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    Thursday, May 21st, 2009
    11:24 am
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    Saturday, May 19th, 2007
    4:55 pm
    Bitte helft!

    Nehmt eben an unserer kleinen Umfrage teil und postet den Link gerne auch in euer Blog!

    Danke!
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    4:51 pm
    How cute are you?
    stole it from [info]pax_japan and mysteriously enough ended up w/ the same score...:

    How Randomly Cute Is Your Personality?

    Odd Cute
    Odd Cute
    Your just a bit odd, but its still cute. I would totally give you a hug.. but I don't trust strangers.
    How do you compare?
    Take this test!
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    Saturday, May 12th, 2007
    9:58 pm
    perfect dinner ?



    I'm contemplating yet another move...

    I'm thinking about getting some webspace, setting up wordpress and making my very own blog. Plus finally updating my homepage to some sort of portfolio. For whatever I might have to present.
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    Saturday, May 5th, 2007
    3:26 am
    ...

    In a crooked little town, they were lost and never found
    Fallen leaves, fallen leaves, fallen leaves... on the ground


    Happy Birthday to me.
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    Tuesday, April 24th, 2007
    9:04 am
    Hurricane
    Me You We

    Aereogramme · Annuals · Arcade Fire · Beastie Boys · Bloc Party · Bright Eyes · Bromheads Jacket · Cold War Kids ·Datarock · Deichkind · Dendemann · Die Fantastischen Vier · Dropkick Murphys · Editors · Five O'Clock Heroes · Fotos ·Frank Black · Hayseed Dixie · Howling Bells · Incubus · Interpol · Isis · Jet · Johnossi · Juliette & The Licks · Just Jack ·Karpatenhund · Kings Of Leon · La Vela Puerca · Less Than Jake · Manic Street Preachers · Marilyn Manson ·Me First and the Gimme Gimmes · Modest Mouse · Mogwai · Mumm-Ra · Mute Math · Ohrbooten · Pearl Jam · Placebo ·Porcupine Tree · Queens Of The Stone Age · Satellite Party · Snow Patrol · Sonic Youth · State Radio · Sugarplum Fairy ·Super 700 · The Blood Brothers · The Bravery · The Films · The Good, The Bad & The Queen · The Hold Steady ·The Sounds · Tokyo Police Club · Virginia Jetzt! ·

    I think we should go.
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    Monday, April 23rd, 2007
    7:49 pm
    in all honesty, I'm male

    On a scale from -100 to +100, women, on average, score around -50, men score around +50.
    I scored at some +30

    and you?

    [take test here]
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    Friday, April 20th, 2007
    10:20 pm
    VIENNA
    this is a little update, I'll backdate it later and add pictures...:

    Thursday
    I was really nervous before I left, stayed up till 3 or something last night because I couldn't sleep and then almost overslept ... a good friend called me at 7.15 in the morning...
    Dropped of the keys at [info]ashyra and left the car there and then walked to the train station. Of course, both my trains were late, so what's the hurry?
    It's REALLY relaxing to just sit in a comfortable, clean, airconditioned train with stuff to read, food and a well-filled mp3-player!
    I tried working on some songs, but couldn't come up with anything decent. ah well...

    It took me just about 12 hours from door to door meaning I arrived in Vienna at about 7.30 and checked into the hostel 'bout ten minutes afterwards. Wombat's a really nice place! It's very modern and very clean. Kinda not like a hostel, but then again, yeah it is. We only got a double bedroom with our own bathroom though, so it actually was a lot more like a cheap hotel. It was decked out in all IKEA, so naturally my boyfriend felt right at home ;)
    I showered and later we went to see [info]tothefly a.k.a. Paperbird and it was really... Well, first off, the music was really great if a bit too loud for the venue. But I do love her voice and her style and her lyrics, so it was all good. I bought a CD too and I recommend, you do the same!!
    While we waited, we got chatted up by a really stoned friend of hers who couldn't remember a thing. Seriously, in the course of 30 minutes she asked us about 3 times where we were from!
    Also, she told me I was beautiful. And again. And then she turned to my boyfriend, asking him if we were dating. Then telling him how beautiful I was. And finally, a little disappointed, she asked me if I maybe happened to be just a bit bi.

