_rules of attraction

lets talk about sex

2004-07-19T00:31:33Z

what kind of sex do ya like? why?

_delaguarda @ 2004-07-18T12:15:00

2004-07-18T16:14:41Z

HIM - Beautiful Lyrics

Just one look into your eyes
One look and I’m crying
’cause you’re so beautiful

Just one kiss and I’m alive
One kiss and I’m ready to die
’cause you’re so beautiful

Just one touch and I’m on fire
One touch and I’m crying
’cause you’re so beautiful

Just one smile and I’m wild
One smile and I’m ready to die
’cause you’re so beautiful

Oh and you’re so beautiful
My darling
Oh you’re so beautiful
You’re so beautiful
Oh my baby
You’re so beautiful
And you’re so beautiful
Oh my darling
Oh my baby
And you’re so beautiful

you're a dream come true

_delaguarda @ 2004-07-17T17:39:00

2004-07-17T21:39:14Z

HIM - Heaven Tonight Lyrics

I hold your hand in mine
I hold your hand and you're so lonely
Oh so lonely
Your eyes have lost their light
Your eyes have lost their light and you're empty
Oh my God you're so empty

(I'm in love with you)
You are my heaven tonight
(I'm in love with you)
You are my heaven tonight

Trying to find the heart you hide
Trying to find the heart you hide in vain
Oh in vain
And you're my haven in life
And you're my haven in death, Baby
Life and Death my Darling

(I'm in love with you)
You are my heaven tonight
(I'm in love with you)
You are my heaven tonight
(I'm in love with you)
You are my heaven tonight
(I'm in love with you)
You are my heaven tonight
(I'm in love with you)

[Repeat]

That's right
(I'm in love with you)
That's right
(I'm in love with you)
That's right
(I'm in love with you)
That's right
(I'm in love with you)

_delaguarda @ 2004-07-17T12:54:00

2004-07-17T16:54:40Z

big thrill al (12:46:15 PM): yo
big thrill al (12:46:19 PM): give mario this sn
big thrill al (12:46:21 PM): thanks
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Session concluded at 12:46:21 PM
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Mink Is God (12:46:30 PM): i didn't agree to yet
Mink Is God signed off at 12:46:32 PM.
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Session concluded at 12:46:35 PM
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big thrill al (12:49:19 PM): w/e faggot don't do it, i forgot i had his sn on another sn
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Session concluded at 12:49:19 PM
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Mink Is God (12:49:38 PM): NOw I'm a faggot?
Mink Is God (12:49:44 PM): Now that's just not nice.
Mink Is God (12:49:53 PM): You were the one who approached me rudely.
Mink Is God (12:50:05 PM): Barking orders and everything
big thrill al (12:50:23 PM): rudely? becuase i didnt say please? lmao okay you're constantly calling yourself a fag, so shut the fuck up dude lmao
big thrill al (12:50:51 PM): im not gonna argue w/ you dude, i got better things to do
Mink Is God (12:51:10 PM): I'm sure you don't.
Mink Is God (12:51:12 PM): But ok
big thrill al (12:51:26 PM): give up dude lol
Mink Is God (12:51:49 PM): I already sent him your screen name a long time ago, so why are we talking?
big thrill al (12:52:16 PM): you tell me i already told you that i have stuff to do, you're the one who keeps on
Mink Is God (12:52:34 PM): Ok

i hate ignorant, stipid, fucking assholes like Mink Is God-- type of person who thinks hes cool... ok!!

fucking idiot lmao

fuck you, you mother fuckin mother fucker, go play with your step dad or something... have quality time w/ your step dad... fuck you you fagget

who's with me on hating, ignorant stupid people?

alex

_delaguarda @ 2004-07-17T12:37:00

2004-07-17T16:36:48Z

wow... i just got deja vu

_delaguarda @ 2004-07-16T23:47:00

2004-07-17T03:47:40Z

my dad's home
and i cant look at his face
i cant look into his eyes

holy fuck..

