane too, I had three little bottles of wine, it was rad except for me getting sober and the seats being tiny and stuff. I watched three movies.
Then when we were at LAX about to get on the plane to NY there was some 'terrorist drill' and I thought it was real and started panicking, I think I was the only one... I was ready to kill all the pensioners/weak people in order to save myself.
Camp's a cunt because it's so far away from anything. We got to Grand Central Station in NY at like 8 after being in the traffic for like 2 hours getting from the airport and had to wait until 9:50 to catch a train to the nearest train station from here, Wassaic...Yeah, I couldn't pronounce it either. wuss-eye-ick only faster. Soooo the train took like 2 and a half hours, then we got picked up from the station and had to travel like another hour to camp, we didn't get here until like past midnight and I picked my stodgy plastic bunk-bed and had a shower (cold) oh, there's no doors either, just curtains... And they blow around a lot, same goes for the toilets... For the wheelchair people.
Basically all we've done is cleaned toilets/cabins/picked up sticks/any shit job you can possibly imagine for the last week and it's been long days, like working 8:30am-7pm, yeah yeah... But it's like... Manual labour or something, oh and the days are really hot and I don't like the sun, so I keep on getting more and more freckles so soon i'll look like...Well, I don't know.
Umm... Yeah, i'm going to a different camp in like a week. It's a YMCA Camp, for inner-city kids... So i'm imagining it'll be all ghetto...Seriously, the recruiter said it's sort of like that even, haha...Oh god. But yeah, it's like... I'm with ahrc (association for something retarded something) and I get a staff ID card, awesome. Oh yeah... Anyway, we integrate mildly disabled kids with normal kids, umm... Yeah
Well there's a heap of English people that just came in here so i'm paranoid everybody's reading this, and my overuse of the word cunt is becoming a problem.
That's it.
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[08 May 2005|06:08pm] |
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Okay, so anybody that witnessed me making the biggest fool out of myself EVER i'm sorry... I have never gone that stupid/crazy when i've been drunk before, I don't think I will drink bourbon again ever, and I don't want to go to 610 anytime soon, even Brisbane for that matter... I am so humiliated. Anyway...That's it
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[27 Apr 2005|02:01am] |
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I'm excited about Friday, Byron with Merrin and Gem. People should like, hang out with me or something...So tell me when if you want to, i'm free basically all the time. I want to get my social points up before I leave
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[19 Apr 2005|11:26pm] |
Beck: My computer keeps making funny noises
Me: Maybe it's dying
neutral milk hotel says:
god don't say things like that...it's like my boyfriend, with a 19" manhood.aka.monitor.
I have to wake up at 4am to go to Sydney, I like Ben
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Alright, well... I figured it's probably better to tell people in advance what I want to do before I go away to the summer camp thing.
I leave on the 2nd of June, actually... Matt and I haven't worked it out yet, but the 2nd or 3rd.
I want my good friends (you know who you are hopefully) to celebrate my leaving (with me) in Brisbane because I don't want to go to The Party for it.
Brisbane sucks because the trains finish running at like 12:30 or whatever so I figured we could get a hotel room (or two depending on how many people) but probably one. And each pay $30 or something, get really drunk and have a really long, fun night out.
My proposed date for this will be the 27th of May, which is a Friday, so if you have a shitty time you've always got the Saturday for make up for it.
Anyway, so if you want to come let me know and i'll be happy.
Also, I saw GhostWorld shirts on Ebay and I want one, I got so excited... Ooh, and i'm going to Sydney next week, but it probably won't be that great because it's only for the night, still...Plane trip, I like planes, we leave at 6:30am though :|
Umm, I don't have much to 'update' on, somebody I know, and love with all my heart is going through a really rough time, but she'll be right as rain, she's tough.
I keep on wanting to get my hair cut, so after some interview on Thursday i'm going to go to Pac Fair, see Gem and get it cut... Like Shannyn Sossamon as 'Lauren' in The Rules of Attraction. It probably won't suit me but it's only hair, right? My ears are so little after taking the stretchers out, i'd say they're probably 10mm? One's getting smaller quicker than the other too, it's taking so long though. I did have them stretched for like 3 years I guess. I want a new piercing, I was thinking about my septum, I can't think of any other facial piercing i'd want... I should just wait until i'm overseas and have some money.
Hmm well I have to go finish off the book i'm reading, I thought i'd read all of Ben's Richard Laymon books, but I haven't read two, it's exciting.
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| Stolen off Nessdawg... It's pretty boring really |
[13 Apr 2005|02:40pm] |
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1. What School did u attend? St Michael's College...Gold Coast
2. What year was it? 2003
3. What were your favorite band(s) or artist(s)? AFI, Eskimo Joe, Hot Hot Heat, The Apples in Stereo, hmm, Modest Mouse... I haven't really changed much
4. What was your favorite outfit? I can't remember, probably what my favourite outfit is now, i've always been unfashionable.
