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March 20th, 2005
01:59 pm - HuAnG cHeNg Ye YuN 2005..
yes.. we've staged the last performance of huangcheng yeyun 2005 yesterday night at victoria theatre.. it was really very demanding and exhausting.. but think we did well enough not to disappoint soonkiat and jiaxin and everyone else.. it will be our last time on stage.. acting our roles.. being part of huangcheng yeyun 2005..
the 'last' time thing really had a very emotional effect on us.. when we were in our room waiting for cuichang to come and ask to to go down and stand by.. caixiu and zhaoyin began to say things like that will be the time when we as actors will throughly enjoy being on stage and feel the audience.. feel the co-actors.. feel their emotions.. whereas it will be the time when they can finally be audience.. enjoying the result of their hard work since august 2004.. see-ing how a ju is staged from only a 21 pages long script.. due to their diao-ing and of course sm's technical coodinations.. and they said something which was really meaningful.. something which their daoyan told them last year too..
"the character that you are acting now will be yours and only yours.. no one else will be able to replace you"
indeed.. the final time that we will be performing on victoria theatre's stage.. final time that we will hear 'yan yuan's preset'.. 'sound 1 ready.. sound 1 go'.. etc.. and of course.. last time that we will be walking in total darkness during huanchangs.. quickchange and stuff.. it's really saddening to hear that 'last time doing this and last time doing that'..
back to act 7.. when we all were suppose to look up after blowing out the candles.. we all saw caixiu and zhaoyin waving frantically and happily at us from the circle seats.. it was really touching and nearly made us xiaochang.. but good thing is that we manged to suppress our smile.. rushed to look at the tv at stage right immediately after we went in after act 7.. i teared when we saw the heart coming down.. and mu guan.. the feeling was undescibable.. accomplished.. sad.. happy.. mixed feelings..
when we all got back to the room.. we started feasting on the ruffles and wang wangs.. finally.. after two and a half months that we can guangming zheng da eat fried stuff.. after which we started taking pictures.. wif our huazhuang shis.. fuzhuang shis.. daodus.. and our ju.. we were all trying to capture every of the last few moments that we would be spending in victoria theatre.. in our beloved cosy yet smelly room..
oh yar.. and i was sick.. got a sore throat.. then think that caused me to have headache and feeling cold.. so in end end i slept throughout almost the whole day.. missing the last full run and the last practice for xiemu.. haiz.. got to thank chengying for lending me her sleeping bag.. that really helped greatly for keeping me warm.. fancy me falling sick on the last day of huangcheng..
come to think of it.. it sort of wrapped up my huangcheng days 'nicely'? hahaz.. because i was sick on the first day when our ju got together wif the dao dus.. so yar.. being sick on the first and the last day.. oh well..
by the way.. i really enjoyed the xiemu.. everyone was completely high and screaming and cheering their lungs off.. we were all jumping around.. every line the ci yis said really touched my heart.. i think everyone's heart.. especially when we finally sang 'hua chu de ge'.. seeing the seniors in the audience seats all standing up and singing together with us truely showed the true huangcheng spirit.. it was really well-sang.. we were very ji dong when the mu closes.. yes.. it's finally over.. huangchengyeyun 2005 is over.. looking at e flybar with 'huangcheng yeyun ' being raised.. we waved at it.. sad.. but glad we didn't disappoint ourselves..
talking about the stayover.. we were really lucky to be able to take a picture with our beloved see-saw before it being destroyed.. think it really pains the dao jus people to see the props that they spent days and nights to make to be destroyed in just a few seconds.. very she bu de.. after which.. we went to cantten for our supper.. my guess was right.. it was cup noodles.. but we really appreciated their efforts for preparing them.. no idea who were the ones who complained.. aniway.. after that we went back LT3 to watch the intro video.. bt that time is was already almost 2.40 am le.. hahaz.. we proceeded with song and dance sessions.. however everyone was feeling very angry and pissed when we realised that they change the name of the school at the central plaza from 'hwa chong junior college' to 'hwachong institution' automatically.. we began singing 'hwa chu de ge'.. guess thats the huangcheng de jingshen ba.. and the part which everyone enjoyed most should be the sparklers part ba.. we were all like small little kids.. looking at the sparks and getting high and excited over them.. hahaz.. after that we used sparkling dew as champangne to sort of mark the end of huangcheng yeyun 2005.. yar..