2004-07-17T00:14:12Z

my mom just left my house... went to my grandma's, shes gonna sleep over... my dad's out at a friends house probably playing domino's drinking beer... (what a kid my age should be doing-- instead the game be poker) my parents are obviously in a fight and my mom said she wants to leave my dad...

what the fuck do i do?? i am keeping it together.. i am not freaking out.. i am not jumping off the walls.. i am not crying..

i will probably go over a friends house and smoke pot or just kick back and listen to drum n bass while playing nintendo...

what do i do?-- i am scared.. i am worried.. i am lost in a world i have never been in before.. i feel like stabbing myself 40+ times in the heart..

i have a gut feeling my mom will not leave my dad.. he will apologize and everything will be back to normal.. at least i hope thats what will happen..

i am, for the first time, alone in the world.. my sister in the other room crying/talking to my aunt.. i am here listening to pearl jam wondering what to do in the next second..

i dont have no one to turn to for the next couple of hours.. i am keeping it together.. i am not freaking out.. i am not jumping off the walls.. i am not crying..

what the fuck do i do?

w/e happened to ace of base?

2004-07-15T23:33:17Z

wussup everyone? my day sucked ass as always!

mr. gonzalez once again was boring and a dick...

man the secretary is hot as hell wow!!

the rules of attraction kicks ass!!!

anyway.. im boreed so i wrote, later

alex
fin

_delaguarda @ 2004-07-15T14:25:00

2004-07-15T18:25:10Z

create your own personalized map of the USA
or write about it on the open travel guide

teh sex

2004-07-14T22:00:25Z

I fucking hate Mr/ Gonzalez... he's an asshole! Anyway, I left my cell phone on the bus.. and the bus dude is gonna give it to me tomorrow.

I think Im in live w/ the secretart at school... man she's fine.. she has beautiful legs too.. I'm alwats flirting w/ her when I need to take my skateboard to the office cause it ain't alloud in the classes so I'm always flirting w/ her and such... tomorrow I think Im gonna ask her for her number.

I can't stop thinking about her lol.....

Anyway... this fucking summer sucks ass!! Wow, I wish I had my Jeep alreayd so I can be at the beach w/ girls all day!! But I don't have my fucking Jeep... and I have summer school...

FUCK THE FCAT!!!!!

Anyway... ahh... so much to say.. so little time

Im just frustrated at the way life is right now... so much 'effin up it's pissing me off... and now-a-days it's so fucking hard to find that right girl but I will find her eventually... (yup that's right... the secretary.. she's maybe 20 or 21 at the most lol)

Anyway.. I'll write later. I gotta split.

later

alex

fin

_delaguarda @ 2004-07-13T21:17:00

2004-07-14T01:26:36Z

Section 1//Who the hell are you!?!?

+What's my name bitch: alex
+Age: 7teen
+Height: 5'9"
+Hair Color: dirty blonde
+Eye Color: hazel/ blue
+where i'm at?: my house
+Fear(s): death, drowning...

SECTION 2//HAVE YOU EVER??

+Peed in your pants? when i was a small child
+Fallen off the bed? when i was a kid
+Fallen for a relative? nah
+Had plastic surgery? nah
+Failed a grade? ye
+Fail a whole year? no way lol
+Broken someone's heart? probably have
+Had your heart broken? id say yes
+Had a dream come true? lol ye
+Done something you regret? ye
+Cheated on a test? duh
+Been raped? literally? nah
+Broken a body part? nah

SECTION 3// CURRENTLY

+Wearing: hollister pipeline masters shirt and hollister jeans
+Eating: cap'n crunch
+Feeling: greenish blue?
+Reading: wicked
+Located: unfortunatley miami
+chatting with: people
+Watching: nothing
+Craving: nothing
+Should really: ....

SECTION 4//DO YOU...

+Brush your teeth? after every meal
+Like anyone? yessssss.
+Have any piercings? no
+Drive? yes
+Love GOD? yes
+Ever get off the damn computer? sure

SECTION 5// FRIENDS

+Who is your best? not picking favourites... everyone rocks :D
+Who is the loudest? dunno
+Who is the shyest? ....
+Who is the hottest? mariel
+Who laughs the most? luisa
+Who have you known the longest? erich
+Do you only hang out with a certain type? ye
+Do you belong to a crew? sorta... "the drama crew" lol
+Do you hang out with the opposite sex? ye
+Do you consider yourself popular? in drama
+Do you trust your friends? most of them yes
+Are you a good friend? depends on what the other "friend" thinks... I think I am
+Can you keep a secret? yes i can

SECTION 6// LAST PERSON YOU...

