I am due for a miracle

I am going through the motions
Its what everyone wants to see
I am looking for emotions
Or the lack of inside of me
And even though it's hard to shake this thing when its on your back
When you're next to me
You make me feel like I could do that

I'm Danelle. I'm 26, have a very dry sense of humor, and generally don't word things well. I am in school to become an EMT, despite the fact that I'm a few credits short of an Aquaculture degree. I'm from outside of Tampa, FL and now live in Franklin, NC. I play too much WoW and generally not enough RL. <3 mah horse.

Refuse to feel anything at all,
Refuse to slip,
Refuse to fall.
Can't be weak,
Can't stand still,
You watch your back 'cause no one will.
You don't know why they had to go this far,
Traded your worth for these scars,
For your only company.
And don't believe the lies
That they have told to you. Not one word was true
you're alright, you're alright, you're alright.

Things you should know about me:
Well, first off, I'm very quiet. You'll rarely hear a peep out of me.
I hate animals, especially dogs and fish, ugh!
I hate to read, especially fantasy novels.
I don't curse, drink, or smoke, not even a little bit. I think those things are products from the devil!
I hate to travel.
I LOVE George W. Bush until my dying day.*
I hate politics.
Don't bother me with your neo-liberal, communist, hippy bullshit.
I think cows are the cause of the ozone layer depletion, not pollution.
Global warming is just a liberal ploy to get into office.
Rock music is Satan's seed, I only listen to God's good word: hymns.
Tattoos and piercings are desecration of your bodily temple, and if God had wanted you to have them, he'd have ut them on you himself.
None of you darn hippies better tell me I came from monkeys! God made me the way I am, from Adam's rib.
And if you believe anything I said in the previous sentences, you're insane and need to get a reality check. You obviously don't know me.
*Seriously, it felt dirty to even write that.

According to Yaara:
"danelle is a loser who changes her hair often. While the only link between her hair color and personality is the fluctuations, danelle is both extremely shy and exceptionally extroverted. She actually enjoys walks on the beach, or atleast the beach. She has a strong grip of what's important in life: friends family, fish and semi generally crappy music. Often, some claim the grip is too strong, but otherwise, she is always exciting to talk to, with the ability to be great in a conversation about the wonderfully jackass things done on jackass and the depths of the human psyche and the works of nearly any author ever to write. Even when sitting on the couch watching television, or Dracula 3000, there is never a dull moment with danelle as her commentary will have you peeing in your pants when you haven't had a drop to drink in three weeks."

I'm an AmeriCorps*NCCC Alumni, capital region, class XII. I've traveled all over the southeast US, with a few times north of the Mason-Dixon line, and plans to expand. I don't update terribly often, usually when something pisses me off. I'm a pro-gun liberal, odd, I know.