by then.. it was about 4am in the morning.. our ju decided to go over to the terrence at chinese high side to talk.. but in the end we ended sleeping.. oh yar.. nearly forgot to mention.. what we bought for our daodus were the same except that those were a bigger version of what they bought for us and themselves.. it was really coincidence.. maybe it's the mo qi that we pei yang in the past two and a half months.. hahaz..
finally.. it was dawn.. sunday morning.. we woke up.. sat and stoned and remained seated at the terrence.. somehow refusing to move.. then zhaoyin said 'tian zong shi hui liang de'.. it was.. yar.. slowly.. we moved back to LT3.. packed our stuff.. goign to join muzhi at kap for breakfast.. we gathered outside LT3 with caixiu and zhaoyin.. they will not be going with us to kap.. then caixiu or zhaoyin said ' wo men jiu zai zhe li gen ni men dao bie ba'.. not sure why.. my tears just rolled down to my cheeks when i heard that.. just as how they are now when i am typing this.. na zhong xin suan.. shang xin de gan jue shi zai nan yi xing rong.. xiang xin ta men ye gan tong shen shou ba..
yar.. so we went kap.. ate and took bus back home.. looked through the messages i've received from various people.. bathed.. ate.. and updating my blog.. sad.. i teared too when i read vann's entry.. i really don't know what else that i can say..
DEFINITELY.. i will MISS huangcheng.. everything about huangcheng.. ir really seemed to have integrated into our lives.. it would seem incomplete without it..
assembling at b101
kaishenging at 4pm at amphitheatre
going back to b101 to carry tables and chairs as props
paixi-ing at admin block
laughing and joking and getting scolded by dao dus
rushing to canteen to have our dinner
having to finish them within 5 to 10 minutes
bia-ing back to paixi di dian
shougong-ing after daodus debrief
bringing the tables and chairs back to b101
eating pi pa gao
happily out for ju bonding
feeling tired when finally reached home
realising that homework won't be done
falling asleep before ourselves could know it
waking up the next morning to go to school.. to huangcheng paixi..
this routine had went on and on for the past two and a half months.. it has finally come to a stop.. we no longer be coming school and going home when the sky's black.. no longer be spending long hours with fellow huangcheng people.. no longer be working hard together for the success of gong yan.. no longer be.. no longer be..
think it will really takes time before PHD goes off ba..
HuAnG cHeNg Ye YuN 2005 yI gE nI jUe DuI bU nEnG cUo GuO dE yAn ChU.. hope it really was..
and that HuAnG cHeNg Ye YuN 2006 hUi cHoNg ZhE dA jIa Lai!
Current Mood:  nostalgic
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March 12th, 2005
08:52 pm - LaSt DaY oF pAiXi In ScHoOl..
L A S T last.. yar.. we had our last day of official kaigong in school yesterday.. it was rather meaningful and significant.. as it marks an end to the endless paixi we had each day since 17th january.. and the unmeasurable amount of fun we had and things we learnt..
kaisheng was quite different from the other days.. we laughed.. took pictures.. and kaisheng of course.. but the thing is that the daoyans caixiu n zhaoyin even kaishenged with us.. and we were all very high.. after that we had briefing regarding the move-in to victoria theatre by soon kiat and jiaxin.. hahaz..
after which we went back to our beloved paixi place.. at admin. block.. we were not really in the mood for paixi.. so we began by sitting down in a circle and started to voice how we feel.. most of the time is it the daoyans talking.. we were rather quiet.. i guess it was because we had mixed feeling ba.. feeling happy because it means we do not need to stay back till so late each day to paixi and get so tired.. feeling sad because we will not be able to spend such precious time together to do something we all enjoy and like.. i think that will be why most of us will suffer from PHD (Post Huangcheng Depression) ba.. we had a whole run through stopping at a few places to diao only.. then after which we negan to slack and take pictures wif the daoyans and our sm.. then went to watch 'you wei' full run.. they were good.. hahaz..