+Hugged: mom
+IMed: amanda
+Talked to on the phone: luisa
+Yelled at: sonya
+Checked out: some girl on my bus
+Fell In love with: the secretary at a school
+Tripped: no one lol
+Turned down: some kid

SECTION 7// PERSONAL

+What do you want to be when you grow up? actor, director, firefighter
+What was the worst day of your life? i've had a few
+What has been the best day of your life? when i got laid
+What comes first in your life? family?
+Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend/crush? ye
+What do you usually think of before you go to bed? i have to wake up at 6:15 in the fucking morning... ahh the secretary XD

SECTION 8// FAVOURITE

+Movie: the rules of attraction_requiem for a dream
+Song: dont know when but a days gonna come
+Group: bright eyes_deathcab_postal service_the decemberists_mates of state_
+Store: urban outfitters_af_hollister
+Relative: uncle_aunt_mom_dad
+Sport: hockey!!_surfing
+Ice cream flavor: cookies n creme
+Fruit: dunno lol
+Candy: ....
+Car: jeep wrangler
+Magazine: FHM_maxim
+Day of the week: friday
+Colour: blue
+Name for a girl: marissa_bethany
+Name for a boy: seth_adam

SECTION 9// DO YOU

+Like to give hugs? sure
+Like to walk in the rain? yeah
+Sleep with or without clothes? withoyt
+Prefer black or blue pens? black
+Dress up for halloween? ye
+Have a job? nope
+Like to travel? hell ye
+Sleep on your side, tummy or back? tummy_back_side
+Want to marry? hell ye
+Have a goldfish? no lol
+Ever had the falling dream? no... but i was burning once
+Have stuffed animals? i have a stuffed goofey and mickey mouse lol
+Go on vacation? always

SECTION 10//WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT WHEN YOU FIRST HEAR THE WORD

+Abortion: shit...
+Bill Clinton: the shit
+South Park: funny
+Summer: fun
+kelly: hot blonde?
+danielle: hot brunette?
+glenn: a dude
+Guys: ...
+Girls: the best thing thats ever happened!

Hey guys... and movie review

2004-07-14T01:10:04Z

I live my new layout this girl is hot as hell!!!

anyway

Grind

This movie was cool. It's inspirational... and the ghetto people at acting were horrible!! I felt like punching his fucking face in!!

Anyway... it was cool.

alex

fin

Cinema -- Review

2004-07-13T10:25:44Z

Thirteen

Okay... this movie has a great script, wonderful acting, and lots of pressure.... the first about 80% of the movie... you are going to HATE. It will really really piss you off... after that... it gets good and you start to have hope... but two girls are going to piss you off.

I personally did not like the ending... didn't have anything... it ended without having being finished...

Besides that.... very good film.

The Rules of Attraction

Okay... where do I begin... this movie rocks! Lots of hot people and a hot plot. It's really urban and filmed differently. This movie has lots of elements that left me shocked. This movie takes you into the college life that you know... and flips it around to give you what some people like to perceive college as... if that's how it really is.... "rock and roll" It's mostly about sex, drugs, and violence.

This movie is just too cool!! You gotta check this one out! The Rules of Attraction

Ill review some more later. I gotta split.

later

Got bored...

2004-07-12T02:24:21Z

1. Whatever you do, don't just show up at their house...they run around in their underwear just like we do.

2. Don't cheat on them. It may seem foolproof, but girls tell each other everything about everything. Trust me, they WILL find out and you will be mud.

3. Beware of every single male relative and all guy friends. Any of them would kick your ass at the drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldn't even wait for the damn hat.

4. Never miss an opportunity to tell them they're beautiful.

5. Don't refuse to kiss in front of your friends. If they laugh at you, it's because they're jealous.

6. If they slap you hard, you deserved it.

7. Don't be afraid to touch them if you want to. If they're going out with you in the first place, it's because they like being in your arms.

