| jocelyn, |
[Saturday
March 18th, at 12:32am] |
everybody wishes you were dead. won't you just die right now?
you've done so much damage.
the sun is falling &the shadows come, fill your world with emptiness.
why?
because you're nothing.
it's always been this way.
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| fellerina my ballerina! |
[Tuesday
March 14th, at 10:25pm] |
happy birthday pok!
my little baby grow up alr ah! ahahahaha (not you tong, tong still baby)
hahahaha anyway poor pokky, cannot eat meat today, or ice cream or chocolate, but nvm, tmr can right? we'll celebrate your birthday some other time and i owe you cheapo chocolate, but i already gave you toblerone! ahahaha :D
hope you grow tall and fat :D
lalalalaaaa
happy birthday to pok, you were born to talk cock, & your exdarling is ah mok! happy birthday you pok!
hahahahahaha what a nice song right? :D
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| OBS! |
[Monday
March 13th, at 9:41pm] |
HELLO! :D
i am super late!!! but i don't care! everybody's had like millions of posts about obs and i haven't had one.
anyway this is gonna be boring cos i DONT HAVE PHOTOS.
i miss obs like crazy, i miss armstrong <3 and i miss dee, i miss hiking around with the stupid heavy backpack and the killer groundsheet, i miss kayaking into the rocks with naomi, i miss shufeng shouting at random dogs, i miss dee's lies, i miss sheila telling me random things, i miss screaming at bees, i miss pitching tents, i miss eating milo powder, i miss waking up millions of times at night, i miss sleeping in tents by the beachfront, i miss jumping into the sea, i miss laughing at cousteau's burnt rice, i miss missing everybody and i miss a million things to do with obs.
we never got to do a height activity ):
&dee was a great instructor, he always tried so hard to make us happy even if it didn't make him happy, he tolerated our nonsense and we hurt him & "STABBED HIM THROUGH THE HEART, CUT SO DEEP" &he was still there for us and really taught us a lot of stuff.
jetty jump was WON-DER-FUL (:
ahhh yuechin scolded me for not blogging about obs HEHE
"ernie, don't be scared!"
i wish i could do obs all over again <3
okay everyone's blogged so much about obs hahaha
src has started! :D played against mgs, we won 14-1. only played 2&a half innings though. i made two hits! so i'm quite happy. and my pitching is so stupid now hahaha but oh well..
went shopping alot recently, bought a lot of crap and now my mommy says i can't buy shirts for a long time! ): ahahaha
when the night falls on you &you don't know what to do nothing you confess can make me love you less/I'LL STAND BY YOU!
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[Friday
March 3rd, at 10:59pm] |
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TWINNIE!
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[Wednesday
March 1st, at 11:26pm] |
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i really want to die.
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| shotgun seranade. |
[Wednesday
March 1st, at 10:44pm] |
it's like a neutron bomb explosion tearing me apart
it's only been a minute yet it feels like a year,
so how am i going to live now.
theres nothing worth living for anymore.
dreams we have as kids all fade away now its not the same.
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| i'm a goddess! |
[Wednesday
March 1st, at 9:33pm] |
& here;
jocelyn = visually addictive
goddess = visually addictive
jocelyn = goddess! xD
of course, this is all crap.
haha.
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[Saturday
February 18th, at 11:40pm] |
just look for the girl with the broken smile
and perhaps someday you'll finally understand what i'm saying.
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| (it's you i can't forget) |
[Friday
February 17th, at 9:29pm] |
hello we played against aes today and we won 25-2 but that's because we only played 3 innings.
it rained like mad and the ball was wet haha i was so sad! i cannot pitch.
but i'm happy because i made 4 hits out of 4 times at bat! i think this is like the first time i've gotten 1.0% for my batting hehehe yay! other than the times when i kept getting walks or er only one time at bat that sort. yay! they were all tyco hits. but anyway i think our batting today was not bad so yay (: naomi made a really good hit! should've been more than just a two base hit if not for the stupid ground rules.
we made quite a lot of silly errors, but we'll work on that. missed an easy grounder ahhhh i need to practice my grounders ):
its funny how i keep having such silly mood swings.
i really feel like talking to you. its been quite a while..
you know, i should really start thinking about everyone else around me. instead of just me. im so selfish i can't stand it. everyone else is more important anyway and i mean it, i dont want people to get upset because of stupid things i do anymore. i'll try.
i keep having these weird mood swings like im happy one moment and then im suddenly upset again. one moment im hyper and the next i'm completely drained.
on a brighter note, i am sitting with neenee again. (: that's good.
and i'm waiting waiting for you, have you forgotten me? wouldn't it be nice if i could just forget you too, it would've made everything so much easier.
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| HAPPY VALENTINES DAY! |
[Tuesday
February 14th, at 9:50pm] |
or like the ahlians will say (according to aunty), HAPPY VANSTINE DAY!
hahahahaha (: i got lots of chocolates and a present from my pigs! :D thanks!
you know, i suddenly remembered about SUAY CAR ;D (nysb inside joke) haha ahgua was like, i bet those people look suay lor! ahahaha :D
i miss cdiv :'(
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[Monday
February 13th, at 11:46pm] |
haha we won 28-2 or something today :D against fajar. ahgua pitched great haha and i played right field whoopee. i've never played outfield before!
I HIT A HOMERUN!
yay my second one hahaha my first one was during the peicai match? yay yay so fun (:
oh and i spoilt my boots so i had to borrow chunhui's boots for the rest of the game and now my foot has blisters. my stupid boots, just had to spoil halfway through the game sheesh.
hmm olive is on the airplane now i think how unfair i also want to go to america ): irritating pig smsed me and gloated about waiting in taiwan for transfer flight to LA.
oh yes we went shopping the other day and we bought everything except what we set out to buy HAHA :D
oooh i saw chewy with some guy at orchard you know! on sunday. SHEESH. so scary i shouted HAHA then i ran away cos i didn't want to see her. so sorry guys, no picture for you.
it's valentines day soon.
