me :)

Baby Phat

2006-01-16T21:19:15Z

[mood| bouncy]
[music|"You & I Both" - Jason Mraz ]

Capri: A Baby Phat model from my magazine

Phoenix: Finished project

2006-01-16T14:57:39Z

[mood| awake]
[music|"When I'm Gone" - Eminem ]

Feast your eyes! Phoenix is my first lineart that I've added color to. It actually took me like 2 hours last night to do as I went through a step by step tuturial online. But I'm so happy with it and I can't wait to have other like her.

Now...I get to go clean! Nikki and Rollin are finally on their way to Starkville so I want the house to be spick & span! :)

eye candy

2006-01-15T04:51:06Z

[mood| pleased]
[music|"Criminal" - Fiona Apple ]

<-- She's just a shampoo model I drew outta my Cosmo magazine. I added a few enhancements on Photo Shop.

<-- And she's the beautiful, painted, comic verson who I named Pheonix just cause that name kicks ass and so does she!

take that!

2006-01-14T23:45:59Z

[mood| silly]
[music|"L.A. Song" - Beth Hart (all time fave song...really) ]

Oh my, I'm totally the shit! I'm teaching myself to kickbox..

AND I FINALLY gave lil Frenchie a bath and held her while she shook uncontrollably for an entire hour

...listening to a little David Allen Coe too, because he's hot for me :)

Jake Gyllenhall is such a god!

2006-01-14T18:04:32Z

[mood| hyper]
[music|"Honky Tonk Badonkadonk" - Trace Adkins *cause I like to shake my ass to it* ]

Yes, that is supposed to be Jake. It doesn't really look very much like him, but I think it resembles him somewhat. I'm satisfied with it :)

sweet nothings....

2006-01-01T16:49:07Z

[mood| lonely]
[music|"Folsom Prison Blues" - Johnny Cash ]

<--- Alessandra Ambrosio from Victoria's Secret...she's gorgeous.

New Year's Eve...without beer!

2006-01-01T02:37:16Z

[mood| bored]
[music|"Knockin on Heaven's Door" - Avril Lavigne ]

that's right. I've got nothing better to do on New Year's Eve but sit here on my computer and work on my lifejournal. It may seem sad, but I'm totally fine with it. I'm at my apartment by myself since Nikki hasn't come back from the holidays yet. I tapped into my savings the other day and bought me a playstation too just because I was bored. That's right, and I'm damn proud of it. I bought the Sims2 and GTA: San Andreas to go along with it. Both seem pretty fuckin great to me at the moment. I took 2 stackers this morning...I was gonna try to go all day without eatin but then I broke down and cooked some chicken fajitas about an hour ago. I must say, they were damn good. I havent sketched anything in a while. I took some photos over Christmas of my cousin Callie. She's 6 and she's fucking gorgeous. She made a great model. I didnt have my digital with me though, so I had to use a black and white disposable. I'm going Monday to see if I can get a job at the new Peppers they are buiding in town.

on the move!

2005-10-31T03:53:29Z

[mood| accomplished]
[music|"Bring Me Down" - Miranda Lambert ]

Oh my, oh my...I've been going all day long. I got up this morning around 9am and took two stackers. I know that's not great, but boy did it give me some kinda energy. I cleaned all day long...well not ALL day...I took a break and worked with my pictures and picture frames for about 2 hours, then went back to cleaning! Still tired of cleaning up after people though! I've been studying too! Yay for me...I wish I could be like this everyday though and without taking stackers. I have two make up tests tomorrow...thanks to my lack of going to class. The make up test I had Saturday morning went bad, but not quite as bad as I thought it was going to! I made a 66, and depending on the college grading scale, that may just be a D. I still havent failed anything since I've been going to school but that does not mean that my average will be good. Went to wal-mart and spent all kinds of money...I bought the movie The Princess Bride (what a great movie!) and I bought Miranda Lambert's new cd...which is better than I thought it would be. Other than that, I just bought a bunch of fruit and veggies and a lot of cleaning supplies cause lord knows we need some cleaning done! I still just need to like, clean my room though. I would be in good shape if I could keep my room straightened up but I really can't...It stays clean for about 2 days at the most and then its all downhill from there! I'm planning on going to my classes tomorrow...i'm not really sure how that will work out, but I'm planning to go anyways.

_daydreamer21_ @ 2005-10-29T22:36:00

2005-10-30T03:51:17Z

[mood| weird]
[music|"Wonderful" - Everclear ]

Wow...I've been up since 5:30am this morning, and I have not accomplished one damn thing. I meant to get up at 4 this morning and study for the makeup test i had at 6, but i guess i stayed up too late the night before and just didnt hear the alarm...lucky for me, I happy to have a good internal clock. If I hadnt woken up at 5:30, I hate to think what would have happened. I would've probably gotten a 0. I gotta admit, since I didnt study at all, I'm relying totally on my guessing ability at the moment, but that's gotta be better than a 0 right? So I came home after the test and played the new Sims 2 Nightlife for hours on end. I took a break around noon and watched a movie I purchased the other day, White Oleander. It was great, a real tear-jerker! I loved it...its going down on my list of favorite movies of the moment. I hate it when Nikki goes to see her boyfriend if I'm stuck in Starkville because I don't do a damn thing the whole time. It can get lonely. I'm worried about my sanity. Since I've had more trouble getting to sleep lately, I've come to realize that my mind truly NEVER stops going. I don't think that's normal. Maybe I'm ADD, I'm not sure. But if I'm not doing anything, or if I lay down to go to sleep, I just sit there and think and think and think...about crazy shit and the next time I look up at the clock, I realize three hours has passed and I have to give myself motivational speeches, coaching myself into a sleep, like "alright, just close your eyes...just go to sleep...don't think about anything else." Yeah, I know, weird. If my mind would stop going on high speed 24/7 I probably wouldn't ramble on the way I do...about nothing. *shrug* i'm so complicated!

