Annoyed

As no one really reads this, I'm going to have a rant, because something is annoying me and I really need to get it out there. My Girlfriend is pissing me off! I don't know whether it's because I'm PMSing a lot right now, or because I'm down because I can't seem to find a job that I enjoy and that keeps me entertained. Who know's... what I do know is that as a result anything and everything is starting to annoy me. What's annoying me the most is that we were going to have a nice evening on Friday night, just her and I... go to the movies and to dinner. Spend some time together NOT at her house or mine... in a different setting! AND now... what's she decided to do?! Go out with her friends to the City, after telling me that she didn't want to go because she knew that she'd get really tired really early, oh AND did I mention that I can't come?! It makes me wonder what she's up to. I shouldn't have this in my mind, so why the hell is it there? I don't know why it's getting to me SO much! Probably because she said she wouldn't and now she is! Who bloody knows! All I know is that at the moment I'm running on a really thin line about to snap, and I'm worried that she's going to be ont he receiving end of it all. Maybe I'll write her a letter telling her how I feel... that might be the best option because then I'm not likely to snap at her. I REALLY need advice on this, but feel like I'm all alone. If anyone is reading this, please let me know what you think.

Thanks :)