Destination: Blood

then/now

2004-07-12T22:53:54Z

new journal-

firstbreath

_deerheart @ 2004-07-12T15:18:00

2004-07-12T21:21:34Z

Summer unfolded like a tapestry
And you were there as you have always been

There glowing where the sky meets with the trees
Air softly crowing, singing fears to sleep

Will you ever know how much I love you for that
Will you ever know how much I love you

_deerheart @ 2004-07-10T20:46:00

2004-07-11T02:53:41Z

mf, you are one of the best people i've ever met, and one of my truly amazing closest good friends. you were only here for about a month, but there are years of memories.

so many crazy nights, intoxicated, sleep overs, passing out overs, fucking gay kids, trashing places, GREAT REDNECK HOPE, BOY SHOWERS, GETTING NAKED IN FRONT OF EVERYONE, getting tail, being a swinger.......

january 2005

our band......yes.

we will see you soon, we miss you.

p.s. everyone look at amandas journal for matt going away party part 3? 4?? pictures.
http://www.livejournal.com/users/intothedig/20067.html

spock?!

2004-07-08T08:32:39Z

Bear Force One.

enough said.

hiduihduishd

2004-07-03T06:06:32Z

http://www.ticketweb.com/user/?region=colorado&query=detail&event=527543
sonic youth with wolf eyes (and hair police possibly)
july 26th, ogden theatre

the two bands (besides morrissey) that i wanted to see at lollapalooza, except cheaper and at a smaller venue

YES.

tomorrow is going to rule.

jesuss

2004-07-02T21:37:08Z

last night was insane. and by insane i mean totally sweet.
matt flynn and me naked dancing during the hope hahahaha.
shower ahhahahahah

anyway
i think i should take a nappp, because i am exicted for tonight.

p.s. thank you janiceyyyyy soo muchy

the burden of reflecting

2004-07-01T18:28:36Z

i can,
and will unfold,
like these mountains
allow

i will be
you are ohio

your colorado.

i heard it has been raining there.

i would be an umbrella

and support your heavy showers,

while i slowly pace the streets,
and dry their running tides.

here is a story for you all

it usually starts at 7 in the evening,
and ends in the park,
or with tea.

and this simple formula
is weaving something great.

cliffs?

2004-06-28T07:24:43Z

i shut my eyes.

i am driving through a canyon.
i take a rest at the beach.
i dig through the sand, find a heart.
i smoke a ciggarette.
i watch the sunrise.
i picture you with me, i change my mind.
i fall asleep in a warm bed.

i open my eyes, its raining, i feel the same.

my heart never felt as heavy as it did today.

but i can see great things on the horizon, things which made me smile pretty wide when i got home.

djsduasuid

2004-06-27T07:07:06Z

i like late night broadmoor adventures that are pretty cool and scary.
and i like driving around.

and hanging out with CERTAIN people is cool I GUESS.

hahah

_deerheart @ 2004-06-26T19:46:00

2004-06-27T01:58:47Z

hot cross is amazing.

girls are cool sometimes, too, I GUESS.

art of conversation

2004-06-26T07:52:26Z

i am done with that.

its better this way.

at least new friends are fucking NICE.

sometimes

2004-06-25T06:39:08Z

guys, my journals PWNS. i decided to do a new layout.

_deerheart _deerheart _deerheart

GO NOW.

tending a broken heart isnt as easy as it seems.
or should be.

A Tale For the Ages

2004-06-24T05:53:07Z

in the recovery room i wrote a list of all the ways that you're beautiful. it goes on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on.

remember when you said you wanted to smash all those city lights because they were too bright to your eyes, and distracted you when we kissed?

remember when you said you would give me the north star?
well that never really worked out, either.

A Conversation With Myself.

2004-06-23T07:26:36Z

Every song that is sung. Every chord that is played. Contains a fraction, a fraction of you within it.

_deerheart @ 2004-06-20T18:27:00

2004-06-21T00:28:33Z

I wish I could give you more than this.
A save lifer.
I wish I could hold your hand and have it always feel safe.
You're my best, always.

-

everyone knows what happened.

-

i need a drummer, a bassist, and a guitarist.

the koala brothers

2004-06-11T19:43:46Z

i finally got to sleep.

-

http://www.ticketmaster.com/event/1E0038BBDDFDD2F9?brand=&artistid=915776&majorcatid=10001&minorcatid=60

_deerheart @ 2004-06-08T02:15:00

2004-06-08T08:19:25Z

i dont like a lot of people.

beautiful

2004-06-08T04:10:21Z

my computer is fixed so i went to catch up on livejournal, at which point i realized i dont fucking care about anything that goes on, really.

and i give up on trying to be nice, it gets me no where.

i miss brittany, and no one else.

dasdasjkd

2004-05-24T05:38:52Z

guess who i belong to

brittany. duh.

back up bitches.

odjaoijdoiasjdoiasjdojasoijdpo

2004-05-24T02:47:27Z

basically a lot has happened the past week but i dont want to get into it.

i think i may have hurt some people i didnt mean to,
but i have definately caused a lot of drama.
no matter what i do someone else gets unhappy.
nothing can go rightttttttttttt.

just when i think i find someone..

-

the past few days this woman has been HARRASSING my family.
she has come to our door because she belives that i stole her car.

being that i do not know this woman AT ALL and she does not KNOW me, this is very fucking frustrating.

she threatened to call the cops on me and have me arrested, and claims our house has been under police watch for two days.

she claims either ME or "SOMEONE IN THE GROUP I RUN AROUND WITH" has stole the car.
this is so fucking ridiculous.

my dad just about regulated her.

fisfjiudfhiusdfhiusdfhi now i have to worry about being home alone now, apparently.

scared in my own fucking neighborhood of these people.

this applies to...

2004-05-20T04:28:32Z

oh my god.

i am at a loss of words.

dear diary

2004-05-14T03:30:51Z

i'm forming an idea.

inspired by-

post-rock.

and

noise.

-

half sound

half literature.

just wait.

-

DOCTOR FOR DOCUMENT

is RISING.

-

screw feelings.

.......

i will do as i please.

and do who i please.

and i will pursue who i want to.

this is about you.

holy!!

2004-05-06T02:26:43Z

come on guys... me have a girlfriend? hahaha.

you=taken.

ground control to major tom...

2004-05-04T23:20:45Z

the rumors are true, yes i have a girlfriend.

god why

2004-05-02T23:29:31Z

i'm sooo fucked. help me.

i hope i didnt get that girl sick.

and i hope i can go to AA.