ok wow let's see it's saturday night...summer is almost over...and wow now that i think about this shit.....so much has happened....and taught me sooo much!! i mean i can't even begin to explain the shit that has happened....with friends...boyfriends....family....and most importanly...ME!! i finally learned that you can't fake it hard enough to please everyone....ya can't pretend to be happy  when u aren't!! and i guess it's one of the best things you can learn !! and just when u think everything is going bad...things start looking up...i mean after all is said and done....IT WILL BE OK!! and the things u think about least always come back and hit u in ur ass...NO JOKE!! lol well as for friends...what can i say?!?! u will knwo who ur friends are...and if they r true...and ect.. not gunna get into that becuz i will end up saying things that can be hurtful!!lol HAHAHAH ok me and carrie were just talking about this....when assholes r so fuckin rude or mean to you ...then call back crying...it's kinda pathetic...i mean don't do the shit in the first place and nuthin bad would happen....so shut ur lil cryin asses up....no one wants to hear it! and the you always got the CASE OF THE EX!!! wow lol so much drama....so much time wasted....leave shit alone...go on with ur life!! YOU 3 HATERS THAT ALWAYS SEEM TO HAVE SUMTHIN BAD TO SAY ABOUT ME: Go fuck ur selfz and get a fuckin life!!! don't fuckin read my journal...and go find sumone that cares what the hell u have to say!! cuz i sure don't!! ur wasting ur time...and i would say ur wasting mine...but actually i don't care and i tend to laugh about it!! so waste ur fuckin life talkin about me... at least i know i made ur ass think about shit!! hahaha so w/e goodbye forever this is the end of shit!!** ok wow that felt good..sorry guys lol just had to let it out!! well i dunno family wise life is ok...i stopped talking to my dad this summer....which was one of the hardest things I've ever done in my life.....and every fuckin wish i get..i wish that everything would be ok with us....but it's not and probably never will....i mean i just don't know...i ask myself why me?!!? but that doesn't help at all!! so i guess life goes on!! EVERYTHING happens for a reason....** my sister is about to start school and omg i'm so ready for her to have homework so she won't bug me!!** my mom has been cool lately...i mean u have our ocasional fights....which are often really hurtful....but hey it's life....my mom knows she's hurt me in so many ways and i think now she's starting to realize it and try to make up for it...and i don't want her to make up for it ...i want her to just start living life like it should be!!**well hmmm....school is about to start...kinda excited to see people...you knoe ur excited don't lie!! but then i think about the work and resposibility and the DRAMA that always seems to find it's way around school!! i dunno...i think i'm ready for it!!**well we had a volleyball game in TEMPLE....we lost 25-22 which totally sucks becuz we should have won.....but hey...lol it doesn't count so it's ok so....well so far crockett's jv volleyball team is 1-1!! which isn't bad!!lol i think...i never really realizzed how many good friends i have.....and being on  team only helps out the friendship!! i love yall gurlies!! so much!!**ummm....i got my hair highlited....red and blonde...wow i liek the red soo much..it's bold!!lol well it's a change...seemed fun!! ** HAHAHAH OK MANY OF YOU R GUNNA BE LIEK WHAT?!?! BUT USA SOCCER TEAM KILLED BRAZIL TODAY!! HAHAH SUCKAS!!!!!**hmmm...i'm kinda dissapointed at myself...i still can't seem to put my feelings out there and tell people how i feel...i'm learning but...i dunno....i just wanna tell a certain sumone sumthin.....but it's like all wrong timing and ahhh i dunno...everything is always messed up...i have to work my fuckin ass off for nething to be right....and i do it...but shit still doesn't come out right!! ahhhh w/e things will work out....eventually!!** well i think i covered everything i been wanting to say!!

<3 yall!!

here r some pictures

cherie <3333333333333333333333333333333!!(mucho love homes)

wow man I have had sooo much fun lately!!

TUESDAY**we had our game at TRAVIS.....yah freshman and JV won...but varisty lost....but omg that game was so much fun!!!eee i love my gurls....then after the game i saw tag and arron....  yah lol hahah then we played catch phrase...hahahah so then after varsity loses we are all gunna leave and go bowling....so i leave with tricia...we get there and so many people got in trouble....so it ended up me tricia and aaron....that was cool we hung out for a lil bit!! he's a cool guy!!then i went and spent the night at tricia's casa!!....

eeeee i was really happy on tuesday!! if you knwo me....you would know why!!

TODAY** i woke up and me and tricia chilled all day...then at liek 4 we find out we're gunna go bowling AGAIN.....so we're liek ok cool...so her mom gets there and i go to my house and straighten my hair in liek 10 minutes....i swear I have never done it so fast....so neways we go there we see baron, andy, katie, dannille, ashley, renae, sarah, bree, ashley C., Ian, ian's friend anthony, and ummmm....i can't remeber who else....well yah we're there chillin and we had soooo much fun!! aww ashley amell and ian r so CUTE together**well yah we chilled and played and ate and drank hahha then all the gurls decide tomorrow we're goin to sarah's house to spend the night..so yah...that's about it!! i love yall soooo much**

man....lol...it's amazing how complety gone i am right now....that boi just gives me that feelin**

well that's all !! later!!!