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WENT TO A PARTY, MOM

I went to a party,
And remembered what you said.
You told me not to drink, Mom,
so I had a sprite instead.

I felt proud of myself,
The way you said I would,
that I didn't drink and drive,
though some friends said I should.

I made a healthy choice,
And your advice to me was right.
The party finally ended,
and the kids drove out of sight.

I got into my car,
Sure to get home in one piece.
I never knew what was coming, Mom,
something I expected least.

Now I'm lying on the pavement,
And I hear the policeman say,

the kid that caused this wreck was drunk,
Mom, his voice seems far away.

My own blood's all
around me,
As I try hard not to cry.
I can hear the paramedic say,
this girl is going to die.

I'm sure the guy had no idea,
While he was flying high.
Because he chose to drink and drive,
now I would! have to die.

So why do people do it, Mom
Knowing that it ruins lives?
And now the pain is cutting me,
like a hundred stabbing knives.

Tell sister not to be afraid, Mom
Tell daddy to be brave.
and when I go to heaven,
put " Momm y's Girl" on my grave.

Someone should have taught him,
That
it's wrong to drink and drive.
Maybe if his parents had,
I'd still be alive.

My breath is getting shorter,
Mom I'm getting really scared
These are my final moments,
and I'm so unprepared.

I wish
that you could hold me Mom,
As I lie here and die.
I wish that I could say, "I love you, Mom!"
So I love you and good-bye.
:(

OMFG I just saw a UFO it was like stop in one spot then it moved really fast and we went on the other side of the house to see if it was there and it was
some of you probably don't believe me but I saw it I now I did and Kaylee said that she has seen it over White Mountain Lake almost every night it is soooooooooooooooo cool and crepy at the same time

I just found out I can't trust anybody I fuckin meat I am sooooooooooo fucken mad :(
I hate my life rite know cause of all the fuckin shit that's going on in my life I just wan't to... never mined

Look what I got on this

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I'm sorry I have not up dated in a really long time I was really bizzy with school and other stuff.

I am back at my real home for good now YAY!!! but I am sad I had to leave all of my other friends. :(

I have to get a job this summer. I'm a dish washer at a bar, my mom is making me.

I am sooooo bord!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I want to do something!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I want to see my boyfriend really bad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHAT CAN I DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Richard brock up with me for a couple of days I don't know why I think it was Maria (I HATE HER SO MUCH!!!) she tolled him something about me that was not true or asked him something I don't know what it was and what to keep it that way (It will just piss me off more then I am now about it)but we got back together and said he was sorry for braking up with me in the first place.

So anyway how are all of you guys? I will be on a lot more when I move back up to The White Mountains I cant wait it is getting really hot in Catalina I like the cold;) But I'm not going to be to happy cause I have to leave all of my new friends:(

Do you guys like my new journal I think it is really cool cause purple and back are my new favorite colors.

All of my friends at my school new that I wanted to go out with Richard.
So all of them went to him and told him how I felt and that I was going to ask him out.
I was in class so I had no idea what they were doing.
Then he started to act like he liked me or something.
So my friends told me I should just ask him out at lunch that day I kept saying "no not today. I will next week"
They said "Ok you can do it next week" "thank you"
When lunch was over 2 of my friends pulled me rite in front of Richard and said "ask him just do it"
So I did and he said yes!!! I'm so happy. He told me he liked me a lot and he waits for girls to ask him out.
So I'm really glad from want my friends did for me.
Most of my friends went out with Richard they had to ask him out and they had to break up with him he doesn't ask or break up with anybody he has never done it.
So I think we is going to last a long time

well when we started going out for the first day he held my hand
the next day he started hugging me
and now he is kissing me on the check
I think next week he is going to start kissing me on the lips

All of my friend at my school new that I wanted to go out with Richard.
So all of them went to him and told him how I felt and that I was going to ask him out.
I was in class so I had no idea what they were doing.
Then he started to act like he liked me or something.
So my friends told me I should just ask him out at lunch that day I kept saying "no not today. I will next week"
They said "Ok you can do it next week" "thank you"
When lunch was over 2 of my friends pulled me rite in front of Richard and said "ask him just do it"
So I did and he said yes!!! I'm so happy. He told me he liked me a lot and he waits for girls to ask him out.
So I'm really glad from want my friends did for me.
Most of my friends went out with Richard they had to ask him out and they had to break up with him he doesn't ask or break up with anybody he has never done it.
So I think we is going to last a long time

well when we started going out for the first day he held my hand
the next day he started hugging me
and now he is kissing me on the check
I think next week he is going to start kissing me on the lips

