My Soul

So.....I dont know if any of you keep up with GFdm at all, and I dont really either but I check every once in a while. I found his increadibly intersting..........

GFdmV5 has some exra stage system that I dont understad, but I do know that Vanessa (From IIDX Gold) is the third Extra stage, of 9 i believe? Either way, they kinda ruined the song by making it all guitar, but you can see it on Youtube.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ttotXuwC2Mk
watch the painting at the end. lol.

So, Jon left.
and im waiting for his return, hoping that is is going to be more than just a wish.

Shes a twofaced bitch who does nothing but suck up. I really hate her, and jon as well right now. While my sister was defending her stupid ass girlfriend, jon was attacking me, along with my stupid fucking dad (Who appologized later aggreeing with me that brandy is a bitch, I wish he wasnt such a coward)
I hate my family. I think I might have to move away. Not away like Chicago, but at least far enough so I like them again.

As far as jon goes, my dad said if I dont change my mind, hes going back to WI when we return.

And since I just found this, and its so increadibly wiered........Teddy bears and Apples used to be such nice things.

I managed to beat the Motocross Course in Tomba. You have no idea how hard, broken, and aggravating this thing is. Its press forward, and jump. The jump works half the time, and you have to beat 24.96 seconds. I literally did this minigame for about 2 hours, and finaly got the gold medal, which you need to get the Psychic Fish. :P

"(Insert talk about soul calibur and the swords and whos fighting for what.) And this time, the swords have met there match......(Insert Darth vader breath here.)"

WTF??

Side notes, Jon is sick, and Uranus is awesome.

Go to the Wikipedia home page and click random article. That is your band's name.
Click random article again; that is your album name.
Click random article 15 more times; those are the tracks on your album.


Band Name: Lusin's Theorem
Album Name: 153rd Command and Control Squadron

Tracks:

1. Maria Guida
2. The Dark Wheel
3. Derek and Clive
4. Mein
5. SMIT
6. Coke Time with Eddie Fisher
7. Proton Perdana
8. Ioliare
9. Ezekiel Conrnell
10. Butlers Rangers
11. The Pillows Special Digest Sampler
12. Mury
13. Austrailian Reserch Centers
14. 1923 in Ireland
15. Montreal-Matin

So, i asked one of the girls from work if she wanted to go to oberweise after work, she said no, but her room mate was cooking, and asked if I wanted to come over for dinner. I was like "WTF are you serious?" I honestly never thought any of them would be asking me over to dinner. it was a lot of fun too, so the night was nice.

Oh, and Orange Sky ROCKS.

Oh..............and SFIV is going to be more like SFII than like SFIII, which makes me very happy. I hated SFIII with a passion.

I just got Resident Evil 4 Collectors Edition PS2 for under 20 bucks!!

I hope that when it gets here, Its in good condition. The add said mint, so...

Yay.

Oh, and my cats high.

He dont seem to understanz.....I haz feelings too.
Teh Rozez were nice, but tricking me into lying to hiz dad was unforgifabal.
Den, teh reezons he should haz given de rozez were made apparent taht they were nOt whut I thut dey wer.

Brings up alot of mixed emotions. This guy and me were best friends, untill I said I was gay. At that he said "I wont let anyone hurt you". So, He left my house, and he suddenly couldnt talk on the phone anymore (Im not sure if this was legit or not) so we wrote letters back and forth. well, his mom found one of the letters, and said I had better not ever talk to him again. I havent said a word to him since then, untill now on myspace.
BTW, our friendship wasnt sexual at all, and it was one of the most painfull losses I have ever had. I basically sent him a message saying hi, how are you, im fine, and if you still dont want to talk to me its ok, I have other friends now, and Im far away. Honestly, it would be nice to hear back from him, but I dunno. If anything, i expect a polite "Hello, Im fine, but i dont really want to talk to you".

its more like SN1+. there are a whole 18 SN2 songs, not including the you know, special songs.

If you want to know unlocks, go to bms.

I passed my first 8 in IIDX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



Contract-Suzaku
The cardinal gate song for the Phoenix.
:D

Edit: So..

I decided to play Nageki No Ki (the only other new to DD 8 on normal) Ang I bet you will never guess, I passed it right after! :D

Dont you hate it..........
When people are so God Damned Stupid, Immature, and Irresponsible?

Dont you hate it when it tears up friendships, and relationships, and everything else that was worked so hard apon? Where it makes everything thats happened a wast of time and energy?

Dont you hate it when people dissapoint you so much that you dont have any idea what to say to them anymore?

Dont you hate it when people make dumbass mistakes when you TOLD them not to do it?

Dont you hate it when someone goes away and after 3 FUCKING days has completely changed there views on so many things?
These are weak minded people who have no self controll, or not really a self. They bend and mend to who ever the fuck there around, and should be avoided at all costs.

And Now Im sad.

Yea, so today, me and some bitch get into a fight at work, and in the long run, its just proved that this is just a two tighly knit group of people to work with. Tomorrow Im putting in my two weeks notice, if I even go in, and Who knows how long ill stay in MO, or if I even ever come back.

Come and go. I was dating john, im not anymore. I want to still be friends and maybe pursue something in the future if he ever regains my trust, but he wants to be a drama queen.

Taking the thriving agony that only comes at this time of night. Twisted mind gaps, Flailing ideas trying to escape there dense prison, music that will never be heard, paintings that will never be seen, words that will never be spoken, that is my mind. What should be done is known, the will to do is what is missing. Memories burned into my mind, from forever ago, good and bad, things I miss and long for, and things I wish to never have seen. What I really want, Im not sure is attainable, I have commitments and obligations to be fullfilled. I have two things that I wish to be able to obtain, and two things that cannot be achieved at the same time. So much goes on in the mind, of someone wanting to love, be loved, keep his line in life, and someone longing for home.

The new CaptivAte is a remix to Nijiiro......Thats not following protocoll, since CaptivAte has always been the credits music from the previus version of IIDX, but it sounds amazing anyway. Check out my Myspace song to hear it.
~~~And Edit from over a year later~~

I was wrong, disregard the info on this post. :D