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::and no one sings me lullabies and no one makes me close my eyes so I throw the windows wide and call to you across the sky...::::this is war. every line is about who i don't wanna write about anymore::::i wish i could explain myself, but words escape me::::his head was a faucet leaking love laughter and lies: all his secret wishes, all his world famous sighs::::you're just jealous 'cause we're young and in love::::it used to be the reason i breathe but now it's choking me up - DIE YOUNG AND SAVE YOURSELF::::it's so hard to see when your eyes are rolling in the back of your head::::oh no, she's not a secret now...and nobody cares::::i hope you come down with something they can't diagnose, don't have the cure for::::i wish i were special. you're so fucking special::::she said 'I HATE THE RAIN', but here it comes again::::i do this thing where i think i'm real sick, but i won't go to the doctor to find out about it, 'cause they make you stay real still, in this real small place, and they chart up your insides and put them on display. they'd see all of it, all of me, all of it::::i'll stare straight into the sun 'til i understand or go blind::::my hands are at your throat and i think i hate you::::i never meant to hurt you [butidid]::::you're cold with disappointment, while i'm drowning in the next room::::and you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt, and then when your head goes through the windshield::::i've crawled home from worse than this::::too bad you're beautiful::::everyone's caught on to everything you do::::i'm not a perfect person, there's many things i wish i didn't do::::i wanna stay inside for good::::pardon me while i burst into flames, i've had enough of the world and its peoples mindless games::::would i be out of line if i said that i miss you?::::there's nothing here left for me but empty promises and the thought of all the things i'm never getting back::::and the reason is you::::love is a verb here in my room::::it could take years to find you, it could take years to find myself::::am i still breathing have i lost that feeling am i made of glass cause you see right through me::::i don't know who i am::::will we ever feel this good again?::::but a night like this is begging to pull me apart::::and keeping quiet is hard cause you can't keep a secret if it never was a secret to start(at least pretend you didn't want to get caught)::::i just need you to feel like there are no boundaries at all::::i don't matter today::::i have to ask what we are, if i ask today it just won't last, so i'll be here waiting for you::::that look in your eyes, i never thought that this could be untrue::::i hope this song starts a craze::::pushing forward and arching back, bring me closer to heart attack::::i spoke the words but never gave a though to what they all could mean::::your tongue is a rudder, it steers the whole ship, brings your words past your lips or keeps them safe behind your teeth. but the wrong words will strand you, come off course while you sleep, sweep your boat out to sea or dashed to bits on the reef::::this story's old but it goes on and on until we disappear::::i'm reading your note over again there's not a word that i comprehend, except when you signed it "i will love you always and forever."::





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