why do i feel guilty after every bit of food i eat? it's crazy. i also need to stop procrastinating, it's bad for my health. the only slight good news i have is that i've only got about 5 slides maybe to complete for my physics presentation.

apparently, i'm going to see 'the grudge' on thursday with ash & liz & her husband. gunna be strange, yup. thing is, liz is nice & pretty meaning my self-esteem is going to be taking some beating that night.

i'm feeling romantic & depressed & tired. ever had that?