8. If you don't sleep with them, do not tell your friends that you did.

8.5 If you DO sleep with them, don't tell your friends that you did.

9. You can be dirty minded in private, really...most of them are not offended by it...

10. Not all of them eat like birds, a lot of them can eat like whales.

11. Most of them don't mind paying half of everything, but they do discuss these things with their friends. Realize that if you make your girlfriend pay half all the time, everyone will know about it and your friends will know you're a pussy.

11.5. Do you honestly need all your money that much? Be a man, pay all the time!

12. Every girl should eventually get three things from her boyfriend- a stuffed animal, one of his sweatshirts, and a really pretty ring. Even if it's not a serious relationship.

13. Make sure she gets home safely as often as you can. If you're dropping her off, walk her to the door. If you aren't dropping her off, call to be sure she's home safely.

14. If a guy is bothering her, it is your right to kick the shit out of him.

15. If you're talking to a female friend of yours, pull your girlfriend closer.

16. Never, ever slap her, even if it's just in a joking way. Even if she swats you first, and says, "Oh, you're so dumb" or something, never make any gestures back.

17. Go to a chick flick once in a while. She doesn't care whether you enjoy it or not, it just matters that you went.( I don't really agree with that myself.)

18. You're dead meat if you can't get along with their pets, parents and best friends. Be prince charming to their friends, Mr. Polite to their parents, and make sure to be nice to their animals.

19. Don't flirt with their moms...that's just freaky.

20. Don't be freaked out by PMS. It's not gross, and it really does make them feel like shit, so be understanding.

21. If you don't like the way they drive, you do it.

22. If you're officially dating, and you're introducing her to your friends, you'd better damn well introduce her as your girlfriend.

23. Don't stress where you go for every date. They really only want to be with you.

24. If they complain that something hurts, rub it for them without being asked.

25. Girls are fragile. Even if you're play fighting/wrestling, be very gentle.

26. Memorize their god damn birthdays. You forget her birthday and you're basically screwed for life.

27. Don't marinate in the cologne, but smell good.

28. Don't give her something stupid for her birthday or Christmas or Valentine's day. It doesn't have to be expensive, but it has to be meaningful.

29. If you think the relationship isn't going to last, don't wait to find out. It will only hurt you more if you draw it out.

30. After you've been dating for a while, realize that they really have started to trust you. When you have a girlfriend who truly trusts you, you have a lot more responsibility, privilege and control than you would think. Be careful with it, most guys would kill for that kind of power, and it can be lost in a nanosecond.

_delaguarda @ 2004-07-11T14:20:00

2004-07-11T18:20:11Z

I like my new layout... it got colors of the O.C.

Anyway I saw Farenheit 9/11 yesterday.... and wow!! That documentary was the best I've ever seen in my life!! Definitley the best movie of the summer.

I especially loved the part where Michael Moore tried to get the people of the congress to sign up their kids in the army and how they just passed him by... goes to show how America is fucked up and Republicans are pussies!!!!

FUCK GEORGE W. BUSH!!!!!!!!!

Cinema

2004-07-10T14:14:11Z

White Chicks

I never thought that I would be sitting at a movie theater watching this movie. And I found myself sitting at this movie last night.

I gotta say... it's funny as fuck!! I was cracking up since the beginning of the movie... it is flawless for a comedy... the plot was edgy... but not so good... could've been better.

Other than that... hilarious!!! It is worth $6.50.

Alex
fin

_delaguarda @ 2004-07-09T17:20:00

2004-07-09T21:20:38Z

Matchbook Romance

Promise

what would you say if i asked you not to go
to forget everyone, forget everything and start over with me
would you take my hand and never let me go
promise me you'll never let me go

and the stars aren't out tonight,
but neither are we to look up at them
why does hello feel like goodbye?
these memories can't replace,
these wishes i wished and these dreams i chased
take this broken heart and make it right

i feel like i lost everything when you're gone
left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
i thought you should know,
you're not making this easy

i never thought i'd be the one to say
please don't, please don't leave me

i feel like i lost everything when you're gone
left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
i thought you should know,
you're not making this easy

you're not making this easy... (easy, easy, easy...)

take my hand and never let me go,
take my hand and never let me go,
promise me...
you'll never let go
you'll never let go
you'll never let go
you'll never let go
make this last forever

i feel like i lost everything when you're gone
left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
i thought you should know, you're not making this easy

you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy

so fall asleep tonight, cuz' that brings me closer to you

Been a while I haven't updated...

