teenage lovers♥

Fri, 03 Feb 2006 01:43:23 GMT

I'M GOING TO LAS VEGAS TOMORROWWWWWWW !
GAHHH OMG OMG OMG I'M EXCITED.
VEGAS-ANS ; COME SEE MEEEEE.

Wed, 25 Jan 2006 05:47:53 GMT

bahahahahaha who gets TWO FREAKING TICKETS within' a week ? seriously.

right now my life consists of major failure, doubt, tickets, brain tumors, timidness, & tiredness. awesome, right ?

well at least i have my health. oooooh wait that's right, i'm sick. & on my period. haha.
it was worth a try.

i love how i cover up my insecurities & problems with humor. it's great.

Mon, 23 Jan 2006 03:47:19 GMT

yesterday started out well. roach & i went snowboarding for like, an hour lmao. & then went to pick up aaron & forrest. so then i was late for work. then from there, the day kept getting worse.

although i did get to work with amanda & ryan, which was hecka fun, i had to stay 2 hours after i had to because ryan left early. gayyyy. so then i went home & got yelled at by mi madre for being 'iresponsable'. so then roach, forrest, aaron & i hung out for a while, then went to meet up with ryan so we could follow him. because HOPE had a show in fallon & i didn't know how to get there.

so, i'm driving through carson, & ryan turns hecka fast & i couldn't get into the other lane to turn. so i went up a ways, & then turned around. so i speed up a little to catch him. & then i stop at a stop light. & then speed up a little, & get stuck at another light. THENNN i look behind me, & theres a cop, but he didn't have his lights on or anything. so then the light turned green & i took off right ? THENNN he turns his lights on. so i pull over. I HAVE NEVER MET A MORE RUDE PO-PO IN MY ENTIRE LIFE. he said i was going 75 in a 45. BULLSHIT. there is no possible way i could of sped up that fast in that little amount of time. & he made me freaking cry. he was so rude & so disrepectful & made me feel so little, worthless, & stupid. so after he gives me my freaking ticket & i'm crying hysterically & aaron is trying to calm me down, i pulled over into a parking lot so i could call ryan & tell him what happend so he could tell me how to get there & calm down a little. & then i realize, THE FREAKING COP FOLLOWED ME INTO THE PARKING LOT. so i start freaking out again. then he has the freaking nerve to park his car right behind mine so i cant pull out, & he comes up to my freaking window & says "KNOCK KNOCK ! WELL, I JUST GOT OFF THE PHONE WITH YOUR MOTHER, & SHE WOULD LIKE YOU TO CALL HER. HAVE A GREAT NIGHT." he freaking CALLED MY MOM. it was like, he got pleasure out of seeing me in pain. ASSHOLEEEEEEEEEE. UGH. so then aaron & i had to go home. & then i had to talk to my mom. we talked for about an hour & a half.

by the end of the talk/yelling. we concluded that i might not be going back to douglas after semester, & that i am a disapointment to my mother & that she has to leave to talk & drink with her friends to get away from me. but at least she still let aaron stay the night. she didn't get home till around 11.

aaron & i watched movies all night & pigged out. it helped alot. i hated that he had to watch me cry all day. but he was there for me, & talked to me, & hugged me, & told me how things would get better. i'm so thankful for him.

this is like, the freaking longest thing ever. & i am STILL going to continue.

friday was heckaaaaa sweet though, as bad as this weekend has been. even though i found out that i prolly can't graduate early now. haha. just to add on to everything, right ? AHHHHH. whateva. anyways, roach & i went up to tahoe to see our boys, & we went to see damien marley. i have never seen so many hippie/high/drunk people in my life haha. it was hilarious. & so much fun.

okay. so in conclusion, life is not so bueno right now. except for a select few people in it. & i really hope that i can go to vegas still. god that would help.

Thu, 19 Jan 2006 01:34:35 GMT

maybe acouple weeks ? =DDDDDD
& it's still snowing.
yay.

