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User:_crucified_ (2394138)
this may hurt a little but it's something you'll get used to
-x-too fucked up to care anymore-x-
Name:_crucified_
Website:you learn to love the pain you feel
Location:California, United States
Birthdate:1983-02-13
Bio:i am a 23-yr.-old girl. i have had an ed most of my life, going back to when i was about 10. i started having a negative body image at about 7, but when i was 10 & 11 was when i started really developing an ed. it has stayed w/ me since then, though it's somewhat on & off, more so on. i used to restrict very severely, but in the last year or two, i gradually developed a habit & obsession w/ fasting. i once fasted for 27 days last spring/summer, but am currently just trying to beat my second longest time of 14 days. anyways, i started this journal to discuss this aspect of my life in a
way i haven't before, and also as motivation to not give up & make myself into a person i could love.



perfection is LOVE
Sad Anorexic
Sad Anorexic
Life hurts, and you know it. You're depressed and
maybe suicidal sometimes. Your depression and
wistfullness are probably linked to
self-hatred. For you, physical suffering like
hunger pangs and headaches represents the
emotional pain you're in. You wish you were
healthy, but by now it doesn't seem possible.


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Interests:6: ana, ed, fasting, losing weight, mia, thinspiration
Schools:None listed
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