but before you give in

!!!!!!!!

2004-09-17T23:24:12Z

some hos missed it.

this journal is dead, obviously.

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NEW. ADD IT.

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♥♥tam.

last time--

2004-09-03T00:41:17Z

I moved.
New journal.
If you didn't know yet.
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ADD IT NOW.
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kthxbye.
♥tam.

And you know it's not that easy when you're all alone.

2004-08-31T01:57:31Z

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NEW JOURNAL. COMMENT & ADD IT!

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and I wonder if I'm alone in your head</b>
♥Tam.

NEW JOURNAL

2004-08-29T20:08:43Z

okay yesterday was a pretty dull day.
but later i went to grossmont and finally bought The Perks Of Being A Wallflower and got some new yummy eyeshadow. And as I was walking to Panda Express I saw Corinna my lover and she was there with her bro, her cousin, lee, and veronica and sam(her cousin) was dressed up as a ape hahahhahaha.
and i went home.

it's 1 now and i really want to do something i'm bored.

okay last night i had the urge and i made a new lj hahahahhaa. and i need to clean my friends list anyway.
h_o_t___fuss
go comment and add hos.

nyd&nic

and joe looks like a umph

garrett's azn heart.

mal's so cute

afi

THE KILLERS.

too much lettuce.

matt !!

disgusting

dsguihr84#%&*^#dn#(%&<3333333333333333 i look so hideous though but idc.

amer!

jimmy eat world:))

so i was trying to get a picture of rice man but amer is a ho and got in the way

yay !!

it's just takes some time

little girl you're in the middle of the ride

everything everything will be just fine

everything everything will be alright alright

amer cannot take pictures

i did jessikah's hair really good.

as kirsten says "1980's phone" and the cool girl

girl&boobfest head

davey

um i couldn't get any pictures of afi and i died

social d

and amer wrote on me.

so i think this is may be my last post on this journal.

I LOVE YOU ALL.
♥Tam.

p.s - h_o_t___fuss

It's hard to leave all those moments behind.

2004-08-28T20:08:08Z

Yesterday was Street Scene with Boobfest. Dad picked me up from school, went home, got Jessikah, then he took us to the trolley station. We almost didn't get off at the stop we were supposed to cos we thought we were supposed to get off at 12&Market, not 12&Imperial jaja. So we got there and waited in line for a while then we saw all these kids running screaming, "OMGOMGOG AFI I'M GOING TO MEET AFI OMG !!!!" and it was really funny. So we just followed them. And got in line to meet AFI jajaja. So they were supposed to come at 5:30 and we had been there since like 4:45 something and so many people were cutting and the line got huge in front of us and we were so close to the front and so they LEFT and we didn't get their autographs or anything. Oh darn. And while we were in line we saw Corinna, Veronica, and the twins John and something so they were with us for a while. After we went to THE KILLERS omg yumyuymyum they were soo goooooood and after we got in line to meet them and we did yaaayayay and omg I love them and they signed the cd I bought and the poster and I got a picture with Brandon<3333. And I went to get free stuff haha and I SAW MATT PORTER! He killed a worm in 7th grade when we were doing a lab. So after we saw Jimmy Eat World. They were really good but they sound totally different. And we met these 3 really cool people. RICE MAN is the best. Then we stayed in for AFI and died so the 7 of us left. And then me, Jess, Amer, and Bazzi got food and stuff and sat forever. Then went to Social D and watched for a while then I got super tired so me and Jess left around 11:30 or something. And on the way we heard Ludacris yaaaaaayuh HOOOOO. Then we sat at the water fountains for a while and then we got picked up and took her home. I woke up so early this morning. I thought the clock said 9:43 but 15 minutes later I realized it said 8. BAH.

Things at school are looking up.

I don't know if I'm doing anything today.

And tomorrow Rancho.

