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Dr. Cornelis Willem (Wim) Rietdijk is a pretty interesting guy. Physicist becomes social critic. It isn't the first time.

Check out some of his writing.

I wish I understood why some women just make my heart leap.

http://www.dothetest.co.uk/

(It's all about whose got the biggest dick)

Interestingly enough, Barrack Obama's economic adviser, Austan Goolsbee, is a member of Skull and Bones; formerly known as the "Brotherhood of Death."

Obama's foreign policy adviser, Mark Brzezinski, is the son of the famous, or more accurately infamous, Zbigniew Brzezinski. "Who's that?" you say. Well he's thought by many to be the architect of the war in Iraq. His book, The Grand Chessboard: American Primacy and Its Geostrategic Imperatives, pretty much forecasts the necessity of permanent middle eastern US military bases 20 some odd years before 9/11 and the current war in Iraq. He was Jimmy Carter's foreign policy adviser and is a member of the Council on Foreign Relations and the Trilateral Commission.

Crypto-fascism thrives upon the illusion of choice. Check out The Gospel of Wealth, if you don't believe me.

"To be civilized is to hold oneself in opposition to nature, which is to hold oneself in opposition to oneself, to be ashamed of the animality of the self, which to the fully civilized means the "filth" of oneself. All of this destroys any possibility of communication or entering into communion with any one but other civilized humans. If we listen to creatures and to the elements and even to our bodies, we are primitive, backwards. So we learn to despise ourselves and to feel ashamed of our bodies, to hate the dirt and to hate everything about us, because we're human, which mean were humus: they come form the same latin root: EARTH AND DIRT. But self-loathing is a difficult thing to acknowledge--- maybe the most difficult---- so all those characteristic we must loathe if we are to be civilized, if we are to dominate, get dumped into others who bear the shame and who end up feeling dirty." - Jane Caputi

A deep look in the human psyche and the effects of our current society/culture/civilization have had on it.

To most people paranoid means delusions of persecution. The word really describes an exquisitely simple way of perceiving a complex world. Paranoids can't stand ambiguity. In their minds nothing is accidental or random; everything means something and everything is related to something else... Paranoid Personality Disorder.... Paranoia is easier to understand if you look at the patterns of thinking rather than the false beliefs themselves. Paranoids are blessed and cursed with the ability to perceive very tiny cues. Unlike Obsessive Compulsives, who become overwhelmed and confused by life's small details. Paranoids drive themselves crazy by trying to organize details into a coherent and unambiguous whole.

Dr. Albert Bernstein, Emotional Vampires

As some of you are aware, I've been taking nootropics for roughly five years now.

I just ordered Piracetam and am looking forward to finally getting around to trying the "gold standard" nootropic.


Currently I'm taking:

Multivitamin(s)
Phosphatidylserine
Phosphatidylcholine
Omega 3-6-9 Complex
Ashwaganda
5-HTP
Taurine
Green Tea Extract
B-12

I am still fiddling with the dosages. I would like to take about 5x what I'm currently taking of the phosphatidylserine, but the stuff is damn expensive.

I will probably be switching to a B complex after I get the piracetam, and possibly substitute the soy lechitin for ALPHA-GPC choline.

All that I want to do right now is lay in bed and cry, but instead I'm going to go wash dishes at my job for the next eight hours and try not to think about how lonely and out of control I feel.

never forgot the time you made me feel alive
when death was on my mind
or when you held onto me
when the world let me fallbehind
you were love to me rather than just a word
a friend was all you were
and it changed my heart
stood next to me through the storm
felt the wounds and kept me warm
something i had never seen before
and i thank you
[underoath]

Courage is the price that Life exacts for granting peace.

(As of October 6th, 31 journalists have been killed this year.)

Robert Anton Wilson Needs Our Help

1st Person

Overheard in New York.

Belligerent white woman: Could you get of the way?
Black teen: I be trying!
Belligerent white woman: You should speak gramatically correctly!
Smartass: "I be trying" isn't ungrammatical. It's standard usage in African-American vernacular English.
Belligerent white woman: Oh, what would you know?
Smartass: I have a Ph.D. in linguistics from MIT.

1 = KNOWLEDGE

2 = WISDOM

3 = UNDERSTANDING

4 = CULTURE or FREEDOM

5 = POWER or REFINEMENT

6 = EQUALITY

7 = GOD

8 = BUILD or DESTROY

9 = BORN

0 = CIPHER

Henry Rollins: A Love Letter To Ann Coulter

I feel so inadequate lately.