our ju went to far east plaza after release with caixiu to have our dinner.. decided to take neoprints first.. hahaz.. not bad.. we managed to squeeze all eight of us into a small neoprint machine to take neoprints.. after which we went to scots to have our dinner.. hahaz.. and like previous outings.. we ended up talking for quite some time after we finished our meal.. think it's really through the talking 'sessions' that we bond ba.. hope our ju people can still meet up once in a while next time to just have a meal or what.. afterall.. we endured the tough.. exhausting and demanding two plus months of paixi together.. :D
last huangcheng kaigong in school..
anyway.. went to han with yinghong today.. heard alot of things that really made me feel that it is really hard to be a guang ming lei luo person in society.. it really takes alot of determination and strong will to stay 'straight'.. not putting on masks in front of people.. and of course to tolerate those hypocrites around while not being affected.. and the fact to believe that there's actually the existance of such kind of people.. oh well..
think that's life.. there will be all sorts of people around.. plenty of those kind of people.. but as wang laoshi said.. we shloud be firm in our stand and not be affected.. just be able to answer to ourselves and conscious.. that will be good enough.. :D
well.. huangcheng will be staged in only less than a week from now.. jiayou everybody!!
Current Mood:  blank
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March 4th, 2005
01:34 am - O lEvEl ReSuLtS..
finally found time to update and blog.. yar.. managed to get results good enough to stay in hwachong and in huangcheng.. i am contented and relieved already..
however.. it is really saddening to see people who may leave for other jcs after the first three months.. the friendships that we forged within the short two months are strong enough for us to feel the pain.. really.. i am not good at comforting or consoling people.. so i may seem not bothered.. but that's definitely not how it is.. it's just that i am afraid that i may just make matters worse in case i say somthing unintentionally that may well hurt one..
it's not that i don't care.. it's that i don't know how to approach..
sometimes it is really through these things to see and realise how unpredictable things can be.. really.. for those who are appealing.. i sincerely wish that the outcome would be that they are successful and that you all can stay.. especially huangcheng people..
well.. talking about huangcheng.. it's only 7 working days more.. tired.. think everyone had begin to see the urgency and limited time left.. jiayou everyone in huangcheng.. both front stage and backstage.. we going to make the performance an unforgetable and most successful one..
:D
Current Mood:  sleepy
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February 17th, 2005
11:51 pm - LaCk Of SlEeP..
hahaz.. finally updating again.. hahaz.. i am having rather serious dark circles and eye bags.. all thanks to the seriously lack of sleep.. which is like less than 9hours for 3 days 3 nights? it's all because of rushing to get valentine's day gifts done.. doing economics project and stuff.. oh well.. hahaz.. actually planned to sleep real early today.. but it's like almost midnight already.. hahaz..
*huang cheng piao.. wo men sian zai yao shou mai huang cheng piao* hahaz.. was at the bridge for huangcheng announcement for the start of sale of tickets this morning with the rest of the huangcheng actors.. hahaz.. it was really fun and made us all high early in the morning.. ah-ing in and out..
had ao chinese history test today.. it was.. well.. what can i say? imagine only able to answer only one out of three questions.. though we are only required to answer 2 or them.. but still need to thank teeyan.. for his 'tip' to study that particular topic.. if not vaneh and i would really not know how and where to start preparing..
impulse.. hahaz.. yar.. that is the word that we had a better understanding this week.. it did help in our paixi to a certain extent.. hahaz.. and it's lianpai again on sat.. jiayou everyone!! hahaz..
maybe sometimes we should just learn to let go and let nature takes its course?
Current Mood: sleepy
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February 12th, 2005
10:24 pm - My BiRtHdAy..
yeah.. is my birthday today.. very tired now.. so just make do with a short entry.. hahaz..
celebrated with tian tang and mu zhi people yesterday at marina bay.. the cake was a surprise to me.. though i think i did not look very surprised.. it was because i was too sleepy le.. hahaz..
