I thought that I'd write down some thoughts! So K cancelled on me the other night and I was a tad upset about that, but she did promise something to someone, and a promise is a promise. SO last night we went to the movies with mates from Softball and also my cousins and it was really good! You know when you first meet someone and you're like 'They're gorgeous' and then you meet them again, and they either look 10 times better, or 10 times worse then the first time that you met them? Well she look 20 times better last night! I guess because I hadn't seen her in a week and a bit! But boy was I nervous! I know that she wants to take things slowly, and I'm pretty sure that I want to take things slowly, but we still need to sit down and talk about what's going on! But I think that everything went ok last night, and at the end she kissed me goodbye. Rach said that I need to be chased (which is a new concept to me) which, to be frank is driving me up the bloody wall! However I'll try it that way for a while and see how I go. I think that I really like her, and as it's my first major crush since Nat, I'm also a little scared... But we'll wait and see because I'm not even hedging any bets that anything will happen because otherwise you just get upset.
In other news, works giong well! I'm reallyliking the people that I work with, and they totally accept me for who I am which is really good! We sit there at lunch time and discuss heaps, and lately they've all been helping me with my situation which is really good! I'm SO glad that I work at such an accomodating place.
Righteo.. I've got to go to the doctors this morning... oh joy... Hopefully I'm not to sick (have had 3 lots of blood works done, and a liver scan) but we'll wait and see!! Hope that everyone is well!
Laters
~Jess~
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