life

i still remember the sound of my friends laughing

i remember sitting up til 6am with grease, and sunrises, and dresses, and 90's movies, and degrassi. a million times over

i remember making zombie movies, and satan jesus videos

i remember cards and coke shots

i remember looking up at those three flag poles, and running around on the football field, barefoot and cold

i remember every basketball game and the jock strap question.

i remember hereford football. number 5-2. blankets and harold and smiles, and hot chocolate.

i remember the tree house.

i remember going behind the bleachers and sneaking into the woods.

i remember my first drink.

i remember my first cigerette

i remember sitting around a basement feeling completely at home.

i remember surprise parties with faked surprised faces.

i remember bonfires. and smiles.

i remember every boy, every smile, every kiss, every hug. every damn butterfly that i thought would kill me from the inside

i remember the lollipop, i remember the teddy bear, i remember the notebook. i remember the woods.

i rememberrhode island, and new york and ohio.

i remember the beach with dominate.

i remember bonfires on the beach, and grand papy mojo sing alongs

i remember st. toms. when it was good. when it was still in the basement, and when i was still young enough to think this would last forever.

i remember the recher, and sights and the smells and the feelings it created.

i remember music.

i remember every band concert, every podium, every "sex couch". i remember john and tessa and lufty.

i remember ophelia. i remeber the neck;ace kristan lyon gave me in 9th grade.

i remember the ronald mcdonald house, and the science center, and mt. washington, and all the hours spent volunteering.

i remember wondering if this was really it.

i remember being little and playing space ship.

i remember dingus spitting in his soda when we 7 and drinking it with his spit.

i remember dc with kt.

i remember applesauce and watermelon and water.

i remember making a complete fool out of my self way to many times.

i remember 9th grade english and the finger game, and tic tac toe, and being told to just entertain him. i remember watching him walk out of class for the last time and being completely baffled

i remember explaining who hitler was

i remember staying up til i fell asleep reading history.

i remember the debates.

i remember every class.

i remember the first time i met him, i remember prince albert. i remember that polo, i remember thinking i was in love, and being wrong. i remember the day i decided he was my best freind.

i remember walking up to his porch in my goldfinger shirt praying he liked me...he did.

i remember the last samuri and bubbas with my mom.

i remember applebees, and meeting his sister.

i remember all the movies, all the dinners, all the days spent in their rooms.

i remember thinking life can't get any better

i remember thinking life can't get any worse.

i remember the wagon whell post badminton pre football

i remember t.g.i.f.

i remember harrasing every waitor.

i remember smiling like a crazy person.

i remember the hot tubs.

i remember candlelit marshmellows.

i remember every concert.

i remember every hit i've ever taken, and given in return.

i remember every school dance good or bad.

i remember the dresses and feeling like a princess.

i remember the bands.

i remember the smell of beyond the grunt call.

i remember walking around westminster.

i remember walking to the pour house

i remember the music store, and all of those guys, god knows why they put up with me.

i remember st. johns, before the slutty girls took over.

i remember "stop flirting wiht my neice" and the dress with the cleavage, and learning how to please customers.

i remember that first kiss, and pushing him away.

i remember crowd surfing.

i remember the shore house and dancing around and getting stuck on the pond.

i remember waiting for the right person and i did.

i remember losing control.

i remember dancing around kitchens to the oc soundtrack. and parents coming home and freaking out.

i remember england.

i remember the beach and walking 115 blocks, only to turn around and have to stumble back another 30.

i remember the mcdonalds is just ahead and scuba steve.

i remember smiling.

i remember movie night.

i remember every trashy horror movie.

i remember mr. lucky charms man.

i remember the drive in.

i remember the way they laugh.