Miss Cheeseman

A Three-year-old little boy was examining his testicles while taking a bath.
Mama," he asked, "Are these my brains?"
Mama answered, "Not yet.

im not gonna do Lj anymore, just thought id mention that.

hey! guess what- i work at subway. yep yep, good stuff. thats all for now i think... for good update anyway. trisha is leaving and i miss laura. but hey maybe summer will be good... maybe i will see amanda and sean around more... we'll see!

Listening to Acceptance and have been since I got it. My internet's broken, so I live through others. I want to work at Applebee's!!! Bryan should give me the hook-up. Last night I went to Denny's with El P and we ate lots of greeeassy food! It was fun because I LOVE Denny's!

PS Laura is the greatest!

signing off space cadets~Amanda

tonight... acceptance @meow meow in portland. tomorrow night... acceptance @ graceland/el corazon in seattle!

"what are you going to portland for?"
                "more acceptance!"

so... things are really looking up. ive basically got a job already... we shall find out this sunday! good stuff good stuff. its great to just go be with the people i love most, and to just sit around and watch tv and talk and laugh and argue and to know that they love me too. that might be the best thing. ever.

once again ive resorted to the lovely internet to entertain my whirrrrrring brain. have you ever mixed 2 cereals in ONE bowl!? wow, its pretty amazing.

alright so job hunting... start small? like where? what the hell is small!? gaaaahhh! im so stressed i just cant think about this. someone just give me a damn job, someone make it easy for my lazy ass!!

besides all these thoughts, today was a pretty nice day. got to hang out with laura which was nice. its cool when you get together with someone and you still feel normally comfortable even if its been ages. it was like that. i <3 her. i wish i wasnt cursed in this way that just somehow makes everyone i love dissapear... thats what i feel like lately. i look back and see how brittany amanda and seaward are just like... gone... and how everything and every one i love or loved just has left me like nothing...

ok so i was trying to look at the upside of this day...

i didnt even know today was st.patricks day! im not wearing any green. so, my tan is totally gone! anyways, as of late im spending my days looking for a job. everyone seems pretty nice and a few people have actually said they're gonna call me-applebees and starbucks. but yeah, no calls. whyyyyyyyyy is it so easy for everyone else to get a job! and its just impossible for me!!! aaaaaaaaack!

might go do some stuff at church today. might go watch a movie with some friends tonight.... just waiting for tomorrow. hopefully it will be nice so we can go outside of our houses... i hate crappy weather!

im home!

i got home tuesday, but today is the first day ive actually stopped moving!! ahhhh it is SOOO great to be back home.  well today im going to spend the day relaxing FINALLY and do some laundry and stuff. hopefully tomorrow i'll see some more people. my cell#- 921 4758  ---i have to see people soon cause other wise my little tiny tan will fade!