I'm watching Matilda. I love this movie so much. I never get tired of it.

cristin&joe

alex and my fang hahahha. and boy!

joe alex and something

ty, garrett, joe, alex, me

barbie hiding

so cute

samantha.

alex and joe look so #*%&Y(*fucking adorable and im ugh

ALEX IS SO GORGEOUS.

twins!

me and my slutface<33333

she's so adorable and i always make fucking stupid faces

hahahhahahhahahhahha. boobfest has hairy legs. but she shaved a couple days ago YAY.

becccca

HAIL HITLER

i didn't do anything to this picture and it looks so cool.

jessikah boobfest

margaret !!! mummified CHICKEN from 6th grade jajajajajja

more chickens

i played

i saw christina !! i see her everywhere

my new shoes !

the kid

♥Tam.

_deaths_embrace @ 2004-08-26T19:15:00

2004-08-27T02:21:17Z

so today was better than yesterday :))

and after school i went to round table to meet with boobfest&becca and we were bums and drew and then went to starbucks and i saw holley then we walked up to svms. and it was fun. and i saw all my old teachers. and ms. woods took out the mummified chicken from 6th grade! hahahhaha. and we chilled in mr. carpenters room for 20 minutes or something and i destroyed.
then we went to kfc and didn't eat then to max's and it was hott so we went to the thrift store and i bought these kick ass gold shoes that no one in the world has and i love them.
then we walked back to round table and i got picked up.

so last saturday me, boobfest and chris escalade had a picnic. and then went to katie&ryan's and me and ryan spent the whole time scaring eachother. and then the 3 of us walked back to the park. then later that night i went back to ledgetop and me katie and ryan put duck tape on the streets and cars drove over it and omg it was so funny jajajjajajjaa. as lame as it sounds. the cars had to stop and shit it was so funny. then kaitlin came out after doing her hair and matt came out and we did more tape and sat up at the banks. and i am finally posting the pictures.

our blankets. hahahha

the topless bum lady

jajajjajaja

boobfesty ness

that's her tit !!(&7! !!!

a kangaroo?

yummy

WE ARE JAKIKI!

someone lost a bird hahahhahhaa

<33333333333333333333333333333333

kaitlin you drunk

and ryan.

too cool for us.

chris loves pussy s and bunnies.
♥Tam.

p.s - which do you prefer to eat, chicken or cow?

I want you to be mine.

2004-08-25T23:33:24Z

My spanish teacher said to me at the end of class, "I bet you're beautiful when you smile."

No one's got a face left to blame.

2004-08-23T23:29:05Z

So I know no one cares about my classes or who was in them so I won't write about that.
Today was a good day I suppose, I was happy to see everyone, especially my slutface, k-fizz, cracky, barbie, alexis, april, laryssa, mal, GARRETT and the other cool kids I didn't name.

dead disco

dead funk

dead rock 'n roll

remodel

everything has been done.

♥Tam.

hold my hand it's shakin' bad.

2004-08-22T19:03:32Z

So last night I compiled all of my favorite lines from my favorite songs and made it into this fatty chunk.

1Then a silence so heavy, broken hearts fall from throats, when heaven is remembered but never seen, through hearts shaped like kaleidoscopes 2But before you give in, just remember we're coming back for your children 3Baby don't worry cause now I got your back, and every time you feel like crying, I'm gonna try and make you laugh 4Take a gun called hate up against your heart and pull the trigger 5I think I made it a game to play your game, and let myself cry 6The only thing I regret is that I never let you hold me back 7You can never get enough, enough of this stuff, it's Friday I'm in love 8Held in his friends arms, blood on his face, hole in his head, gripped by deaths embrace 9I tried so hard and got so far, but in the end, it doesn't even matter 10</b>And just to soften the blow, I'll steal all of your kisses, and sew them up in the creases of our hearts 11Severed fragments of my being pieced together give life meaning, fragile quilt of faded memories torn apart by life's disease 12Let's start out by starting over, what did I expect, you're no good at lying and I'm no good at comebacks 13I'm so glad I found you, I'm not gonna lose you, whatever it takes I will stay here with you 14Let's swim to the moon, let's climb through the tide, you reach your hand to hold me but I can't be your guide 15Will someone please call a surgeon, who can crack my rips and repair this broken heart 16Oh it's so hard to have someone to love, and keeping quiet is hard, cause you can't keep a secret if it never was a secret to start 17Is it really true, did you save yourself, for someone who could love you for you 18So is that what you call a getaway, tell me what you got away with 19I need you to see this place, it might be the only way that I can show you how it feels to be inside of you 20I am thinking it's a sign that the freckles in our eyes are mirror images and when we kiss they're perfectly aligned 20Call me a safe bet, I'm betting I'm not, glad that you can forgive, only hoping as time goes you can forget 21The way we walk, the way we talk, the way we stalk, the way we kiss 22Tell me your secrets, and ask me your questions, oh take me back to the start 23Take the time to talk about it, think a lot and live without it, don't believe me when I tell you it's something unforgivable 24So let a smile out and show your teeth, cause you know you lived it well 25Smaller tits and younger limbs can cause a fit of rivalry