ThAnKs 4 tHe MaShImArO [tian tang people]..
celebrated again today at justin's house.. with him and guohao and about 15 juniors from cs.. hahaz.. it was not a total surprise.. because towards the end it was a teeny bit obvious.. hahaz.. but nevertheless it was still very nice.. and one thing to note.. it is time for me to improve my cake cutting and serving skills.. hahaz..
ThAnKs FoR tHe BaG [justin guohao shiheng]..
after that i went sakae sushi with my family for dinner.. ate yusheng.. still feeling very full now.. and took quite a number of photos at suntec near the fountain of wealth(not sure of it's name).. looking like a family of tourists first time to suntec city.. hahaz..
for those who did not catch my msn nick..
ThAnK yOu PeOpLe.. FoR tHe CaKeS.. pReSeNtS.. wElL wIsHeS.. yOu AlL hAvE mAdE mY bIrThDaY wOnDeRfUl..
Current Mood:  good
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February 8th, 2005
11:05 pm - StJ aNd Ju DiNnEr AnD cHiNeSe NeW yEaR cElEbRaTiOnS..
think i am just a lazy blogger.. hahaz.. any way.. we had stj(senior treat junior) on sunday.. met up wif vaneh on the way and saw samuel and daniel at city hall.. hahaz.. and as usual.. people are late and we waited for them while interacting with each other.. hahaz..
took bus 30(reminded me of e old dhs days again)to the japanese restaurant.. think it's owned by clara's parents if i am not wrong.. hahaz.. it's a nice and cosy place.. like the big windows which allow us to have a clear view of the surrounding.. the food was tasty.. though we actors of huangcheng cant eat those fried food(we were given the permission to eat two tempura prawns after much bargaining and begging).. sounds really pathetic right? hahaz.. yar.. then after eating we celebrated the birthdays of the february babies.. which included myself(12th feb!!) hahaz.. yar.. got a very nice bracelet from the class.. because it is of dogs design.. but it was too big.. nearly wore it as an anklet.. but managed to find a better way to wear it.. the charades that we played after that was quite lame and crappy.. but i think everyone had fun..
after that we went to queenstown to play pool.. it was my first time playing.. it realli isnt as easy as it may seem.. hahaz.. the ball i hit kept jumping.. but i managed to get the balls in by tyco.. even when the ball jumped.. terrible..hahaz.. but i guess practice makes perfect.. shall get someone to 'coach' me and practice more so would not malu myself again.. hahaz.. had a really fun and enjoyable time..
now for the huang cheng ju 'reunion dinner' on monday.. which was yesterday.. we did not quite get into the roles and e atmosphere required during paixi.. maybe because of chinese new year.. hahaz.. after which we decided to go wif the thumb ju people to plaza singapore for the reunion dinner.. and we settle on some japanese food in the food court.. hahaz.. crapped stoned and lamed till bout 10 something pm.. we instead of going home.. jj and aj brought us to a place whereby the nice blue lights on the ground were reflected to the 'ceiling' which made them look like stars in the sky.. hahaz.. it was very beautiful.. especially when we lie on the floor in a circle.. lookin at both the starry sky and the starry 'ceiling'.. hahaz.. then after which we became really bored.. so bored that someone started to do something to ningfei who was fast and soundly asleep.. *for details.. please refer to boon han's blog*.. yar.. but good thing that he wasnt angry.. after which it was already near 12midnight already.. took mrt to bedok and vanessa and i accompanied vaneh to giant to buy konyaku jelly powder 4 today's chinese new year celebration stall.. hahaz.. so we all ended up reaching home at 1 something am.. because of the long queue at the supermarket.. hahaz..
only had about 4 plus hours of sleep before going to school in home clothes today.. got a very cute cny present from tian tang dao du in the morning.. then after which we took pictures and watched the concert.. then set up our chinese new year stall.. hahaz.. it was very fun cutting the jelly.. making jelly ribena.. and earnign money of course.. hahaz.. think we earned quite a sum of profit becouse our cost price was actually quite low.. then the mass dance and fac dance was after that.. hahaz..
it was a fun day..