Mon, 09 Jan 2006 07:00:43 GMT

this weekend was well spent with my boy. it's kind of weird, i've never fallen this hard this fast. well, not since dave anyways. definitley kind of scary. but i'm still okay with it ? whateva. i don't know.

anywho, i'm quite scared of not graduating. i have no drive to do anything. it's pathetic. & i freaking hate it. i hate the fact that i don't want to do anything school related. the only reason i show up everyday is to see my few friends. the education i'm getting there is quite pathetic. & yet i still don't want to do it, & am still doing bad. gahhhhhh. @%#T$Y(R(#$PEGRKVD. but i am doing my math homework as i'm typing this. so that's a good start, right ? well not really, cause technically i'm not doing it if i'm on the computer. but we will just say i was taking a break. kay sweet.

it hasn't snowed again. gayyyyy. i did go snowboarding today tho. it sucked, wayyy to crowded. i need to go to kirkwood. & now i can finally afford it. seriously, i'm freaking rich right now. i love it =] haha.

MORGAN TURNS 17 IN ONE HOUR !%*^()$($#)@ <3

Tue, 03 Jan 2006 04:47:37 GMT

it snowed today =]

*****PART I

1)Using band names/Artist, spell out your name
G - green day. ew.
A - acceptance.
B - beatles, the.
B - boys night out.
Y - yeah yeah yeah's.

2) Have you ever had a song written about you?
yepp.

3) What song makes you cry?
"if i saw you in heaven"

4) What song makes you happy?
happy songs - 12 step lmao.

5) What do you like to listen to before bed?
usually just put my comp. on random.

6)Appearance
HEIGHT: 5' 2"

HAIR COLOR: blonde, brown & black.

SKIN COLOR: extreme blinding white.

EYE COLOR: hazel.

PIERCINGS: 2 lmao. soon more.

Right now:
WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: grey.

WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?: god love's ugly- atomosphere. it's the gangster in me.

WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: uhm, water ?

WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: snowyyyyyy =]

Do You..
GET MOTION SICKNESS?: nope.

HAVE A BAD HABIT?: yes.

GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENT(S)?: lmao.

LIKE TO DRIVE?: heckaaaaaaa.

Favorites
TV SHOWS: family guy & the o.c.

CONDITIONER: garnier fructis.

MAGAZINE: idk.

THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: not be at home ?

BAND OR GROUP or SINGER: wayyyyy to many.

Have You..
BROKEN THE LAW: haha yepp.

RAN AWAY FROM HOME: once.

SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: lots.

EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: hahaha yep.

MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: sure have.

EVER TIPPED OVER A PORT-O-POTTY?: LMAO yes. while a friend was in it =]

USED YOUR PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: yepp.

SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: since i've lived here, lots. haha.

FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: nope.

BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: yeah. way back in the day.

LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: of course.

Do you have...
BOYFRIEND: yes =]

GIRLFRIEND: nope.

CHILDREN: nope.

CURRENT CRUSH: yeahhh.

BEEN IN LOVE?: yesum.

BEEN HURT: alot.

DO YOU HAVE A JOB: yepp. quizznos ! hahahaha.

YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW: mix cd from cousin. it's bomb.

IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?: macaroni & cheese orange =]

WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: music, friends, music, brandon

WHO MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST?: friends & boyfriend =]

THE NEXT CD YOUR GOING TO BUY?: no idea.

WHO DO YOU CONSIDER A GOOD FRIEND?: ooh man, the list is long.

WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO?: uhm sleep, & be with my friends, & be with my boyfriend, & drink coffee, & snowboard. that's pretty much all i do.

When/What was the last...
TIME YOU CRIED?: yesterday.

YOU GOT A REAL LETTER?: do christmas letters count ? cause then i got one yesterday ha.

YOU GOT E-MAIL: last week.

THING YOU PURCHASED: jackinthebox breakfast yesterday lmao.