If you know the name of the song, comment with the number and the name.

♥Tam.

How I miss your ranting, do you miss my all time lows

2004-08-21T19:23:07Z

Last night the show was really goooood.
Hollywood Heartbeat was good and I'm glad I finally got to see them.
The Empty was reallly good.
I wasn't paying much attention to Fairview.
I loved Kissing Tigers.
And same with Pistolita.. soooo goooood. And I swear this one d00d was staring at me for like 5 seconds.
And I got to see Anna, Justine, and Alicia too.
And Linda was at the show and she is soooo cute and has the coolest hair. Always.
And I met Jon iloveyourdance who is god and did this for me http://members.cox.net/hosting2004/DSCN1885.MOV That's a little video from the picnic me, Shee, Ned, and Natalia had 2 days ago.

The night before that Amaya, Talia, and Holland all came over and we had a little saonce?? outside ajjajaja and we made a fire and it was soooo fun and then I called Matt and he came over later and then the 3 left sometime after 10 and then Matt left like half an hour later. Omg it was so funny jajajajajajja.

This is the last weekend before school starts ahhhhhhhhhhhh.

This summer went by so fast.
And it's sad that it's ending.
But whatever.
Last summer was a lot better.

not a good look.

we played water guns!

shee's so cooooot.

amaya&talia&holland wouldn't let us take any pictures of them cos they were GROSS AND STINKY AND SMELLY. and amaya's a hotass.

hahahahaha guitarscene.

matt's junk.

michael took this one.

and this one.

matt's.

matt.

he got angry with me.

camera whore

me and the hot asianss

brian's new lesbian hair.

k fizzzzzle

and i made his hair really coot

alex&kirsten jajajjajaj.

Who wants to have a picnic with mee tomorrow at the park? If anyone.

♥Tam.

_deaths_embrace @ 2004-08-19T21:05:00

2004-08-20T06:27:36Z

Yesterday.
First me, Michael, and Shaina walked down to Majesticuts to meet Brooke there and we bought Ned gel glue jaja then we got ice cream and a nasty drink and then we walked up to the park where me and Brooke did Ned's hair. Yeah he got a haircut and it's short and weird. We didn't do his hair that well so then we went to the boy's bathroom a tehehehhehehhe and he did his hair and he can't do it either. But yeah it was fun. Then me and Brooke chased the ice cream man and we lost him. And then me and my sister went back down to Majesticuts to get our hair cut yay. Mine is shorrttt. And then we went to Staples? for school stuff. and then I went home and got ready and stuff cos BOOBFEST!. So Jess picked me up around 5 ish and we first went to Rubio's and we saw Justine! So she went pee then came back with Alicia and we all talked and then we walked to tea2net jajaja and got Bubel then walked back to Rancho. We saw Alien Vs. Predator.. um dumb. I was so jumpy and screamy and Alicia kept scaring me and Jessikah and me had a huge pixie stick fight and it went down our ass and shirts and stuff fun fun then we went to cold stone and then me and Jess got picked up around 10 and we all went home.
And today was very adventure?
Shee WEENIE came over around 11:30 ish and then a little after we walked down to Family Foods and got super cool water guns and oreo o's yum then we walked to MV and saw Noelle my Sponge and then we got Natalia. THen we walked to the liquor store and Michael met us there. Then we wanted to use their Microwave for the cold pizza NAtalia brought but wouldn't let us so we tryed Family Foods and they didnt let us use theirs could we could get food poisoing and swew them? lame. So then we walked up to the park and had a picnic and it was fun. Michael left a little after 2 and then us 3 just talked and we were really bored so I called Matt and he picked us up and we drove around for a while and we couldn't decide where to go so he took us to Amaya and Talias. And Holland was there too! We stayed there for a couple hours? And then Shee and Cricket left and later me, Amaya, Cleeeo walked to Matt's and Michael was there haha. Then Amyayaya and cleeo left after a little and I stayed at Matt's for some time. Walked home after 7 or something yeah. Fun day.
Now I am waiting for Amaya, Talia, and HOlland to get ovuh heeeeuh.

