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[Sunday, January 1st, 2006 ♥ 4:48pm] |
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How was everyones New Years? Hope everything went well. Mine was alright. Got to spend it with people I love and that is most important. So, went to Canada with Kat and Rachelle and some other random people that aren't as important as them. It was alright. I thought we were going out but we ended up in a frat house all night. It was good though. I had a good time. Here are some fun pictures:
( NEW YEARS FUN )
I'm hoping 2006 brings great things. Cross our fingers!
xoxo
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| Third Tattoo |
[Tuesday, December 27th, 2005 ♥ 11:54am] |
Tell me your opinion on the new tattoo ...
Not a great picture, but it's hard taking a picture of your own side.
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| Life As It Stands. |
[Saturday, December 24th, 2005 ♥ 10:22pm] |
So life has been up and down, back and forth, I just can't keep up with it. There is always the good and bad. I wish there was just a constant.
Went to Virginia. Spent a lot of money. Took a lot of time off work. Things weren't terrible. But they weren't great. Probably could have waited until January instead of going down there. But you learn from your mistakes. Now I don't know what is happening. I'm so lost on all of that.
Got home and had to spend yet more money to buy a new wheel and tire. Darn my luck with my car. But finally after six months that is fixed and taken care of. Hopefully I don't have to put any money into that car for a while besides gas.
Got to hang out with some friends whom I haven't hung out with in a while. It was pretty cool. Nothing too exciting, just Bora, but it's nice after not going out for a month. Not to mention, I love you guys!
Got my third tattoo. It looks so good. Josh Richey hooked me up. Hopefully I will have a picture of it soon. It's hard taking a picture of your own side. Ha Ha It took me forever to finally get it. So I'm happy about that.
Now it's Christmas Eve. Had some fun with Kaylyn. We made a ghetto gingerbread house. Put out some reindeer food. Made cookies for Santa. Took lots of pictures. She is so excited for tomorrow morning. It's so cute. So expect pictures soon from the holidays.
So, time for bed. Have to go to bed so Santa can come drop off the presents. Heh Heh
Goodnight all.
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| 3 More Days! |
[Sunday, December 11th, 2005 ♥ 11:46pm] |
These will be the longest 3 days!
My two front tires have died on me. They couldn't have just waited one more week! I've been driving on bad tires for MONTHS now ... why couldn't they hold out for me? So been driving the mini van around. Dad and I got in a fight over it, which caused me to tell him everthing about money that my mom lies about, which pissed my mom off, who now wont donate any money to the 'Chelsie's Trip To VA' fund. Been stressful in the Newton household lately. Big mess over here.
Christmas is coming way too soon and I have bought Kay one gift. I hate money. So sorry car payment and cell phone bill... next month I promise to pay you.
I need to sleep. Rest my mind so I can wake up for another long day at the Target. Been working far too much lately. :(
I can't wait to see my fella so he can cheer me up. Just to lay in his arms like nothing else in the world matters at that moment. Like it's just him and I. I need that so badly right now. To be with the only person in the World [besides my best baby girl Kay] who actually cares anything about me and how I'm feeling. Who would do anything for me to make sure I am happy. ::sigh:: I need to find a way to move to VA. Only thing holding me back is how expensive child care is. Can't wait though ... cannot wait!
Goodnight Loves. <3
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[Monday, December 5th, 2005 ♥ 7:11pm] |
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Got my plane ticket today. Ends up I'll be staying an extra night longer then expected. My scheduler is being really great about all of this and giving me an extra day off. It was cheaper to leave on a Monday instead of a Sunday. Props to my girl Darci! I'm really excited. Just have to figure out the hotel and wait another week. YAY!
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| Are You Out Of Your Fucking Mind? |
[Friday, December 2nd, 2005 ♥ 9:33pm] |
What has been new? I never really have much to write about.
Still working at the Target. They hate me there but I'm probably the most trained person there so they feel they have to find someone to replace me before getting rid of me. The photo lab is picking up so it's really great. And finally got all my money back that Target owed me. Just needed to yell A LOT at the store manager and he finally backed down. So ... that's good. Other than that, not much new with work.