    Well, I might be, but not with you, honey ;)

    H. and I were really really wiped out though, so we went home pretty early.

    Friday
    I started off taking pictures... Really weird pics. I met a photographer in a fotocommunity and even before we had any plans he asked me to come to vienna, for nude pictures tho. I'm too fat for that ;)
    So, when Vienna evolved into a plan, we agreed to just meet for casual pictures.
    If I'da known he was so into crappy 80s-style I would've taken money from him. But ah well. I got to see Mozart's grave ;)

    After noon I met the boyfriend back at the hostel and we went into town. We went to the Naschmarkt and had lunch there and walked through the city seeing all sorts of sights (like the Stephansdom);)
    We went window-Shopping a bit in the MariaHilferStraße and bought the first postcards... I was really wiped out at night, I suspect it was from the pills I took against my hayfever and I barely managed to stay awake as we ate the obligatory Schnitzel at Figlmüller which was really delicous though. Highly recommended!

    Saturday
    We got up early to see the open Training in Vienna's Spanish Ridingschool. The horses are SO beautiful, it was definately a little girl's dream come true to see 'em.
    However, the training itself is not that glamorous. They don't really do any formation-stuff and leave you wanting for the really expensive shows (tickets start at 26€!) and it's not allowed to take pictures. *cough cough*
    We also saw the imperatorial appartments from the Sisi-era which was quite interesting and they do give you student discount, but afterwards we decided to stay outside.
    The weather was truly beautiful! The sun shone bright and warm and I caught just a tad bit of a sunburn. Well. I tan nicely, it's not that bad.
    We had lunch again at the Naschmarkt, very very delicious "Palatschinken", which is basically thin pancakes wrapped up and filled with various stuff (you can also get 'em plain).
    We each had a spicy one with Wiener sausages and cheese and as a dessert we got a sweet one with fresh strawberries, topfen (a sort of mild sour creme) and chocolate sauce. I thought they'd just sprinkle on the chocolate, but MAN it was rich! We were incredibly stuffed afterwards! We also bought gifts (food ;)) and some stuff for us to eat during the train ride.
    Stores here close REALLY early. We were back at the hostel at 5.30pm and all the supermarkets were closed so we couldn't buy anything to eat or drink for the journey. *whoa*
    We did take the cutest couple-pictures though down at one of the tubes stations (Karlsplatz) where they'd attempted to write out all sorts of statistics on mirrored walls, including the number PI and the number of people in love in vienna or starving to death in the world.
    Surreal undertaking.

    In the evening, after lots of messenging on cell phones in foreign, expensive networks, we went to see the Subway to Sally accoustics-concert. I had actually wanted to meet a girl that I know from an online forum for real there, but being from Switzerland she couldn't quite make it. I was kinda sad, cause I'd really wanted to meet her, but we met her boyfriend and two other friends, so it was okay. The concert was really great, too! The sound was fantastic, I stood right before the right-hand box, close to the front (where I could actually see) and it was all still pretty differentiated, well tuned and not too loud. I was quite impressed. The show was awesome, too, accoustic sets really suit them!

    Sunday
    was the first day we had breakfast together. You can get a really nice all-you-can-eat-breakfast at the Wombat's for 3,50€. No eggs, but different choices of bread and rolls, juice and a pretty nice selection of coffee. I usually had an espresso with rich hot chocolate. *yum*
    We went to the Prater first, which is like a giant amusement park with two big ferris wheels and - well. Lots to see :)
    The ancient ferris wheel is really expensive tho (8€ für a 10minute ride), so we took the other one instead and took pictures of the old one :)
    The Restrooms are really... worth the 50ct-pay! Especially the ones at the Wurstlprater!
    We took a nice relaxing stroll and then walked to the WienerKunstHaus which houses a permanent exhibition of Hunderwasser's works. It was really odd to walk the uneven floors, an effect he wanted to achieve but left me and my hurting feet rather ambigous about the whole matter. I don't feel degraded by even floors - no way, sir!
    The exhibition was interesting though very scarcely commented (you needed to buy an extra audio-guide) and the top floors were reakly cold. They had a nice collection of fotos by a ... baroness or something. I'll complete it later...

    We got back to the hostel in the late afternoon - our feet just wouldn't carry us anymore and everything was closed down!
    So, we got changed in the hostel, had some drinks in the WomBar and finally left for the train station.

    There was a bit of turmoil when we found out that the train-booking system had got things completely messed up.
    Isntead of comfortable resting chairs we wound up with two regular seats in a stuffy, fully manned waggon. AGONY!