YAY I am not Grounded anymore
how are all you guys
I live in Catalina now it is a small town outside of Tucson I go to public school now YAY
It is really cool.
There is a guy that I meet his name is Richard I never thought I would like him more then a friend But I thought wrong I like him so much
he is not that cute but he is nice and sweet that is the main thing right?
Richard is 15 years old
OK so I am going to get to the point
I don't know if he likes me like I like him. In some ways he acts like he likes me but in other ways he acts like he doesn't. I really want to go out with him but I don't know how to ask him
can you guys help me?

If you had me alone...locked up in your house for twenty-four hours and I had to do whatever you wanted me to, what would you do with me? All posts will be screened because it's a secret. Then repost this in your LJ- or don't. You might be surprised with the responses you get.

hello how are you.
I am moving at the end of this mouth. I am going to Catalina for 7 weeks I'm going to finely going to go to a real school YAY!!!
I don't really want to move cause I don't want to leave all of my friends like Colby, Cody, <3 Joey <3, and Tyler he is like my BEST FRIEND!!! (I love him so much) I am going to miss them so BAD!!!

Colby won't stop making me blush in front of Joey every body knows I like him even Joey, but I don't want him to see me blushing it just makes me blush even
more :) it's really funny

I am going to be 15 in 3 days YAY!!!

how are all of you guys
I am so sorry I don't update anymore
There is nothing happening in my life rite now but there are to really strong girls who want to kick my ass I am so scared there names are Kelly and Candis
Kelly is 15
and Candice is 16
Kelly want to kick my ass because she think I am lying to her about my age she thank I am 12 or 13 I have tried to tell her I am almost 15 so meany times and now she hates me and we were like best friends a week ago
Candice wants to kick my ass because She think I want to have sex with Tyler(her boyfriend) and she said to all of her friends that I came rite up to her and ask if Tyler and I ever had a chance. I would never do that. We were friend like 2 day ago

this is one of the things she has said to me

Look please do me a fave. Leave Tyler alone. Okay i don't like you talking to him it really pisses me off. So just don't write to him okay?!

and I said
"ok I will"

and This is what her Replied was

"You are such a lieing Bitch!!!! You never dated Cory, Tyler, or Colby!!! And if you ever tell ANY ONE THAT YOU ARE TALKING TO MY BOYFRIEDN AGAIN YOUR GOING TO BE REALLY REALLY SORRY. No you know what your such a fucked up little liar that you really nedd a good ass kicking. Tell you what, I really hope this makes you cry, it probly will everything makes you cry. So why don't you go fuck yourself!!!!!!! Cause no guy, boy, or man will ever want you!"

This is what I said to her

"Look I was talking to a totally different Tyler on the phone he is like one of my best friends OK
I will stay away from the other Tyler if you want me to
I was just trying to be nice sorry
you can call me a liar I don’t care cause I know I am not
and I am not going to cry ok
I really want to be friends with you but I guess that is not going to happen again so I'm sorry for what ever I did
I wont talk to you again
I will back off


O and ya when did I ask you if Tyler and I ever had a chance if you guys broke up
I am just wanting to know"

and she has not said anything yet

how are all of you guys
I am so sorry I don't update anymore
There is nothing happening in my life rite now but there are to really strong girls who want to kick my ass I am so scared there names are Kelly and Candis
Kelly is 15
and Candice is 16
Kelly want to kick my ass because she think I am lying to her about my age she thank I am 12 or 13 I have tried to tell her I am almost 15 so meany times and now she hates me and we were like best friends a week ago
Candice wants to kick my ass because She think I want to have sex with Tyler(her boyfriend) and she said to all of her friends that I came rite up to and ask if Tyler and I ever had a chance. I would never do that. We were friend like 2 day ago

this is one of the things she has said to me

Look please do me a fave. Leave Tyler alone. Okay i don't like you talking to him it really pisses me off. So just don't write to him okay?!

and I said
"ok I will"

and This is what her Replied was

"You are such a lieing Bitch!!!! You never dated Cory, Tyler, or Colby!!! And if you ever tell ANY ONE THAT YOU ARE TALKING TO MY BOYFRIEDN AGAIN YOUR GOING TO BE REALLY REALLY SORRY. No you know what your such a fucked up little liar that you really nedd a good ass kicking. Tell you what, I really hope this makes you cry, it probly will everything makes you cry. So why don't you go fuck yourself!!!!!!! Cause no guy, boy, or man will ever want you!"