Wow that was long I Never right that much.
and I seriously doubt you all read that haha.
And I am typing really shitty bit I don't carea.

michael's new hair.. esuighrswo#(*&YT^*($ and tere's brooke!

and we massaged him

and did a great job on his hair

hahahhahahhaa

mmmm

me and brooke did this a long time ago kind of.

hair.

alicia&justine

boobfesty

and then me and jess found anna and lena !!

awe

she's soooo coot

her shirt was big.

my favorite

jajajajja

ewwww

grumpy boobull pretty michael!

the end.
hope you enjoyed.

♥Tam.

And they all want to love the cause

2004-08-18T17:18:43Z

I have a new layout. _deaths_embrace
And it is wonderful and I love it but I love Mal dino_whore more.
She did it and I can't thank you enough Mal and I can't wait to see you in 5 days!
Tell me what you think.

Yesterday morning was awful and I'm not even going to get in to that.
Later I went down to Morgan's. Heather was high so we all watched Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas. I have seen that movie too much.

Then after that I went down to Kate's and I let out and a whole bunch of shit I had been wanting to and I'm glad it was with Kate and I GOT TO SEE HER NEW PUPPY NAMED CARL AND I GOT ATTATCHED AND I WANT HIM NOW.

And then later me and the rest of family went to my Uncle's for dinner and stuff.

Paul finally called me when we were on the way there and we didn't get to hang out ut895rye9ghjf#*&^%(*&Y(HRNGIO#O&^%(*H(G and we really wanted to. So instead he got to go bowling with Amer, Corinna, and others and I'm so pissed.

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MICHAEL HAD TO CUT HIS HAIR FOR WORK. AND HE SAID HE HATES IT AND IT'S TOO SHORT. And I am scared to see it but I'm going down to Ledgetop before I get my haircut YAYAYAY.
And then it's BOOBFEST TIME !!!!!

They all need to be the cause
They all want to dream a cause
They all need to fuck the cause

♥Tam.

It's been agreed the whole world stinks so no one's taking showers anymore.

2004-08-17T23:38:53Z

I've been getting a lack of comments lately and it's troubling me.
36-13-6.

and i'm sure it's only cos there was pictures.

whatev.

♥Tam.

I hate what I've become.

The world's a mess and you're my only cure.

2004-08-17T02:52:45Z

So today was supposed to be a really good day.
It really sucks actually.
I got to tennis tryouts late.
But it still went well.
I hate my dad.
I hate my dad.
+Then when I walked inside Michael&Brooke were standing in the kitchen and I was very happy.
We all did whatever.
Then Michael had to leave a bit before 2 for practice :(
Me&Brooke just layed on the bed and listen to music for like 2 hours which is always fun.
Oh and we found some skanky hilarious things on the internet.
Then Michael came over again for a little and we straightened his hair and I did his makeup on one eye and we showed him the skanky hilarious things.
And then my mom told me to tell them they had to leave.
Because my dad needed to talk to me.
Which took forever and btw, I hate him.
We were all supposed to go to the pool then to starbucks and then tonight I was planning on going to Ledgetop to be with Kaitlin Michael, Katie, Matt, whoever..
But of course now I can't.
And I hate my dad.
And he is the most horrible person in the world.