Kaylyn is getting so big. She's so amazing. Everyday she amazes me. Full sentances are being spoken and she totally understands everything that is happening around her. I swear we watch Dore and Lion King 10 x's a day. But it'll work. It's good for her mind development, who knows ... maybe she'll actually learn Spanish, unlike me, who fakes that I know. 'Hay Una Fiesta En Mis Pantalones'. She gets to see her dad a little more lately it seems. Which is good. She needs him. Kids without parents never do as well in life ... who knows. But I think everything is going well. I'm trying me hardest to be mom of the year over here. Ha Ha
The fella situation ... ::sigh:: Jason is absolutely amazing. I can't stop talking about him. To random people. I just bring him up randomly in conversations so I can talk about how great he is. I miss him so much, I can't even bare it anymore. But I just have to wait til the 15th and I'll be on a place to Virginia. Maybe even the night of the 14th. I definitely can't wait. I think we are so perfect for each other. I think this is going to be the one that lasts for a very long time ... perhaps forever?
Too many people try to interfere with my life. I've told them to go away several times. Or they don't want me until I am too hard to get. Or unable to get anymore. It's pathetic. I tried for so long and now I'm done. And I'm happier. So please just leave me alone. Let's stay civil and stop these games. I'm too tired and sick of them.
Christmas is coming soon ... and once again I am poor. So sorry ahead of time for none of you getting presents. I just can't do it. I can barely buy anything for Kaylyn. But we all know I will spoil her as much as possible because she deserves it all and more. So ... I hope that friendship is enough this holiday?
I hope everyone is well. I miss about 90% of you. So give me a call sometime. I can always find time for catching up.
<3 248 894 9194
Love you all.
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[Friday, December 2nd, 2005 ♥ 9:20pm] |
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I just want to see someone get in a really bad car accident. Nothing bad happening to anyone. Just two cars crashing into each other. Flipping. Blowing up. Burning to nothing. I think it'd be amazing. A great photo shoot.
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[Thursday, December 1st, 2005 ♥ 11:20pm] |
HE SAID HE LOVES ME!
Chelsie is ever so happy now.
Now I just have to come up with the money to see him in a couple weeks.
So excited.
Things are working out very nicely.
<3
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| Lonely Holidays Without You By My Side. |
[Thursday, November 24th, 2005 ♥ 2:48pm] |
Yay for having amazing boyfriends!
Now I just have to see him ...
and things will be perfect.
Darn guys working for our country.
How dare they.
<3 I Miss Him <3
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[Thursday, November 24th, 2005 ♥ 2:45pm] |
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HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!
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| It's Been Hours Since I've Heard Your Voice. |
[Friday, November 18th, 2005 ♥ 9:36pm] |
Harry Potter keeps jumping out of my AIM and making me all nervous. The premiere was last night, leave me alone Mr. Potter!
I'm freezing at this very moment. So alone. It's so quiet. I wish your arms were wrapped around me. Keeping me warm, keeping me safe. I miss you already ... and it's only been 5 days.
It's so strange how you can be dramatically dis-connected from people you once were so close to. Everything is so different now. Or maybe I just changed and everyone else didn't. That is why it all seems so weird. What I wouldn't give to go back 4 years ... where everything was so simple. I take that back ... perhaps things are better now!?
So I sit hear eating my s'more cereal again. It's basically the only thing I've eaten in a week. At least I'm having lots of milk, builds strong bones!
Good show guys. I'm so proud of y'all. You're really getting somewhere. I love it!
Time for bed. Work tomorrow morning, 8:30-3:00 in the lab. So people should visit me. <3
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[Wednesday, November 16th, 2005 ♥ 10:31pm] |
Maybe things are finally starting to look up.
There are still a few hardships and a few confusing spots in my life, but maybe after you hit rock bottom things start to sort themselves out?
Let's hope ... let's hope.
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| A Boy Finally Has Bought Me Flowers. |
[Friday, November 11th, 2005 ♥ 8:56pm] |
I want romance.
Dancing in the streets.
Public signs of affection.
Gazes into loving eyes.
Acting like no ones watching.
That new love.
Forever.
I have a smile on my face, don't let it fade away ......
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| 1-2- Buckle My Shoe. |
[Thursday, November 10th, 2005 ♥ 11:45am] |
I have too much to get done before December. And of course none of my "friends" will help me. I've been begging them for months now. I don't know what I'm going to do. Go to jail I suppose. It'd probably all be easier that way. Or not!? Who knows.
On a lighter note ... met a guy last night that my mom hooked me up with. He's good looking and nice. In the Navy. That's the biggest problem. He'll be leaving Tuesday I think. So who knows what is happening with that. Second problem ... who knows if he even likes me at all? Guess time will tell.
PEACE
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