i.hate.utb.

"We need, in love, to practice only this: letting each other go. For holding on comes easily; we do not need to learn it."

I found this set of pictures in a community that I belong to, and they just gave me the weirdest feeling. Whatever the reason that they left that house is... it just makes me feel sad, like something happened to have made them leave that quick. All I can wonder is what happened? I don't know it's just the creepiest feeling ever.

http://community.livejournal.com/abandonedplaces/637778.html#cutid1

( Bday Pictures )

So I'm a bit late posting about my birthday, but I was waiting on a few pictures from my twin so that I could make a pretty collage, and plus Im lazy and didn't feel like making an entry...
My birthday turned out to be really good. Everyone showed up at my house around 12am on wednesday so that was cute and we hung out for a while and talked and stuff and then eveyrone left went to bed, I woke up early which I didn't think I was going to do.. went shopping and then got ready and went to Jonny Carinos to eat with Phoebe, Danny, Vanessa, and Edward. Had a good time there, the food was super good, so was my little brownie ice cream cake thingy which Phoebe ate most of (hehe =P). After that I went home got ready again and then went to club Envy. The night started out kind of shitty, my fault of course but once I got things taken care of everything was good. I didn't really get drunk like I wanted to, but that was my choice. Edward bought me my first legal drink it was vodka with cranberry, then Jose bought me a shot, then Phoebe and Pearl bought me drinks, and then I bought myself my first drink legally.. It was a fun night. On thursday we went out to Valentinos I had a great time. I drank a lot there but I wasn't drunk or anything just kind of buzzed. The guy at the door gave me attitude.. I hate him! So that kind of sucked but then everything was cool. I danced a little bit but I was mainly focused on drinking. My cousin and my other cousin joined us at the club too. Oh yeah and earlier that day we went to Baja to go purchase liquor, I ended up buying like 5 bottles and a mini one. Then on friday I had a little party at Phoebes house. I had a really good time. All I need to say to sum it up is.... ACESS!! So yeah thats it the day I had been waiting for forever is over. I can officially purchase alcohol and I can now drink in clubs without being paranoid and having to hide :D

Thanks to everyone that was there with me on my birthday, and Phoebe thank you for putting up with my birthday girl drama queen attitude!! I better get my fireworks next year!!

i need to be there


Ever since I was little I always had an obsession with Chicago and I still can't get over it. I feel as if I belong there and I just feel like I need to be there. Everyone always asks why I feel like that, and I just don't know. I'm just so completely in love with it, and everytime I see it on t.v. and I'm by myself I get teary eyed and just really happy, I want to be there so so bad. Maybe a couple of years from now I'll be there and call it my home.

Some day this week I have to go look at schools for physical therapy, my parents let me change schools to get a quick degree so I can get a semi good job so I'm excited, then I can go back to school. I think this change will be a good thing, so I have to get on that.
We've been having the most beautiful weather lately, I'm so happy about that. I hope it keeps being this way.