Yesterday was hard. There was sobbing when saying goodbye to my Pookie. :/ So sad.

Today has been LONG. We've been in 5 states. I thought we were gonna die a couple of times, but we made it through! We only had to get gas ONCE. I love my car! We are safely in a hotel in Kansas. There has been food and resting for a few hours, which was totally needed, because very part of my body ACHED after that 9 hour drive. Waaaaah. 7 hours of driving to go before reaching Colorado Springs tomorrow. Kristen and I are sharing a king size bed. It is oh so comfy!

I-70 is boring as hell to chronicle our tale. We used my chibi-Wolverine Mighty Mugg...guy. He is adorable. Be prepared for the adorable.



Wolverine is skeptical and epic sitting on the dashboard.

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Scrubs series finale reaction.

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EDIT:

http://www.supernovatube.com/play.php?viewkey=dfc7e9b4fdcd56378692

The Scrubs series finale is already on-line at that link. I need to stop rewatching it, because this second time that I've watched it...it's hard to fucking BREATHE, because I'm bawling so hard. Dear Lord. Bill Lawrence, you were trying to kill me, weren't you?

Fuck, but it's okay. Totally worth it.

I'm going to miss you so much, show. Characters.

God. My heart hurts.

I have to wake up soon, but I'm too emotionally strung out. DAMN YOU, SHOW.

Tonight is the Scrubs series finale at 8pm EST on ABC. There have been talks of continuing it with the new interns, but this is my finale for me... this is it. I can't begin to say how grateful I am to ABC for continuing this show, because this season has reminded me so much of seasons 1 and 2. It's stayed true to the characters. It's reminded me WHY I love this show so much to begin with.

I can't really express what this show means to me, what it has meant to me. I only fell in love with it a couple years ago. I watched every episode that I could. I watched yeah, five seasons worth of episodes in less than a week. I fell in love with it. Never mind the fail of seasons 6 and 7, but the first two seasons, especially, represent such an original, beautiful idea. Such a wonderful mix of comedy and pain and reality and yes, they mix comedy and sadness SO well.



That scene from last night's episode KILLS me. Every time. Wintersong by Sara Bareilles and Ingrid Michaelson. I actually had heard this one before this episodes. It's a miracle. I usually find these songs BECAUSE of Scrubs.

I will miss the amazing music that Scrubs introduces to me. I will miss the characters. I will miss the JD/Cox, which FINALLY, fucking finally had a re-breakthrough this season after not having seen really at all since THAT episode in season 5.

God, I'm going to bawl tonight. All the guest stars coming back and yeah. It's going to be a fantastic episode, I hope and think (and DREAM for that fucking HUG), and I beg you all if you're free at 8pm to watch it! I'd love for the ratings of the last episode of Scrubs, which is a show that most people never paid much attention to, because NBC FUCKED IT UP. Yeah, watch if you can. For me.

SCRUBS!!!!!!!!!!

OH. MY. GOD.

Please, tell me that SOMEONE on my f-list still watches Scrubs. PLEASE TELL ME. THE JD and DR. COX INTERACTION IN THAT EPISODE ALMOST KILLED ME. MY HEART HURTS.

So many spoilers behind the cut.

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Also, How I Met Your Mother real quick, because I forgot to mention anything about it last night.

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*FLAILS*

THEY HAD BETTER NOT CANCEL LIE TO ME.

I friggin love this show. Damn. I'm so terrified of any show on Fox being suddenly canceled. I LOVE this show. I am losing Scrubs. I need a show! I want this one! Especially since how this episode ended! I want to know what happened. Argh.

I love how much I completely spazzed when that woman brought out the gun even though it wasn't any of the main characters she wanted to kill. NOOOOOOOOO. SLOWDEATHWHY. yes, my brain automatically goes there when it comes to Roth + a gun

*FLAILS AT MOOD THEME* HEE. She's so cu-u-u-ute.

Stolen from a billion people, but originally birthed from Chris' journal. Or something. There are probably better words than birthed to use.

Step One: Look at Ye Olde Character List (although anyone not on that list is still open for this meme).
Step Two: Break out your character journals and have them ask my characters questions. If they have no questions, have them... I dunno. Say a word or random phrase and I'll throw a character at them to talk about that word or phrase and they can have existential debates about paperclips if that's their kink. The point is random, pointless, stressfree CR. If you demand an explanation out of one of my characters or have legitimate questions, personally and OOC-ly, I can also deal with that.
Step Three: There is no step three.

Oh my gosh.

My baby. Our baby. beyondtherift.

We had such a nostalgic day of remembering today in chat, and then Aubrey gave us all THIS FANMIX FROM SEASON 1 for a Christmas gift. It is one of the most awesome fanmixes ever. It looks SO epic and amazing and it just makes us look so incredibly good and just *FLAILS*

And I'm all... flaily and crying and full of love for this game that has come SO far. We're almost at the 1 year anniversary mark. I have never, ever been in a game that has lasted that long. Yet here we are, still going strong. The Christmas post is slowly reaching 2,000 comments in ONE post.

Anyone, who has ever been a part of the game in any way for how ever long. Thank you. I love you. You are part of something amazing.

And no, this is not locked to just the BTR people for once, because I need to say it to the world.

So I'm finally being a sheep and copying everyone else who's doing this meme.

1. Pick one or more of my characters.
2. Pick one (or as many as you'd like) number(s) from between 1 and 100.
3. I'll answer the corresponding question from The 100 Most Important Things To Know About Your Character in the requested character's point of view.

