| For 2007... |
[Jan. 1st, 2007|01:00 pm] |
Well... 2006 is over with... it doesn't seem like it should be.
Like I shouldn't be out of highschool, I should still be 18 going on 19, not 19 going on 20. I shouldn't be out on my own but living in my mother's home, I shouldn't be working at Applebees... all of these feelings coil within me, but then I stop to think- This year is going to be good, I can feel it.
I think all the events that happened in 2006 will only help me become a better person today. Getting my first and second tattoo, graduating from highschool, moving out, getting a job... all of these things... next I hope to start community college in the fall...
Normally I have such a pessimistic outlook on the future, why I am suddenly so bubbly and optimistic?
Well, I was watching Nana for the first time and I'll be starting episode 16 or 17 soon... and I can totally relate to Hachi. Not in the guy way, but her situation in life... being the middle child and moving out. Not only that, she is only a year older than me.
The way things go for them, it makes have faith that I will be able to make it a little longer on my own... I've already decided that sometime, I am going to take a taxi or something and go hang somewhere, try to make friends, you know?
Although I get a vibe that Nana will not be a happy series, It has giving me a weird sense of strength for my current situation in life that I had not expected it... so yay, can't wait to watch more. <3
So, in short, Here's to the end of 2006 and the beginning of 2007. All my Zutarian friends, let us hope that Zutara is in 2007 and that it rocks our world. =3
PS, this is a public post for friending purposes... so everyone and anyone who would like to admit, do it... but here are some things you need to know Name: Deanna Ruble Age: 19 Sex: Female
Likes: Anime/Manga, Cartoons, music, drawing, writing, talking, Anime/Manga: Bleach, Death Note, Ouran Koukou Host Club, Nana, Higurashi no Naku Koro ni Cartoon: Avatar: The Last Airbender, Danny Phantom, Kim Possible
If you are to friend me, it's best to be interest in either Bleach or Avatar... because those are my biggest fandoms right now.
=3 I have to get my sister up soon and then I have to go to work *snort*
[EDIT] With what little time I have remaining, I decided to gank yami's meme.
2006 Regular Meme
1. What did you do in 2006 that you'd never done before? I got two tattoos(one in the beginning of the year, one at the end), I moved out, and I got a job. =3
2. Did you keep your new year's resolutions, and will you make more for next year? Well, I don't think I actually made any... and I never really do make an actual resolution... I try to work a goal, but I don't think of it as a resolution.
3. Did anyone close to you give birth? Umm... not that I know of.
4. Did anyone close to you die? Nope.
5. What countries did you visit? Sadly, didn't leave the US... =(
6. What would you like to have in 2007 that you lacked in 2006? Getting into a community college and making some friends.
7. What dates from 2006 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? Anime Central will always be etched in my memory, for it is the one time of year that I can truly be myself and truly have a whole lot of fun IRL. Prom, because I made it rock =3 Graduation, duh. The day I moved out, because it was important The first day I cried away from home... yeah... I'm a pussy.
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? Getting a job, and actually liking it so far.
9. What was your biggest failure? Not going to college, yet.
10. Did you suffer illness or injury? Not that I know of?
11. What was the best thing you bought? Presents for my siblings, and soon to be my cosplay outfits.
12. Whose behavior merited celebration? My sisters. Because Bre rocks as a roommate and I love her dearly, and Rach because she is the better sister and my dearest, best friend.
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? My father... ;-;
14. Where did most of your money go? Uh... my money? I just now really started receiving money... so far the majority of it either goes to rent or in my ACen savings tub.
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? Anime Central, naturally. Graduation. Moving out.
16. What song will always remind you of 2005? Don't Forget to Remember Me by Carrie Underwood... it was my graduation song.
17. Compared to this time last year, are you happier or sadder? Definitely happier.
18. What do you wish you'd done more of? Made real life friends and hung out with my highschool friends. Exercise.
19. What do you wish you'd done less of? Honestly? Uh... sitting and staring into space... honestly, I did that a lot ^^;
20. How will you be spending Christmas? Depends... I never have work on Christmas, so I'll be spending it with my family, naturally.
21. Who did you spend the most time on the phone with? Rach... it always is between 18-30 minutes.
22. Did you fall in love in 2006? I wish!! xD
23. How many one-night stands? One word- Virgin.
24. What was your favorite TV program? uhm, Flavor of Love 2, I suppose.
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? Not that I know of.
26. What was the best book you read? Uhm, even though I like to read, the only books I read are Karen Marie Moning books, as of late... ^^;
27. What was your greatest musical discovery? uh? I dunno... I like a lot of musicians and musical stuff, so I have no idea.
28. What did you want and get? My BJD, Yukio!! ^3^
29. What did you want and not get? RL friends that like anime and live around me.
30. What was your favorite film of this year? eh... not so sure. ^^;
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? I had a small celebration with my family, ate cake, went to Springfield and shop. I turned 19.
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? Losing weight.
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2006? Keh... fashion.
34. What kept you sane? LJ... it was kind of theraputic.
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? none.
36. What political issue stirred you the most? mm.. none! xD
37. Who did you miss? Well, when I'm at my apartment, I miss my family.
38. Who was the best new person you met? None!
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2006: Nothing is ever really planned... you just flow along the river of life and when you stop, you may end up being picked up by the current once more.
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year: N/A... I'm not big on songs. Don't get me wrong, I love music... but I am just kind of bleh when it comes to quoting lyrics and what not. </lj-cut. |
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