PROGRAM YOU WATCHED: friends. right now. =]

MOVIE YOU WATCHED: grease. yesterday.

*************PART II

[What are you wearing on your feet]
nothing.

[What is the third letter of your name]
b.

[Do you have any eyeliner on?]
no.

[Do you know anyone named Kate?]
yepp.

[Does your name end in Y?]
yes.

[What are you listening to right now?]
mix cd, at the moment sublime <3.

[Have you ever died your hair red?]
partially.

[Do you own an iPod?]
yeah. but it hasn't worked for a year. lmao.

[Where do you want to live?]
australia, london, cali, or ny.

[Have you ever read anything by Jack Kerouac?]
don't think so.

[Do you smoke cigarettes?]
ehh on occasion.

[What is the last thing you made for someone?]
christmas card for my cousin lmao.

[Have you ever died your hair with KoolAid?]
hahahaha yeah, back in the day.

[Do you like incense and candles?]
hecka.

[What are your plans for the rest of the day?]
absolutly nothing.

[What are your plans for tomorrow?]
school. probably ditch to go snowboarding. & work. lmao.

[What are your plans for the rest of your life?]
good question. don't know yet.

[Do you photoshop all your pictures?]
lmao i don't own photoshop.

[What is in your pockets right now?]
i dont have any pockets right now.

[Do you own a gun?]
no. make love not war.

[When was the last time you had a snowball fight?]
today with some kids down the street hahaha. it was awesome.

[What are the 4th, 5th, and 6th numbers in your cell number?]
5 7 5

[Who is in your phonebook under k?]
kaily rae, kali, katie, other katie, kelly ken, kira, kristian.

[Who calls you most?]
madre & aaron.

[What is the last text message in your inbox?]
"did you do your rough draft ?" from: cory.
my reply: "nope". hahaha.

[Did you have an old nintendo?]
heck yeah i did ! but it's at brittany's in vegas. gay.

[Did you have duck hunt?]
hecka. with the gun & such.

[Whats your favorite veggie?]
uhm, carrots i guess.

[What scent do you wear?]
hollister august.

[What kind of car do you have?]
'01 silver beetle turbo. my baby =] haha.

[If you had to have a career as a teacher what would you teach?]
p.e. lmao. or art.

[How do you feel about guys in really baggy jeans?]
ew.

[How do you feel about guys in skin tight girl pants?]
mmmm =] haha.

[Are you on most peoples first friends page?]
no.

[Have you ever gone camping?]
yepp.

[Do you like it?]
love it.

[Are you usually warm or cold?]
cold.

[How many pokemon cards did you have?]
none anymore. i used to have millions i swear.

[What do you masturbate to?]
your mom.

[Do you love or hate christmas?]
well, i love the IDEA of christmas. but i've had alot of shitty christmas'. but i LOVEEED this one =]

[Have you ever thought you found "the one"?]
yeah. that was a loooong time ago.

[Who is the last person you touched?]
madre.

[Have you ever gotten a speeding ticket?]
nope.

[Where is the nearest 7-11?]
uhm, ranchos i guess ?

[Would you date someone who was older than you?]
already have. & am right now lmao.

[Would you date someone who was younger than you?]
already have.

[What was the last dream you can remember?]
last night i dreamt i was in the band underoath ? lmao i don't know why.

[Whats your favorite fast food restaurant?]
taco bell. & in-n-out. fo sho.

[Have you ever hugged a stranger?]
plenty haha.

[Have you ever kissed a stranger?]
hahaha yeah.

[Do you own any items from Victoria's Secret?]
yepp.

[What is the brand of underwear you're wearing right now?]
target ? lmao.

[What is something you think is just terrific?]
music, friends, aaron, apples, sushi, coffee, jamba juice, & life.