My Character list is here.

Also, cause I feel like RPing instead of studying.. if any of your characters would like to talk to any of mine, feel free to comment them in to this post. Even if it's just to say hi or to meet for the first time. Character interaction via comments is fun.

And if you don't know who for your character to talk to or what they'll say, just post with a blank comment with their journal.

I only know of two characters in that original thing I'm writing through Nov and Dec, but they're open to discussion/questions, too. Amber and Geri are their names.

We both go down together.

So. I have to take my laptop in somewhere. I don't know where yet as I'm still doing research on my best possible options within the area, but uhm, yeah. Bwah.


So I haven't role played in forever. I feel like I'm losing touch with all of my characters and it's the worst! I don't want to come back finally and then be stuck forever trying to get back in the groove of things, but at the same time I can't really do any official RPing, because... well, you know.

So I'm starting a meme.

Comment with your character so that one (or several) of my characters can tell them something they would never actually say to them in canon/pseudo-canon/'reality' for whatever reasons, but have possibly thought about many times before. And then a made up conversation between the two about what my character would never say can happen.

Conversely, your character can say anything to mine that they wouldn't ever actually say to them.

Obviously, this will be slow-timed all to hell and I make no promises, but I need to get un-rusty.

And one more meme that I'm going to make up for pointless rp, purposes.

Comment with your character in an elevator right before it suddenly shuts down. I will provide you with one of my characters to be stuck in the elevator with them or you can request one of my characters, either way. The point is pointless RPing, which seems like a contradiction.

So yes. Slow time like woah, but it's here if anyone wants to help.


Oh, you cut me open and I-

fuuuuck life.

I dunno when I'll be on really regularly cause Windows Vista crashed. So yeah.

And I have No fucking reboot CD. It got lost in the move. I'm not a happy camper right now for so many reasons.

Meanwhile, HELP ME FEEL BETTER BY LEAVING ME MORE ANON STUFF WITH ANOTHAH MEME THINGY. Cause I... need it?


Pass a Secret Note ✘ Meme




Meanwhile, the boss lady, not my boss, but the person in charge of the concessionaire people said that for Halloween, we were going to be able to pass out candy and DRESS UP! And have a best costume thing. So I'm skipping school to go to work. Never thought I'd say that in a million years, but. As long as I have no exams that day.

I've been wanting to dress up as the Joker or Indiana Jones. I don't know why I can't find a girl to dress up as, but whatevs.

Do me?

Gently or hard. I'm not... picky.

wow I iz a whore.



Okay. Got all my shit done for once. Well, almost... gotta buy my books, but I think I took care of the loan shit so hopefully that will come through FINALLY and I'll have extra money from the loans to use on school books. It would be nice.

Who wants to help bring my characters back to life?

Here's a list of all of them.

Anyone can talk to them or role play with them here. Just comment or what not. Can't promise anything, because yeah. They're ALL deader than dead, all of them, and I'm struggling to tag this now as it is.

>:o

Actually, just going to make up a meme.

Ask a character a question, any question, and they HAVE to answer completely honestly. Have to. It's the meme rule. Even if they'd normally lie, they suddenly have been hit with a truth serum of some kind and must tell the truth. Bwaha.

lol!

I was going through old entries and stumbled on these pics! XD



Ah, memories.

And this



which made me cry really hard cause I miss my siblings. I am sad. >>

And it's six in the morning and I can't sleep.

As we approach 7am, I am still awake and stumble on an entry from July14 that says:


On a final note, allfireburns, lionessvalenti, emilystarr1, and I rock for filling up one random person's tiny post on fuckingartists with more than 70 comments about the most random of things like sweet, sweet lovin in easter eggs! I hope their inbox is happy! (You have to be a member of that comm to see it in it's beauty)

I wish I had LINKED the actual entry, cause I'd love to see what the heck we talked about.

Also, from my 'coming out' post, which was in the middle of a giant fucking rant about an a-hole.


No I won't LJ-Cut this. It's my journal. I don't care if I take up too much space on your f-list right now. I'm coming out to you all so fuckin deal with it or call me a bitch and take me off your f-list.

XD And since the post, I've def become more attracted to women, instead of just a few as it had been then. It's more equal now.

I'm bored.

I have vodka and cranberry and feel like getting drunk. By myself. Yes. (hush, I don't care... I think that was aimed at... Robin)

Feel free to comment with your suggestions.

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This meme is going around on Insane Journal. They're both creative writing/character/rp memes just so you know.

List of Characters

Something borrowed, something blue...something like that. Give me one of your characters and one of mine and I will write you a short drabble (around 100 words) of what a marriage proposal could be like for them! Feel free to pick a current ship, complete crack, or even one we've played or discussed that out and I'll do a variation of sorts.


And you/one of your characters can feel free to do this meme for any of mine! Pick a character and fill in the blanks any way you want. ;)

1. What do you think of _____________ ?
2. When did you last ____________?
3. __________ or ___________ and why?
4. What did you ______________?
5. What's your favorite ______________?
6. How would you ______________?
7. Who would you most like to ________ ?


Also, because I'm incredibly bored and feel like role playing. If you want to do some fun, meaningless RP that doesn't require much thought and planning. Comment with one of your characters here. We'll go on forever. Just through comments or actually 3rd person type narration. Or post an entry in their journal and comment here with a link and which character you'd like. :D

If you don't do the role playing, writing, character thing... feel free to ignore this entry. It is not necessary. <3