*YAAAAAAAAY* MR paper is finally OVER~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
(and i mean that in both ways! LOL)
but i cannot be bothered to worry about it~

and i'm going to JAPAAAAAN!!!
i cannot believe this! :DDDDD

and it's so soon! setting off THIS SATURDAY! 
i finally feel excited about it! i was like nonchalant about it although it was confirmed 2 weeks ago... wahahaha! 

anyone wants anything can tell me k! i'll TRY my best to find it or something, but i don't know much about japan so yeah, don't pin high hopes -_-

ps: i realised Hoho is gonna be in LA when i'm on the way to japan! bummer.

okays, i wanna rant about the past 3 horrendous papers. it was...

DEMORALISING.

SM was up first, the most demoralising paper i'd thought it would be. studying progress was horrendously slow and i couldn't remember much.
i couldn't finish the paper, i'm so gonna fail the case study. and i HOPE i can pass the exam paper. i NEED to pass it to get through this module -_-

EG, i thought it was ok when i was studying cos there's nothing much to memorise. (when it comes to memorising, BELIEVE what i say, when i say not much, it's REALLY not much! haha)
but when i took the paper, i read the case study and i was like 'SHIT'! both of the case studies are so gonna kill me.

IF, my lovely IF. i thought it could be the only paper i could do well in, until i realised i had totally no time to study all the topics. and the sample questions were.. OH MY. i read the questions and i went 'WHAT THE HELL?!', i didn't know how to answer so i went ahead to read the answers, and i went 'WHAT THE HELL!' HOHO.
the paper turned out so-so, like i couldn't answer alot of qns, might fail the paper, but should be able to pass overall. so yay.

and MR to go! got more days, hope it'll turn out ok, my only hope for my GPA :X

side-track:
WAHEEHA. me cut me hair today, totally on IMPULSE, and snipped off so much length! which is like so not me.
only today did i realise that my hair was so long, like reaching me WAIST cos ally took a pic of my backview for me... 
BEFORE (not that pic cos it's in her phone) :


and i cut it to SHOULDER-length! WAHEEHA. i haven't got short/medium hair in like maybe... 10years?!
SNEAK PEEK:


i am still excited :D this impulse thingy is like so onto me lately! it's quite shuang eh.
i am gonna bling my phone next! HOHO.

and i still love DSBK :D
[ JUNG YUNHO ] said to me, "I am complete now that I've found you"

and so hooked to purple line's vid :D

(which is bad cos i'm supposed to be mugging!)

okays time to sleep, tatas!

famous amos is <3

and i would like to thank

for bearing with me throughout the nights i spent studying in my room these days.
he suffered alot -_-

and my studying has been...... weird/ineffective.

i feel like i'm reading for the sake of reading. i'm not really understanding/remembering what i'm 'studying'. no brain processing.
don't really know how to explain it... but yeah.
so no matter if i did 1 or 10 chapters, it will end up like BLOODY HMT. especially for the BLOODY SM, it's HMT number 2! ARGH.

and while studying in BK with ally today, we heard a guy (which we named Goon number 2) talking out loud, we totally couldn't concentrate on studying. ANNOYING GOON & GOON-TWO being self-centred, stucked-up and thinking the whole world is made up of losers.
ARGH. i seriously hate Goon, how can such a person be a lecturer!?
i think that contributed to me not liking SM. BAH.

also, i've been studying alone outside for some days and going around doing stuff by myself. which i kind of enjoyed.
it's cool.

RANDOM: i was feeling emo on tues night (wed morning?), so i looked out of my window, and decided to take a picture.
this is the view from my room window at 6.46am, it's taken with my hp! not bad right... HOHO.


okays, 2 chapters of SM and 2 chapters of IF to go, (which is impossible to complete. hoho)

oh dear. my study progress is bad. it's not progressing. -_-

SAT's bbq was not bad i guess, the food was nice. thanks to mummy for the random, for fun bbq idea~ hoho. hope everyone enjoyed and stuff!
SUN's jap exam was a tad tricky, but went ok. but i lost 4 marks already. ARGH. i forgot my は!!! ARGH.