I can never have a good day without anything going wrong and making it bad.

Tomorrow I am supposed to hang out with Paul and if I don't get to I'm going to fucking scream in my dad's ears and shove a fork in his anus. I'm not even joking.

Yesterday was pretty good though, went bowling with my lovely Camille, Corinne, Daniel of Cats, and Bowler Boy Jared.

Supervillians fo ev uhhhhhh

Me and Corn look ashun

He's polish!

They were making me laugh--

a lot.

And he wears my glasses.

This summer could be so much better if my dad and I didn't share the relationship we do
and it's all of his fault.

♥Tam.

_deaths_embrace @ 2004-08-15T11:24:00

2004-08-15T18:24:31Z

perfectfailure x: so one time me and josh were at in and out and i decided to draw a picture on the way out on the little paper thing on the bottom of the tray so i started drawing the shaped of a butt and this little kid says look daddy, hes drawing a peanut, so i crumpled it up, so the kid decided hes gonna make a gun with his fingers and shoot me so i look at him really seriously and shoot him back, then he started crying and we left. thats my story of the day

Garrett rules.

Oh and I took this from my bisissy's journal::

yay! Katie came too and we just all chatted tell Mike had to go in. Tam you sooooo need to come down this week so we can have our street reunions!! But yea, after Mike went in Katie and i talked for a couple of hours, and i just really <333333 you katie! And your GOING to have kids...no worries! lmao! But yea,then the cops came and talked to us and asked us where the shooting was. How ghetto. But it wasnt really a shooting it was fire crackers and it was that fat ass Kurt who set them off.
Jajajjajajjaja.

I'm going bowling with Camille, Corinne, Daniel, and some other people today yay.

And I get my hair cut on Wednesday YAY.

♥Tam.

home sweet home.

2004-08-14T04:26:07Z

not

anyways, i'm home.

photobucket is gay the end.

so here.

On Saturday I was bored and Corinna wasn't coming up until Sunday so yeah.

lame.

glasses or no?

MY INNA DUCKY CHARLIE PIMPIN PEPSI CHUCKLES BARBIE ER!!!

Holley, Corinna, sister.

skank jajajajaajjajaa

the glasses she bought for Joe, My King.

YUM.

so immature.

A lamp!

And a pretty picture

Holleyyyyyyyy

We watched a really weird movie, Eyes Wide Shut.

Awe♥

And as I slept Corinna took some inspiring photos..

the realllllllllly cute boy but i couldn't get a good picture of him :(

our slut picture! yum.

and then today on the way home it started pouring.

and there was thunder and lightning :D

there was one little blue spot

and that is all.

♥Tam.

someone call an ambulance.

2004-08-06T22:51:34Z

I leave today.
For Palm Desert, AGAIN.
Holley and Corinna coming yayayay.
Corinna's not coming up till Sunday though, but sall good.

My dad doesn't want to live with me.
Does anyone want to adopt me?

I don't wanna leave.

Love you all.
♥Tam.

Say...let's get known, if we keep it up, we'll show the haters it's gonna be soon not later

2004-08-05T18:14:43Z

So I was just quickly looking through at all of my pictures from summer and noticed I had sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much fun the beginning/middle summer and I was always out and these past couple weeks haven't been so good. We only got about 2 more weeks till school starts again and I am not looking forward to all the fucking retarded people at that school and I need to start having more fun with all my friends. Yeah.

I was gonna go to the movies today with Sarah, Spencer, Scott, Corinne, Carrie, etc.. but now Corn, Carrie, and Scott can't go. So I'm not going.
What am I doing today?