    I was so exhausted that I started crying at the prospect of spending the entire night there and then having to go to Uni the very next morning upon arrival.
    We finally managed to see the conductor and for an extra 20€ he let us sleep in the resting chairs and stay on board till DU. I guess we bribed him, cause 20€ doesn't fit with any charges I've read about. Ah well.. As soon as we switched seats, I fell asleep!


    To put it in a nutshell:
    Vienna is BEAUTIFUL, the weather was great  and you need WAY more time than just a weekend!
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    Wednesday, February 21st, 2007
    5:25 pm
    sometimes

    You need to break down.
    Find things that bring you down. Find things that keep you down, make you feel like you are bent and broken, holding on for dear life so you won't get lost in the abyss.
    Find things to hold on to. And when you have screamed and raged and cried and you feel totally lost, you need to come back up, emerge cleansed and renewed, breathing, to the surface.
    Find someone to haul you up.


    nothing means a thing to me, it's not a habbit, it's cool I feel alive
    If you don't have it you're on the other side.

    I'm not an addict - maybe that's a lie.

    Free me. Leave me. Watch me as I'm going down.


    Current Music: K's Coice - not an addict
    love me?
    5:02 pm
    just so you know

    that I said it first, when it happens.

    Because I believe that Britney and Justin will end up back together. I mean, he broke up with whatshername right when she gets her divorce and... ya know... He's gonna catch her from her fall and all that jazz.
    Yeah. you remember that, folks!

    And yeah, I just watched avril's wedding (well, the next antm.season only starts next week, ya know...) and... HELL YES I SHOULD BE STUDYING. d'uh

    ...
    love me?
    Tuesday, February 20th, 2007
    1:13 pm
    i wish that life was black and white
    Because monochrome pictures are so much more intense, so much clearer, so full of tension and drama and yet so simple and soothing.

    Also, there's no way of not looking good in black and white.
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    Monday, February 19th, 2007
    3:50 pm
    yay for studying ;)
    Your results:
    You are Iron Man
    Iron Man
    75%
    Spider-Man
    75%
    Supergirl
    70%
    Superman
    70%
    Green Lantern
    70%
    Hulk
    65%
    The Flash
    60%
    Wonder Woman
    55%
    Batman
    55%
    Robin
    45%
    Catwoman
    40%
    Inventor. Businessman. Genius.


    Click here to take the "Which Superhero are you?" quiz...




    Your results:
    You are Mystique
    Mystique
    72%
    Poison Ivy
    68%
    Venom
    63%
    Dr. Doom
    59%
    Magneto
    58%
    Two-Face
    56%
    The Joker
    54%
    Dark Phoenix
    53%
    Catwoman
    52%
    Apocalypse
    51%
    Mr. Freeze
    46%
    Green Goblin
    44%
    Lex Luthor
    38%
    Riddler
    36%
    Kingpin
    36%
    Juggernaut
    24%
    Sometimes motherly, sometimes a beautiful companion, but most of the time a deceiving vixen.


    Click here to take the Super Villain Personality Test

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    Saturday, February 17th, 2007
    11:57 pm
    You think I'm being sentimental...

    You think you haven't changed
    You think that you're just growing older
    You wanted to be safe
    But it turned you into someone colder
    You're so busy these days
    Rearranging your face
    Do you still see a trace of yourself ?
    I am losing all of you
    To future plans and obligations
    I guess thats what you do
    When life is about your next vacation

    (K's Choice)

    Sometimes I feel like I need the drama back in my life. The desperation, the difficult choices, the hourlong talks at night about thing's you can't change anyway, but you so desperately wish you could. The pain. The joy. The breathtaking moments, the ones in the bottomless pit.
    You belong to me and I belong nowhere at all...
    What happened to the inspiration?



    Current Mood: tired
    love me?
    Monday, February 12th, 2007
    9:22 pm
    i sewed elephants
    which means that I'm sort of done with my exams, at least for now...
    The last politics exam went... I dunno. I guess I apssed, not very well though. It wasn't hard, I just didn't have the time to study and even the time I had I didn't use too wisely cause I was sick of studying by then.

    So, this friday we have to present our project and we have a few meetings, I have to work and... to work out...
    I went belly dancing on Friday  *g*  with [info]ashyra
    That was funny, it takes a lot of coordination and, surprise suprise - belly muscles *g*

    I hope I will develope those over the coming weeks along with the usual workout I plan on doing at the gym. I'd really like to lose 10-12 pounds til the end of march.

