I went to QLS with Gonzalo today! I worked on the weight machines while he spotted me and kept me going (he wasn't feeling well, so he took it easy). Between machines I ran around the track, and then we played basketball together. I hope to go a couple of times a week. I like going in the evening because the thought of going in the morning is such a buzz kill. I actually exerted myself today, which I think, especially this summer, I haven't been allowing myself to do. I'm kind of a lazy piece of shit, honestly. I feel almost (and by almost I mean totally?) selfish. I am definitely going to get a job as soon as possible, also. I'm excited! I can't wait to earn my own money. Wow I'm a piece of shit for not having a job already.

School starts tomorrowww. My summer since I got back from Savannah has been completely uneventful; I've hung out with a group of friends less than four, maybe three, times. I've spent most of my time watching TV and sewing. Anyway, I can't give up this year!! At the beginning of junior year I told myself, "this is the most important year in high school. I am going to try my hardest." But of course I got tangled up in the web of laziness and started accepting mediocre, or less than mediocre test grades. In the end, I got out with decent final grades, though I know I could have done much better. So here's a to a fresh start.