Oh yeah, HAPPY ONE DAY LATE BIRTHDAY TO CORINNE>>MY CORN, MY IT, MY LOVEEE I LOVE YOU SO MUCH I AM SO HAPPY WE HAVE BEEN GOOD FRIENDS SINCE 6TH GRADE YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL IN EVERY WAY! I WISH THE BEST FOR YOU AND SCOTT AND HOPE YOU ARE TOGETHER FOR LONGGGG TIME. I wish I could go to your party on Saturday :(
And Happy one day later birthday to Corinna's mom and Jenna's mom haha. :)

Two nights ago Brooke tried to try me up and it worked yay haha>>
Jajajjjaa. Michael my papa! He's in El Paso right now. I miss him.

One big happy family.

Okay that would have been under a cut but live journal is fucking lame and everytime I make a cut and do the code image thing for the first picture, it never shows up. Anyone know what's wrong?

K, I'm done.

♥Tam.

p.s- I got a new journal, photo journal, just in case you didn't see the entry below. tamboobfest
Add me and I'll add you back.

I need you so much closer...

2004-08-04T22:44:23Z

So I made a new journal.
A photo journal that is.
Since I mostly post pictures anyway.
But I am keeping this one.
tamboobfest
So add me and I'll add you back.
tamboobfest

I get to go to the padre game tonight with Lauren, yaaaaay.

I suck at life.
♥Tam.

_deaths_embrace @ 2004-08-03T19:23:00

2004-08-04T02:26:32Z

I hate my house.
I hate my dad.
I hate my family.
I hate my street.
I hate my face.
I hate how I think I'm so ugly.
I hate how I think I'm even uglier when I'm crying.
I'm crying.
I can't smile.
I want to leave right now.
I hate this summer.
No I hate today.
Everything is horrible today.
I hate me.

The pieces of a broken heart are wasted time

2004-08-03T04:28:35Z

So yesterday Brooke came over and then we went to the pool.
We only swam for like 30 minutes and then the lady said the pool was closing and it was only like 9?
So then we went home.
Talked to losers online.
And eventually we took out the oujia board jajajjaja.
It took like an hour for it to finally start working.
And I was like farting the whole time jajajajjajajja. disturbing the spirits.
Then I got super tired at at like 2:30 so Brooke played by herself for like an hour.
Then talked for a while.
Fell asleep.
This morning we woke up and then went "running".
Came home got dressed blahblahbblah.
My sister got her license.. hahahaha.
So then she drove us to Rancho.
Went to Rubio's.
And saw Justine, Grumpy Boobull Pretty Michael, and Alicia.
We ate and hung out with them and then we all saw Napolean Dynamite at 5:30.
When it was over me and Brooke saw Grant.. ahhh! he looks so different haha.
Then the rest of them left and didn't tell us and we couldn't find them so we walked around for a while then went home.
I'm sad though. They didn't say bye. And I got like NO pictures. Except one of Alicia haha.

Tomorrow is Supervillians yaaaay :D

me sarah maria jaja.

"I DARE you to hump a palm tree."

I POOPED MY PANTS.

mm mmm.

Okay it looks like there's something green in my teeth.. am I distracting you?

I'm on Morgan's ass.

hahahahhahah

sarry !!

maria !!

sarry ass.

doesn't look like mobby's wearing underwear.

ugly yes.

and that is all.

So tomorrow I can finally start posting dibujos from the past few days..

♥Tam

And I can't forgive myself for all the things I've done.
But you, you do

wouldn't trade anything, you're still my everything

2004-08-02T03:14:24Z

Today was pretty dull again haha.
But FINALLY I got my computer fixed yayayayya.
No more gay aim quitting on me every 5 minutes.
Okay now I am going swimming with Brooke and then we are going running and then she is spending the night hoorah.
I found my last day of summer school pictures on here finally haha I'll post those in a few days after blsahbslblbblahblah.

Okay here.

I LOVE MARIA SO MUCH.

she's soooooooooooooo adorable.

This is my favorite picture.

this one too.

Soggy donut!

kids.

Randy, Maria, and Sarah.

15 Tamarahs.

Maria's h00ters!

not such a great picture haha.

jajajajjajajjaja

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

hahahah i rule you all

EL OH ELZ.

Lemon sorbet is the best.