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| I'M TOO SEXY |
[Tuesday
February 7th, at 11:45pm] |
HAHAHA HELLO!
olive and i want to go shopping and get combs and write, "I'M TOO SEXY FOR THIS COMB!" on it like aunty did for tkc last year, cos we just remembered the song and i think its such a cute idea! AND we want to get custom made shirts haha that says (guess what) "I'M TOO SEXY FOR THIS SHIRT!" ahaha isn't that cool! it'd be er self-designed ahahaha so special right! :D
olive thinks shes married to jon johnson and edison chen :\ she's practicing signatures! ahahaha MDM ZHU. haha stupid gay sonneh! she likes to imagine jon johnson naked omg.
training today was terrible, as usual. zones are coming up AHHHH need to buck up! stupid me.
haha i love desperate housewives :D
I MISS 211'05!!!! i can't believe i ever disliked it (at the start of last year) ahh! i miss everyone so much ): not that 312 isn't funky, we are! ahahaha i just miss eleven as well ): wouldn't it be nice if the whole gep could be in one big class.
i miss aunty and my pigs, and pirated barney and louise and claire, and liann and her spastic banana dance, i miss ness during irs and renee my financial advisor. i miss liza my P.I. and ninja bodyguard and the crazy things she always does, and nana the bigbig bimbo, sufie, cheeko ahma, fishie and michelle the fangirls, babysitter, annie, rachel, cherm, gloria, and alena my p4 classmate! i didn't miss anyone out did i? i hope not. the rest in my class now i don't miss la :D hahahaha too bad, in-law!
anyway, 211 was really funky and yeah i had fun last year!
valentines day is coming soon haha buy me flowers! :D
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[Friday
February 3rd, at 11:04pm] |
see my dog roy! :D he's so big now, and fat haha! but yay so cute.
i was thinking of maybe having a screening of brokeback mountain? for anyone who wants to watch. preferably at someone's house, maybe yuechin's, or worst come to worst, maybe the sac? when are you guys free, and does anyone want to watch it?!
this year's new year wasn't very interesting.
I REALLY WANT TO GO SHOPPING.
I LOOK SUPER DISGUSTING.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
LOSEWEIGHTLOSEWEIGHTLOSEWEIGHT!
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[Tuesday
January 31st, at 11:18pm] |
haha i am pathetic .
we went to coach's house today! and played mahjong and blackjack and funny card games (that we didn't really know how to play anyway), and i kept losing! ): poh won like 20$.
i am unlucky and i am a jinx ):
i forgot what i wanted to blog about! i am losing my touch. not that i had any to begin with.
hmm. i have. brokeback mountain, if anyone's interested. i haven't watched it yet but i'll lend it out if the quality is decent.
i'm feeling so lethargic. and tired. it's only 1130.
headache.
my mind's a mess.
what's wrong with me,
i'm a mess.
happy cny to everyone.
[edit: MOOD SWING! I AM SO HAPPY NOW, I GOT MY PHONE BACK! I LOVE MY DADDY HAHAHA!]
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| nothing. |
[Sunday
January 22nd, at 2:13pm] |
sigh why does it always have to be like this.
afjaeoighiunv/tsghvsiuvhnaoifjva9t2q9r7v2u9tafas'sdklnviudmm;lafopajpm/
whatever.
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| (all the times we had together) |
[Tuesday
January 17th, at 10:32pm] |
argh today sucked. everything sucked except lit lesson which was funFUN hahaha so spastic. i think lit is probably the most fun class that i have, because in elect lit we get to play games and do stupid things! not sure about pure lit i think they do deeper stuff and have debates haha. anyway i am class scribe for now sheesh i have no idea what to do.
oh we had to draw some funny thing for tamer&hawk, it was so stupid okay ahaha my group was fun! geraldine rosaline zoe and me. and in between our nonsense (like geraldine screaming that she can 'draw very nice gloves' ahahaha) we would once in a while, come up with something constructive then go back to talking about spastic things like the hawk courting the tamer hahaha spastic. & mdm-oehlers seems to encourage noise hahaha
anyway. i am so pist because my sim card is dead. really. it's like cancelled or something. so don't sms me. i'll tell you how i got it cancelled some other time, maybe. i'm so stupid. maybe i'll get another sim card in a few years time. argh.
sigh.
and my back has some problem and it really hurts a lot now, no idea why. it's killing me, as well as my knee and my ankle. sheesh i am so messed up.
training makes me sad. no, it really does. because i cannot pitch and i cannot bat or do anything at all. and it's even more depressing because coach seems to have such high hopes for me. and i'm afraid that i'm just not good enough, maybe i never will be. everybody else is improving so fast, they're all so great and i'm just falling behind.
oh i'm creating a new blog. but until it's up and going, well.yeah. haha. we'll stick to this for now.
chooi sucks. i'm going to flunk math.
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[Thursday
January 12th, at 11:17pm] |
there's so much on my mind right now i really cannot concentrate on anything that i'm trying to do. i want to talk about it but seems like you don't, so i should shut up right.
i am so freaking tired now because i haven't been sleeping well for the past few nights and well whatever it doesn't matter anyway huh. i always get myself upset.
to hell with tests and homework, i really can't be bothered right now.
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| wise words. |
[Wednesday
January 11th, at 9:23pm] |
saw this in piggy's blog, i think it's very nice haha (:
do not marry a person that you know you can live with, only marry someone that you can't live without.
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