Rating: PG-13 for swearing
Summary: It's Lilys birthday :P
Disclaimer: No I don't owe Lily or Kat. That would be weird now wouldn't it? lol
A/N: Happy birthday Lily! (I hope you wont read this lol). I hope you like it! It was supposed to be a drabble but it seems to be more like a one shot :D I think everyone know already this but here I go again, English isn't my first language so mind the typos if theres some. Thanks to bluemoon_1 who was awesome like always for helping me!
- "More drinks! More drinks! More drinks!." I laugh at someones attemp to joke about Skins. I go to the bar counter and tell the bartender to make Vodka 7 for me. Some people I don't recognise come to congratulate me for my birthday. I exchange few words with them and when they leave I look around to see who have already arrived then decide to go outside for a smoke. While passing people I can hear my friends and boyfriend yelling after me and asking where I'm going and that the party is inside and not outside. I laugh at them and lift my cigarette to them to see and continue going. I open the door and step outside. I can feel the wind on my face and I took a deep breath. - "Alone at last." I think out loud. It's not like I don't like the party or anything but I have been surrounded by people the whole day so being alone for few minutes are welcome. I lift the cigarette to my lips and light it and inhale the toxic smoke. I lean against the wall and close my eyes for a second. I finish the smoke and throw it to the ground and then turning to face the door. Before I manage to open the door my phone rings. I lift it and answer. - "Yes?Hey..Hello..." I stutter. It's Kat. Why does she make me stutter. Jesus. I do not stutter and that's a fact. - "Lily you there?" -" Yeah! Sorry about that. What did you say again?" She laughs at me. - "Where's the party? I know you told me it last weekend but we were kinda drunk and then I..." Oh shit! The drunk talk we had last Saturday. I totally forget it and now this is going to be just akward thinking about it. If I wouldn't have been so drunk I might have not had the balls to invite her to the party. - "Lily, what's going on?" I notice I haven't said anything for awhile or answered to her question. I say sorry and tell her the address and then we end the call.
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It's been almost half an hour since Kat called. I'm pretty nervous her coming because you never know what is going to happen when shes around, party animal that she's. I sip my new drink and talk with my boyfriend in table that is in the corner. I ask if he wan't to dance and he says he really doesn't like to and the song is shit. I sigh and laugh at him and he laughs too and says he's sorry. I tell him I'm going anyway to dance with my friends who I can see are dancing already. I get lots of drunken hugs and kisses while I arrived to the dancefloor. We have a laugh and dance our asses off.
After while DJ changes something slow to play and I thank my friends for the dances and hug them. It's so hot in the bar so I decide to get some air and go outside. I lean against the wall like earlier and take sip from my drink.
The cool air freshing me abit and it feels good. I hear foot steps coming towards me and I lift my gaze and see Kat grinning. - "Hey birthday girl" I say hey back and she comes closer and gives me a hug. It doesn't last long but I can smell her sweet perfume. I closed my eyes and just inhale the scent and then she pulls off. I offer her my drink and she takes it and takes few sips of it. - "So hows the party going so far?" I tell her it's been great and what has happened before she arrived. I tell her about someone trying to mime Cook and we laugh. She askes if I got many presents and I tell her about the car my parents bought me. - "Thats fancy..a car? Awesome." She stops and takes smoke from her pocket and lights it. - "I really didn't get get you nothing..I hope it ok?"She askes and I say that I'm glad that she came and that's enough of a present. She grins and offers the cigarette to me and I accept it. - "You remember last Saturday? I told you that I'd give you a birthday kiss and you didn't say anything to it..." I can feel her gaze on me. I give her her smoke back. - "Kat...maybe...maybe that isn't such a good idea." I can't look her in the eyes while saying this because I do want to kiss her. She has gayed me up for her so to speak. Never ever did I want to kiss a girl but now she's standing infront of me asking if she can give me a kiss. It's killing me to say it. Kat moves closer and I lift my head to see her closer than she was before I gave her smoke back. - "I wanna kiss you on your birthday..is that such a bad thing?"I take step back everytime she takes step towards me. - "Kat you know that.." Then I hit the wall behind me. Fuck. No where to escape now Lily. Fucking great. She's now very close. Too close. I try to look anywhere but not her. I can feel her hand on my waist now, stroking. - "Kat..please..my boyfriend is inside waiting for me and I sho.." She puts her finger on my lips to stop talking. She's now so close that our lips are almost touching. She murmurs something and then it happens. I push her away from me and I can't believe I just did it. She just looks at me and turns around to leave. The hurt on her face. I can't bare it. - "Kat..please don't...don't go..." She doesn't turn around. - "It's better this way..have a great party." She says and starts walking. I just stand there watching her go until she disappears around the corner of the building. -"Fuckfuckfuck....fuck." Is all I can think. -"Oh fuck it!" I say and start running, running after her. I reach the corner where I saw her last. I stop and there she's..smiling. - "Took you long enough." I don't say anything and then I push her against the wall and press my lips against hers. I lean back from it and rest my forehead against hers. - "I really should be getting back now." She nods. - "You coming?" Kat now shaking her head. - "I think I got what I came here for already so I think I'm gonna go now." I ask her to change her mind and take her hand in mine. - "What about your boyfriend?" She asks and I tell her not to worry about it and that he doesn't have to know. She takes better hold from my hand and pulls me closer for another quick kiss. - "Let's get back then. I think I need a drink."I agree and we walk back to the party. Hand in hand.
this beat is sick
I want a house on a beach and you in my dreams
- Tittle: Gift