Fri, 30 Dec 2005 10:09:45 GMT

life is good =]

Mon, 26 Dec 2005 20:01:06 GMT

i got everything i wanted for christmas:
$$$$$250;
1 jacket with fury hood;
& 1 boyfriend <3

i hecka scored =]

so christmas day i woke up, opened presents with the fam, went snowboarding all day with the cousin, had dinner at 1 o'clock in the afternoon, played santa & delivered presents to all my friends [which they loved], went to tahoe with the fam & saw a show, then hung out with jessie & aaron all night. at which time he asked me to be his girlfriend =D

gahhhhh. i love life. & jessie & i want to plan a trip to vegas. woot !

hope everyone had a great christmas, love youuuu <3

Sun, 25 Dec 2005 08:03:51 GMT

there were great ups & downs today. i went to tahoe & saw aaron. he's amazing. & he finnaly kissed me =]. it's been forever since a guy has treated me as good as he does. & we're not even dating. it's great. we talk like theres no tomorrow, & i'm a complete goober around him. it's great. gahh.

okay so then i go home. & i go into my room. the first thing my eyes lock onto is the picture schmorg got me for christmas last year. then came the waterworks. & just looking at all my pictures of all my best friends. it killed me. my first christmas away from vegas. it's so hard. katie & i have never spent a christmas apart. this is seriously killing me. & it didn't help that i started thinking about cory. thank god aaron called & i calmed down a bit. but i'm still crying. i miss you guys so much.

merry christmas everyone. love you.
& merry christmas cory, wish you were here <3

Wed, 21 Dec 2005 06:26:28 GMT

so my couisin & her friends are here. they're fun. we're going snowboarding tomorrow. ooh & morg, i have stories =] kay bye.
lovens.

hello. this is anji. im probably gabby-g's best friend. and her cousin. and her boyfriend. and horse, but anyway, id like to say the my cuz gab, is pretty cool i guess. well, merry christmas, happy new year, and happy hanika. and kwanza, and anything else you celebrate. good bye, and just remember gabbys little cuz will always be at your side!

Sat, 17 Dec 2005 19:59:22 GMT

i love lake tahoe. alottttt =]

Mon, 12 Dec 2005 05:38:52 GMT

this weekend was pretty interesting. seeing the faith boys was fun. especially when they came to see me at work. & i had to make all of them sandwiches. by myself. haha fun stuff. hung out with shickster friday lmao fun fun. & went to tahoe on saturday & hung out with aaron =] fun fun fun. then the second i got home he called & we talked untill around 2. mwhahaha werd. i stayed at mi padres last night. & i was supposed to go snowboarding today. that didn't happen. whateva.

i stopped by corys cross on the way home from tahoe. it was hard. i didn't even realize i was there for about half an hour. just sitting in the snow. thinking. & wishing & talking & crying & longing. it's so hard. SO hard. i miss him so much.

i didn't do any homework today. & i have so much to do. why don't i have ANY motivation ? i really do want to graduate this year, but i can't seem to make myself do any work. i've just stopped caring. why ?

Fri, 09 Dec 2005 01:48:32 GMT

faiths guys basketball team is here.
awkward.

but it's nice to see some of them. especially daves parents.
hahahaha i love them.

i'm glad to see some of the guys too.
they played spanish springs tonight. & kicked boo-tay.

this tournament should be intersting.
i think they play my school tomorrow.
& i'll probably sport a faith sweat shirt to the game =]

IT SNOWED TODAY. DITCH DAY FOR SNOWBOARDING TOMORROW ?
I THINK SO =]

time to go to work. peace out.
i miss sarah-poo. alot.
& i wish madeline & britt would come back.