5. What was up with your hair? Umm, I dyed it more, and it was shorter.
6. Who was your best friend(s)? Gemma, Lisa, Allira, Jacinta and Beck
7. What did you do after school? Intarnert!11. But seriously, internet. Sometimes i'd meet Beck at the corner store.
8. Where did you work during high school? Woolworths
9. Did you take the bus? Yeah.
10. Who did you have a crush on? David Buttigieg, 5 years is probably borderline obsession.
11. Did you have a girlfriend/boyfriend and who? Sometimes, I was such a whore aha
12. Did you fight with your parents? Yeah, who didn't? I thought they were the worst ever.
13. Did you ever get detention? Yeah, rebel rebel.
14. Favorite Subject? Drama
16. Who did you have a CELEBRITY crush on? Shaun Hatosy.
17. Did you smoke cigarettes? No way, I hated smoking.
18. Did you lug all of your books around in your backpack all day? Nah, we kept our bags on the portracks.
19. Best event ever? There was so many good events. Like the time Gemma fell over a steel bin, landed in it and bent it... Or the time I had to get hosed off in front of the school after falling in the mud at cross country. When we'd all lay down on the cement and pretend we were whales at lunch and thought we were sexy doing it. When Gem and I almost let Samantha Wain drown at Hinze Dam, you get the picture...
20. Did you have a 'clique'? I guess so
21. Where was your Senior Prom held? The Marriot I think... I didn't go.
22. Did you have a "Max" Eh?
23. Admit it, were you popular? Not really
24. Who did you want to be just like? Nobody, I like/d being myself.
25. What did you want to be when you grew up? I never established that, I still haven't
26. Where did you think you'd be at the age you are now? Haha, still in Uni? I suck.
27. What was the color of your yearbook? I don't know, black I think, they changed every year.
28. What were the colors of your school? Maroon and white
29. What was your school mascot? God? I don't know, we didn't have one.
30. What do you predict you will look like at your 10 year reunion? The same, only older...
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Through Matt taping an ad on TV for some 'Space Walker' thing in Surfers I found out about it, it looks really fun, and tacky... I want to go, who wants to come? I hate everyone in advance because I never get many LJ comments, bastards.
"Be teleported to Star Station Zeta. Experience the thrill of micro-gravity. Enter the amazing Discovery Pods. Journey through bizarre Wormholes to distant parts of the Cosmos. Space walk through the universe. Disappear into other dimensions inside a Black Hole. Bypass time in the awesome Star Gate. Magically arrive at SpaceWalker's Bar and Restaurant at the End of the Universe and delight in a fantastic menu and drinks imported from across the galaxy!"
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[27 Feb 2005|08:53am] |
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Hmm, well last night we saw Constantine, it was alright. Then we went into surfers to book in my tattoo, or get a quote or something, but I ended up getting it done then. It's a sewn up heart with a bandaid, and rays coming off it. I thought the rays would be all 'hardcore' yeah i'm gay, but they aren't. I like it a lot, it's in the middle of my chest, black and shaded, no colour. It's all gross and feels like sunburn, and everytime I look at it my fat neck gets in the way. For my first tattoo on my chest I thought it'd hurt more, but it mainly did up around my neck, then the rest was alright... Anyway, i'm up way too early, it's 9! Aha... Death From Above were good, it was good hanging out with Gemma too, missing the last train and having hardly any money was... Okay, and Gem's Brett situation was/is hilarious.
I can be so god damn emo now that i've got a healing heart on my chest, I should have got some box wine on there instead.
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I wanna go to the Blues and Roots festival... Only on the Monday though, because Gomez, REM, Bright Eyes and Butterfly Boucher are playing that day. I want everybody who wants to come too, to come and have fun and have fun times, because fun times are always fun
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[04 Jan 2005|03:40pm] |
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[18 Dec 2004|12:35am] |
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Alright... My birthday is on the 4th of January (18 days away) and VERUCA SALT are playing on that very night (Tuesday) I want everybody to celebrate it with me there... And if you can't i'm sure we'll celebrate it soon after the Tuesday. I'm really excited as I stumbled across this news just now. It's really weird. Anyway, anyway, i'll leave it at that.
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[05 Dec 2004|05:49pm] |
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Well, I haven't really had an exciting weekend. Or week for that matter, but it was still pretty good. Wednesday night I saw Garden State with Ben, Matt, Scott and Luke. It was surprisingly good, and weird because Matt recommended it, and I just had my doubts... But yeah. I mean, it isn't the best movie, but it's alright for a mainstream teen cliche love film (despite the characters being in their mid-late 20's) it's made for a young audience. Thursday we saw Team America, Ben thought it was really funny, I get bored in movies like that though, it wasn't that boring...But yeah, I wouldn't see it again. Friday I headed over to Gem and Lisa's with my saved bottle of really cheap red wine, drank it. That was my plan and I did it well with Gemma. Ummm, last night we went to Gem and Lisa's and stayed there for a bit then went into Surfers with Leah and Allira. We got our lips pierced, the beauty spot thing and went to The Party. It was really, really dead and boring so we left soon after. I got a random call from somebody who is apparently named Mitch at 5:30 this morning, that sucked. It wasn't even funny, it was just some bogan.
It's amazing how many people like Modest Mouse now. It's also dissapointing that lots of those people who like them also like bands like Taking Back Sunday, My Chemical Romance, hardcore, melodic hardcore, screamo, whatever the fuck the genres are. Sucks. I guess those people might've only heard Good News or they've burnt a cd and probably don't even know the correct name of the cd *cough, cough*
Anyway, anyway! I feel bad I didn't see The French Horns last night, but I will definately have to see them soon, I miss Brisbane heaps.
My lip's sort've stingy and sore, it's not that bad at all though. My bottom lip's closed up, i'm sure I could poke something back through though, I left my ring at home. That's all i've got really, bye!
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