This is what I said to her

"Look I was talking to a totally different Tyler on the phone he is like one of my best friends OK
I will stay away from the other Tyler if you want me to
I was just trying to be nice sorry
you can call me a liar I don’t care cause I know I am not
and I am not going to cry ok
I really want to be friends with you but I guess that is not going to happen again so I'm sorry for what ever I did
I wont talk to you again
I will back off


O and ya when did I ask you if Tyler and I ever had a chance if you guys broke up
I am just wanting to know"

and she has not said anything yet

Hey Sorry I have not been on this in a long time
My hair is brown it is so cool
Colby kissed me to day But it was on the cheek
and ya he is finely going out with Jamie and I am not mad
(I thought I was going to be sad but I am not)!!! I helped them get together
I will be 15 on the 18th YAY!!!

OMG
When I was talking to Jamie She was telling me about Colby and how much she loves him :( I am pissed cause I love him more then anything and she knows that. Then she tolled me that Colby loves her to (I was not felling like a fucking person) So I said I had to go, and I called Savanna and started crying my hart out. She asked me what Jamie's # was I said I did not want to give it to her but She said she was not going to talk about me or Colby So I was stupid to believe that and I gave it to her so she called her when I got off of the phone. Then I called Colby (man I am stupid) and he asked me if I would care If he asked Jamie out I said I don't care and it would make me happy to see them together(I am such a fucking lyre) He got so happy when I said that. So he said he wanted to go and Call Jamie to ask her out. Ok So I started to cry again. About an hour latter Jamie called me and Started crying I ask her why she was crying. She said "I said no to Colby" "I asked her why" She said I was still in love with him and She does not what to do that to me and she told him that she does not what a boy friend until she is 16 (What the fuck she was looking for a boyfriend) So I get off of the phone with her and call colby I asked if he was Ok He said "DOES IT SOUND LIKE I'M FUCKING OK. WHY DID YOU HAVE TO FUCKING CALL SAVANNA!!!" I said "What did she say." He said "she told Jamie not to go out with me because It would not be fare to you" (SHIT SHIT SHIT THIS IS NOT WHAT I WANTED TO FUCKING HAPPEN I FELL SO STUPID FOR GIVING SAVANNA HER FUCKING # SHIT!!!) so jamie is crushed and colby is to I fell a fucking ASSHOLE!!!
I hate this so much. I wanted to see Colby happy so bad and I tried (I made him cry instead I am so fucking stupid!!!)

O.K.
I was talking to Jami and she just got off of the phone with Colby
he told her that he love's her :(
SHIT I HATE MY SELF FOR EVEN LOVING HIM I SHOULD HAVE LISTENED TO EVERYBODY.
He said that he will never love me and said he is getting sick of me
I HATE HIM SO MUCH!!!
I am still crying over him and it has been 2 hours

I am not trying to run away from all of the stiff that is happening
but I am going to go and live with my real dad it mite help me

O.K.
I was talking to Jami and she just got off of the phone with Colby
he told her that he love's her :(
SHIT I HATE MY SELF FOR EVEN LOVING HIM I SHOULD HAVE LISTENED TO EVERYBODY.
He said that he will never love me and said he is getting sick of me
I HATE HIM SO MUCH!!!
I am still crying over him and it has been 2 hours

I am not trying to run away from all of the stiff that is happening
but I am going to go and live with my real dad it mite help me

I am so bord
I don't know what to do anymore to get colby off of my mind any ideas
I really need help

If you have a vampirefreaks name or anything will you go and see The_Greek_Goth dont tell him I gave you his name
I think he is cute and he goes to my school
he is so cool, he is one of colby friends, and his girlfriend is one of my friends her name is Candice

it seem like Colby is ignoring me now
yesterday he was going to go to church with me and when I went to go and get him he was gone so I had to go alon:(
so I did not call him yesterday and I am not going to call him for awhile so he is just going to call me from now on
and I even got him a Star Wars toy that I thing he would like
and I got him ICP (The Ring Master) that he wanted

I think I love him to much and that is one of my biggest problems

NO BODY LOVES ME ANYMORE!!!