Sun, 27 Nov 2005 21:46:01 GMT

i pretty much have no idea how any one is doing;

so everyone, how are things ?

kay well now that that is out of the way, i would like to inform you all that i love you. alot. indeed. yesssssss.

i really have no idea why i'm writting this. it has no point.

but WHATEVA.

i think i'm going to shower, it's been a while. & maybe take some pictures. cause i'm lame, & i feel like it. but i'm not sure. so deal.

the show on wednesday was pure awesomeness. & i want to go to another one.

brittany & maddie are coming on thursday =]

Sun, 20 Nov 2005 23:27:42 GMT

he wonders why i never want to see him. hes telling me to get my priorities straight ?! hes the one who puts work, his many 'roomates/friends', & his other guy pals before me. tell me that i'm not mature enough to start college at the end of this year ?! he still has the maturity of a 20 year old, at age 55. tell me that i'm not aloud to move out next year ?! why the hell should he care, he moved out on me when i was in 3rd fucking grade. seeing him yesterday wanted to make me sick. i thought it was just going to be an hour, JUST AN HOUR, alone with him. oh no. of course not. he has to bring the latest bimbo. & he has the balls to tell me that she is just a 'friend' visiting from vegas who is thinking about moving here. so here we go again, the same story everytime. just like patty. the only difference is that i actually liked patty. this one, is just simple a bimbo. YOU CAN'T EVEN SPEND A FUCKING HOUR AT THE MOST WITH ME ? WITHOUT BRINGING YOUR NEXT GAL PAL ?! & to try & lie to me about it just like every other time. when i sit there & watch you buy her $150 thermols & such. i just don't understand. you say you want to spend time with me. & then you bring someone else. or suddenly have to go to work. & when i suddenly have to go to work you get mad ? please, keep yelling at me about responsibilities & priorities. ITS DOING ALOT OF FUCKING GOOD. especially when your such a great role model to learn it from right ?! you complain about not being there for things. YOU COULD HAVE BEEN THERE. you could of fucking been there. but no, your priorities were in the right place, right ?! do you have any idea about the things that i've done because you wern't around ? do you have any idea about the space that i tried to save for you in my life ? that just keeps getting bigger & bigger with every let down ? with every dissapointment ? & now i've been trying to fill it. with all the wrong things. maybe if you knew you would pay a little more attention ? i doubt it. & that's what makes the matters worse. i just wanted you in my life. that's all. now i just dread having to see you. this hurting is just getting to be to much. the lying & pretending, i just can't take it. not only hurting me, but my mother. SHE HAS DONE NOTHING BUT BEEN GOOD TO YOU. PERIOD. & all you could do is supply her with the worst pain possible. DO YOU KNOW HOW HARD IT WAS TO HEAR YOU ON THE OTHER END OF THAT PHONE WITH SOMEONE ELSE ?! & she still to this day has been nothing but good to you, because of me. because she sees the pain i feel because of you, but how badly i wanted you in my life. she would act like everything was fine. HOW COULD YOU DO THAT TO SOMEONE SO FUCKING WONDERFULL ? she was THE BEST thing that you could ever have. & you lost it. you did the worst thing possible. & tell me as i got older that you still loved her ? HOW CAN YOU DO THAT TO SOMEONE YOU LOVE ?! YOU CAN'T. YOU JUST SIMPLE CAN'T. i still don't understand. why do i still want you in my life ?! but everytime i think about having to see you, i just do not want to. i just can't take this anymore. i just want answers. i want to love you dad, but it's just soo hard. i'm sorry.

i had to let it go. besides, bitching about daddy dearest is the thing to do now right ? whatever. i'm sorry. i miss las vegas.

Sat, 05 Nov 2005 22:48:24 GMT

things right now are weird. not good, not bad, just confusing. boys; confusing. school; confusing. family; confusing. you know, the usual. whatevs. work is better tho. going to the addicts tonight with cristina & others, hopefully it will be hecka fun.

oh, & did i mention I'M GOING TO LAS VEGAS IN 5 DAYS =DDDD

Mon, 24 Oct 2005 01:01:02 GMT

went to the cave with ryan on friday. fun stuff. chris was completely plassterd by the time we got there. he got all mad cause i came with ryan. too bad he's the one who stopped talking to me, so whatever. me & ryan still had fun. amanda had her costume party last night. 5 people showed up haha, it was still fun. i went as pebbles from the flinstones haha. doug & i just stayed up till 5 talking & laying in the back of his truck looking at stars. he helped me out alot. then we went home. i still feel like i'm reaching my breaking point. hopefully vegas in 3 weeks ? who knows. i hope.