...blah blah blah

2005-10-27T17:18:19Z

[mood| hungry]
[music|"She Talks to Angels" - Black Crowes ]

I realize that I *thought* I was sick earlier this week...but it was nothing compared to what I am now. I must have the most god-awful allergy or sinus shit of anyone I know. One of my eyes is less than half the size of the other and it tears up like every five minutes. it's awful, trust me. I'm so proud of myself...I totally told my bitchy roommate that me and Nik were moving out in January and that she would have to find two more roomies. She said she would have to ask around, but I hope she can find someone. I would give *anything* to be able to have a two bedroom, two bathroom apartment with just Nikki. We share a bathroom now, so that much will be different. Finally got my ass up yesterday and went to accounting. I have a take home quiz due tomorrow that he gave me an extension on because of the kick-ass excuse I gave him for missing the past two weeks. I'm just gonna have to work my ass off from now on. I need a good GPA and right now my two test grades in accounting are a 64 and 65. In accounting a 65 is the lowest C, and a C is what I need to make it count towards my major. Otherwise, I will have to retake the course. Me and Nikki stayed up last night doin madlibs...funny shit. She is in class right now, but when she gets back, she is going to stay with Rollin in Cleveland till...I think Saturday night. I won't be that bored because I have to make up my Geography test at 6am on Saturday morning. lol I just can't wait for that, let me tell you. I finally bought the Gilmore Girls Season 4 on DVD so I've been starting on those. What a great show! I also went shopping last night in Columbus with Nikki and found some jeans from Old Navy that fit me perfect. There is no better feeling than finding a pair of jeans that fit your ass just right! God, I'm so hungry right now...I think I'll eat some lean pockets....or a sandwich. I love sandwiches as much as Joey from Friends!

...gettin the sniffles

2005-10-24T14:43:44Z

[mood| sick]
[music|"You're Beautiful" - James Blunt ]

I have been so busy this weekend, but I've been doing so much better. I haven't been lazy at all. Friday night, Nikki got back from Cleveland visiting her boyfriend around 9pm. We rented the Amityville Horror (Ryan Reynolds turns me on), and I'm happy to say it scared me shitless. Saturday, Nikki and I cleaned from 8am till about 6pm. Our apartment looks so good now. Britney (the evil roommate) pissed us off once again. She came out of her room in a thong (and no, she does not have the figure for it)to tell me and Nikki that our music was too loud. We are the only ones cleaning what is supposed to be her house too, and she has the nerve to tell us to turn our music down. It wouldn't have bothered me so bad if she wasn't the most inconsiderate person i've ever met to begin with. I couldn't even hear the music as it was over the water from me washing all of her damn dishes! Then Sunday, me and Nikki took our pups walking and when we got back we were hot, so we turned the air on. During the day, we usually leave the patio door open a crack so our dogs can go out on the patio and look out (we're on the second floor). Well Britney decided she would inform us that the reason our gas bill is so outrageous is because me and Nikki leave the door open that small bit, which is not so because our bill has not changed since we started doing that. Well it pissed us off. She's the only one that has a problem paying her bills and complains about it, because she spends all of her money on going out and drinking at least 3 times a week and eating fast food at least once a day. So what's the good that came out of all this: Nikki's mom told us to get out of our lease if we can and find a new place with just the two of us! I couldn't be happier. It's just so damn frustrating that she has absolutely no problem complaining to us about every single thing that we do, yet me and Nikki always hold her tongues about the things she does...and trust me, there's plenty. She would drive a priest to violence. Its no coincidence that this is the second year in a row she's lost both of her roommates because the can't stand her. So we went apartment shopping! We're going today to ask about getting out the lease. I feel sick today. Couldn't get to sleep till about 3 this mornin...so i'm kinda exhausted. I've got two tests tomorrow...so that's what i'll be up to all day today. I haven't smoked a cigarette in 8 days...I'm proud of that but if I had one right now, I would smoke the hell of it.

...life passes me by

2005-10-21T13:30:35Z

[mood| determined]
[music|"Your Winter" - Sister Hazel ]

I just woke up, but i swear i've been resetting my alarm over and over since 5am. I was gonna get up then and study for a test I had at 9 this morning. Instead, I emailed her a sob story about how my sister went into premature labor. I don't even have a sister...which means, I may very possibly be going to Hell. I wanted to get up and do good this morning sooo bad, but I just couldnt. I couldnt get to sleep last night until about 2, even though I laid down around 11:30. I just laid in bed daydreaming of a life so beyond reality that it's sad. If I dont get enough sleep at night there's no way I can get up in the morning...unless I really want to. Which I guess means I *didn't* really want to. <> I'm so confused! This weekend I need to turn things around. I'm gonna get up everyday and do something, and everyday next week I will be in class dammit! i'm determined. And now I've got two tests to make up next week as well. yay. Frenchie got fleas yesterday...don't know how, but that's when I first noticed them. So I headed to wal-mart and got her a flea collar and some shampoo. She's still scratchin. I got a Halloween bowl and candy to go in it as well...I hope some kids come by. We're in an apartment so I don't know how that will work. I've been watching the Charmed Season 1 DVD set. I never got into the show because I had other faves...like Buffy and Angel, Gilmore Girls, etc. But I've been watching it and it's pretty cool, so I may finish the 5th disc today. We'll see how that goes....