2004-07-09T19:12:30Z

Hey guys, sorry I haven't updated in a while.

I just got back from Orlando, I went to Typhoon Lagoon and Blizzard Beach and met like 6 female lifeguards at each park... it was really cool.

Today, I took a public school bus for the very first time of my life... it was cool, new experience... reminds me of New York for some awkward reason... really don't know lol...

But yeah, Im said to go hunting in a couple of weeks as well...

Man summer school sucks and so does Ferguson High... I miss braddock a lot... a lot!

Well, Im watching Blue Crush, so I'll write later... peace!

Alex
fin

Im leaving town.... again....

2004-07-02T14:28:46Z

Well, today I leave for Orlano, FL. I'm hitting up Blizzard Beach w/ my aunt and cousins and uncle. I think we're coming back Tuesday... I hope we stay there for a long time.

Hopefully I'll meet up with Katie at Downtown Disney so that we can hangout and pretend we're famous Broadway stars!! lol...

Anyway, I was bored so I decided to write...

Alex

_delaguarda @ 2004-07-01T20:09:00

2004-07-02T00:08:34Z

JUNE:
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by
kindness. Polite and
soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive.
Active mind. Hesitating, tends
to delay. Choosy and always wants the best.
Temperamental. Funny and
humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills.
Talkative. Daydreamer.
Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able
to show character. Easily
hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up.
Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom
shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt.
Brand conscious. Executive.
Stubborn.
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_delaguarda @ 2004-07-01T15:05:00

2004-07-01T19:05:10Z

I miss my middle school ex-girlfriend... she was my first love... I want her back...

My Hunting trip...

2004-06-30T21:41:33Z

Where have I been??

Doin' what every man should be doin'.... huntin!

Tuesday I left for Okeechobee, FL with my uncle and his two kids to go huntin for some hog. We arrived at our little hotel, changed, and headed out for the camp. We got to the camp scoped out the woods a little, and took our Jeep ride into the... wild. We got to our tree stands, and got comfortable and waited for our hog. We waited there for about an hour, but the boys were moving too much, so we decided to stalk instead of sit and wait. We walked, and wouldn't you know it?? Just where my uncle said there'd be hogs, there they were. We put the kids to one side and we creeped up on the hogs. My uncle readied himself, he got closer while I stayed behind a bit... and BAM!.... BAM! The hog is down (I was video taping the whole the by the way) Then we got 'em and moved 'em over to where we were before. We then went back to camp we skinned the hog and got our meat and waited patiently for Alex. A couple of hours later we here a gunshot and we went out to get him... he had a little hog, kind of embarassing(sp?) He cleaned his pig and off to our little hotel. We ordered some pizza watched Chepelle Show, drank a couple of beers and to the sack. We woke up the next dat at 5:45am picked up and took off.

When we got to Miami, we had to go to Deering Bay cause my uncle had to finish something on Chicken of the Sea and me and the boys fished a little on the dock, I got to Jacks and one Snapper. We then chilled in the cabin, watched Spider-Man. Then we left there. Came to my house and we jumped in the pook for 2 to 3 hours and then my uncle left.

I had a great time, I can't wait, to go to Kentucky, and Georgia for some bucks!

Alex
fin

...

2004-06-28T23:37:13Z

Well today I leave to go hunting with my uncle tomorrow... can't wait, he might lend me his rifle so I can kill a hog.

Today was boring, I had that tutoring thing today, I think I'm the laughing stock of that place... it's ok, cause at least I don't have to be there everyday...

Bright Eyes rocks... man they're the shit!!

By the way the dude in the pictures is the lead singer from Bright Eyes, he kicks ass so Im playing him tribute.

Alex
fin

_delaguarda @ 2004-06-27T22:35:00

2004-06-28T02:37:45Z

I just realized something....

If someone decides to make a movie about The Bible (some people considerate a novel)
To whom does the director buy the rights from? God?...

Please comment and help me on this...

Alex
fin

Don't know when but a days gonna come...

2004-06-27T17:53:24Z

sigh