AND I NEED TO CHANGE MY SLEEPING PATTERN/HABIT back to every other person's definition of NORMAL!
HEEEEELP~~~

and i just passed SM's bloody assignment. BAH. pls don't tell me this is the next HMT :'(

okays, off to study. :(((

hoho. i'm lazy to type much, so i'll just post loads of pictures.

Dance practices




MF in-house Concert

our L.E OMG choreo :D
(side view from our own camera)


this is better though~ front view!
(it's a medley, so there were items after ours =X)










一枝獨秀 last lesson
  

flooded with dance.. and i'm loving it!

~~~
daniel's hiphop was tiring today, but SUPER 爽 :D

look what daniel's floorwork did to my poor knees >_< 
 
(the one on my left knee is 5cm in diameter! and yeah, i bothered to measure the blueblack -_- )

Mf in-house concert is OVER!

kinda glad it's finally over, but yet kinda miss it... all the laughter, joy, stress and tears.
got to know some friends too :)

although it is always fun learning choreo during lessons, it felt GREAT to be on stage performing for people to see!
especially when it was with L.E dancing our own choreo! although we had some trouble during practices, but i know in my heart that it is for our own good... it is to help L.E all improve, no matter dance skills or growing up emotionally.

received encouragement from many friends too... glad those who came enjoyed (i hope? :P) the performances *hugs*

i hope there will be many next times like this one... and more chances for L.E to shine on stage!
my dream for L.E becoming reality has taken it's 2nd LARGE step :D

i LOVE dancing, L.E ROCKS!!!

i am annoyed/irritated/unbalanced lately.

SOMEWHAT cos of balancing the sch/lectures/assignments/projects and dance practices every night =_=

MORE of something else, esp when i am at home.
i'll become super paranoid and annoyed. and pissed. and annoyed. and freaked. and paranoid. *SIGH*

also cos my *ahem* 'auntie' is not here yet when it is supposed to be days ago, and it's definitely gonna clash with the performance day. ARGH

peace out yo.

whoa. been busy over the mf dance practice and EG assignment the past few days.
I AM NOT DONE WITH EG. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

ohoh! watched Step Up 2 on sunday with the gals (and guys), and it was COOL. i felt like grooving throughout the show!
mixed emotions during the whole movie, was super inferior cos there's like so GAZILLION TRILLION great dancers out there! and my passion can NEVER be compared to theirs.
but was so INSPIRED to dance after watching the show, especially since mf in-house concert is coming! HOHO.

talking abt the mf prac, alot of emotions run through me regarding this whole event.
i guess it's going ok. all hiccups are expected lah... it will NEVER go smoothly one... haha!
but was a little disappointed about not being able to dance the Boa mv. *sigh*
Hero's 1.5 turn and floorwork is my biggest worry at the moment, although the curry pok's floorwork isn't any better. HOHO.

but I AM DAMN HORRENDOUSLY HAPPY about L.E's OWN CHOREO! :DDD
my focus is on this already lor! YESH YESH YESH!

~當下想做就往前去做，即使五或十年后可能會後悔也沒辦法，這是眼前所作的決定。~

whoa. i am slightly amazed that i stayed up till 9.30am today to do my SM assignment, also amazed that i survived without eating from 7.30pm yesterday to 5.30pm today!
ok fine.
i had 2 bites of bao and some water. hoho.
had wanted to finish but something went wrong with my fingers, couldn't really type properly and i kinda felt giddy. LOL so i slept for less than 2 hours then woke up and finished up SM!

the horrendous annoying workload-of-a-group-project-but-as-an-individual-assignment! RAH! destined to fail it but now that it's done and handed up, i'm slightly less stressed.

more to come in the next 2 weeks...=_=