HaPpY cHiNeSe NeW yEaR!!
Current Mood:  happy
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February 5th, 2005
08:12 pm - 分享
时间已做了选择 什么人叫做朋友
偶而碰头 心情却能一点就通
因为我们曾有过 理想类似的生活
太多感受 绝非三言两语能形容
可能有时我们顾虑太多
太多决定需要我们去选择
担心会犯错 难免会受挫
幸好一路上有你陪我
与你分享的快乐 胜过独自拥有
至今我仍深深感动
好友如同一扇窗 能让视野不同
与你分享的快乐 胜过独自拥有
至今我仍深深感动
好友如同一扇门 让世界(变)开阔
Current Mood:  okay
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05:56 pm - MiSsInG yOu PeOpLe..
hmm.. was too tired to update in the past few days.. so here i am now.. updating on a saturday afternoon.. one of e few days i can slack at home.. hahaz..
yar.. i realli miss e times in dunman high.. those times when we go 4 cs activites.. xiju.. wen we crapped and played and of course acted.. and also wenxue.. those wenxue related games and those essays we had to write over the holidays.. not forgetting dance wen we had do da tiao n split and stuff.. and also having to c lpp almost every morning.. to type alot of stuff.. planning activities for dazu and wen yi ying.. realli fun and fufiling..
on top of tt..i miss e times tt e 7 of us spent together.. crapping laming singing laughing working.. especially yesterday night wen we were singing on the way home on the bus.. really brought back alot of fond memories.. like e malacca trip.. more than one whole month since we last seen each other.. as in all the 7 of us together..
also.. not forgetting those nice and understanding teachers.. you can really sense that they care.. when they help us.. scold us.. and can you believe it.. i actually miss the canteen food.. hahaz.. the malay food and e drink so.. where they have such a great variety of food fruits and friendly service..
well.. think just got to look forward and ahead.. and occasionally turn back and smile..
Current Mood: thoughtful
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January 31st, 2005
10:04 pm - LoOkInG iNtO 2005
hahaz.. hey people.. it has really been ages ever since i last updated this journal.. like 5 whole months? so think i am just gona briefly go through that time.. hahaz.. well.. many things had happened within that whole time.. from prelims to o's to dec hols.. had L4 outings.. class and cca chalets.. oh yar.. and a quite successful primary school gathering too.. cool.. had a realli great time.. quite looking forward to the next one..
okz.. coming back to the present.. got into jc.. in to a new environment.. new claz.. new people.. new friends.. new seniors.. hahaz.. and almost everyone lives in e west.. and i had to get out of house early in e morning.. will be on bus already when it's 6am.. hahaz.. practically everthing seem to different.. not the familiar and homely feeling dunman high gives me.. but i guess that's why i m here.. to hav a different experience? hahaz.. so far so good.. got to know some very nice people.. :D.. e teachers are quite ok.. except for a few that are lame.. as in real lame.. hahaz..
oh yar.. and i m in huangcheng.. only cca now.. hahaz.. have been pailian-ing for the last two weeks.. have been tiring and mentally exhausting.. but it was fun and learnt quite a lot.. yupz.. jiayou all huangcheng people!! hahaz..
Current Mood:  cheerful
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August 31st, 2004
02:11 pm - LiFe..
haiz.. heard seniors giving their opinions on jc.. hc v n t.. seems like no one of them is very good.. true nothing on this earth is perfect.. yar.. just felt that it is really very hard to make a good choice.. one that hope will not regret.. but that have to be on the basis of results..
why cant life be just doing what we want? maybe that's the challenge given to us.. overcoming obstacles and become stronger.. but i think it's still the choice between enjoying and achieving ba.. haiz..
come to think of it.. how nice would it be if everyone can have any amount of money they want to do meaningful and enjoyable things.. and not be worried about this and that.. also human's inter-relationship pure and innocent.. without all those hypocrites around.. haiz..
REALITY..
Current Mood:  frustrated
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