Fri, 21 Oct 2005 05:42:21 GMT

tonight was fun. something i needed. blasting music from micheals beastly truck & dancing through the parking lot was great, especially when none of us can dance. at all. haha. it definatly made up for the bad day. more like bad week, but whatever. i havn't talked to tony in days. no bueno.

Wed, 19 Oct 2005 02:48:15 GMT

i've thought about alot today. i guess sick days will do that to you.
green tea & my friends are what keep me sane. life without them ?
impossible. i'm going back to school tomorrow. this should be interesting.
brittany brown came to see me after school today, it cheered me up :]
& the phone call's from dom, chris, & tony helped a little bit too.
sarah sent me THE BEST picture today. i love you <3 i want to come home.

Tue, 18 Oct 2005 01:05:28 GMT

so it's been a while. i'm sick so i figured i woud write in this thing. got my grades, all B's & a F. lameee. but other than that things are okay i guess. my "guys" (dominic, shawn, frenchie, etc.) are being all weird & not themselves. it's upsetting. but my other friends are doing good. i still don't know what tony & i are. but i don't care, i just like being with him. so who cares about being labeled a couple right ? right. i just keep telling myself that. besides, he treat's me right. it's been a while since that has happend. it's great. my dad finnaly called after a month, & all he did was bitch about my grade. haha he only cares when he looks bad. whatever. i want to go to vegas. pronto.

Thu, 22 Sep 2005 05:10:38 GMT

its crazy how you can go from being on top of the world, to having it crumble right beneath you so quickly.

Wed, 21 Sep 2005 03:18:09 GMT

this weekend was completly awesome. went to great america with the youth group, completly lost my voice, got a cold, went to chuckie cheese for dinner, stayed the night in an old church, listened to a worship band play till midnight, stayed up the rest of the night playing halo, bonding with everyone on the 5 hour ride home, missing school, & fitting 7 people in my car to take home. way to much fun. i love them all. and besides all that, we played our rival team carson on friday. & we kicked bootay ! & after the game dominic, ang, chris, peggy, ang's brother, shawn & i went to wallmart & played dodgeball. then later proceeded to go to the park and swing untill midnight when the cops made us leave, but it was still such a great night. i loved this weekend.

homecoming is in 2 weeks, shawn & i might go together :]

my throat hurt's so effing bad, everyone at work was making fun of me because now i look & sound like i'm 5. pretty sweet.

thats all for now, hope all is well.

Fri, 02 Sep 2005 04:48:38 GMT

so i pretty much love my life.
just so you know :]

Tue, 30 Aug 2005 04:39:09 GMT

the first day of school was actually great. the only downside was when i got a ticket, HAHA. i havn't even had my lisence for a week yet. well it will be a week tomorrow but whatever. my classes so far are pretty good. let's hope the same goes for tomorrow. today was so freaking fun. i even had english 101 today. wasn't to bad either. i'm very satisfied. this school year is gonna be hard tho, i can tell already. but i'm way glad i actually have friends, like real friends here. last year, not so much lol. but whatever. i love my life.

Mon, 29 Aug 2005 06:25:12 GMT

summer 05', what a great way to end it. last night at leah's was so much fun. you know you've ended summer right when the cop's get involved. haha i don't give a flying fuck if it was for the stupidest reason ever. it was so great. & going to church after only getting 2 hours of sleep. so great. i didn't think i was going to make it through this summer with out my vegas friend's. but i did. school start's tomorrow. insaneeee. i'm so ready for junior/senior year now. bring it on. goodbye summer <3