I have no clue

Uncle David, Aunt Sandy, Uncle Mike.

the madre.

Mine and Morgan's choloish butt sex!

Mmmmmm!

And Donut fell and it was great.

There are still a lot more haha I'll post those tomorrow most likely.

I'm angry, we leave to Palm Desert again on the 6th and my Corn's party is the 7th. :(((((((
And Tuesday is supervillian day yayayaya.

Okay I must leave now.

♥Tam.

Step into the night.

2004-08-01T04:24:36Z

All the ladiesss-Marietta, Sarah, Morgan, Me, Sarah, Shaina, and Maria and Sarah on bottom.

again.

Marietta and Sarry being seductive..

My MofuckinStaffa gahaha.

doing her retarded eye thing.

So this totally looks like our toungues are “kitching” but they aren’t.

“You’re just jealous cause we’re young and in love.”

I loooooooooove this picture!

yum.

Awe my donut !! She looks so asian when she smiles I loveeeee it<3

Uncle Mike and Cesar.

ew.

cusionsnomustardgooggosuckatrollforphilly’ssake67!!!

Marietta, Mmm.

Aunt Sandy and Uncle David.

Sarah, Maria, and me with my gay eyes.

ahahahaha no one knew this picture was being taken.

Morgan haha.

Sarah Maria Sarah

YUM.

jajajjajajjajjajajjaja.

sooo pretty.

SOOOO CUTE.

worked up soooooo sexual!

That’s it for now. There’s a lot more so I’ll post them later.

comment :]

♥Tam.

this is nothing.

2004-07-31T21:13:29Z

People suck, they really do. They trick you into believing things that you think could end up being so perfect, when really everything sucks in the end and you feel nothing except for wanting to die. I don't think there is one human being that really takes their time to think about how their friends, family, people they hate, people they just meet, or whoever really feels when they say something to that person. That may have been a bit confusing actually. I think the world would be a lot better off in no one had friends or family, and kept to themselves all the time so no one could ever get hurt. Of course everyone would be lonely and that's one of the worst feelings ever, but they wouldn't know because people would never communicate with one and other. I really don't even know what I'm typing and most of you probably aren't even taking your time to read this, which is good. Time, another thing I hate. No one can ever control it and it goes by so fast, or goes by very slow. I can't go into much detail about time because I'm only 14 and I'm not very smart but I just know time is one of the worst things to exist, but I wish it didn't. Just since last night I've started to feel like I shouldn't be here and I shouldn't be talking to anyone because I can't trust myself with the things I say to people and how they take it, because they could be extremely sensitive just like how I am. So there are these three girls, Teresa __rebelwaltz, Elise __methodacting, and Debra pogoxonxaxnazi. When I first found them on live journal, I thought they were really cool sweet girls and they seemed to have no problem with me. But once I left their community fucking_rad, they all totally turned against me, very pathetic. I just left because there was always pussy internet fights that were really lame and it was getting old way too fast. Elise decided that she didn't like me because she said that I would say no to anyone who didn't have The Cure and The Postal Service on their application, which is totally ridiculous. And so that makes her sound like she knows everything. Teresa has tons of freckles and everyone thinks she's soooo cute, and I don't see it all. She tries way too hard and comes off as thinking she is better than anyone else.. same with Debra. I still think Debra is pretty cool, despite the fact that she thinks she is the coolest person in the world and she seems way obsessed with herself. So Elise, Debra, and Teresa, are really pathetic and immature and don't know when to stop and I really don't think they care about anyone besides themselves except for a few people, other than that they judge every person they can and try to find the faults in them. They even decided to make a rejected stamp for their community of me, pathetic huh? Look, I'll post it right here. They are some pretty damn good artists. I try not to let their complete stupidness get to me but it's hard not to think about it and how they waste their time trying to offend some girl they don't even know.

This was probably the most pointless entry written but it's my journal and I'll write what I want.

_deaths_embrace @ 2004-07-29T21:59:00

2004-07-30T05:00:19Z

No one cares?

I just want someone.

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