    We also went dancing on Friday (which was stressful, but oh well...) and ... did you know that 200ml of gin have approximately 470kcal?? I was shocked...! Oh. And the door steward didn't like me. He got all pissy about me putting the bottle with the other empty bottles people had left, carded me and made me wait to get in (while my friends had already paid) before he shoved my ID card into my bag and me into the premise.

    Quote of the evening though:
        me: what kinda scotch do you serve?
        bar girl1: hmm... Jim Beam and Jack Daniel's
        me [confused]: uhm... Jim Beam then I guess
        bar girl2 [all smart-allecky]: We don't have scotch, we only serve whisky.
    *LOL*

    oh, the elefants... lookie here:




        an old towel filled with spelt wheat (not ground, mind you) to be heated in an oven or the microwave and be used instsead of a hot water bottle.


    Current Mood: accomplished
    Current Music: boyfriend's stoner rock
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    Wednesday, February 7th, 2007
    6:24 pm
    German Grades...
    1 - A (excellent)
    2 - B (good)
    3 - C (satisfactory)
    4 - D (sufficing)
    5 - F (failed but can be improved)
    6 - also failed, usually used in schools, not universities, indicating the student lacks even the most basic knowledge of the matter)
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    5:38 pm
    3 down, one to go...
    Dutch on monday was better than I expected, I guess. I was REALLY nervous before cause I can't really speak dutch, but it went okay-ish I guess. Which in my case means that I could understand her and she understood me, but I still made mistakes, mumbled and stuttered like no other.

    Politics&Media on tuesday went suprisingly well considering I only studied monday after the oral and tuesday from noon on. The exam really was a big big joke (or a really small one considering we were all done after 45 minutes when it was supposed to keep us busy for 90 minutes...), so I'm hoping basic politics tomorrow will prove similar.

    Spanish today sucked though. It, too was a really short exam with the one flaw that I didn't know a lot of it and couldn't compensate in other parts ... as there were no further parts in it... There were three verbs to translate and conjugate and I think I messed up all of them. I think I got the times and the family tree, but I messed up "este/eso/esto", couldn't remember what "highway means and how you give directions (is it "girar en la calle"?) and stuff like that. So. please gimme something better than a 3.

    Thanks.

    *off to study*

    Current Mood: pissed
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    Thursday, February 1st, 2007
    7:59 pm
    19.59 h
    so, are your lights off?

    No?

    Mine aren't, either... I tend to oppose everything delivered to me in one (or more) mass e-mail(s)...

    I think about turning time back, a lot. Like... Getting more out of that computer-club I was in in grade 7. Getting more into programming in 10th grade. How I should've indulged into developing web presences. Voice Lessons. Writing. Damn.

    So... I should really use the time at hand lest I'd regret it later... But Lo! I'm so sick of this semester and of studying. I'd much rather make music! Read! Take Photos, have them taken! Knit, sew ... even pimpmy new myspace to a readable degree or CLEAN UP.

    A week from today I'll be free! For a while.

    20:02 h
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    12:10 am
    GAWD
    So...

    I was supposed to take Dutch and Spanish on Monday, both written exams.
    On thursday I decided to neglect the Dutch and go with Spanish since it will be the more important grade. On Sunday, a girl calls me saying that the exam's cancelled, teacher's sick.

    FIGURES.

    I was so frustrated that I completely slept in the following morning so I didn't even make it to the Dutch exam. So I'm just hoping that since I wasn't formally enrolled for that, I can just show up to the oral exam on Monday and take the make-up. sometime. Preferrably april. Please... ;)
    Or maybe I can just put it off till 5th semester or so.

    Spanish is postponed to next week, so the week is as follows:
    monday - Dutch oral
    tuesday - political interests and the media
    wednesday - Spanish
    Thursday - basic Political theories

    yay... not.

    ... you taste like honey, honey, tell me can I be your honey...?


    Oh. I'm also on myspace now.

    Current Mood: stressed
    Current Music: matchbox 20.
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    Wednesday, January 24th, 2007
    3:22 am
    i don't have weekends...
    There's only days with classes and days without. The amount of work stays the same.

    Yes, this is a big "pity me, folks!" here

    ;)

    Current Mood: exhausted
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    Wednesday, January 10th, 2007
    9:49 pm
    art is bravery
    Art, in any form, requires you to come face to face with your emotions, your fears and fascinations. That in itself is an achievement.
    But artists take it one step further. We verbalize, vocalize or visualize these our innermost feelings and thereby subject them to a world of judgementality.
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